Esmere POV
Three years ago…
“The alpha is coming back!”
Cecilia, the head maiden in the northern castle, dashed through the door of my room. “Madam, the alpha is coming back.”
I placed the book I was reading on the bed and gradually looked at her. “Is it real this time?” I asked with my voice filled with reluctance.
The head maiden smiled at me and replied, “Yes. I believe it’s real this time.”
A smile then appeared on my face. I could not hide it — I was so excited to meet the northern alpha again.
The last time I saw him was six months ago. He went to another continent because of a territorial dispute. Werewolves invade weaker packs to strengthen their number.
I offered to go with him, but he told me that the journey would be very tiring and that I should stay and wait for him to return.
And so I did.
I waited for him every single day for the past six months. Sometimes, there would be news that he would return, only for us to realize that it was false.
But at that time, I could feel it — he was really coming back.
“Finally,” I whispered inside.
I stood up from my bed and told Cecilia, “Let’s prepare the premium meat that the alpha likes.”
The head maiden lowered her head, “Yes, madam.”
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The Northern Pack was the continent’s strongest and most prominent werewolf pack. It was led by Aamon Hardwin, the northern alpha. He took over the position when he reached the age of eighteen — his father died the same year due to war.
After becoming the northern alpha, the influential elders of the pack gave him a proposition — find his mate and mark her as the northern luna or marry me, the daughter of the Western Pack’s alpha.
Our clan, the Western Pack, was relatively smaller and weaker compared to the Northern Pack, but Aamon’s father treated my father as a comrade and an ally.
After two years of having no luck in finding his fated mate, Aamon finally submitted to the elder’s wish — he married and marked me.
Maintaining the Northern Pack’s image as the strongest was Aamon’s priority, and every powerful pack should have its own luna, so he decided to accept me into his life.
He marked me; fortunately, it was not hard for us to get along. Yes, Aamon was aloof and always serious, but he was strong and caring. Although we were not romantically connected, he promised me that he would protect my pack and me from anything, and in return, I should stay with him until the end.
I said yes to him. In a heartbeat, I said yes.
Five years had passed, and we were still together. Although I had no luck conceiving a child, it posed no problem for Aamon. He told me that we would be together for thousands of years and that we all had the time to have a child.
A marriage with friendship as a foundation. What could possibly go wrong?
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My eyes glistened in delight as I looked around and watched the glimmering decorations of the castle.
I clasped my hands in admiration as I whispered, “I cannot wait to see Aamon.”
Although Aamon was infamous for being unfriendly and indifferent, it was a different case for me. In my mind, he was always our protector. I always felt safe whenever he was around.
And his eyes — oh, his eyes were my favorite things in this world. They were the color of the sky when it was about to rain — so gray and full of depth.
Just thinking about Aamon could make me smile. I could literally stand there and stare at his face for eternity.
“Are you so excited to see the alpha that you cannot stop smiling, madam?”
My daydreaming was interrupted when Ophelia, a western wolf who went to serve me when I became the northern luna, appeared in front of me and asked me that question.
I instantly smiled upon looking at her. “Is it too obvious?”
She smiled back and replied, “I think everyone will notice if you smile like that for ten minutes.”
“Stop teasing me,” I said as I gently laughed. Then I saw she was carrying a tray of food from the kitchen. “Let me help you with that.”
“You don’t need to do this, madam. I can handle it.”
“No. Let me help you. I want to do this for Aamon.” I replied as I took the tray from her.
Ophelia awkwardly answered, “All right, madam. If you say so.”
I helped the maids in preparing the table. Cecilia scolded Ophelia at first for letting me help them, but I told her I insisted on doing so.
We were about to finish preparing when Rocco arrived.
Rocco was a beta wolf and Aamon’s right-hand man. He started following the alpha ever since he took over the position.
Upon seeing that Rocco had arrived alone, I instantly asked him, “W- where is Aamon?”
He looked at me, and I could see the apprehension on his face. He answered, “He will be here shortly, madam. I just arrived earlier to prepare for an extra room.”
My eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “What’s the extra room for?”
Rocco’s uneasy expression became intense as he awkwardly avoided my gaze. He said, “I do not want to be the one telling you, madam, but you must be ready when the alpha arrives.”
