LOGINChapter Two – First Impressions
(Dante POV) The room was already too small. It always had been. Four steps from the door to the window. Two long strides to cross from one bed to the other. The walls pressed in like they were waiting for an excuse to close the gap entirely. The overhead fluorescent buzzed faintly, the same low drone I’d tuned out last year, and the air still carried that sharp, institutional tang of bleach and new paint trying to cover up years of other people’s sweat and spilled energy drinks. I’d claimed the left side the second I walked in—dropped my duffel, lined up my cleats under the bedframe, stacked my textbooks in descending order of weight. Everything deliberate. Everything controlled. The way I liked it. The way I needed it. Then Eli Summers arrived. He came through the door like he’d been launched from somewhere softer—shoulders hunched under the weight of a cardboard box that looked ready to split at the seams, hoodie sleeves pushed up to his elbows, dark curls sticking to his forehead from the heat outside. He didn’t knock. Didn’t announce himself. Just stumbled inside, caught his toe on the edge of my duffel, and nearly went down in a tangle of limbs and cardboard. “Seriously?” he wheezed, catching himself on the desk with one hand. The box hit the floor with a dull thud that echoed in my ribcage. I didn’t move. Just watched. He straightened slowly, brushing hair out of his eyes, and finally looked at me. Wide hazel eyes. Freckles scattered across the bridge of his nose like someone had flicked a paintbrush at him. A crooked, uncertain smile that arrived too fast, like he’d rehearsed it in the hallway. “Eli,” he said, offering his name the way someone might offer an open palm to a stray dog—cautious, hopeful. His voice was quieter than I expected. Not timid, exactly. Just… unguarded. I let the silence stretch. Let my gaze slide over him the same way I’d study game tape: cataloging posture, movement, tells. Skinny wrists. Scuffed sneakers that had seen more pavement than turf. Jeans rolled at the ankle like he couldn’t be bothered to hem them properly. Everything about him screamed coffee shops, late-night study sessions, dog-eared novels. Nothing about him belonged in a room with my playbook binders and protein shaker bottles. And yet here he was. In my space. I leaned back against the wall, arms crossed, shoulder blades pressing into the cold cinder block. The paint was chipped in one corner; I could feel the rough edge against my skin. I kept my expression blank. Neutral. The same mask I wore when cameras were rolling or when a coach asked why I’d missed a read. He didn’t flinch under the stare. Most people did—at least a little. He just exhaled, muttered something I didn’t catch, and dropped to his knees to unpack. Out came the evidence of who he was. A ceramic mug shaped like a smug cat wearing sunglasses. Spiral notebooks with covers already bleeding ink doodles—swirling vines, cartoonish monsters, random song lyrics in loopy handwriting. A laptop plastered with stickers: rainbow flags, band logos, a tiny cartoon ghost giving a thumbs-up. He arranged each item on his desk with careful attention, like he was building a small altar to himself. My side looked clinical next to it. One neat stack of textbooks. My playbook. A single framed photo of me and my dad after my first college start—both of us stone-faced, arms around each other’s shoulders. That was it. No clutter. No excess. He glanced over at my half of the room, then back at his growing chaos. “You’re neat,” he said, almost to himself. A small laugh escaped him. “Like… scary neat. Did they teach you that in quarterback school or is it just a personality trait?” I grunted. Low. Noncommittal. He took it as encouragement. He kept talking—words spilling out like he was afraid silence would swallow the room whole. Something about his old dorm being infested with ants last year. About his younger sister who’d mailed him the cat mug because “it looked judgmental like you.” About getting lost on the way here, circling the same third-floor hallway three times before realizing the room numbers went backward. I didn’t answer most of it. Just listened. Cataloged. The slight tremor in his fingers when he tried to untangle the string of fairy lights. The way his gaze flicked toward me every few seconds—quick, assessing, then darting away like he’d been caught staring. The way he pressed his lips together when the cord knotted again, then forced that same bright, deflecting grin. He was trying too hard. But maybe I was too. Trying too hard to keep my shoulders relaxed. Trying too hard to keep my jaw from locking. Trying too hard to pretend his presence wasn’t already pressing against every carefully drawn line I’d built around myself. I reached for my water bottle, twisted the cap off with more force than necessary, took a long drink. The cold shocked my throat. Grounded me. He finally got the lights untangled. Stood on the desk chair—precarious, one hand braced on the wall—and stretched the strand across the top of his side of the room. When he plugged them in, warm golden light bloomed. I expected irritation. Expected the instinct to rise up and tell him to rip them down, that this wasn’t a goddamn fairy garden. Instead the glow hit the walls and something in my chest shifted. The harsh fluorescent overhead dimmed in comparison. Shadows softened. The sharp edges of the cinder blocks blurred. The room stopped feeling like a holding cell and started feeling… lived in. Like someone had remembered to breathe inside it. Eli stepped down, brushed his palms on his jeans, and turned in a slow circle, surveying his work with quiet satisfaction. His reflection appeared in the dark window beside mine. For a single heartbeat we stood there, doubled in the glass—him loose-limbed and glowing, me rigid and shadowed. He didn’t seem to notice the overlap. I couldn’t look away. The warmth from the lights crept across the floor toward my side of the room, brushing the edge of my bed like an invitation I hadn’t asked for. My pulse kicked once—hard—against my ribs. This wasn’t going to be simple. He wasn’t going to be simple. Eli Summers had walked in here with boxes full of chaos and a smile that didn’t know how to quit, and in less than thirty minutes he’d already cracked something I’d spent years reinforcing. I looked away from the window. Down at my hands. They