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. . . Zen The first time she cried, I expected her to beg. Most do. Wolves abandoned by their pack usually crawl on their knees, bargaining, spitting empty promises of loyalty. But Estelle didn’t do that. She folded into herself on the cold ground, shaking like she was breaking apart, and I stood there watching, arms crossed, daring her to prove me right. Her father’s message still burned in my hand. She means nothing to me. Do with her as you please. Nothing. That was the word he used. The great Alpha Ronan didn’t even bother with excuses. He had disowned her with a single sentence. And yet she wept like she still belonged to him. Pathetic. Or maybe… not. I wasn’t sure why I didn’t throw her out that night. It would have been easy. My men hated her already, the daughter of their enemy, sitting in our den like a lamb waiting for slaughter. Some wanted her executed, others wanted her dragged back across the border as a warning. I silenced them with a look. For reasons I didn’t care to name, I told them she stayed. But staying meant she would learn. And she would suffer. The next morning, I dragged her to the training field. Her eyes were swollen, her hair tangled, her hands trembling. She looked more like a ghost than a wolf, yet when I tossed her a wooden blade, she caught it clumsily instead of letting it fall. “Pick it up properly,” I ordered. She blinked at me. “I— I don’t know how.” “Then learn.” I closed the distance, shoving her shoulders back and forcing her spine straight. “Out here, no one cares that you were once promised a crown. You’re a rogue. You fight, or you die.” I expected her to drop the sword. To spit at me. To collapse. She didn’t. She adjusted her grip, awkward, but trying. The warriors jeered. One, Brannon, the largest of the lot, stepped forward, sneering. “Let me test the princess. I would love to know if she bleeds like the rest of us.” I almost allowed it. Almost. But something in the way she stiffened, jaw set despite fear flashing in her eyes, made me wave him off. “Not yet. She’s mine to break.” And so I did. For days I pushed her, mocked her, forced her to spar until her arms trembled and her knees gave out. She stumbled, fell, gasped for breath. But every time, she got up again. The jeers softened. The warriors began to watch with something sharper than scorn. Respect, maybe. I told myself it didn’t matter. It was the night of the third moon when the attack came. The camp was quiet, firelight flickering low, warriors asleep in their quarters. I was reviewing border maps when the first cry split the air. I heard the sound of clashing steel. I heard my wolves snarl. The acrid scent of blood flooded the night. Assassins. I burst from my tent, shifting halfway, my claws tearing through the throat of the first intruder before he reached the women’s hut. My men scattered into formation, blades flashing beneath the moon. And then I saw her. Estelle stood near the fire pit, frozen, a blade pointed at her throat by a masked wolf. She should have cowered, but instead, she swung wildly with the wooden sword I had forced her to carry during training. I almost froze, surprised by her determination. It wasn’t much, but it bought her a heartbeat. Enough for me to strike. The assassin fell. She staggered, her chest heaving, her face smeared with dirt and fear. But she was alive. “Stay down. Go into the hut or something,” I growled, pulling her behind me. She didn’t listen. Another attacker lunged, and instead of hiding, she shoved a burning log into his chest. He screamed, catching fire. She stumbled back, her eyes wide with shock, as if she didn’t believe what she had just done. I myself wouldn’t have believed it, but I didn’t have time to stop and reflect. One after another, the assassins fell, until only silence and the stench of blood remained. I turned to find her kneeling, clutching her arm. Blood seeped between her fingers. Her breath came in sharp, broken gasps. “Idiot,” I muttered, crouching beside her. I tore at the sleeve of her dress to examine the wound. That was when I saw them. Marks. Faint at first, glowing beneath her skin like threads of silver fire. They pulsed against her veins, stretching up her arm, across her collarbone. I paused, furrowing my brows as I tried to recollect. These weren’t the scars of battle or…abuse. She didn’t seem like she was abused. Her eyes fluttered open, dazed. “What… what’s happening?” I didn’t answer. My chest tightened as realization struck. Her father hadn’t just discarded her. He had hidden her, and whatever this was. The girl wasn’t just a fallen bride. She was probably something far more dangerous. Something he feared. When she finally slept, exhaustion dragging her under, I sat at the edge of her cot, studying the faint silver glow that still lingered beneath her skin. The question was no longer whether to keep her. The question was whether I could afford to let her become my enemy. Or if I should make her… my partner. I reached out, brushing my fingers near the markings that burned across her skin, and whispered to the sleeping girl who had once been my enemy’s daughter, “What are you, Estelle?”Chapter 20 Zen I had been walking around the grounds when I saw Estelle by herself by the pool. I had been drawn to speak to her but what was I to say? I had been rather erratic lately going from stopping her from self harm to trying to kill her. I was at my wits end on what to do with Estelle. I did not know if I ought to kill her or keep her. Or perhaps do as Bryon said and give her away so she was no longer my problem. I watched her as she walked carefully around the edge of the pool. In times like now I wanted to forget about the monster she could become or that she already was and swoop her into my arms. She looked ethereal as always this evening. Her slender frame was graceful. From where I stood she looked like an angel that could do no harm. “Stop fighting this,” my wolf said. “You must be wrong,” I said softly, “she cannot be my mate.” “Then it does not bother you that Ken is flirting with her right now? Why is he on his knees?” I blinked rapidly. I had been so focused
I sat on the edge of the marble pool with my legs dangling in the water, watching the ripples move away from my skin. The moonlight made the garden look very bright that I could see the different colors of the flowers even though it was late at night. My neck still felt a bit sore from where the axe had almost touched me. I kept thinking about the way Zen had looked at me when he realized he couldn't kill me. He knew I was his mate, but he was still refusing to reject me.Fuck him.The garden was quiet other than the sound of the water splashing against the sides of the pool. I liked the fact that I was alone for once. I looked at my reflection in the dark water and sighed, quite exhausted from how eventful today had been. My mind drifted towards home for a bit. I should have been on a honeymoon period with my mate but my stupid twin stole him away. Was it even stealing him when he wanted her too?Really, I didn’t get it, and it hurt. "It is a bit late for a swim, don't you think?"