“W-what do you mean?”
“Sorry, madam, but I need to go now,” answered Rocco as he dashed outside the castle.
I followed him with my eyes as I whispered, “Why is he acting so strange?”
“Madam, are you okay?”
It was Cecilia noticing that I was staring at nothingness.
I gazed at her and smiled. “Yes. I am okay. Are there any more things we need to prepare?”
“No, madam. Everything is ready.”
“I see,” I replied and tried to let out a smile again, although my mind was a mess — thinking about what Rocco had just told me.
What was he talking about?
I tried to brush that thought off my mind — thinking I should be happy I would finally see Aamon again after six long months.
Fifteen minutes later and we heard a car approaching.
Along with the sound of the engine was the alpha’s presence.
Werewolves have sensitive ears and can hear even a slight noise from a distance if they are focused and concentrated. Aside from that, they could feel their alpha’s presence.
“He is here,” Cecilia muttered. “It’s the alpha’s presence.”
“Yes,” I said, but one thing was bothering me — the car.
Aamon was not a fan of riding a car. He instead walks than be confined in that small space.
Suddenly, Rocco’s words flashed in my mind.
“I do not want to be the one telling you, madam, but you must be ready when the alpha arrives.”
Remembering that remark made me uncomfortable.
But once again, I tried to brush off the thought and walked to the entrance to welcome Aamon.
I was standing there with the other northern werewolves when the car finally reached the castle.
Aamon dismounted from it. He wore long black sleeves with two unfastened buttons. He looked tired, nevertheless still handsome.
Our gazes met, and I instantly smiled at him, but…
But he ignored me and faced the car’s door once more.
And what he did next stunned the hell out of me — Aamon assisted a woman in descending from the car.
“A woman?” I whispered.
She was a beautiful woman with brown hair and delicate facial features. She was wearing a light blue dress as well.
Aamon gently took the woman’s hand and walked with her.
“Welcome back, master,” the werewolves and other maids greeted him, but Aamon didn’t answer or even smile. He just continued walking into the castle while still holding the woman’s hand.
Taken aback by his cold-blooded attitude, I tried to call his name. “Aamon?”
He stopped walking yet didn’t even look back at me. He was standing on his back as if waiting for my following words.
“Welcome back,” I said, trying to get a reaction from him.
But it was unsuccessful — Aamon just nodded and continued walking with the woman.
I immediately followed his steps as I called for his name again. “Aamon!”
Aamon stopped walking again, and at that time, he faced me. “What?” he said in a callous tone.
My chest painfully throbbed. I mustered all the courage I had and asked him, “Who is she?”
“She is Elisa,” he said. He heaved a deep sigh as he looked around us and continued. “She is my fated mate.”
Esmere POV “His mate?” Ophelia blurted out in bewilderment. As expected, everyone was shocked upon hearing Aamon’s sudden revelation. His mate. His fated mate. Yes, everyone was astonished to hear such news, but no one could protest since Aamon’s words were the rules. “Stop talking about it in front of madam,” Cecilia warned Ophelia. We were in my room at that time. Upon arriving, Aamon told us that he and his mate were too tired and had to rest for the day; that’s why we were compelled to cancel the welcoming celebration and return to our regular activities. “But isn’t it ridiculous?” Ophelia continued despite Cecilia’s warning. “After being married to our madam for five years, he suddenly found his mate, and of all species, a human mate?” On the other hand, I was quiet the whole time — trying to process the situation. A
Esmere POV And although Aamon’s words implied I should not be worried about him having an intimate relationship with that woman, his actions greatly contradicted them. It has been three days since I last talked to him, and even though we were under the same roof, I haven’t seen him. “The alpha has never gone outside his room since the day he arrived. What could he be doing inside the whole three days?” Ophelia said. We were in the garden outside the castle with Cecilia at that time. Ophelia was right — Aamon has never gone outside his room ever since that day we talked. Rocco was the one who did all the chores he should have been doing. And that right-hand man was too loyal — he refused to answer every question regarding the alpha, even if it was me asking. “Madam, I believe you talked to the alpha the other day?” Cecilia suddenly let out a question. I looke
