LOGINI push open the heavy oak door to the Alpha’s study.
The room smells like old books, expensive leather, and a dark, intoxicating cologne that makes my stomach flip. The lighting is dim, casting long shadows across the mahogany desk.
I force my spine to straighten, ignoring the violent tremor in my legs. The bond-sickness is tearing at my insides, a relentless, throbbing agony that makes me want to curl into a ball and scream. But I don't. I am wearing the red dress. I am wearing my war paint. I will not look like a victim tonight.
Alistair is sitting behind his desk, a crystal tumbler of whiskey in his hand. He doesn't stand when I enter. He doesn't look surprised. He just watches me with those piercing grey eyes, his expression completely unreadable.
He is dressed in a dark suit, his tie loosened slightly. The silver at his temples catches the light. He looks like a predator who has just been waiting for his prey to walk into the trap.
I stop in the middle of the room, a few feet from his desk. I can feel the heat of his gaze as it sweeps over me, taking in the plunging neckline of my dress, the slit in the thigh.
"I assume you heard all of that," I say. My voice is surprisingly steady.
"I did," Alistair replies, his voice a low, deep rumble. "You have a sharp tongue, Kaia. And a flair for the dramatic. The red dress is a nice touch."
I ignore the flush of heat that rises to my cheeks. I am here to make a deal, not to be charmed.
"I'm not here to play games, Alpha," I say, stepping closer. I lean against the edge of his desk, crossing my arms beneath my chest. The position is calculated, designed to emphasize my figure. "I'm here to offer you a proposition."
Alistair takes a slow sip of his whiskey. "I'm listening."
"Julian is a fool," I say, my voice dropping to a low, conspiratorial whisper. "He thinks he can run this pack. He thinks Celeste can manage the finances. He is going to run your legacy into the ground. I know his weaknesses. I know the pack's numbers better than anyone. I can be your Head Strategist."
"I already have a Head Strategist," Alistair says mildly.
"She's incompetent," I counter. "I am the best. You know I am."
He sets his glass down. "And what do you want in return?"
I hold his gaze. "I want Julian destroyed. I want him to lose everything. His title, his money, his reputation. I want him to crawl. And I want you to help me do it."
Alistair leans back in his chair. He studies me for a long, uncomfortable moment. The silence stretches, filling the room like smoke.
"You called him a fake Alpha," he says softly. "In front of the entire pack. You told him you preferred real Alphas."
I hold his gaze. "I meant it."
A slow, dangerous smile curves his lips. "I know you did. You think you're the first person to offer me a deal, Kaia?" he says softly. "You think you can walk into my study in that dress, offer me your mind and your body, and I'll just fall in line?"
My breath catches. He sees right through me.
"I'm not offering my body," I lie smoothly. "I'm offering a partnership."
"Liar," he says. The word is a soft, lethal caress.
He stands up. He is taller than I expected, his presence filling the room. He walks around the desk, moving with the fluid grace of a predator. He stops right in front of me. He is so close I can smell the whiskey on his breath, the clean linen of his shirt.
"You think I don't know how to play this game, little wolf?" he murmurs. "I've been playing it for twenty years. I know exactly what you are doing.
I swallow hard. "And yet, you're still listening."
"Because I hate my son," Alistair says, his eyes flashing with a cold, dark amusement. "And because I find your audacity... refreshing."
He steps even closer, forcing me to tilt my head back to look at him. The physical proximity is overwhelming. The bond-sickness is pounding in my skull, but there is something else now. A strange, electric heat pooling in my stomach.
"If we do this," Alistair says, his voice dropping to a low, possessive growl, "you play by my rules. You move into my estate. Tonight. Right now. You will be at my side at all times. You will obey my commands.” I blink, trying to process his words. Move in? Tonight?
"I need time to pack," I say, my voice wavering slightly.
"You don't need anything," he says. "You have your dress. You have your mind. That's all you need."
I should say no. I should walk out of this room and find another way. But the physical pain is too much. I am so tired. I am so broken. And I am so desperate for revenge.
"Fine," I say, my voice barely a whisper. "I accept your terms."
The moment the words leave my lips, a wave of agonizing pain crashes over me. It is the bond-sickness, surging back with a vengeance. My vision whites out. My knees buckle.
I am falling.
But I don't hit the floor.
Alistair catches me. His hands close around my waist, strong and sure. He pulls me against his chest, holding me upright.
The moment his skin touches mine, the pain vanishes.
It doesn't just fade. It disappears. Completely.
I gasp, my eyes flying open. I stare up at him, my chest heaving. The relief is so profound, so overwhelming, that tears spring to my eyes. The agonizing fire in my veins is replaced by a shocking, electric heat. My wolf, Lyra, who has been screaming in agony for hours, goes completely silent. She rolls over in my mind and shows her belly in total submission.
Alistair feels it too. I can see it in the way his pupils dilate, in the way his grip on my waist tightens. His eyes, which were cold and calculating a moment ago, are now dark with a fierce, possessive hunger.
He knows. He knows this isn't normal.
I try to pull away, terrified by the intensity of the reaction. I am here to use him. I cannot afford to be weak. But he doesn't let me go. He grabs my chin, his fingers firm and commanding, forcing me to look directly into his eyes.
"I don't share, Kaia," he says, his voice a low, rough rumble. "If you want my help to destroy my son, you don't just belong to me in the boardroom. You belong to me in my bed. Do you understand?"
