LYRICThe aftermath of meeting with Penelope turned out to be torturous. I was restless and couldn't even eat when I got back to Darkspire. I kept shuffling between holding the scan and touching the necklace. I needed something to keep me close to them. It was pure torture having this mental knowledge of losing them. After sometime, when I concluded I needed a distraction to avoid losing my mind, I took the pills. Might not be my smartest move; I know I promised never to take them again.But I couldn't help it. I needed something to help me feel better. And only my dreams could help me. Right after I took it, my dream did come. Jaris made me love me in the way I liked and always enjoyed it. I screamed so hard as I came, and for a moment, I wished this dream could last forever. ****†And my week just kept getting worse. In the morning, I woke up to an email from TCH, telling me I had been summoned by the board by ten a.m. I knew what it meant. They were about to penalize
LYRIC My breath froze in my lungs as I stared wide-eyed at the scene.No, I wasn't mistaken. It was very clear to me now. That was Penelope."Uh... Do you know her?" Jace asked in surprise, his eyes darting between me and the woman.But I could hardly even hear him. Before I knew it, I was moving toward the group."Hey, Lyric!" Jace caught up with me, holding my wrist. "Calm down now will you? What's going on? Did she offend you or something?""No! I—" I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I was trying so hard to think straight. It was hard to do that when I was reminded of the kids I lost."I just need to talk to her. Right now."I fred my hand from his and continued toward the group.I've been looking for her for five years. One might say it's been a long time and the kids were already dead, but I didn't care. I needed to know where my babies were buried. I deserved that as their mother.Penelope had been a nice woman. She took me off the streets, gave me a place to sleep
LYRICRealization dawned on me at once. My jaw dropped open.Oh! Now it made sense. She was Jaris' sister! The mad one! Or the one that used to be mad. Or maybe she still was. I didn't even know.It was easy getting to hear about her from the twins' nannies. They all had a lot to say as apparently, they'd been around when she went crazy and killed four people five years ago."HI, Maddy." I tried to wear a smile."I didn't ask you to play nice." She rolled her eyes like this was some game she was tired of playing. Hell, I was in one of my worst moods and didn't even want to talk to anyone."Why are you with my brother? That was what I asked."Okay. So, she was really serious about this?II took a deep breath, pushing some strands of hair behind my ear."As much as I'd love to have a conversation with you—" Lies. "—I really have to go now."I continued my descent down the stairs, going past her. But she wasn't letting me go easily."You don't know who he is," she said with disapp
LYRICI didn't stop running until I was outside by the parking lot. I was about running to my car when I remembered I'd arranged for someone to drive it home since I thought I'd be going home with Jaris from our dinner.I had to go to the road, then. I could board a cab or something.I was a crying mess. Even my vision was blurred with tears. I hoped I wouldn't bump into someone.Just as I turned around, I did bump into someone."Lyric." Jaris held me.Everything came on me at once. Shame. Guilt. He must think I was incompetent. Even if he'd been supportive of me in there, a part of him must be angry at me. A part of him must doubt me at least."Let me go," I whimpered, struggling against his hold. I didn't want to be with anyone right now.His grip on me was relentless. "Hey, calm down.""Please. Please." I kept crying.I'd never felt so broken in my life. People were dead, and everyone thought I was responsible."I didn't do it," I finally stopped struggling and just whimpered
LYRICMy hands were shaking as I ran into TCH.If Jaris wasn't with me and I had to be the one to drive here, there was no doubt I'd have gotten into an accident somehow.I was so damn nervous, Guinevere's words tormenting me.'They're dead! All the patients are dead.'What did she mean by that?While I was all shaky and panicking, Jaris was the opposite. He remained calm and collected, clearly trying to tell me to do the same. But I could see the concern in his face. He was worried for me.As we waited in the elevator, he took my hand, squeezing it tight."It's going to be fine. Calm down." His voice was honeyed.Goodness, I had no idea how badly I needed to hear those words until now. But was that even true?The elevator doors opened and we rushed out to the floor where Guinevere and a team of other doctors stood. There were nurses and a lot of people everywhere, most of them crying. And to my horror, two covered bodies were being rolled out of a ward.My heart sank into the
LYRIC Dinner was beyond fine with Jaris. It wasn't the first time a guy had asked me to dinner, but it was the first time I was ever having dinner with someone. Well, other than Jace.Jaris and I discussed light topics while we ate. I was surprised he actually knew how to hold a conversation......... JARIS"Tell me more about yourself, Lyric," I suddenly said as I used my knife and fork on my steak. "Like, what were you doing before you returned to Nyxvale?"If someone had told me months ago that Lyric and I would be having dinner in a fancy restaurant someday, I never would've believed it.But here I was, hopelessly enjoying her laughter and every single thing she said.I didn't even know what I was thinking when I asked her to this dinner last night. But well here we were. And if I had to, I wouldn't mind asking her all over again.I guess I had Nerion to thank for this. All I had to do to get her home was swallow my pride and apologize. It wasn't so difficult. "Uh..."
LYRICI wished this guy didn't have this effect on me. Why do I seem to lose my composure when he was near me? I'd feel hot and cold all of a sudden and start imagining him in my dreams.It was a sad way to live, truly. Especially when I knew he could never be mine."Hi," I lowered my eyes to the floor, my hand holding the door open.Well, staring at Jaris in the eyes was an extreme sport."You're back."I simply nodded. It wasn't even a question."I hope your room was the exact way you left it?" He sounded so calm, so different from the arrogant Jaris I experience most of the time. He reminded me of the Jaris I'd experienced in the vacation home."Y—Yeah. Thanks."There was a short silence. "What do you say about having dinner with me tomorrow?"My eyes widened like saucers as I dragged them up to meet his.Wait, what?!My lips parted in shock, my tongue unable to form any words. Was Jaris Dreadmoor asking me to dinner? That was impossible."What do you say, Lyric?" I didn't mi
LYRICHe must sense my fear because he smirked. "Calm down, will you? I just want to talk."He leaned against the wall, crossing his arms like this was a normal conversation."Remember those times you were upset that I hadn't taken you to bed?"I gulped hard at his question. Why was he bringing it up?Instead of letting him rule the conversation with my fear, I forced myself to play strong."Yeah. You mean all those times you'd bring different women home and make me listen to their moans? Sure, I remember."He chuckled. Like this was funny to him?!"I just wanted to say I'm sorry, Lyric."I scoffed. "Sorry for what? For not wanting to have sex with me because I was too ugly to be looked at?""Well, you can't blame me, can you? Your face was nothing
LYRICYeah. And that 'disvirginer ' was you, Mr. Arrogant. I wish I could tell him. I rolled my eyes instead.His eyes seemed to dance with delight now, like he was having fun or something."You haven't told me if my apology has been accepted or not."I bit my bottom lip as I dragged my gaze to the floor. Geez! So much for trying to be tough, Lyric."Do you need some privacy to keep chewing those lips?"My gaze snapped up to meet his, and a red hue crept up my cheeks in an instant.What was wrong with me?"I—" I cleared my throat. "I'm only going to accept your apology on one condition."His smile was gone in an instant. Ooh. Jaris Dreadmoor clearly didn't like conditions.But he didn't try to stop me anyway. So, I went on. "I need you to promise me that you'll never call me a slut again, because I am not one."He chuckled.My heart stopped beating for a second.I couldn't help how cute he was each time he did that."In my defense, I never called you a slut," he said.Oh, serio