LOGINEvery time I closed my eyes I felt the door at my back again, the solid weight of Rex’s body pinning me in place, the slow drag of his thumb under my breast. The memory of his thigh pressed between my legs refused to leave. By the time the sky started turning gray, my sheets were twisted around my waist and the towel I usually kept under my pillow was clenched in my fist like evidence.
I shoved it into the bottom of my drawer and slammed it shut. My phone sat face-down on the nightstand. I had ignored the message from Rex for hours, but the words still burned behind my eyes. We’re not done talking about this. I showered in water so hot it almost hurt, scrubbing my skin until it turned pink, as if I could wash the entire night off me. It didn’t work. When I looked in the mirror, my cheeks were still flushed and my eyes looked too wide, too guilty. I looked exactly like someone who had been caught doing something she shouldn’t. By the time I reached the circuit the next morning, my stomach was in knots. I kept my camera bag high on my shoulder and my expression locked in place. If anyone looked at me, they would only see the same sharp, uninterested Aria Bennett who had spent years publicly rolling her eyes at Rex Callahan. I lasted exactly eleven minutes before I saw him. He was standing near the garage entrance, talking to one of the engineers, still in his black team shirt and dark jeans. The second his eyes found mine across the open space, that same slow, knowing half-smile curved his mouth. He said something to the engineer without looking away from me, then started walking in my direction. I turned on my heel and headed for the media room. I didn’t make it. Rex caught up to me in the narrow hallway that connected the garage to the main building. His hand closed around my elbow—not hard, but firm enough that I had to stop. He steered me into the empty equipment closet like he had every right to, shutting the door behind us with a soft click. The space was small. Too small. Shelves of spare parts and helmets lined the walls. The air smelled like rubber and metal and him. “Morning, Bennett,” he said, voice low and almost pleasant. “Sleep well?” I yanked my arm free. “What do you want?” “Answers.” He leaned against the door, blocking the only exit, arms crossed over his chest. The same chest I had been pressed against last night. “You never answered my question.” “I don’t owe you anything.” “You owe me the truth.” His eyes moved over my face slowly. “How long?” I looked at the wall behind his shoulder. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” Rex laughed once, quiet and sharp. “You’re a terrible liar when you’re nervous. Your ears turn pink.” I felt the heat crawl up my neck. “Go to hell.” “Already been. It’s more fun than watching you pretend.” He pushed off the door and took one step closer. The space between us shrank. “Years, right? That’s what your silence said last night. You’ve been walking around calling me arrogant and reckless while keeping my shit under your pillow.” My stomach dropped. “You don’t know that.” “I know the look on your face when you were breathing in my jacket.” His voice dropped lower. “I’ve seen women look at me like they want something. I’ve never seen one look at me like she was starving and ashamed of it at the same time.” I hated how accurately he read me. I hated that my body still reacted to the memory of his thigh between my legs. Most of all I hated that part of me wanted him to keep talking, just so I could stay in this charged, dangerous space a little longer. “It doesn’t mean anything,” I said. “Doesn’t it?” “No.” Rex tilted his head, studying me. “Then explain it. Explain why the girl who has spent every public moment acting like she can’t stand the sight of me was alone in a lounge hugging my jacket like it belonged to her.” I opened my mouth, closed it, then tried again. “I was… it was a mistake. I shouldn’t have—” “That’s not an explanation. That’s damage control.” “What do you want me to say?” My voice came out sharper than I intended. “That I’ve been attracted to you for years even though you’re everything I claim to hate? That I’ve hated myself for it every single day? Is that what you need to hear?” The words hung in the small space between us. Rex went still. For a second he looked almost surprised, like he hadn’t expected me to actually say it out loud. Then something darker settled behind his eyes. “Yes,” he said quietly. “That’s exactly what I needed to hear.” I felt exposed in a way that had nothing to do with clothes. My pulse was too loud in my ears. I wanted to take the words back, shove them down my throat, and pretend the last twenty-four hours had never happened. Rex didn’t give me the chance. “I’m not telling Ethan,” he said. The relief was so strong my shoulders almost sagged. Then he kept talking. “But that doesn’t mean this is over. You don’t get to drop a bomb like that and walk away clean.” “What does that mean?” He stepped closer. Close enough that I had to tip my head back to keep meeting his eyes. Close enough that I could see the faint shadow of stubble along his jaw and the way his pulse moved at the base of his throat. “It means I know something about you that no one else does,” he said. “And I’m not above using it.” “That’s blackmail.” “Call it whatever you want.” His gaze dropped to my mouth for a second, then returned to my eyes. “All I know is that the next time you decide to call me arrogant in front of a room full of people, I’m going to remember exactly how you looked with my jacket against your face. And I’m going to wonder what else you’ve been hiding.” My throat felt tight. “Stay away from me.” “I don’t think I will.” The quiet certainty in his voice made my stomach flip. He reached past me, fingers brushing my waist as he opened the door. The contact was brief, deliberate, and gone before I could react. Cool air from the hallway spilled into the closet. Rex paused in the doorway, looking back at me over his shoulder. “One more thing,” he said. I waited, heart still racing. “Next time you feel the need to borrow something of mine…” His mouth curved. “Just ask. I might let you keep it.” Then he walked away, leaving the door open and me standing alone among the shelves of racing equipment, pulse still hammering, the ghost of his fingers lingering