A cold trickle of fear runs down my spine, mixed with a heat I refuse to acknowledge. I am trading one monster for another. But as long as his hands are on me, the pain is gone. I can survive this. I can use this.
I lift my chin, meeting his gaze with as much defiance as I can muster.
"Yes," I whisper.
I wake up to pain.It is not the sharp, tearing agony of the bond snapping. It is a dull, persistent throb, like a heartbeat in my chest that radiates through my entire body. I am curled in a fetal position, my knees drawn to my chest, my fingers clutching the silk sheets.The room is unfamiliar. The sheets are cream-colored. The walls are pale grey. There is a window overlooking a garden, and the morning light is filtering through the curtains, casting long shadows across the floor.I am in the east wing. Alistair's estate. The contract.I try to sit up. The pain surges, a wave of nausea that makes me gasp. I press my palm against my sternum, as if I can physically hold the broken bond together. It doesn't help.I need him.The thought is humiliating. I hate it. I hate that my body craves his touch like a drug. I hate that I am lying in a bed he provided, wearing a silk nightgown he left for me, in a room he chose for me. I am a kept woman. A pawn.But the pain is too much.I force
I don't let her go.I can feel the frantic beat of her heart against my chest, a wild, trapped rhythm that matches the chaos I know is raging inside her. I can smell the intoxicating mix of her fear, her exhaustion, and the sweet, wild scent of her wolf. But beneath all of that, I feel the hum of the bond. It is a live wire connecting my soul to hers, a current that thrums with a dark, possessive satisfaction.She whispered, "Yes, I understand."The words echo in my mind, a victory I have been waiting years to claim. But I cannot let her see how much this means to me. I cannot let her see the wolf inside me clawing at my skin, demanding I claim her here and now.I release her.The moment my hands leave her waist, she stumbles back a half-step. Her hand flies to her chest, pressing against her sternum. I watch her closely. The pain is returning. I can see it in the way her breath hitches, in the slight tremor of her fingers. She is trying to hide it, but she is failing.I turn away fro
I push open the heavy oak door to the Alpha’s study.The room smells like old books, expensive leather, and a dark, intoxicating cologne that makes my stomach flip. The lighting is dim, casting long shadows across the mahogany desk.I force my spine to straighten, ignoring the violent tremor in my legs. The bond-sickness is tearing at my insides, a relentless, throbbing agony that makes me want to curl into a ball and scream. But I don't. I am wearing the red dress. I am wearing my war paint. I will not look like a victim tonight.Alistair is sitting behind his desk, a crystal tumbler of whiskey in his hand. He doesn't stand when I enter. He doesn't look surprised. He just watches me with those piercing grey eyes, his expression completely unreadable.He is dressed in a dark suit, his tie loosened slightly. The silver at his temples catches the light. He looks like a predator who has just been waiting for his prey to walk into the trap.I stop in the middle of the room, a few feet fro
The summer moon is high, casting a pale, silver glow through the floor-to-ceiling windows of my study.I swirl the amber whiskey in my crystal tumbler, watching the liquid catch the light. The ice clinks softly against the glass, the only sound in the otherwise silent room.I am calm. I am always calm.It is a trait that has served me well in my forty-three years as a wolf, and the last fifteen as the Alpha of the Bloodmoon Pack. While others around me panic, scheme, or let their emotions dictate their actions, I simply wait.I wait, and I watch.Tonight, I watched my son publicly execute his mate. I watched him hand over the pack’s financial future to a girl who couldn't balance a checkbook, let alone manage a multi-million dollar portfolio. I watched him humiliate a woman who was ten times the wolf he will ever be.And I watched her.Kaia.Even as the bond snapped, even as the physical agony must have been tearing her apart from the inside out, she didn't break. She didn't cry. She
There is no pain like a broken mate bond.I used to think it was just an expression. A poetic way to describe a broken heart. But as I lay on the cold, marble floor of my bathroom, I know the truth. It is a physical, living thing. It feels like a clawed hand has reached into my chest, grabbed hold of my soul, and ripped it in half.The bond is severed, but the nerve endings are still on fire.I press my cheek against the tile. It’s a desperate attempt to find something cool against my burning skin. My stomach heaves again, violent and empty, leaving me gasping for air. I have been throwing up for the last hour.My wolf, Lyra, is thrashing against the walls of my mind. She isn't just angry; she is feral. The rejection has driven her to the brink of madness. She is howling, a continuous, deafening wail inside my skull that makes it impossible to think. She wants to find Julian. She wants to force him to take us back. She wants to tear his throat out.Stop, I command her, my internal voi
The first thing I feel is the tear.It isn't a metaphor. It isn’t a heartbreak. It is a physical, visceral ripping, like a clawed hand reaching into my chest, wrapping around the golden thread that binds me to Julian, and yanking it apart.I gasp, my hand flying out to grip the cold marble pillar beside me. The champagne flute in my other hand shatters against the floor, the crystal exploding into a hundred glittering pieces against my silver heels. The sound is swallowed by the string quartet playing across the grand ballroom, but a few nearby pack members turn their heads.I don’t care. I can’t breathe.My wolf, Lyra, throws her head back and howls. It is a sound of pure, unadulterated agony that echoes inside my skull. She thrashes against the confines of my mind, frantic and wounded, trying to find the other half of her soul.Where is he? Why is he doing this? she whimpers.I force my eyes open, my vision swimming. The Midsummer Gala is in full swing. The room is a sea of designer







