I had been sitting down on the roof of my house for hours and it was almost daybreak.
I didn't want to go to my room because that would mean facing reality. And j didn't want to.I inclined my neck and watched the sky. The moon goddess was probably somewhere in there. Watching as the fate she made out for me played to her satisfaction. She was probably snickering, mocking me for ever imagining and believing that I would have a happy ending.I chuckled bitterly, "Are you enjoying this? Am I entertaining you enough?" I said into the cold night, asking no one in particular."Is this enough entertainment or you have more? I know you have more, bring it on. Just bring it on already. You evil god."When the sun began to rise, I went back to my room through the window. And I didn't know when I fell asleep but my eyes groggily opened and when I checked the time, it was past ten in the morning.I missed school.And I was totally unbothered.What was the point of going to school when I was getting killed in ten months time?It was all useless. Everything was all useless. All my efforts to be happy despite what life threw mercilessly at me. All my optimism was all useless. Even my existence as a whole was totally useless. My phone's ringtone sounded off and glanced at the caller ID, it read Maddie. I looked away and allowed it to continue ringing. When it stopped ringing, I saw on my phone screen that I had twenty missed calls, all from Madison and Jonathan.The phone started ringing again and I decided to just switch it off."Dahlia! You wretched girl! Stop testing my patience and get down here!" I heard Aunt Kristen scream.When she got no response, she added, "I know you're in your room! Get over here!"I sighed and flipped over my duvet. I could ignore everybody but not my grandma and my aunt.I opened the door and headed downstairs. When I got to the stairs landing, I felt a hand hit my head hard, I turned and locked eyes with my aunt's scornful look."Is this your poor attempt at rebelling?! How dare you ignore me for hours?!" I knew she hit my head with all the strength in her, even her strength as a werewolf, but I felt no physical pain. I felt numb because physical pain couldn't be compared to the sharp pain constantly piercing my heart."Why aren't you answering? Are you mute?! Did you go mute over night?!" She yelled again, this time, pulling my hair and I yelped in pain.She pushed me to the floor and kicked me, "You wretched thing! I can't wait for the Eclipse pack to get rid of you! Urghh!" With that, she left.I don't know how long I laid on the floor, staring blankly at the ceiling but the next thing I heard was the sound of the doorbell.Weakly, I stood up and walked towards the door, without checking the door hole, I opened the door and was immediately attacked with hugs. Madison almost pushed me to the ground."Oh my god! Lia!" She cried out, hugging me tightly almost squeezing life out of me.She let me go to look at my face, "We were so worried! You didn't come to school and you weren't picking your calls. And also with the news--" Jonathan nudged her side, signalling for her to stop."Are you okay?" Jonathan asked me.I nodded dully."Of course you're not okay. We brought snacks, we are having a movie marathon. Do you want to stay here or should we go to my house? My mom can make us pancakes." Jonathan offered and Madison stared at me wide-eyed, expectantly.After a moment of silence, I gave my friends a weak, sad smile, "No.""Huh?""No, what?" They questioned simultaneously."No, we are not having a movie marathon." "Oh, you're not in the mood for movies." Madison stated and faced Jonathan, "Of course she's not feeling like watching chicklits, why did you suggest such a thing?! " After scolding him, she faced me again, "What about bowling?! Let's go bowling, Lia. We're going to beat Jon's ass. I discovered new tricks we could--" I held my palm up, cutting her off, "No, Maddie. I don't want to go bowling. I don't want to watch movies. I don't want to do anything. I just want to be left alone. Leave me alone." I watched them, expecting them to lash out on me for being an ungrateful bitch when they were trying to make me feel better but their faces contorted into sad ones instead."I know you guys are pretending. You hate me and you're tired of always comforting me because my life is pathetic, just like Danielle and Nadine, so you can stop the act. Just go and stop pretending to care."I spat, voicing out what had been on my mind since I saw the numerous missed calls on my phone this morning. Though, I knew Madison and Jonathan weren't acting, I know because I can smell when people were being deceitful. They were genuine but I didn't want that. I didn't want them to be good to