登入Brynn Hollis' POV
The first thing I noticed was the smell.
Antiseptic. Clean. The kind of clean that meant sickness and bandages and things going wrong.
The second thing I noticed was the ceiling. White. Tiled. A fluorescent light buzzed somewhere above me, flickering like a dying heartbeat.
I tried to move. My body screamed.
What happened?
I turned my head—slowly, because even that sent spikes of pain through my skull—and took in the room. Hospital. Pack hospital, judging by the silver wolf sigil embroidered on the curtains. Machines beeped beside me. Tubes ran from my arm to a bag of clear liquid.
My left arm was in a sling. My ribs ached with every breath. And between my legs, pressed low on my abdomen, was a strange, dull throb I couldn't name.
Something happened to me.
But what?
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to reach for the memory. Nothing. Just darkness. A void where the past should have been.
Who am I?
The question should have terrified me. Instead, it just sat there, cold and heavy, like a stone I couldn't swallow.
I opened my eyes.
And saw him.
A man stood by the window. Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark hair falling across a sharp jaw. He was watching me with an intensity that made my skin prickle—not with recognition, but with the instinctive wariness of a prey animal sensing a predator.
He was beautiful. And he looked furious.
"You're awake," he said. His voice was low, controlled. The kind of voice that expected obedience.
I stared at him. "Who are you?"
The question hung in the air. His jaw tightened. His eyes—gray, like winter storms—narrowed.
"You don't know who I am."
It wasn't a question. But I answered anyway.
"No."
He took a step toward the bed. I flinched. Not because I was afraid of him—I didn't know him well enough to be afraid. I flinched because my body remembered something my mind didn't. A muscle memory of shrinking.
He noticed. His expression flickered. Something unreadable crossed his face.
"I'm Alpha Dax Thorne," he said slowly, like he was testing me. "Your husband."
Husband.
I looked at him. Really looked. He was handsome, yes. But there was no warmth in his gaze. No softness. Just calculation.
"I don't remember you," I said. "I don't remember anything."
He studied me for a long moment. Then he laughed. It was a cold, sharp sound.
"You expect me to believe that?"
I blinked. "I don't expect anything. I'm telling you the truth."
"The truth." He ran a hand through his hair, pacing to the window and back. "You crash your car three days ago. You've been unconscious. And now you wake up with amnesia?"
Three days. I'd lost three days. And apparently, years before that.
"I don't know what to tell you," I said. My voice came out steadier than I felt. "I woke up. I don't know you. I don't know this room. I don't even know my own name."
"Brynn," he said. "Your name is Brynn Hollis."
Brynn. I rolled it around in my head. It meant nothing. It felt like a coat that didn't fit.
"Brynn," I repeated. "Okay."
He stopped pacing. His eyes drilled into mine. "What's the last thing you remember?"
I searched the void again. Nothing. Just fragments that slipped away when I reached for them.
"Nothing," I admitted. "There's nothing before this bed. Before the ceiling. Before your voice."
He didn't believe me. I could see it in the way his lip curled, the way his hands balled into fists at his sides.
"You expect me to believe that my wife—the rogue who chased me for three years, who cooked my meals and learned my pack's names and begged for my attention—wakes up and remembers nothing?"
Rogue. That word stung, even though I didn't know why.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I said. "I don't know if I chased you. I don't know if I cooked your meals. I don't even know what a rogue is."
He stared at me. Long and hard. Then he grabbed a chair, dragged it to the side of my bed, and sat down. Close. Too close.
"Look at me," he commanded.
I did. His eyes were searching, peeling, trying to find the lie beneath my skin.
"Who is the Alpha of Silver Creek?" he demanded.
"You," I said. "You just told me."
"What's your favorite color?"
I opened my mouth. Closed it. "I don't know."
"Your birthday?"
Nothing. "I don't know."
"How old are you?"
The void offered no answer. "I don't know."
His jaw tightened. He leaned closer. I could smell him now—pine and something darker, like smoke.
"What about this?" He pulled up his sleeve, exposing his forearm. On it was a mark. A bond mark. I recognized it from somewhere deep—instinct, maybe. The mark of a fated mate.
"Do you know what this is?"
I looked at it. Then at him.
"It's a tattoo," I said.
His eyes flashed. "It's not a tattoo. It's the mate bond. Our mate bond. You gave me that mark. You have one too."
He reached for my arm. I pulled back. Not fast enough. His fingers wrapped around my wrist—not rough, but firm. He turned my arm over.
There it was. A matching mark. Swirled patterns, silver and black. It looked old. It looked permanent.
And I had no memory of receiving it.
"I don't..." I swallowed. "I don't remember."
He released my wrist like it burned him. He stood up, pushing the chair back so hard it scraped the floor.
"You're lying," he said. But there was something in his voice now. Doubt. A crack in the certainty.
"I'm not," I said quietly. "I wish I was. Because at least then I'd know what's going on."
He walked to the door. Stopped. His back was to me, broad and rigid.
"The healer will be in shortly," he said. "She'll explain your injuries. Your... condition."
Condition?
"What condition?" I asked.
He turned. His face was unreadable again.
"You're pregnant. Twelve weeks. The baby survived the crash."
Pregnant.
My hand flew to my stomach. The dull ache I'd felt—that was a life. A life inside me.
"A baby," I whispered.
"An heir," he corrected. Then he walked out.
The door clicked shut behind him. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, my palm pressed against my belly.
I didn't know my name. I didn't know my husband. I didn't know why he looked at me like he hated me.
But I knew one thing.
