Roderick Fletcher.
The one man I'd hoped would love me but never did.
The mind was a bitch. I thought I was over Roderick's betrayal and wouldn't feel a thing when I met him. But watching him as he approached me, looking like he was the one in charge made my eyes rim with tears.
I sniffled and looked away, forcing the tears back in.
"So, I had to come over to speak to you myself," he leaned against the counter beside me. "How daring."
My throat was tight, unable to find any words. I feared there would be a crack in my voice if I managed to speak.
Three guards hovered beside him, their eyes darting around. Roderick looked sophisticated, like he'd obviously been having a good life.
What was he even doing here? Was he picking someone?
"What's the name?" He tilted his head as he asked.
I said nothing, won't even look at him.
"Hello?"
"I don't feel like disclosing my name to strangers," I finally managed. My voice was tight.
His eyes beamed with amusement. And here was a man who never smiled at me when we were together for one year.
"Let's just say I'm overly excited today," he sighed. "I'm here, waiting for a certain bitch to arrive." When I gave him a puzzled look, he added, "Ex-mate. We are through with the first step and just have the tiny little step to go. I'd finally be free of her."
I scoffed. He was unbelievable.
"I'd have done this sooner, you know? But the horrid girl has been missing for years. Stressed us the hell out to find her." He spoke with raw disdain.
"What makes you call her horrid?" I found myself asking before I could stop.
He chuckled. "Trust me, honey; she's a monster. If you see her, you'd have the same opinion. She's the ugliest thing I've ever seen."
Something hot exploded in my chest. It was all I could do not to let my emotions rush out.
No. This was not the right place.
But Roderick was the true monster. He had no idea he was standing before the very woman he despised. What would proud he do if he gets to know?
It made sense why he was waiting at the airport. He clearly wanted to drag me to the temple to cut the ribbon. Well, I wouldn't let him humiliate me in public. Not again.
Fortunately, my luggage finally arrived.
"Sorry for the delay, ma'am," the young man said as he rolled it to me.
Not looking at Roderick, I made to leave. That must have surprised him. "I'd love to speak to you some other time. Your contact, if you don't mind."
For a moment, I stood with my back to him, contemplating my words. I turned around when I found the most polite one I could give; "Even if I have to give up my number to save myself from you, I wouldn't do it. Alpha."
When my words sank in, surprise danced in her eyes, followed by a hint of hurt.
Something blossomed in my chest. It was pride.
So, I rolled my luggage away, leaving him standing there in shock.
****†****†
Rufus and I arrived home to the party. It was my stepmother's birthday party.
Not that I had any intention of attending—may the moon forbid it—I just arrived at a coincidentally perfect time.
I wasn't dressed for the party. Had my simple jeans and shirt on with my hair in a ponytail. Yet, when I entered into the hall, heads turned in my direction.
I felt awkward for a moment. The whole attention thing was still new to me.
I never knew I could receive so much compliments until I was free of my scar. Now, people could hardly stare at me without telling me how beautiful I was.
My stepsister, Nora, walked up to me with a smile. "Hi! You're a little late for the party. What's your name?"
Typical Nora. From young, she's always wanted to be friends with the hot girls. She despised me so much as I brought a 'stain' to her name. A scarred lady being her sister.
Five years ago, she had slammed the door in my face, not letting me in despite my pleas. Now, she was being all nice.
"I'm not here for the party," I answered her coldly and looked away, scouring around for my father.
I found him in a corner with my stepmother and some guests. He was the reason I was here. I needed to know what was so urgent aside cutting ties with Roderick.
He had his eyes on me, staring suspiciously. I went toward him.
"Hey! Who are you?" Nora came after me, sounding a little hurt.
But I ignored her until I reached father.
My father was a well known Alpha, hence the party filled with dignitaries. I did well to bow my head to them as I stood before father.
"Who are you?" My stepmother asked.
I met her gaze with a smirk. "Am I that different that you can't recognize me?" I looked to father. "What about you, father? Am I too different?"
Audible gasps rippled around me. Nora's hand went over her mouth.
"It's not possible," she muttered, shaking her head.
"Lyric?" Father's eyes were filled with shock and recognition.
"Who's this impersonator?" My stepmother snapped. "Do you think we lack knowledge of what Lyric looks like? You think we'd fall for this scam?"
I focused my gaze on dad. "I'm only here 'cause you said there was something important you needed to talk to me about. If you don't mind, I'd like for us to have that conversation now."
Father took me to his study, leaving numerous shocked persons behind who couldn't utter a word.
I wouldn't deny how good it felt to know I was the reason they were speechless. They couldn't call me ugly. As a matter of fact, I'd never be called ugly by anyone, ever again.
"What happened to you, Lyric? Your scar was impossible to get rid of," Father asked.
"I don't wish to discuss it now." Or the horrible things that happened within five years. I was still trying to run from them. "Just tell me why you needed me here."
"Yes, that." his countenance soured. "You have no idea how happy I was when. I found you after searching for years. You just... vanished." He sighed. "We have a problem, Lyric. Our Pack is in a deep mess with Darkspire. I—I made some mistake and lost a lot of money—a whole lot—making me indebted to Darkspire."
Okay, I did not like where this was headed.
Darkspire was a generational wolf pack, known to produce only the strongest Alphas. The Alphas that always ranked first in the hierarchy system. They were avoided as much as possible as they were known to be vicious. One did not get tangled with them for any reason.
