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The healer came and went.
She told me about my injuries—cracked ribs, a hairline fracture in my left arm, deep bruises across my torso and legs. She told me about the crash—how I'd gone over a guardrail, rolled twice, and been found unconscious by a patrol wolf.
She told me about the baby.
"Twelve weeks," she said, her voice gentle. "The heartbeat is strong. You're both lucky to be alive."
I nodded like I understood. But I didn't understand anything. Not the crash. Not the baby. Not the man who called himself my husband and looked at me like I was his enemy.
After the healer left, I lay in the dark and tried to remember.
Nothing.
Just a vast, white emptiness where my past should have been. No childhood. No parents. No first kiss or first heartbreak. No memory of walking down an aisle or saying wedding vows or waking up next to Alpha Dax Thorne.
He said I chased him.
The thought made my stomach turn. I couldn't imagine chasing anyone. I couldn't imagine begging for love.
And yet.
There was a bruise on my wrist that wasn't from the crash. Old. Yellowing. The shape of fingers.
I didn't want to think about what that meant.
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The door opened at dawn.
Dax walked in without knocking. He was wearing the same clothes as yesterday—gray Henley, dark jeans—and he looked like he hadn't slept. Dark circles shadowed his eyes. His jaw was tight.
"We're going to talk," he said. Not a question.
I pushed myself up against the pillows. My ribs screamed. I didn't let him see me wince.
"About what?"
He pulled the chair to the side of my bed again. Sat down. Leaned forward with his elbows on his knees. His gray eyes pinned me like a butterfly to a board.
"About your act."
Act.
I stared at him. "I don't have an act."
"Everyone has an act." His voice was low, almost casual. But there was something dangerous underneath. "The question is: how long are you planning to keep this one going?"
I didn't answer. I didn't know what to say.
He tilted his head. Studied me. "You expect me to believe that you—Brynn Hollis, the rogue who followed me around like a lost puppy for three years—wake up from a car crash and remember nothing?"
"That's what happened."
"That's what you're saying happened."
I felt a flash of something hot in my chest. Frustration. Or maybe the ghost of anger I used to feel before I forgot how.
"I don't know what you want me to tell you," I said. "I don't remember you. I don't remember following you. I don't remember being a rogue. I don't even remember what I ate for breakfast yesterday because I don't know what yesterday was."
He didn't flinch. Didn't blink.
"Then answer a few questions," he said. "Simple ones. If you really can't remember, it won't be a problem."
I knew a trap when I heard one. But I also knew I had nothing to hide.
"Fine."
He smiled. It didn't reach his eyes.
"What's my mother's name?"
I opened my mouth. Closed it. "I don't know."
"We've been married three years. You've met her a dozen times."
"I don't know her name."
He wrote something in the air with his finger, like he was keeping score. "What's the name of my Beta?"
"I don't know."
"The name of the pack?"
"Silver Creek." I grabbed at the memory like a lifeline. "You told me. Yesterday. When I woke up."
His smile tightened. "Convenient."
"It's not convenient. It's what happened."
He leaned closer. I could smell him again—pine and smoke. His voice dropped to a whisper.
"What about the night we met? Do you remember that?"
No. The void offered nothing. Just cold, white nothing.
"No," I said.
"Interesting." He sat back. "Because I remember it perfectly. You were working at a diner off the highway. You dropped a tray of glasses when you saw me. You knew who I was before I said a word. The mate bond hit you like a truck."
I said nothing.
"You cried," he continued. "You told me you'd been praying to the Moon Goddess your whole life for a mate. You said you couldn't believe someone like you—a rogue, an orphan—could be chosen for someone like me."
My throat tightened. The woman he was describing sounded pathetic. Desperate. Nothing like the person I felt like now.
"That doesn't sound like me," I said quietly.
"No," Dax agreed. "It doesn't. That's why I know you're lying."
I met his gaze. Held it.
"I'm not lying."
"Then prove it." He reached into his pocket and pulled out a photograph. He held it up.
It was me. But older. Thinner. Dark circles under my eyes that matched the ones I'd seen in the hospital bathroom mirror. I was standing in a kitchen, holding a tray of food, looking at the camera with an expression I didn't recognize.
Hopeful. That was the word. I looked hopeful.
"Recognize this?" he asked.
"No."
"That's you. Six months ago. Cooking my birthday dinner. I didn't eat it."
Something twisted in my chest. Not memory—something deeper. Muscle memory. The echo of a pain I couldn't name.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked. My voice cracked.
"Because I want to know what game you're playing."
"It's not a game." I felt tears prick my eyes—not from sadness, from frustration. "I don't remember. I wish I did. I wish I knew why you hate me so much. I wish I knew why I stayed married to someone who looks at me like I'm garbage."
He went very still.
"You think I hate you?"
"I don't know what you feel. I don't know anything." I wiped my eyes with my good hand. "But I know one thing. If the woman in that photograph was real—if I really spent three years begging for your attention—then I'm glad I forgot her. She sounds exhausting."
Dax stared at me.
For a long moment, he didn't speak. Something shifted in his face. A crack in the armor. Doubt, maybe. Or something else entirely.
Then he stood up. Pushed the chair back.
"The healer will check on you this afternoon," he said. "Don't leave this room."
He walked to the door. Paused with his hand on the frame.
"You're good," he said quietly. "I'll give you that."
Then he was gone.
I lay back against the pillows, my heart pounding, my hand pressed to my belly.
He doesn't believe me.
