LOGINI read the report three times before I said anything. Vesper waited, patient in the way he always was when he already knew which direction a conversation would go. He sat down across from me this time, folding his hands on the desk between us.
"What am I looking at?" I finally asked.
"An investment your father made years ago. Before you would have been old enough to understand any of it." He tapped the page gently. "It was substantial, ambitious, some might say reckless. And it nearly cost Castellane Group everything."
I looked back down at the numbers, at my father's signature at the bottom of two different pages, at figures that meant almost nothing to me out of context and everything once Vesper started explaining them.
"Nearly cost us everything," I repeated. "How?"
"The investment was tied to several other companies. When it collapsed, it didn't collapse quietly, It took a number of smaller firms down with it." He said it carefully, the way he said most things. "Castellane Group barely survived, I spent the better part of two years rebuilding what your father's decision put at risk."
"You're telling me you saved the company!"
"I'm telling you what happened. You can decide what to call it."
I stared at him. "And the Marchettis? Julianii's family?"
Something flickered behind his eyes, gone too quickly for me to name it. "They were one of the companies caught in the collapse. I'm not in a position to say more than that."
"Why not?"
"Because I don't know the full extent of what happened to them, Sabine. I only know what happened on our end." He leaned back slightly. "Your grandmother knew about your father's mistake. She chose to protect him rather than expose it. I imagine she had her reasons. She usually did."
I sat with that, my chest tight, trying to reconcile the version of my father sitting in front of me on this page with the man I remembered, quiet, careful, endlessly patient with me as a child, nothing like the reckless architect of a deal that apparently nearly destroyed two families.
"I don't understand how I never knew any of this."
"Because your grandmother made sure you didn't. Your father spent the rest of his life trying to make up for it, quietly, without ever telling anyone what he was making up for." Vesper's voice softened, just slightly. "I'm not telling you this to make you think less of him, Sabine. I'm telling you because you're engaged to a man whose family lived through the consequences of that decision. I think you deserve to understand what you're standing in the middle of."
He didn't say anything else. He didn't need to. He let the silence stretch, letting me draw my own conclusions from what he laid out, and somehow that made everything he said feel more true than if he simply told me what to believe.
I left his office more disturbed than when I arrived.
I didn't tell Julianii.
I told myself it was because I needed time to think it through first, to understand it myself before bringing it to him. But a smaller, more honest part of me knew the real reason. I didn't know how he would look at me if he found out what I now knew. I didn't know if he already knew it. I didn't know anything anymore, and not knowing had become exhausting.
That evening, we sat across from each other at dinner, the two of us alone in the dining room, no board members, no family, no performance required. I picked at my food and said almost nothing, and I could feel him watching me the entire time.
"You're quiet," he said eventually.
"I'm tired."
"You're something else." He smirked.
I looked up. "What makes you say that?"
"Because I've spent three years learning the difference between when you're tired and when you're avoiding something." He set down his fork. "Which is it?"
I almost told him. The words were right there, close enough to the surface that I could feel them forming. “Vesper showed me something today, About my father, About your family.” But something held me back, some instinct I couldn't fully explain, and instead I asked him something else entirely.
"Do you believe people should pay for the sins of their families?"
He studied me for a moment before answering. "No."
"Why not?"
"Because most people don't get a say in what their families did, before they even existed to stop it." He said it simply, without hesitation, though something behind his eyes suggested the answer cost him more than the tone implied. "But people rarely get to choose what their families leave behind either. The consequences don't ask permission."
I sat with that longer than I meant to, the weight of it settling somewhere I hadn't expected.
Because that was exactly it, wasn't it? Neither of us had chosen any of this. Not the collapse, not the debt, not whatever quiet devastation had passed down through both families long before either of us understood what we inherited.
"Sabine." His voice was quieter now. "What's actually going on?"
"Nothing," I said. "I told you, I'm tired."
He didn't believe me. I could see it in the way his jaw tightened slightly, the way his eyes lingered on me, long before he finally let the subject drop. But he didn't push, and I didn't offer anything more. We finished the rest of dinner in a silence that felt heavier than any argument we ever had across a boardroom table.
Later that night, after Julianii had gone to his own wing of the house, I went back to the study and pulled out the folder Vesper had given me, determined to go through it again more carefully than I had the first time.
I laid the pages out across the desk, reading each one slowly, looking for anything I might have missed.
A page was missing.
I checked the folder again, then the desk, the floor beneath it, certainly I simply misplaced it somewhere in my haste earlier that afternoon. It wasn't there. I was almost positive there had been more pages than what remained in front of me now.
I sat back, frustrated, and that was when I noticed something on the inside cover of the folder, small handwriting I hadn't registered the first time, tucked along the edge where it would have been easy to miss.
I picked it up and held it closer to the lamp.
A single sentence, written in a hand I didn't recognize.
