The pack had been nice to my mom and me, but it was time to go home. I snuck a pillow case out in the overnight bag my mom had packed for me. I needed it to get through this seemingly hopeless time.
My mom kept saying not to worry, there are always loans and academic scholarships I could apply for, but she didn't understand. A free ride wasn't actually going to be free. I would have to take loans out for books, housing, food, and other living expenses.
I wasn't surprised that there was a welcome party waiting for us. My new girl friends, Laura and Lacey, Naomi and her mother, Talia. And Ginny. I couldn't believe my eyes; Ginny was outside! Not just outside but outside and smiling! She seemed more vibrant and healthy. It made me wonder if taking in my mom and me had been not such a good thing for her health.
Everyone was cheering and greeting us. I got the full treatment from my wolfie friends. Lacey could pick me up and carry me to the couch or my bedroom
I was running away from someone or something.My bones ached as I pushed my body to the limit, but this time my foot was injured. All I could do was limp until I couldn't go any further. I cried out in pain each time I put any weight on it.Whatever was coming for me was giong to get me. I was a sitting duck. Panic took over as I realized I was a human at the edge of a dark forest at night.The moon was a slim cresent shape, making the night almost black. I just had to crawl towards the moon. I instictively knew that once I was in her light that I would be safe.But I couldn't move. My body was trapped in quicksand. I would die a slow death, right here, right now.I wanted to cry, but no tears came. I wanted to fight but something inside of me told me not to. Like a literal voice telling me to let go and give in. That's when the warm and calming scent I'd come to rely on and ache for and love, surrounded me.The quick sand
The knocking at the front door made my heart leap out of my chest. If I could see this scene in a movie, it would be that moment that two people meet in the rain and confess their love for one another.I yelled for the person to come in, hoping to see that classic style of Max's. Dark jeans, a crisp black short sleeve shirt, and those baby blue eyes."Well, hello there Tara. Long time no see. Just going to ditch your closest friends from high school because you moved a few hours south of Los Angelos?" Jamie's slime ball of a grin made my stomach churn. "You don't look to happy to see me. Or able to run away this time. It's my lucky day."Jamie was a druggie that hung around with my group of friends. My old high school was the type of place where if you could get a leg up by cheating, you did it. Ivy league schools or at least somewhere prestigious such as Pepperdine, Stanford, UCL, MIT, or NYU were the goal. If your family didn't have the money
When I came to I was in a motel room. It smelled musty, or moldy, and the bed sheets felt like plastic.I tried to sit myself up and scream for help, but a hand came over my mouth."Shush! You're safe. It's just me, Kevin."Hot tears rolled down my face while Kevin lifted me up to get behind me. He was an althete but not flexible so it hurt when he had to push me forward a bit to get his leg around me. It was like sitting in his lap. I felt safe. I felt like all of this was a bad dream. My dad wasn't dead. Kevin was my occassional hook-up buddy. We made out all over the school, the field, under the bleachers, in cars while sitting in Los Angelos traffic."Deep breaths. Deep breath in, hold 2 - 3 - 4, and out, 2 - 3 - 4. Again." He counted and breathed with me until I finally stopped crying. His big warm hands rubbed my arms, my back, even pulled me in tight for a hug. I felt him growing and went to jump away but he quickly flicked his balls and it s
Max's POV I paced the floor of my room in nothing but basketball shorts unable to understand how we let this happen. How I, her mate and Alpha, let this happen? "Max, come on, relax a bit. We did what had to be done for the safety of the pack. I'm sure our Luna will be fine." "Yeah, Henry? Are you sure? Because you better be fucking one hundred percent certain that nothing happens to her or it's your head! Beta, best friend, or not! Do you hear me?" The whole pack house heard me. Henry nodded his head, "yes, Alpha. I heard you. You made the right decision. Don't beat yourself up about it too much. He called the cops and left you no choice in the matter. They weren't OUR cops. We couldn't just reveal ourselves to them. And honestly, that guy acted like he cared for her and not in a scumbag way. I'm sure she will be fine or I will gladly let you decapitate me and put my head on a stick." The silence felt heavy betwee
I was running for my life. I was running for his life. I was running for all of them.My bones ached but I continued to push my injured body to its limit. Finally the familiar sound of bones cracking and my painful cries, I knew I would soon hit the ground running. Only this time on all fours. Just like every other dream, my body became a weapon, something otherwordly. My ankle started to heal. I felt the swelling go down and my fracture heal itself. I howelled in excitement at the moon that was high over the tree line of the forest.I knew where to go but didn't know if I'd be blessed with a vision of my mate. I could hear the voices replaying as they did each time, bantering back and forth while a whispy feminine voice told the two children that they were destined to be together.He had to be here. I sniffed the ground, the air, and every tree I walked by. Max wasn't here.An ache grew in my chest deep and dark. I felt the loss of my f
The word run had just left my mouth when the door was broken down by three wolves. None of them were Max. They tore poor Kevin into shreds and ate the evidence. Which was making me feel a bit sick and woosey, until I realized I had just taken a bite out of Kevin not too long ago. Max would be proud of me. I could feel my confidence climbing but the reality of Max not being my knight in shining armor brought me crashing back down to earth. I was standing by the door, sniffing the air for his warm scent that I knew as home. All I got was stale beer and truckers in need of good deodorant. Yuck. "She just sniffed the air?" "She totally did!" "Luna, he's not here. We couldn't chance it." I looked back to find Henry, Lacey, and Laura talking. It was weird enough I knew that they were on their way, and even more eerie to realize I could trust them in their wolf form, but I almost fainted when I could hear them speak like the
Henry snickered as he noticed my awareness to his best friend, and Alpha's, scent. "He couldn't stay away. Luna whipped." Lacey seemed to calm when she got a whiff of Max's scent. She wouldn't have to deal with me on the back of her mate for much longer. It was oddly intimate knowing how Lacey felt when she felt it. One moment I was only thinking of Max and then all the sudden I just knew what her feelings were. Her sense of ease. She took in a deep breath and I felt like my lungs filled with air and the release on the exhale that relaxed the tension she had been holding in her body. When I turned my attention to Laura though, I felt her body stiffen. Like something was off. Her mind was racing with a million possibilities like: someone using Max's scent to lure us or Max being too impatient to wait for me. Those were the only two scenerios that made scense to me, but she had rival packs on her mind and something about the prophecy. Then,
Breathe. I had to tell my lungs to function the way they normally do. Or at least it felt like I had to, since I was having an all out panic attack. He's seen me naked. Max has seen me completely naked. Max has seen me completely naked and didn't want to see any more of me because he had thrown a shirt over me and tucked me under the covers and left. Oh no! What if he did not like what he saw? What if he was turned off by the sight of me? I'm so gangly and was so dirty and gross from the incident with Jamie, to Kevin basically kidnapping me. Kevin. Kevin was dead because of me. Because he wanted me. And he wanted me when I looked and smelled like shit. He was torn into pieces! What if he was the only man that would ever like the sight of me? My "friends" may have killed the one guy that thinks I'm hot. Get it together. You are a hot mess, but you are also hot. I was hearing