Chapter 18 Zen “You have decided to execute her?” If there was a way to describe shock, Bryon's face captured the expression perfectly. “She is no good,” I said with a sigh, “she only keeps getting in the way.” My mind kept replaying the way her body had charged with a strange current that made me weak with fear. She had flung me across like I weighed nothing. “You have goosebumps,” Bryon remarked. I put my arms behind me. “It's nothing.” “Did something happen?” asked Bryon, who was not buying my ‘I was done with Estelle story’. “Why do you keep asking questions? Do you not want to see her gone?” I snapped. “Of course,” he said but I sensed that he was not done. “Alpha Ken wants her,” Bryon had his hands in his pocket, “he will exchange her for more access to his trade routes.” Bryon was watching me, waiting for me to charge at him angrily for even suggesting that I sell Estelle. But it was not Estelle that would suffer—it was the rather foolish Japheth who had no idea what s
Chapter 17 ...Estelle’s POVI was froth with restlessness since parting with Bryon on the dance floor. I did not know what it was about him that made me want to drive my fist into his mouth. “Older brothers are that way,” I looked around to check if there was anyone besides me in the small room in which I slept, “they always drive you crazy.” “I've had too many drinks tonight,” I said out loud, standing up from my bed. I had to walk off the alcohol. I would have been really drunk if I had begun to hear voices now. I stumbled out of my room and swayed my way out of the pack house and into one of the surrounding gardens. “Bryon is…” “Damn it!” I cursed out loud, looking around again to see if I was alone. I was but the voice appeared to have followed me. “Moon goddess,” I said, folding my hands and looking up to pray to the moon, “I will never…” But the moon was an unusual colour and shape, considering there was a half moon earlier in the night. Now the moon was Crescent and
Chapter 16 ...Bryon’s POVEstelle made me crazy and not with love, not even an iota of such a useless feeling. In fact I could not understand what was so great about her besides her looks that made Zen want to keep her around. The one thing I knew though was that I was going to make her pay for her blatant rudeness. She had to learn her place. “Fucking cunt!” I screamed into the empty night as I stepped into one of the small gardens planted around the ballroom.“If you're any louder, you'll disturb the party,” a small voice spoke. The voice sounded close to him. He looked around him and saw a lone woman standing just a few feet away from him. She appeared to be admiring the star blanketed sky. “Why should you care? You're not inside anyway,” I scoffed, turning away, ready to walk to somewhere I could be alone. “I am talking about the party here,” she had a calm voice that was such a contrast to the turmoil in my soul. “You've got to be kidding,” he muttered more to himself tha
Chapter 15 Estelle The banquet hall was cool but the tension between Zen and Bryon made it so much colder. It did not help that I was dressed in a cream lace see through fabric that clung to my curves as though for dear life. Zen’s group of stylists had literally constructed the dress on my body. The dress was sexy and elegant at the same time. Even when I lived in my father's house, I did not have access to this type of wear. Everything from my hair which was in a fashionable bun and set in small diamonds to my feet which was strapped in gold stilettos had been carefully thought out. I had never felt this confident about my looks as I did tonight. But my confidence could not save me from Bryon's anger. “It is a matter that concerns…” Bryon was still trying to get Zen to speak to him privately but Zen was not taking the bait, “then it can wait. We have important guests. It would be impolite to step out for a private conversation.” Bryon was seething in anger and he took it out on







