Shameless Desires

I cry my eyes out in my bedroom.

I will never forgive Eric for this. Why didn't he just wait until I finished speaking to the man, what was the rush for? Or was the man the danger he was talking about? My brain refuses to believe that. Dan man stared at me lovingly, I sensed that he couldn't wait to take me in his arms. I must have meant a lot to him in my earlier life, the passion in his eyes proved that. Is he perhaps the reason why I have no sexual feelings for Ralph? Was he my lover or so? Ralph feels like my best friend but not a lover.

A soft knock on the room door pulls me out of my musings.

Magda's scent approaches me. "Saray. Come, eat something. The babies need it," she urges softly. I smile, earlier she called my babies, pups just like everyone else. Without thinking, she adopted this, without asking questions. My friend unknowingly comes to embrace our werewolf culture. I get up from the bed and unlock the door. Cautiously she steps inside, he