MasukBrynn Hollis' POV
The laughter swelled around me like a wave, and I was drowning in it.
I kept my composure. Barely. My hand stayed in my pocket, fingers curled around the pregnancy test. I pulled my hand out empty—the test stayed hidden, pressed flat against my palm.
"Dax." My voice came out thinner than I wanted. "Can I talk to you? Alone?"
Sera's smile widened. She leaned into Dax's side, possessive and deliberate. "How romantic. She wants a private audience."
Someone snickered. A man I didn't recognize—some visiting Beta with a cruel mouth—elbowed Dax in the ribs. "The little wife's got claws after all."
Dax didn't laugh. But he didn't defend me either. He just looked at me the way you'd look at a stain on a white shirt. Tired. Annoyed. Already calculating the cost of removal.
"Not now, Brynn." He turned back to Sera. "We're celebrating."
Celebrating what? The question burned on my tongue, but I didn't ask. I already knew I didn't want the answer.
"Please." I hated the way my voice cracked. "It's important. I wouldn't—"
"You wouldn't what?" Dax spun back around, and there was something ugly behind his eyes now. Something I'd seen before but always pretended wasn't there. "Interrupt? Make a scene? You're doing both."
The room went quiet. Not silent—music still played, glasses still clinked—but the bubble around us contracted. Wolves were watching. Waiting. Sera's hand rested on Dax's chest like she belonged there.
She used to, a voice whispered. Before you.
"I just need a few minutes," I said. My fingers dug into my palm. The test pressed against my thigh through the jacket fabric. A secret. A hope. A stupid, fragile thing I'd brought into a room full of wolves.
Dax exhaled slowly. Then he did something worse than yell.
He smiled.
It wasn't a nice smile. It was the smile of a man who had already decided to hurt someone and was simply choosing the weapon.
"You want to talk?" He raised his voice, projecting across the foyer. "Fine. Let's talk."
My stomach dropped.
"Everyone," Dax announced, spreading his arms like a showman. "You all know my wife. Brynn. The rogue I was cursed with three years ago."
The word cursed landed like a slap.
I stood frozen as heads turned. As eyes crawled over me—the cheap boots, the wrinkled sweater, the dark circles I couldn't hide. I looked like what I was. A woman who had never belonged anywhere.
"Some of you have wondered," Dax continued, circling me slowly, "why an Alpha would marry a rogue with no pack, no lineage, no power."
Don't. Please don't.
"The answer is simple." He stopped in front of me. Close enough that I could smell his cologne. Close enough to see the complete absence of warmth in his gaze. "Fated mates produce stronger offspring. The bond amplifies the child's power. Every Alpha in the region knows it."
My lungs stopped working.
"So I married her." He said it like he was discussing a business transaction. "She serves one purpose. One. And when that purpose is fulfilled—" He shrugged. "Well. We'll cross that bridge."
The room erupted in uncomfortable laughter. Wolves exchanged glances—some amused, some pitying, most just relieved it wasn't them standing in the kill zone.
Sera raised her glass. "To the womb with legs."
To the womb with legs.
The words hit me like a physical blow. I staggered backward, my shoulder blades hitting a pillar. The room spun. The music warped into static. Someone was laughing—high and bright—and it took me a second to realize it was Sera.
And Dax was letting her.
He was standing there, arms crossed, watching me crumble like it was entertainment.
"Now," he said, soft enough that only I could hear, "go back to your room, Brynn. You've embarrassed yourself enough."
I should have fought. I should have screamed. I should have pulled out the pregnancy test and shoved it in his face and told him that his precious heir was already growing inside me.
But I was three years of silence deep. Three years of swallowing my own voice. Three years of telling myself that if I was just patient enough, quiet enough, invisible enough, he might someday see me.
He never saw me.
He never wanted to.
I turned. My legs moved without permission. The crowd parted—not out of respect, but out of the instinctive way wolves step aside for something wounded. Something bleeding.