Esmere POV That night, I was soundly sleeping in my room when suddenly I was awakened by a loud banging on the door. I immediately stood up from the bed when I saw someone had forcefully opened it. That presence. I couldn’t be wrong. My heart almost jumped out of my chest when I saw Aamon emerge from the door and tell me, “I need to talk to you, Esmere.” He told me that in such an angry voice. I looked at him in confusion as I muttered, “What is it you want to talk about this late at night?” Aamon gazed at me in an expression that I couldn’t even read. “I didn’t expect you to do something like that.” I remained to look at him, not knowing what he was talking about. And my whole body froze the moment Aamon raised his voice. “Why did you have to scare Elisa like that?” It was the first time he raised his voice toward me, whi
Esmere POV “The night after tomorrow?” Ophelia blurted out. “The alpha must be kidding. We cannot possibly invite every northern werewolf on the continent on such short notice.” I breathed a heavy sigh as I looked out the big window of my room that night. The full moon shone brilliantly above, and the calm wind caressed my skin. “It’s a full moon,” I whispered. Ophelia gazed at me cluelessly. “Madam, have you heard even a single thing I said?” I glanced back at her and gave her a bitter smile. “Yes. I heard everything you said, but there is nothing I could do but follow his orders, right?” Yes. I could do nothing but agree. I did not want to see that angry expression again from Aamon. “If only Miss Cecilia is here. She can certainly help us with this problem,” Ophelia murmured in a sad voice. I pat Ophelia’s shoulder and answere
Esmere POV Elisa emerged from where Aamon came from — from the top of the stairs. She wore a long white dress that flowed with her every move while she carefully went down the stairs. Every eye on that place was set on her, watching her as if she was the moon goddess descending from heaven. And Aamon… Aamon could not hide even an inch of delight on his face — I knew he was so proud of her. My heart painfully throbbed upon seeing that scene. Aamon used to give me that kind of glance, but at that time, I was just another werewolf standing there. “Her name is Elisa,” Aamon introduced her when they reached each other. “But, Master…” One northern werewolf suddenly talked. “I get you found your mate, but as we already know, we have a Luna now. We already have a northern queen.” And then, all the northern werewolves there suddenl
Esmere POV It had been two days since that night Aamon confronted me, and I still could not get his words off my mind. “She is my mate, and you are someone I marked out of duty. Don’t be confused.” Aamon and I were together for five years, and he never made me feel like I was a stranger in his pack. But that night, it all came out. He revealed his true feelings for me. I gripped my chest when I felt a stinging in my heart. I did not know it could hurt this much — so painful that I could feel it physically. Two days passed, and I never left my room even once. Ophelia was the one who did all the things I should have been doing outside. And… And Aamon never once checked out on me. Maybe he did not even notice my absence. His mind was clouded with the ideas of his lovely mate and the things they should do after not meeting for ma
Esmere POV “Hey, bastards. Tell me how you want to die,” someone’s voice uttered when I was about to be captured by the three attackers. All of us turned our gaze to the direction where the voice came from and saw a silhouette casually walking towards us. The moon shone on the figure, and I realized it was a man wearing a white long-sleeved and a pair of black pants. And I was quite taken aback at seeing his features. He has black hair with gray eyes — just like Aamon’s. “Who are you, punk?” One of the attackers aggressively asked him. The man smiled as if he was not caught in a bad situation. He was chilling while one of his hands was casually in his pocket. “No need for introduction; you are going to die, anyway,” he replied. “What can a pretty boy like you do to us?” the attacker said, mocking the mysterious man. Suddenly, he pulled out a gun and pointed it at the
Esmere POV “Seeing that you are doing nothing and just resting here, I want you to do something for me,” Aamon told me upon seeing that I was on the bed. I immediately stood up and composed myself so he wouldn’t notice that I was sick at that time. “What is it?” “I want you to lead the alteration of the entire castle.” My eyebrows wrinkled upon hearing what he had just said. “What do you mean by changing the castle?” Aamon gave me a sharp gaze and answered, “Elisa was hurt by touching a sword inside. I want you to remove every dangerous weapon in this castle.” Elisa. That one name again. “But those weapons are where they are supposed to be,” I protested. “We need them in case of a sneak attack.” “Oh goodness, Esmere. Do you hear yourself?” he said, and he seemed very annoyed. “We are werewolves. Our claws are the weapons!” And when I heard