me. Their friendship gave me hope. The hope that my life wasn't that shitty after all but I knew that was a fucking lie. My life was the dictionary definition of shitty."Just go. And don't come back." I said in finality."Lia, come on, you know that's not--" Madison was cut off by Jonathan touching her arm and shaking his head, silently telling her not to say anything.Jonathan walked to the kitchen and dropped the bag that contained the snacks on the table, and came back, "We'll go Lia. But know that when you're ready, we're always here for you." Those were his final words and he left dragging Madison with him.My lips quivered and warm tears streamed down my cheeks. I thought I had cried all my tears out but I guess I was wrong. I even hurt my friends who were just trying to be there for me.Though Jonathan said they would always be there for me but I didn't want to put them through that, waiting endlessly for someone to come back to you.I knew how horrible that felt, because I had waited for my grandmother and my aunt since my mom died, to come back to me, to love me like I thought they would, to show me affection and give me warm hugs, and that hope you get when you imagine how it would be when they came back to you was terrorizing. It was an endless torture. A bottomless pit that you continuously sink in.My friends didn't deserve that.I wasn't worth it.I was rejected by my mate. And now I was going to get annihilated for being hybrid. There was no point in living anymore. Either ways, I was going to either die in the hands of Garrett Forrest, the Alpha of Eclipse pack or die of loneliness and sadness.So taking timid and slow steps, I headed towards the kitchen, straight to the slab where the set of knives were placed.My mother, Alice who was a werewolf by birth, fell in love with a human, Roman. Despite their relationship being frowned upon, my mom's family and her pack, the Night Walker pack, were all against it, my mom secretly married my dad, and they gave birth to me. One night, when I was still a newborn, my dad died mysteriously, my mom assumed he was killed by her pack members and fully turned against them. Then when I was ten, my mom was killed by rogues, leaving my grandmother and aunt as my only family and guardians.They treated me with contempt and always let me know that I shouldn't have been born. That I was an evidence of a forbidden love that shouldn't have happened. The Night Walker pack also gave me same treatment. They excluded me in every werewolf activity, and only my heightened smell, hearing and my inner wolf inside me were the subtle reminder I had that I was a werewolf. A half werewolf, half human but a werewolf regardless.I have never experienced what
Madison's incessant horning sounded throughout the neighborhood, and ended up pissing my aunt off."For goodness sake, go tell your crazy friend to shut the hell up, it's past seven in the goddamn morning!" That finally made me stop contemplating on what to wear to school that morning and just decide on the blue t-shirt. I was wearing a black denim trousers anyways, anything goes well with that.Madison pressed the horn again and I cringed. The girl is a handful, I wouldn't be surprised if she was doing that on purpose to irk my aunt.And it was working.In seconds, I was out of my room and outside our house, without eating breakfast. I skipped breakfast for two reasons, I was very late and if I wasted one more second, Madison would murder me. And ginger bread was for breakfast that morning, I was allergic to ginger but my family obviously don't give two fucks about my allergy."You're a nutcase, Maddie!" I commented,
After my encounter with Kendall during lunch time, I made an excuse and told my friends that I had a splitting headache. They didn't believe me, I could tell by the looks on their faces but I didn't really care, I just wanted to be alone.Everything was too much for me to take. It seemed as if the world kept crashing down on me without any warning. I have always kept my head down all my life. Born as a hybrid, to a werewolf mother and a human father, I've been looked down on even by my family and pack members. Bonding with my mate was my only chance to find my happiness but all that went down the drain when my mate rejected me.Now the daughter of the most powerful and cruel Alpha was after my life because of my mate.I really didn't feel like going to school today. I just wanted to crawl in my bed and stay under my duvet all day. I have little to no strength in me left to fight anymore.Grudgingly, I climbed out of my bed and started heading towards my bathroom but stopped on my way
