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~Elena’s POV~
The apartment door swings open before my key fully turns. That’s the first red flag. David never, ever leaves doors unlocked. He treats safety like a full time job, he double-checks stove knobs, he labels leftovers, he arranges his shirts by color, sleeve length and he checks windows twice before bed. After three years with him, I know his habits as well as the back of my hand, like I’ve learned quantum mechanics, with precision and absolute certainty. The second wrong thing is the sound. A moan, it sounds female. Definitely not from whatever boring documentary he usually watches on Monday afternoons. My leather bag falls off my shoulder. It hits the hardwood with a sound that should make everything stop, but the moaning keeps going, like I’m not even there. It sounds louder, too loud, too dramatic, like someone performing instead of feeling. My heart pounds, not quickly, but heavily. But my legs move forward anyway. Every step feels heavy and slow, like walking through thick water. The door is cracked open. Through that narrow gap, I see skin. Too much of it. David’s pale back thrusting, moving in a way I recognize because I’ve felt it against my own body. His hands gripping the sheets. His voice low, mixed with another voice, high, breathy. Beneath him, her red hair is on my pillow. The pillow I’ve slept on every weekend for a year, I stand there watching my boyfriend fuck another woman in the bed we picked out together at IKEA. It’s Rebecca, my lab partner. The girl who borrowed my notes last week and returned them with a coffee stain then said “thanks babe” like we were friends. I don’t scream. I don’t cry, I don’t even breathe for a few seconds. I just stand there, staring at the two people who decided my feelings didn’t matter. Five long seconds.Then I push the door open, it makes an opening sound. David’s head snaps around. His face drains of color. “Elena fuck…this isn’t…” “Save it.” My voice sounds strange, flat. “Rebecca, my thesis notes are on the kitchen counter, go get them for me.” She grabs the sheet, eyes wide. “Elena, I’m so sorry, we didn’t mean…” “The notes. Now!!!.” She runs out, naked, tripping over David’s jeans. He’s trying to pull on his boxers, words coming out. “Baby, please, let me explain. It was a mistake, the few minutes of whatever this was meant nothing. It meant nothing. I love you…” “You love me?” I laugh, and it sounds sharp enough to cut. “You love routine, you love order. You love being the golden couple everyone envies. I shake my head. “You don’t love me. You never did.” Rebecca appears with my folder, holding it out like a white flag. Her face is red with shame. I take it and turn to leave. David runs after me to the front door, reaching out but not daring to touch me. “Where are you going?” David follows me to the front door. “Elena, we need to talk about this. You can’t just walk away.” I look at him, really look at him. His perfectly trimmed hair is messy for the first time in… years, maybe. His eyes are wide, but it’s not heartbreak I see. It’s fear of losing control and not losing me. Fear of being the bad guy, fear of ruining the image he built for himself. I step back. “Watch me.” I close the door before he can say anything else. The bar is called El Refugio. I find it three blocks from David’s apartment, down a narrow street I’ve never noticed before. Inside, everything feels softer, dark wood, soft lights, jazz playing low. A place made for disappearing. I slide into a stool and order whiskey. I drink it fast. Then I order another. My hands are shaking, but the burn helps. “Rough day?” The voice is deep, smooth. I turn to my left. He’s older than me, maybe early forties. Dark hair with silver at the ends. Expensive watch, a face that’s seen things, done things. Not handsome in David’s polished way. Handsome in a way that makes my pulse kick for a stranger. “You could say that.” I drain my glass again. He signals the bartender, orders two more. “I’m a good listener.” “I don’t need a listener. I need to forget.” His expression softens with something that looks like understanding. Real understanding, not the rehearsed sympathy David always gave. His eyes, deep brown, almost black, staring back at me. The man leans in slightly, not invading, just existing closer. “I can help with that too,” he says. Normally, I’d think twice, ask questions, and act more responsibly. But I’m so tired of pretense, tired of holding back, tired of being predictable, tired of being the girl who always plays safe. “Should we go to your place or a hotel?” I ask. His eyes widen a bit in surprise, maybe. “Hotel. Ten minutes from here.” We stay silent in the cab. His hand rests on my thigh, pressing through my jeans. I let him, letting his touch erase thoughts of David. I lean into him, let his touch fill the broken spaces inside me. The hotel room is elegant. I don’t see much of it. He kisses me before the door fully closes, and it’s nothing like David’s careful, scheduled intimacy. This is raw and consuming. His hands are in my hair, on my waist, pulling me closer like he’s starved for touch, pulling my shirt over my head. I reach for his belt, needing something solid to hold on to. I need him closer, harder, and I need to feel something other than the pain inside me. I don’t hesitate and grab it directly on the head. We don’t make it to the bed the first time. Later, tangled in sheets that smell nice and like him, he drags a finger down my back. His breath warms my shoulder. “What’s your name?” he asks. I face the ceiling. “Does it matter?” “No.” He kisses my shoulder. “I suppose it doesn’t.” I leave at dawn while he’s still asleep. No note. No number. No names. Just a stranger who helped me forget for one night. On Monday morning, I’m five minutes late to Renaissance Art, the elective I’m only taking because David said it would “round out my CV.” I quietly sit in the back row, avoiding everyone’s eyes. My whole body feels tired, and my heart feels empty. The professor is writing on the board with strong, sure strokes, his back turned. “Professor Mateo Sandoval” a student called. He turns around, about to answer the student and our eyes meet. My breath stops. I can’t believe my eyes. Because standing in front of the class is the man who kissed me like he owned the night, the man I left in a hotel bed this morning…is my professor, the new visiting professor. And he looks just as shocked as I feel. Then his expression changes, it hardens. Like recognition is the last thing he wanted. And I know… my life is about to get even more complicated.