“Ask Vesper why he was the one who handled the transfer.”
I sat perfectly still, eyes wide, staring at the words until they blurred slightly in the lamplight.
I intended to walk straight into Vesper's office and demand an explanation.I said as much, already reaching for my bag, already halfway to the door before Julianii stopped me with a single question."What do you want to protect first?"I turned my eyes glaring daggers at him, "What?""You're about to walk in there furious, which means you'll say things you can't take back and give him exactly the reaction he's hoping for. What matters most right now? The northern project? Your seat on the board? Something else?"I stood there for a moment, my anger slowly aligning itself into something more useful."The northern project," I said finally. "It's the one closest to approval. If I lose control of that, everything else becomes harder to defend.""Then that's where we begin."We sat down together and went through the notice line by line. Julianii pointed out something I had missed in my initial fury. Vesper hadn't actually taken anything from me yet. He created a review process, which mean
Julianii’s eyes were glued at the ring on the table for a long time before he responded."You don't owe me an answer tonight," he said finally."That's not what I asked.""I know what you asked." He was quiet again, and I could see him choosing his words the way he chose everything carefully, deliberately, like each one carried more weight than the last. "Do you want me to stop, Sabine? Any of it. The engagement, tonight, whatever this has become. If you want to end it, I will.""That's not an answer either.""No," he said. "I don't want you to stop."The honesty of it caught me off guard, more than the kiss had, more than anything he had said outside the restaurant. He had never been that direct with me before, not about anything that touched this close to what he actually felt."I want you," he said, quieter now. "I have for long time than I've been willing to admit, even to myself. But I don't want you choosing me because you feel trapped by a will you didn't write, or because the
I woke up with my face flushed. Not that anything had actually happened, nothing happened, not really…., just a shoulder, a held hand and words none of us had taken back. But the memory of it sat differently in the morning light, and I found myself pulling back into old habits almost on instinct, keeping a careful, deliberate distance over breakfast.Julianii let me have it. He didn't push, didn't ask why I was suddenly speaking to him the way I used to across a boardroom table. He simply matched my distance, giving me the space I seemed to want.But something had shifted anyway. Our silences weren't hostile anymore. They felt like something else entirely, quieter, warmer, and harder to sit inside of without noticing how much had changed.That evening, we attended a small corporate dinner, the kind with enough familiar faces that everyone felt entitled to dish out comments on our engagement as though it were a topic open for public discussion."Be honest," one of the guests said halfw
The board rejected my proposal for the second time in three weeks!It wasn't even a controversial one, a modest expansion into a market we'd been studying for months, backed by numbers I had triple checked before presenting them. But Vesper stood up midway through the discussion, his voice full of fake concern, and suggested “we give it more time to develop, out of respect for Sabine's judgment, of course."Respect for my judgment? As if delaying every decision I made was somehow protecting me rather than slowly proving his point, that I couldn't be trusted to make them.By the time I left the office, I was too tired to even be properly angry. Just drained, the exhaustion settling somewhere behind my ribs where anger usually lived.I came home and found Julianii in the living room, laptop open, papers spread across the coffee table. He looked up the moment I walked in, and whatever he saw on my face made him close the laptop immediately, without a word."Don't!" I said, before he coul
Julianii didn't bring up the photograph again the next morning, and I didn't ask.I told myself I was giving him space, the same way he'd given me space after the will reading, after Vesper's office, after every moment I needed time before I was ready to talk. But some part of me also wondered if I simply wasn't ready to hear the answer, whatever it turned out to be.He asked me a few things over the following days that seemed unconnected at first, small questions dropped casually into ordinary conversation."What was your father like, before he became CEO?" he asked one evening, not looking up from whatever he was reading."I don't remember much. I was young." I thought about it for a moment, genuinely trying. "Um….. He worked a lot, He and Vesper used to have meetings late into the evening, sometimes at the house. I remember being sent upstairs so the adults could talk.""Do you remember what those meetings were about?""No,I was maybe seven or eight." I studied him for a second, so
I woke up with the knowledge of him been outside my door.I didn't know why he stopped there, or why he changed his mind, or what he would have said if the door had actually opened. I only knew I stayed awake long after his footsteps faded, replaying the sound of his hand against the doorknob until the sun came up.By the time I came downstairs, he was already at the table, coffee in hand, looking as composed as ever."Morning," he said."Morning.""Sleep well?""Yes," I said.We both knew it wasn't true. I could see it in the small, knowing pause before he looked back down at his phone, the same pause I felt in my own chest when I said it. Neither of us mentioned the hallway, or the hand against my cheek from the night before that. We simply sat there, drinking coffee, pretending the air between us wasn't thick with everything we weren't saying.If anything, the silence made it worse. Louder, somehow, than if we had actually talked about it.The office brought its own problems.I fou