My eyes widened at the contents of Zayne's car dashboard, the burger slipping off my hand and dropped on the floor of the car.Zayne closed the dashboard casually, he didn't seem to be hiding whatever was in there. I glanced at him to look for any weird look on his face and found none."Do you have hand tremors or you're just very clumsy?" Zayne commented with sarcasm at the burger slipping off my hand.What the hell was that in his dashboard? How did the staff ID card of Mr Hudson who was just murdered by a werewolf get to his car? And what on earth was that chipped off nail covered in blood? I had so many questions to ask Zayne but I couldn't bring myself to ask him. I didn't know how to ask him, because I don't know if I was supposed to see that or anybody at all. And I was scared. I don't know if I was scared of the answer I would get or if I was scared of him. Also he didn't act weird or secretive at those scandalous contents in his car."We are here." Zayne suddenly announ
Russell Marshall was the total opposite of Zayne Marshall, he had softer features, and he had a smiley face. He looked nice and less intimidating, unlike his cousin. But I still find Zayne more attractive, maybe because he's my mate, I don't know.I took his hand as we exchanged handshakes."Can I sit?" Russell asked, gesturing to the space beside me.I nodded in affirmative."You... smell like milk...." Russell pointed out.I let out a dry chuckle. Of course I smell like milk, I just got bathed with like two litres of milk."Are you okay?" "Yes, of course.""Then what are you doing here?" He countered."You're quite the curious one, aren't you?" I smirked at him.He mock gasped, "Oh my god, how did you know?!" Both of us laughed at this. "Did Zayne do something?" Russell asked again."You are bent on finding gossip." I commented."I just can't ignore when people are in distress. And I don't do gossips. I'm too busy for that."After a moment of silence, I replied, "I'm fine. Just t
Hilltop High was a school full of dramas and chaos and we have been getting them in full dosage these past weeks. Especially with the annihilation news. My friends told me that Eclipse pack planted a human spy in our school, to get hybrids who might be hiding their identity, with a huge amount of money as a prize for it. All hybrids and their families, well except mine, they don't really care if I was annihilated or not, had been in panic since then. I had been thrown into too much chaos that I almost forgot about the annihilation, I've had too much to deal with. But when I got to school this morning, I was forced back to reality. The reality of people like me. The hybrids.Three students from my school had gone missing, and their families were all over the place, the panic from everybody had increased because all the three students were hybrids. Nobody needed a fortune teller to tell us that the annihilation had begun. Tracy was
My heart raced as I stood fixed to the ground in front of Zayne, who was still sitting criss crossed on the floor of the basketball court. After he said those words, there was deafening silence in the large hall.Zayne Marshall just admitted to the murder allegations. He had taken a person's life. And he didn't look remorseful. Who was I kidding? He just said he doesn't regret it.At this point, I wasn't sure I was supposed to hear his confession. I was starting to regret ever coercing him to tell me the truth. Now I didn't know what to do with the dark information."Zayne, " I called, my voice quivering with a mix of fear and some other emotion I could figure out. "D...did y ..you say what I just .... heard you say? Or did I mishear you?" I stammered."You wanted the truth. There you fucking have it! Do what you please with it!" Zayne yelled. I noticed his voice was now a little shaky.I knew Zayne was very strict and hot tempe
The four of us in the basketball court had to take few seconds to processe the new shocking information in our brain.And when it finally sank in, the twins and I expressed our shock in unison, "What?!""What the hell?" One of the twins said."Are you sure it's Russell's? You could be mistaken." The other twin tried reasoning."I'm not dumb Jayson. This is Russell's mobile number." Zayne replied, sounding a bit annoyed that Jayson asked the question."Chill bro. Was just asking.""What could they have met for? " Jayson asked rhetorically.I cleared my throat before saying, "Uhmmm, guys, I really think we shouldn't jump into conclusions. Plus, I've met Russell once and I don't think he's that kind of person.""Sweetheart, I know what you mean but you only met him once." One of the twins replied to me, I couldn't tell if it was sarcasm or.not."Yeah, I actally agree with Dahlia. It's hard to picture Russell like that. He's like the kindest soul I know. And let's not forget that Russell a