~Elena’s POV~The woman’s voice outside the studio door is sharp, cultured, impatient. “Mateo, I know you are in there. Open up before I call building security.”Mateo goes rigid beside me. “Fuck. It’s Isabella.”“Your sister?”“My sister.” He is already wearing his pants. “Get dressed. Now.”I’m scrambling for my clothes when the door opens. Apparently Isabella has a key.She is everything I expected, designer suit, perfect hair, the kind of polished that comes from generational wealth. Her eyes sweep the studio, landing on the drawings covering every surface. Drawings of me. Naked. From every angle.Then her gaze finds me, half-dressed, hair a mess, clearly just fucked.“Ah.” Her voice could freeze wine. “So this is the student.”“Isabella…” Mateo starts.“Don’t.” She holds up one hand. “Just don’t. Father sent me to clean up your mess. Again but I see the mess is significantly worse than reported.”I finish buttoning my shirt. “I should go.”“No, you should stay. You are the reaso
~Elena’s POV~“What photos?” Mateo grabs my phone, reads David’s message again. “Rebecca deleted everything…”“She must have sent copies to David first.” I’m already pulling on clothes, mind racing. “Or he took his own. Fuck. We need to get to Morrison before she sees them.”“It’s too late. If he sent them overnight, she’s already seen them.” He hands back my phone, runs both hands through his hair. “This is it. We’re done.”“Then we go down fighting.”I grab my laptop bag with all the evidence Sofia and I compiled. Mateo catches my arm.“Elena stop.” His voice is raw. “You can still walk away from this. Tell Morrison that David is harassing you, that he fabricated those photos…”“Fabricated?” I pull free. “Mateo, we actually fucked in your office. The photos are real.”“Then say I coerced you. That you felt pressured because of the power dynamic…”“I’m not lying.” I shoulder my bag. “Not for you, not for anyone. Now drive me to campus or get out of my way.”Something shifts in his ex
~Elena’s POV~Security escorts Mateo through the Gothic Quarter campus at 2 AM like he’s a criminal.I watch from the parking lot shadows as they disappear into the administration building. He didn’t look back, he told me to go home before they loaded him into their vehicle. Like I’m capable of going anywhere while they’re interrogating him.My phone buzzes.It’s Sofia. ‘Where the fuck are you? Your location shows campus. Get your ass home NOW!!’I ignore it, wait another ten minutes. Then I drive home because sitting in that parking lot won’t change anything.Sofia is on my couch when I unlock my apartment door.“You look like shit.” She doesn’t move, just studies me from her position sprawled across my cushions. “When’s the last time you slept?”“Friday.” I drop my bag, collapse beside her. “Maybe Thursday.”“Jesus, Elena.” She sits up. “Start talking, spill everything and no bullshit.”So I tell her. All of it. The hotel. The classroom. The office. The studio, the modeling, the s
~Elena’s POV~I’m out of Mateo’s apartment before he can stop me, phone gripped tight in my hand, Rebecca’s blackmail photos burning in my mind.“Elena, wait…” He’s behind me, grabbing keys, following me down the stairs.“I’m handling this.”“By doing what? Confronting her at two in the morning?”“Yes.” I hit the street, scan for a taxi. The street is empty. I start walking toward the main avenue.Mateo catches up, grabs my arm. “You’re not thinking clearly…”“I’m thinking perfectly clearly.” I spin to face him. “Rebecca has photos that will destroy us both. She wants a grade and a recommendation. We give her neither. We take those photos and we bury her.”“How exactly do you plan to do that?”I’m already texting. ‘Café Nocturn. One hour. Come alone or I send everything to the ethics committee.’Rebecca’s response is immediate. ‘What do you have on me?’‘Guess you’ll find out.’I show Mateo the exchange. He’s shocked.“This is a mistake. Let me handle her…”“She’s blackmailing you for
~Elena’s POV~“She’s not my student.” The lie comes out of my mouth before I can stop it. “I’m his girlfriend.”Torres’s eyebrows rise. Mateo’s hand finds the small of my back, warning or support, I can’t tell.“Your girlfriend.” Torres doesn’t sound convinced. “Yet I’ve seen you on campus, Miss Vega. In the physics building.”“I audit his class sometimes. For interest.” I step forward, forcing confidence I don’t feel. “We met off campus. The relationship has nothing to do with the university.”“I see.” Torres crosses his arms. “And does the administration know about this relationship?”“It’s personal,” Mateo says. “Not university business.”“Everything is university business when it involves faculty and students, Professor Sandoval.” Torres glances at his watch. “Particularly when said faculty member is currently under investigation for inappropriate conduct.”I feel sick immediately. “How do you know about that?”“I’m on the ethics committee. I received the complaint filing this a
~Elena’s POV~“The studio keys were in my desk drawer.” Mateo’s voice is flat, dead. “Campus security inventoried my office this afternoon.” My back is still against his wall, jeans unbuttoned, his hand print visible on my hip. The dean’s voice continues through the phone speaker, sharp and authoritative. “I need you on campus within the hour, Professor Sandoval. This cannot wait until morning.” “I understand. I’ll be there in thirty minutes.” He ends the call. Silence crushes down between us. “They know about the studio.” I’m still trying to process. “They’ll connect me to it. The payments…” “I used cash. There’s no paper trail to you.” He runs both hands through his hair. “I’ll tell them it’s for personal projects. Private figure studies unrelated to university work.” “They won’t believe that.” “They don’t need to believe it. They need to prove it.” He’s already moving, grabbing a shirt from his closet. “You need to leave. Before anyone sees you here.” “I’m coming with you.







