Mag-log inCarlson At first I thought it was just my imagination or dilution of imagining things that aren't there but the message kept staring back at me.I'm tempted to scroll more to know more but I'm so weak to my bones reading shit from her phone.When did Maddie get to this level? She avoided any topic related sex at first. I thought she's all shy about it and I respect her decision of keeping it plane.We were once cool with each other but I noticed her attitude of not wanting me around her, not touching her, not holding hands with her.I got frustrated and concerned about what is going on, looking for the right time to know what went wrong. If I did anything to hurt her I didn't know of.I noticed she was trying to pull away from me but why. I don't know the reason for her to act that way.She was already sleeping and one of her leg was out so I went over to cover her up with the sheet when a notification popped up on her phone.The name is not familiar but I'm tempted to know who will
Maddie I don’t know how to keep my emotions in check especially when it comes to the people I love. Sometimes I end up ruining things or regretting them. “Of course,” Carlson answered, stretching his hand effortlessly and dropping some chicken onto my plate.He even asked if I wanted more. He tried to trick me into meeting his gaze, but I only nodded.He didn't act like he was angry, or maybe he didn't want to show it to everyone, but he was quite detached when you watched closely.I could feel everyone's gaze burning on me, but I chose to quietly eat my meal but I still felt uncomfortable and each bite felt tasteless in my mouth.Forgot to bring my phone along; it would be a great form of distraction.After a few minutes, I got up and announced I was done with my meal and would be in my room.Nobody questioned or said a word, so I walked quietly upstairs, and when I was about to shut the door, something prevented it.Carlson placed his leg, wedging the door from closing. What is h
Maddie “Mira, can you ask your brother why he is angry at me?”I placed a hand over my mouth the moment I said that. “Is it okay to ask for help sometimes?” She was still trying to arrange my clothes into the wardrobe. Even though I offered to assist her she declined.I laid on the bed with my face facing the ceiling. My thoughts were all about Carlson. What did I do wrong? Why is he so mad at me? I couldn't speak to him so Mira was my only option.Even though I don't want to involve her in adult stuff, she's so close to her brother and could get the truth out.“What did you do to him?” I'm going to tell her I overheard me moaning to myself.Bruh!!!!That's not going to happen. I lifted my weight, my hand still pressing down on the sheet.“I don't know, he haven't spoken to me since morning”“And you're worried about it?” I nod wondering where she's getting with the conversation.“Are you kind of in love with my brother?”Oh shit!I always told Mira Carlson and I are just best fr
Maddie I didn't move, and I didn't say a word but remained stiff for some seconds before he changed the channel to my favorite TV show.I removed the sheet slightly, and he was sitting up this time, his attention on the TV.I checked the time, and it was 4 am. I have been up all night and barely have time to sleep now. I wasn't even feeling sleepy.“Do you care?” Carlson's voice.How did he know I'm awake? He was munching on chips.“Umh… no… thanks.” I sat taking off the sheet completely, my attention completely drawn to the program on the TV. One of my favorites, and I can't just stay away from it.I sat on the bed this time, laughing and mumbling to myself like I had someone I was discussing.“Disey got it all wrong.” I love to talk when watching my favorite ones, and I enjoy having another person who vibes the same way as me, but too bad Carlson isn't like that either.He prefers to be quiet, while I'm the noisy one.The movie came to an end, and I fell back on the bed this time
Maddie “Why are you acting so weird?” Carlson's grays pierced into mine, searching for an answer.Weird, I'm acting so weird.“You're acting like this is our first time of me sleeping in the same room with you. If you don't want that. I can book another room,” his voice a mix of irritation and anger.“No, I don't mean that. I mean…” He arched his brows, and I quickly stopped myself from saying more words.Was I about to tell him my hormones kicked in and I don't know if I can control myself around him? I'm just about to shoot myself in the leg.“Umh…. never mind. It will be a waste of resources if you book another room. The couch will be comfortable.”I didn't wait for a reply but I knew he doesn't look pleased. He doesn't look so pleased about asking him to sleep on the couch. He reluctantly sat down, totally ignored me, got the remote, and turned on the TV.He didn't say a word to me.The first display was news; I wasn't interested, so I got myself useful looking for something I
Maddie “Mum, can we switch to video call” “Umh…honey. I'm not predisposed at the moment. I just want to be sure you're fine” she says quickly. My intuition was right, she have been crying and she doesn't want me to know.“I will call you back” she tries to hang up.“Mum wait. I'm not at the wedding party. I'm at the hotel mum. We can see each other. I miss you mum. I miss your face”“Got to go baby. I have to work”“Work, mum”“I thought you resigned” but before I could finish up my sentence, the doting sound indicating the call have been cut off.I took a deep breath. Staring at my bed over again. I'm supposed to move to my father's new home which he acquired like two weeks ago. The new home with his new bride.I back to the hotel to get my stuff together and now I don't even feel like going.I laid on the bed with my face to the ceiling. Carlson is waiting downstairs. He wanted to come up but I told him I will be fine getting my stuff. It wasn't even much.My mind was blank, no th







