Chapter 36

I wake the next morning with a throbbing pain between my legs and on my neck, Drax asleep next to me in the bed, I didn't remember falling asleep, all I know is that it was after he violated me. I felt like crying my eyes out and screaming as loud as I could, my mind confused and afraid. 

I didn't want what he did to me, and yet; my body had reacted to its mate, craving what he did. It just wasn't right, how could he do this to me? And why did I feel attached to him now? I wanted to kill him for what he had done, yet a deep part of me would miss him. 

I was stupid to think he wouldn't hurt me, he was the leader of bloodthirsty rogues, what else could I expect? I was some sort of trophy to him, something he wanted to own and win. Nothing else. 

I know that it's the mate bond making my feeling all messed up, and I hate it. I wish that I didn't feel any of it, I wish that I was back with my true mates. Helping and