on my waist. I stayed there until my breathing evened out. When I finally stepped into the hallway, my phone buzzed again. Another message from Rex. Dinner. Tonight. My place. We still have things to discuss. I stared at the screen, thumb hovering over the keyboard. Before I could decide whether to reply, a second message appeared. Don’t make me come find you, Bennett.The first rule lasted less than thirty-six hours.I came downstairs the next evening after a long day at the circuit and found the guest room door slightly open. I had closed it when I left. I always closed it. The gap was small, maybe two inches, but it was enough.Rex was not in the room. The hallway was empty. From downstairs I could hear the low sound of the television. I pushed the door open the rest of the way and stood there, scanning the space. Nothing looked disturbed. The bed was made. My suitcase sat where I had left it. But the air felt different, like someone had been inside recently.I went downstairs.Rex was on the couch, scrolling through something on his phone, the picture of innocence.“You went into my room,” I said.He looked up. “Did I?”“The door was open. I closed it this morning.”“Maybe you forgot.”“I didn’t forget.”Rex set the phone down and leaned back, stretching one arm along the top of the couch. “I needed a charger. 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By evening the house had settled into a silence that felt deliberate.I stayed in the guest room as long as I could, organizing the few things I had brought, charging batteries, reviewing shots I had already reviewed. Anything to delay walking back downstairs into shared space. The sun dropped behind the buildings outside the window. The light in the room shifted from hard gold to a cooler blue. Eventually the smell of food drifted up the stairs and made further delay feel childish.I went down.Rex was in the kitchen, sleeves pushed up, moving with the same focused efficiency he used around the car. Two plates sat on the island. He didn’t look surprised to see me.“You can eat up there if you want,” he said. “Or you can sit. Your choice.”I sat.The food was simple and good. Neither of us spoke much while we ate. The quiet wasn’t comfortable, but it wasn’t empty either. It carried the weight of everything unsaid and everything already known. When the plates were clear, Rex leaned bac
I lasted until morning before the reality of the arrangement fully hit.Waking up in Rex’s guest room felt wrong in a way I couldn’t immediately name. The sheets were expensive and unfamiliar. The light came through the window at the wrong angle. Somewhere in the house a coffee machine hummed. For a few disoriented seconds I forgot why I was there. Then the burst pipe, Ethan’s efficient problem-solving, and the suitcase at the foot of the bed all returned at once.I sat up and stared at the closed door.Temporary. That was the word everyone kept using. Temporary vacancy. Temporary room. Temporary proximity. None of it felt temporary when I could hear someone moving around downstairs in a house that wasn’t mine.I showered, dressed, and spent longer than necessary packing and unpacking the same three items in my suitcase like the activity could create a sense of control. When I finally went downstairs, Rex was in the kitchen, already in a dark shirt and jeans, coffee in hand. He looked
The message from my landlord arrived while I was still in the garage.I almost ignored the notification. I had been avoiding my phone since Rex’s texts the night before, the ones that turned Ethan’s warning into something sharper and more dangerous. But the preview on the screen was impossible to dismiss.Emergency maintenance notice. Building water damage. Units on your floor require temporary vacancy starting tomorrow morning.I stepped away from the pit wall and opened the full email. A pipe had burst on the floor above mine during the night. Water had come down through the ceilings. Structural checks were needed. Temporary relocation was mandatory for at least a week, possibly longer. The building management would cover a standard hotel rate, but the note made it clear that available rooms were limited and first-come, first-served.My stomach dropped.I read the email twice, then a third time, as if the words might rearrange themselves into something less disruptive. They didn’t.
I spent the next morning trying to act like the conversation in the paddock had never happened.It didn’t work.Every time Rex moved through the garage I felt the weight of what he had said. I’m starting to think the hatred was never real at all. The words followed me from the pit wall to the media area and back again. I kept the camera up. I kept my expression as neutral as I could manage. None of it erased the fact that he had seen me scared and decided it meant more than I wanted it to.Victoria was still around. I caught a glimpse of her near the hospitality suite mid-morning, speaking with someone from the commercial team. I didn’t look long enough to see if Rex noticed her. I didn’t want to know what my face would do if I watched them interact again.The real problem arrived just after midday.Ethan showed up at the circuit without warning.I was reviewing shots near the back of the garage when I heard his voice. My brother had a way of filling a space even when he wasn’t trying
He found me twenty minutes later.I was still near the back of the garage, camera hanging from my neck like dead weight, pretending to review images that blurred every time I tried to focus. The crew had moved on. The damaged front wing was already off the car. Life around the team had returned to its usual controlled rhythm.Mine hadn’t.Rex approached without calling my name. He simply stopped in front of me, close enough that I had to look up. The undershirt still clung to him. There was a faint line of dust along his jaw he hadn’t bothered to wipe away. His eyes were steady and intent, like he had used the time with the engineers to decide exactly how this conversation would go.“Not here,” I said under my breath.“Then walk.”I followed him out past the service area to the same quieter stretch of paddock we had used before. The sun had shifted. The air carried the sharp smell of cooling brakes and fuel. Rex stopped and turned to face me, arms loose at his sides, posture deceptive