I walked through the foyer. Through the hallway. Past the pack members who whispered behind their hands. Past the portrait of Dax's father hanging on the wall—stern, disapproving, probably grateful he hadn't lived to see his son marry a nobody.
The front door loomed. I pushed through it.
Cold air hit my face. The October night had gone sharp and bitter. Stars glared down like accusatory eyes.
I made it to my car. Got inside. Slammed the door so hard the windows rattled.
And then I sat there, gripping the steering wheel, waiting for the tears that wouldn't come.
My hand moved to my pocket. The pregnancy test was still there. Two pink lines. A life. A child. A person who would grow up knowing that their father had called their mother a womb with legs in front of fifty wolves.
I pulled out the test. Stared at it in the dim light from the dashboard.
I should hate you, I thought. I should hate you for existing at the worst possible moment.
But I didn't. I couldn't. This tiny cluster of cells was the only thing in the world that was truly mine.
I started the engine.
The car rumbled beneath me. The pack house glowed behind me, warm and golden and full of people who would never be my people. Dax was in there, probably with Sera's hand back on his arm, probably laughing about how pathetic his rogue wife was.
Drive, I told myself. Just drive.
I put the car in reverse. Pulled out of the driveway. Passed the border guards, who waved without really looking.
The road unspooled ahead of me, dark and winding. Mountain pass. Steep drops. Trees pressing in on both sides.
I didn't know where I was going. I didn't care.
I just needed to be somewhere he wasn't.
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Heart of Wolves spoke to me at dawn.Not with words—with warmth. A pulse of light that spread through the bond, through the Circle, through every wolf who had ever chosen love. I felt it in my chest, in my bones, in the deepest part of my wolf.Come.I followed.---The tree stood in the valley where we had planted it. It had grown—not dramatically, not unnaturally. Just enough to be noticed. Its silver-gold leaves caught the morning light. Its roots had spread deep into the earth.I sat beneath it.The warmth grew. The light brightened. And then—a voice. Not the Moon Goddess. Not the Eclipse. Something older. Something newer. Something that had been waiting.You have done well, Brynn."I did what needed to be done."You did more than that. You chose love. Over and over. Even when it hurt."That's what the Circle does."That's what you do.---The light coalesced.A figure stood before me—not a wolf, not a woman, not a light. A presence. Warm and vast and ancient
Brynn Hollis' POVThe old wolf stood at the gates of Silver Creek, his ancient form trembling.He had walked from the eastern meadow with the others—a dozen followers who had chosen to remember. But now, at the threshold of the Circle, he hesitated."I cannot go in."Dawn stood beside him. "You can.""I have been absence for so long. I do not know how to be present.""None of us did. We learned."He looked at her—really looked."You were the Eclipse. You were our leader. Now you are something else.""I am Dawn. I am learning."---I approached them."What is your name?"The old wolf blinked. "My name?""Your name. Before the void. Before the cold. Before you forgot."He was silent for a long moment."I do not remember.""Then we will give you a new one. Or you will find it yourself."He looked at the gates."I do not deserve a name.""None of us do. But we have them anyway."---The old wolf walked through the gates.Wolves parted for him—not in fear, in curiosity. He was ancient, hi
Brynn Hollis' POVThe followers who came south did not thaw easily.They sat in the eastern meadow like stones, their ancient eyes fixed on nothing, their forms still and cold. They did not speak. They did not move. They simply existed—caught between the absence they had known and the presence they had chosen.Dawn watched them from the garden wall."They are afraid," she said."Of what?""Of feeling. Of being known. Of becoming something they cannot control.""Were you afraid?""I was terrified.""How did you overcome it?""I did not overcome it. I accepted it. And then I chose to feel anyway."---I approached the meadow with Dawn.The followers did not react. They did not turn. They did not acknowledge our presence. They simply sat, still as ice, their breath misting in the cold air."They will not listen to me," Dawn said."They will listen to you. You are one of them.""I was one of them. Now I am something else.""That is why they will listen."---Dawn sat among them.She did n