But for the first time, I wondered if maybe—just maybe—he wanted to.
Brynn Hollis' POVThree days after returning to Silver Creek, I learned the Council's true game.It started with a letter.Not delivered by bird or wolf. It appeared on my pillow, sealed with black wax, no symbol. I opened it while Dax slept beside me.Luna Brynn,The truce was a distraction. While you negotiated, we planted our seeds. The Shepherd's consciousness was never in the machine. It was in you.Look at your hand.I looked.The mark was back.Not faint—dark, pulsing, the Shepherd's brand burned into my palm. I stared at it, heart pounding.She's been with you since the first trial. Guiding you. Protecting you. Changing you.You are becoming her.And there's nothing you can do to stop it.---I woke Dax.He saw the mark. His face went pale."We're going back to the bone hall.""No. That's what they want.""Brynn—""They want me angry. Reactive. They want me to march north and attack. Then they can justify killing me.""So what do we do?"I looked at the mark. Felt the Shepherd
Brynn Hollis' POVThe road south was easier than the road north.We had prisoners freed from the Council's dungeons. We had the Council's representative, Kaelen, walking silently among us. We had the wolf-shaped storm watching from the clouds, no longer attacking—just observing.And we had Elara, Wren's mother.She was stronger now. The color had returned to her cheeks. She walked beside me, Wren holding her hand, asking endless questions about the trees, the birds, the sky."Mama, why is the sky blue?""Because the moon paints it at night.""No, the sun paints it.""Then listen to the sun."Wren laughed. It was the first time I'd heard her laugh.---"The Council didn't just take me," Elara said quietly.We were walking apart from the group. Wren was ahead with Farrah, chasing butterflies."What else did they do?""They questioned me. About you. About Silver Creek. About the prophecy.""What did you tell them?""Nothing. I didn't know anything. That's why they kept me alive. They tho
Brynn Hollis' POVDawn came cold and gray.I stood in the center of the bone hall, facing the Seven. Farrah and Lyssa flanked me. The Arbiter sat in the high chair, her silver hair glowing in the torchlight."You have passed the three trials," the Arbiter said. "Silence. Blood. Truth. You have proven yourself worthy of negotiation.""I didn't come here to prove myself. I came here to prevent a war.""Semantics."I stepped forward. "You have prisoners. Wolves you've kept in cages for years. Release them. All of them."The Arbiter's kind eyes hardened."In exchange for what?""In exchange for the Circle's alliance. We don't have to be enemies. We can share territory. Resources. Intelligence. The Shepherd is dead. Her network is crumbling. You need us as much as we need you.""We need no one.""Then you're fools."---The Whisper leaned forward."You speak boldly for a wolf who stands alone in our hall.""I'm not alone."Farrah shifted beside me. Lyssa drew her blade. The Seven's guards
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Council's hall was different by daylight.Without the green torches, the bone walls looked almost beautiful—ivory and gold, carved with scenes of wolves hunting, wolves feasting, wolves building. Not the cruelty I'd expected. History.The Seven sat in their semicircle. No masks today.I saw their faces for the first time.The Arbiter was an older woman, silver-haired, with kind eyes that didn't match her voice. The Whisper was a young man with hollow cheeks and a nervous twitch. The Weaver was ancient, her hands gnarled, her gaze distant. The Sorrow wept silently, tears streaming down her face. The Hunger was thin, feral, barely contained. The Silence had no face—just a smooth expanse of skin where features should have been.And the Breaker's chair was empty."You've done well," the Arbiter said. "Two trials. Most wolves don't survive one.""I'm not most wolves.""No. You're not."---The Arbiter gestured. Wolves brought chairs for Farrah and Lyssa. They sat behi
Brynn Hollis' POVThe voice didn't leave.I'd expected it to fade after the trial—like a nightmare dissolving at dawn. But the Shepherd's whisper lingered, scratching at the edges of my thoughts.You can't silence me forever."Watch me."Farrah looked at me. "Who are you talking to?""No one.""You've been doing that all morning. Talking to yourself."I hadn't realized. The voice was so constant now, I'd stopped noticing when I responded.They think you're crazy, the Shepherd said. Maybe you are."Shut up."Farrah stopped walking."Brynn. What's going on?"I sat down on a fallen log. Put my head in my hands."The Shepherd. She's still in my head. The Council preserved her consciousness. She's been whispering to me since the cave."Farrah sat beside me. "Why didn't you tell me?""I thought I could handle it.""Can you?"No, the Shepherd said. You can't.I ignored her."I don't have a choice. I have to handle it."---Lyssa joined us. She'd been scouting ahead, checking for Council trap
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Cave of Whispers was a wound in the earth.We found it three days after leaving the Village of Exiles. The Council's messenger met us at the entrance—a wolf in a gray cloak, no mask, but eyes that held no warmth."The Arbiter requires you to complete the first trial before the meeting," the messenger said. "To prove your worth.""I already proved my worth at the bone hall.""That was negotiation. This is tradition."Farrah stepped forward. "She's not doing any trial."The messenger looked at her. "Then the truce is broken. The Council will attack Silver Creek within the hour."I put my hand on Farrah's arm."I'll do it.""Brynn—""The village wolves are still with us. They can't outrun the Council's army. I do this, and they get time to escape."Farrah's jaw tightened. But she nodded.---The cave entrance was narrow, barely wide enough for my shoulders."The rules are simple," the messenger said. "You walk to the other side. You do not speak. You do not scream.