Something was growing inside me. And whatever I'd forgotten—whatever he thought I was lying about—that baby was mine.
I closed my eyes and waited for the healer.
Brynn Hollis' POVThree days after returning to Silver Creek, I learned the Council's true game.It started with a letter.Not delivered by bird or wolf. It appeared on my pillow, sealed with black wax, no symbol. I opened it while Dax slept beside me.Luna Brynn,The truce was a distraction. While you negotiated, we planted our seeds. The Shepherd's consciousness was never in the machine. It was in you.Look at your hand.I looked.The mark was back.Not faint—dark, pulsing, the Shepherd's brand burned into my palm. I stared at it, heart pounding.She's been with you since the first trial. Guiding you. Protecting you. Changing you.You are becoming her.And there's nothing you can do to stop it.---I woke Dax.He saw the mark. His face went pale."We're going back to the bone hall.""No. That's what they want.""Brynn—""They want me angry. Reactive. They want me to march north and attack. Then they can justify killing me.""So what do we do?"I looked at the mark. Felt the Shepherd
Brynn Hollis' POVThe road south was easier than the road north.We had prisoners freed from the Council's dungeons. We had the Council's representative, Kaelen, walking silently among us. We had the wolf-shaped storm watching from the clouds, no longer attacking—just observing.And we had Elara, Wren's mother.She was stronger now. The color had returned to her cheeks. She walked beside me, Wren holding her hand, asking endless questions about the trees, the birds, the sky."Mama, why is the sky blue?""Because the moon paints it at night.""No, the sun paints it.""Then listen to the sun."Wren laughed. It was the first time I'd heard her laugh.---"The Council didn't just take me," Elara said quietly.We were walking apart from the group. Wren was ahead with Farrah, chasing butterflies."What else did they do?""They questioned me. About you. About Silver Creek. About the prophecy.""What did you tell them?""Nothing. I didn't know anything. That's why they kept me alive. They tho
Brynn Hollis' POVDawn came cold and gray.I stood in the center of the bone hall, facing the Seven. Farrah and Lyssa flanked me. The Arbiter sat in the high chair, her silver hair glowing in the torchlight."You have passed the three trials," the Arbiter said. "Silence. Blood. Truth. You have proven yourself worthy of negotiation.""I didn't come here to prove myself. I came here to prevent a war.""Semantics."I stepped forward. "You have prisoners. Wolves you've kept in cages for years. Release them. All of them."The Arbiter's kind eyes hardened."In exchange for what?""In exchange for the Circle's alliance. We don't have to be enemies. We can share territory. Resources. Intelligence. The Shepherd is dead. Her network is crumbling. You need us as much as we need you.""We need no one.""Then you're fools."---The Whisper leaned forward."You speak boldly for a wolf who stands alone in our hall.""I'm not alone."Farrah shifted beside me. Lyssa drew her blade. The Seven's guards
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Council's hall was different by daylight.Without the green torches, the bone walls looked almost beautiful—ivory and gold, carved with scenes of wolves hunting, wolves feasting, wolves building. Not the cruelty I'd expected. History.The Seven sat in their semicircle. No masks today.I saw their faces for the first time.The Arbiter was an older woman, silver-haired, with kind eyes that didn't match her voice. The Whisper was a young man with hollow cheeks and a nervous twitch. The Weaver was ancient, her hands gnarled, her gaze distant. The Sorrow wept silently, tears streaming down her face. The Hunger was thin, feral, barely contained. The Silence had no face—just a smooth expanse of skin where features should have been.And the Breaker's chair was empty."You've done well," the Arbiter said. "Two trials. Most wolves don't survive one.""I'm not most wolves.""No. You're not."---The Arbiter gestured. Wolves brought chairs for Farrah and Lyssa. They sat behi
Brynn Hollis' POVThe voice didn't leave.I'd expected it to fade after the trial—like a nightmare dissolving at dawn. But the Shepherd's whisper lingered, scratching at the edges of my thoughts.You can't silence me forever."Watch me."Farrah looked at me. "Who are you talking to?""No one.""You've been doing that all morning. Talking to yourself."I hadn't realized. The voice was so constant now, I'd stopped noticing when I responded.They think you're crazy, the Shepherd said. Maybe you are."Shut up."Farrah stopped walking."Brynn. What's going on?"I sat down on a fallen log. Put my head in my hands."The Shepherd. She's still in my head. The Council preserved her consciousness. She's been whispering to me since the cave."Farrah sat beside me. "Why didn't you tell me?""I thought I could handle it.""Can you?"No, the Shepherd said. You can't.I ignored her."I don't have a choice. I have to handle it."---Lyssa joined us. She'd been scouting ahead, checking for Council trap
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Cave of Whispers was a wound in the earth.We found it three days after leaving the Village of Exiles. The Council's messenger met us at the entrance—a wolf in a gray cloak, no mask, but eyes that held no warmth."The Arbiter requires you to complete the first trial before the meeting," the messenger said. "To prove your worth.""I already proved my worth at the bone hall.""That was negotiation. This is tradition."Farrah stepped forward. "She's not doing any trial."The messenger looked at her. "Then the truce is broken. The Council will attack Silver Creek within the hour."I put my hand on Farrah's arm."I'll do it.""Brynn—""The village wolves are still with us. They can't outrun the Council's army. I do this, and they get time to escape."Farrah's jaw tightened. But she nodded.---The cave entrance was narrow, barely wide enough for my shoulders."The rules are simple," the messenger said. "You walk to the other side. You do not speak. You do not scream.