Brynn Hollis' POVDawn stood at the edge of the valley, staring at the tree.It had grown overnight—not dramatically, not unnaturally. Just enough to be noticed. Its silver-gold leaves caught the morning light, and its roots had already spread, reaching deep into the earth."It is beautiful," she said."It is.""I did not think I would ever see something beautiful again.""You did not think you would ever feel again."She turned to me. Her eyes were clear now—not hollow, not empty. Present."I have been absence for longer than any wolf has existed. I have watched empires rise and fall. I have watched wolves love and lose. I have watched the world change. But I never understood it.""And now?""Now I am learning. Slowly."---We walked back to Silver Creek together.The journey was quiet. Dawn did not speak—she simply walked, her starlit form steady, her eyes fixed on the horizon. I watched her from the corner of my eye."You're afraid," I said.She did not deny it."I have never been
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Heart of Wolves was dying.Not suddenly—slowly. The shattered pieces we had planted in the garden had sprouted, grown, become something new. But the new growth was fragile. The warmth was fading.Luna Rose saw it first."Mama, the Heart is sick."I knelt beside the garden bed. The shoots that had emerged from the shattered pieces were wilting. Their leaves were gray, their stems bent."What's wrong with it?""It's forgetting. The love that made it. The memory that fed it.""Can we save it?""I don't know."---I called the council.Solara examined the Heart. Morwen studied the leaves. Even Nox, who had been nothing and become something, could not sense what was wrong."It is not a disease," Solara said. "It is a drought. The Heart needs love to grow. Without it, it wilts.""The Circle gives love every day.""The Circle gives love to each other. But the Heart needs something else. It needs the love of wolves who have never chosen.""The gray wolves?""Them. And th
Brynn Hollis' POVDawn returned three days later.She walked through the gates of Silver Creek at dusk, her starlit form dimmed, her eyes hollow. The journey to the place where the void was born had taken everything from her—her strength, her presence, her hope."The void is destroyed," she said. "But I am not."I caught her as she collapsed.---Solara worked through the night."She is not injured. She is empty. The void was part of her for so long that removing it left a hole.""Can you fill it?""I can try. But it is not a wound of the body. It is a wound of the spirit."Luna Rose stepped forward."I can help."She placed her hands on Dawn's chest.The bond flickered—not cold, not warm. Something new. Something healing.---Dawn woke at dawn.Her eyes were clear. Her form was solid."I am still here.""You are.""I thought I would fade.""You chose to stay."She sat up slowly, looking at her paws."I destroyed the void. The original absence. It is gone forever.""Then why do you lo
Brynn Hollis' POVThe first thing I noticed was the smell.Antiseptic. Clean. The kind of clean that meant sickness and bandages and things going wrong.The second thing I noticed was the ceiling. White. Tiled. A fluorescent light buzzed somewhere above me, flickering like a dying heartbeat.I trie
Brynn Hollis' POVThe road stretched ahead of me, dark and slippery.I didn't know where I was going, but I knew I wanted to be far away. Far away from the pack house. Far away from the laughter. And most importantly, far away from my unloving and cheating husband, Alpha Dax.My hands gripped the s
Brynn Hollis' POVI leaned against the cold tile wall of the gas station bathroom and stared at the pregnancy test in my trembling hands. Two pink lines screamed at me like a neon sign. They meant only one thing.I was pregnant.My breath came out in a shaky laugh that echoed off the grimy walls. I
Brynn Hollis' POVThe healer came and went.She told me about my injuries—cracked ribs, a hairline fracture in my left arm, deep bruises across my torso and legs. She told me about the crash—how I'd gone over a guardrail, rolled twice, and been found unconscious by a patrol wolf.She told me about