"If word of this gets out, we'd be doomed. We'd go down the ranks, and coming from a pack that was used to being at the top, believe me, it is not a good thing for us. But they're willing to let it go."
I furrowed my brows. It didn't make any sense. I sensed a huge 'But' coming.
"But they need a Luna from this family, for just a year."
PLEASE NOTE!!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS PHYSICAL ABUSE. LYRIC "You've been out for a long time," he tilted his head to the side. "I want to believe your memory is still intact?"An intense, biting acidity flooded my mouth, making me wince with its harshness. He didn't recognize me. Back then, when his eyes opened, he'd only seen the ugly girl.I shivered at my situation. I was sure those men behind him were Feeders. But what was he doing with them? And why did they give him so much respect like he was their leader or something?"Over here, Lyric," he spoke again. He and Jaris had almost the same voice. The silver eyes were the same—even Maddy had it."When I ask a question, you're meant to answer." He took his hand to my throat, and I winced when he cut me with his claw to prove his point."Please," I whimpered, attempting to pull my neck away."I told you to give me answers." His claw was out of my neck already, but his hand was still close enough to make me fear he would cut me
JARISThe Elders were already waiting in the meeting room before I arrived. The look on their faces wasn't good at all.I expressed concern when I noticed Luca's state. The man was badly bruised, like he had gotten into an accident or something.A hint of what the problem might be crossed my mind, and I didn't like it."What's going on?" I remained standing at the head of the table.Somehow, Luca looked angry at me. But it seemed he was too scared of me to act it."I was attacked, Alpha Jaris. And you wouldn't believe who it was."I said nothing, prompting him to continue."Someone from the dead." My hand slowly curled into a fist. "Your brother."I experienced a profound chill deep inside, like frost settling over the warmth of my heart. I'd seen it coming. But getting to confirm it was another feeling on its own.My expression remained impassive. The Elders might easily think I don't care, but they didn't know the war taking place in my head."What is this, Alpha Jaris?" Anot
LYRICLuna Isolde was right.Jaris and I could never be a thing.I couldn't put a name to what we had between us of recent, but I was sure it could never go beyond this. We could never have real feelings for each other.As I shut the door after his departure, I slid to the floor and wept.It hurt that maybe; just maybe my life would've been different if I wasn't 'this.'Perhaps, I'd have been able to accompany him to the Capital and even get to know what the problem was.I'd have kept him company while he navigated whatever challenges he was going to deal with.Maybe we would've cracked a joke or two and shared a laugh.Maybe, just maybe, we'd have even held hands at some point.But none of it could be real.I was a dangerous forbidden thing; a murderer.I needed to be far from him and everyone else.I wiped my face as I got on my feet.My handbag was already set. Since the place was still full and busy, I didn't want to risk moving around with luggages to avoid drawing attentio
LYRICFor a moment too long, I was frozen, not knowing how else to proceed.Maybe I should turn around and leave. What if the corpse manages to speak and expose me?I knew it sounded stupid. But I wasn't joking when I said I wasn't thinking straight.I pushed myself forward. It was better if I knew what their thoughts were. At least, that way I'd know how to proceed with myself.Getting to the entrance, I found all the people I knew in there, Jaris being at the forefront. The body was still there, a painful reminder of the life I'd taken."What are those marks on her wrist?" Luna Isolde asked.Jaris crouched to touch it. Judging by the look on his face, he had no idea about it.He turned to some of the guards beside him. "Take care of the body and find out who she was."At that moment, I couldn't express how grateful I was that there were no cameras in this part of the Pack. The guest house was hardly used.The guards nodded as Jaris walked away, coming toward the door. He paused
LYRICThat was it. I lost it.The last thread of my control.My breathing got uneven as I tried and failed to suppress my tears. One came running effortlessly.The Executioner turned fully to face me, wearing a smile. I wouldn't be surprised if she was amused by my tears."So, what's it going to be, Lyric?" She walked back to me. "Are you going to tell me what you know? Or should I go ahead and inform my colleagues?"Neither of the options was better. There was no way I was letting her leave when she already had her suspicions.Amidst my fear and tears, something struck me. Her colleagues didn't know I existed. So, if she didn't report to them, they'd be entirely clueless.I gulped with a flutter of nerves. What if... what if I could Siphon her memories? She wouldn't remember seeing me and won't be able to expose me to the others. It'll give me enough time."Lyric, it'd be a shame to do this the wrong way..." She went on talking while I zoned out.I observed our proximity. She was
LYRICI realized I hadn't been mistaken when I spotted someone familiar from the crowd. It was her.And even now, she was staring at me, giving me that chilling look, letting me know she could see me.What was she doing here? How did she get an invite?Unlike the previous day, she was wearing a long pretty dress. The tattoos on her arms and neck made her look fierce in a dress that should've made her look like a Princess.The dress didn't even look fitting on her. She looked like she'd be way better in jeans or whatever she wore at the mall yesterday.I broke our contact, attempting to distract myself with something. But it wasn't possible. Not when I had a killer in front of me. A killer who was out to get me.But was it possible she knew who I was already? Was that the reason she was here?I took a deep breath, trying and failing to calm the storm in my heart.I needed to know if she was here for me. If she was, I was dead anyway. So, why don't I just risk it?There was only one