were clenched into fists on my thighs. I forced them open. One finger at a time. He was still chattering—something about whether the lights were too bright, if I wanted him to dim them, if maybe we should figure out whose charger went where. I didn’t answer right away. Instead I leaned my head back against the wall, closed my eyes for half a second, and let the golden light settle over me like a weight I didn’t yet know how to carry. This wasn’t going to be simple. Not even close.Bonus Chapter 14 – Backyard Under Stars (Mid-Marriage, Summer Night) Eli POV The backyard was dark except for the fairy lights we’d never bothered to take down golden strands draped lazily across the pergola overhead, wrapped in loose spirals around the thick trunk of the old maple tree, looped along the weathered fence posts, and tangled through the metal frame of the swing set Lila had outgrown years ago but refused to let us dismantle. She still swung on it sometimes, legs pumping high, laughing like she was five again. The lights glowed soft, warm, almost obscene in their quiet beauty — turning the ordinary grass into a private golden sea that felt stolen from the rest of the world. Lila had been asleep for hours — tucked in upstairs with her latest fantasy novel clutched to her chest and the little galaxy nightlight spinning slow stars across her ceiling. The dogs were curled in their beds inside the house, soft snores barely audible through the open kitchen window. No n
Bonus Chapter 13 – Shower Reunion (Early Marriage, After Road Trip) Eli POV The front door opened at 2:17 a.m the soft click of the latch louder than it should have been in the sleeping house. I’d been awake for hours, propped against the headboard in our bedroom, scrolling mindlessly through my phone with the screen brightness turned way down. Every distant car engine on the street had made my heart lurch, convinced it was him. Three weeks felt like three months when he was gone road trips stretched thin by time zones, hotel Wi-Fi, and the constant ache of an empty side of the bed. The heavy thud of his duffel hitting the entryway floor echoed up the stairs. The house stayed mostly dark except for the faint golden glow I’d strung along the hallway mirror months ago—I couldn’t help it; the place felt too hollow without them, too quiet without his footsteps or his low laugh drifting from downstairs. He appeared at the bottom of the stairs—hair damp and flattened from the late-n
Bonus Chapter 12 – Kitchen Counter Quickie (Mid-Marriage, Late Night)Eli POV The kitchen was dark except for the fairy lights we’d hung along the upper cabinets and looped lazily over the island years ago thin golden strands that never came down, even long after the Christmas tree was packed away. They stayed up because Lila once declared them “magic lights that make everything prettier,” and honestly, neither of us had the heart to argue. They glowed soft, warm, turning the cold granite countertops into something almost romantic, casting tiny flecks of amber across every surface like scattered stars.The house was finally quiet. Lila had been asleep for a little over an hour—she’d fought bedtime with the full dramatic flair of a seven-year-old, delivering a tearful monologue about needing “just one more chapter” of her fantasy book, complete with hand gestures and tragic sighs. We’d caved for fifteen extra minutes before Dante carried her upstairs, kissed her forehead, and turn
Bonus Chapter 11 – Post-Game Claim (Hotel Room After Road Win)Dante POVThe hotel door slammed shut behind us so hard the frame rattled, the sound cutting through the muffled hallway noise like a gunshot.Adrenaline still roared through every vein — heart slamming against my ribs from the fourth-quarter comeback, the stadium roar still echoing in my skull like distant thunder, the win tasting like salt-soaked sweat, cheap stadium champagne someone had sprayed in the locker room, and the faint metallic tang of blood from a split lip I didn’t even remember taking. My body felt electric, bruised, alive.Eli had waited in the family section the whole game. Watched every snap. Texted me one word after the final whistle blew and the scoreboard locked our victory in: *Hurry.*Now he was already against the wall — shirt gone, jeans shoved open, cock straining thick and obvious against black briefs, chest rising and falling like he’d run the same brutal sixty-minute game I just had.I didn’
Bonus Chapter 10 – New Kink Discovery: Blindfold Trust (Mid-to-Late Marriage Bedroom Night)Eli POV – 912 The bedroom was quiet except for the soft hum of the ceiling fan and the distant crickets outside the open window.Fairy lights glowed along the headboard — golden strands we’d replaced countless times over the years. They cast warm halos across the sheets, across Dante’s bare chest, across the silver that now dominated his hair and the deeper lines around his eyes from years of laughing at my jokes.We’d been talking about it for weeks little hints, teasing comments after sex, a late-night confession over wine that maybe we could try something new.Tonight he’d asked.I’d said yes.Now I was on my back in the middle of the bed naked, wrists loosely bound above my head with a silk scarf (not tight, just enough to remind me), and a soft black blindfold tied over my eyes.Darkness.Only sound: my own breathing, the rustle of sheets, Dante’s slow footsteps circling the bed.I felt
Bonus Chapter 9 – Reverent Rediscovery (Later Years, Quiet Bedroom Night)Eli POVThe bedroom smelled like cedar from the old dresser we’d refinished ourselves, the faint vanilla of the candle Lila had sent for our last anniversary (still burning low on the nightstand), and the warm, lived-in scent of us skin, sheets, years of shared breath.Fairy lights glowed along the headboard golden strands we’d replaced so many times they were practically part of the house now. They cast soft halos across the rumpled white sheets, across Dante’s bare chest, across the silver that had taken over his hair completely and the deeper lines carved around his eyes from decades of laughing at my terrible puns, squinting at playbooks in dim stadium lighting, and looking at me like I was still the most dangerous, most beautiful thing he’d ever let into his life.He lay on his back, one arm bent behind his head, the other resting on my hip as I straddled him knees bracketing his waist, palms braced on his







