Chapter 48 Within seconds, it was as if my entire body was consumed by The Darkness. I was suspended midair, surrounded by a whirlwind of dark smoke. I could feel The Darkness engulfing me in an extreme blast of icy warmth. I closed my eyes and just took in every ounce of the icy warmth, feeling it remove any remnant of the void I had once felt. This time the icy warmth didn't go away, it felt permanent. I was reeling with power as if it were a constant flow. The dark energy flowed so easily through my palms, and it felt as if anything I wanted, I could have. I felt like a Goddess... No, I was a Goddess. Suddenly, I felt the familiar pull away from The Darkness as Raziel was gently slapping my face to wake me up. “Rayne, Rayne, come on, wake up!” He said with panic in his voice. My eyes fluttered open slowly and I saw him gasp when he looked at me. I could see my reflection in his golden eyes. My eyes were completely black... I shook it off, and materialized up and into a standing
Chapter 49 (Raziel) My Coven meeting had just ended when I felt the familiar venomous mind link from Alpha Drake wash over me. Rayne apparently had him by the throat in his office, and he wasn't sure if he was going to come out alive this time. I materialized to them just in time to see Rayne about to rip Alpha Drake’s heart straight from his chest. "Rayne no!" I shouted, as I engulfed her in a green fireball and suspended her in the air. I was trying to wrap my head around what was happening when she suddenly threw both of her hands down and out to the sides and completely destroyed my fireball, releasing herself and landing gracefully in front of me on one knee. I was shocked. How in the hell did she do that?! She looked up at me and we locked eyes. If looks could kill, I would have been dead. I could see the smoke clouding in her eyes, which had a wave of fear rolling over me. This was so much more than I anticipated. I knew the time would come that we would have to face whatev
Chapter 50 (Rayne) After my breakdown Raziel and I went home. I was expecting him to drill me with a million questions about my newfound powers, my black eyes, or anything that had just happened. But to my surprise, he didn’t. I knew he wanted to know, and he wanted to ask. I think I was in such a fragile state that he figured it would be better to just let me talk when I was ready. I was thankful for this. The truth is, I was never going to be ready. How would I explain this? Oh sorry, I was so sad that The Darkness came to fill the void and I agreed to let it in knowing this was a bad idea? Oh, yea and Wynter hasn’t been present in my mind in at least a month, so I’m just, you know, dealing with this shit alone? I know, I know. I almost killed my Alpha, but The Darkness just makes me feel better, so that makes it ok, right? How do you even say that? I wouldn't even know where to begin. Plus, the fact that I had power superior to his... I know he was afraid. I just didn’t know h
Chapter 51 I found myself floating on top of a cloud of black smoke, just like I had before. This time was different though. I wasn’t me. I mean, I was me, but it was like I was someone else, and I was watching me. I looked like a dark Goddess. I was dressed in a long flowing black and silver dress, with slits on both sides up to mid-thigh. The top was sleeveless, but low cut, showing off my cleavage in an extremely flattering way. I had a crown on, that looked as if it were made from The Darkness itself. My silver hair was pin straight, how I always wear it. My makeup was on point, a dark smokey eye with a winged liner look, and black lipstick. I was holding a staff with a giant black obsidian ball on the end, which had black flames burning on it. I looked fucking enchanting. I looked powerful, magical, and equally terrifying. I was commanding an army of what looked like new Vampires... maybe it was the dead? I couldn’t really tell, but they were all lined up in rows. There were h
Chapter 52 (Raphael) It had been about a month since The Darkness had made its presence known to me. Losing the ashes of my mate, Roxy... my only true love had hit me harder than I expected. I found myself wallowing in a pit of despair. It seemed like it would never end on more than one occasion since the trade. The fact that I didn’t even get the prize I gave so much up to get, was also a blow. It left me writhing in pain and agony trying to fill a void that was my own damn fault to begin with. The Darkness was there to help fill the void. It was an icy warmth that washed over me like a blanket, soothing my ailments. With The Darkness I felt whole again. I felt free from the void. Something that nothing else had been able to replicate thus far. I had rarely left my home since the whole Rayne situation, and I didn't really plan on leaving anytime soon either. I didn't need to be outside around people while dealing with my bullshit anyways. I had no idea what The Darkness was or wh
Chapter 53 (Rayne) As crazy as it sounds, I was really missing my pack and pack life. The regularity of it all. The training and dealing with Alpha Drake, even. The past few months I’ve spent here with Raziel were amazing, there was no doubt about that. I have learned so much about myself and my powers. Plus, our relationship has been growing and getting better every day. I can’t deny that things have been wonderful. It’s so funny to me to see Raziel and not feel fear around him. I remember when he used to scare the ever-living shit out of me, and I feel like that wasn’t really that long ago. I had a brief flashback of him killing Eric and his fangs dripping with Eric's blood. I recalled seeing Eric's lifeless body on the floor. Then I heard the words he spoke to me. ‘No one may take your innocence but me.’ A shudder ran through me causing cold chills to run down my spine. I guess there was still a little fear, but not for my own life, at least. My overall experience here has been
Chapter 54 Alpha Drake was in his office talking to Roman. He looked up and I could see a brief flash of fear followed by worry, snake through his ocean blue eyes. My smile seemed to calm his mind though. “Hi Alpha!” I said excitedly. I ran up to him and threw my arms around him. He stood there for a minute in shock. I had never done anything like that before, especially not in front of another Wolf from the pack. I was a little worried what his reaction might be knowing he was a ruthless killer and all. But then he slowly wrapped me in a bear hug, calming my worries. My mark was burning out of control, which had me wondering if it knew people’s feelings for me. I wondered if it burned worse when they were in proximity as a warning, or if it just didn’t like Alpha Drake. I pulled away and locked eyes with Roman. I could see his face light up, but also a look of worry washed across it. “Rayne!” He said, then he grabbed me and threw me into a huge bear hug, causing the same type of r
Chapter 55 As much as I didn’t want to see him, Raphael was honestly looking like a gorgeous dark God. I couldn't deny that I was attracted to him. It was impossible not to be. He had on a solid black suit with a silver suit vest and silver shoes. His dark hair was perfectly positioned on his head in a neat short cut. He never had a hair out of place. He had stubble on his chin, which made him look a little gruff. His silver eyes were solid black, as black as night. He was absolutely breathtaking in this form... but the second I saw him the rage just hit me. I also noticed a strange pull towards him, something that wasn’t there before. This was more of a sexual attraction, that was pissing me off and making my mark burn out of control. I could see that he was engulfed in The Darkness. It was writhing under his feet and flowing around him in waves, just like it had been when I let it in. But this time, it seemed as if my Darkness wanted to get to his Darkness. The pull was so strong