MasukBrynn Hollis' POV
The first thing I noticed was the smell.
Antiseptic. Clean. The kind of clean that meant sickness and bandages and things going wrong.
The second thing I noticed was the ceiling. White. Tiled. A fluorescent light buzzed somewhere above me, flickering like a dying heartbeat.
I tried to move. My body screamed.
What happened?
I turned my head—slowly, because even that sent spikes of pain through my skull—and took in the room. Hospital. Pack hospital, judging by the silver wolf sigil embroidered on the curtains. Machines beeped beside me. Tubes ran from my arm to a bag of clear liquid.
My left arm was in a sling. My ribs ached with every breath. And between my legs, pressed low on my abdomen, was a strange, dull throb I couldn't name.
Something happened to me.
But what?
I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to reach for the memory. Nothing. Just darkness. A void where the past should have been.
Who am I?
The question should have terrified me. Instead, it just sat there, cold and heavy, like a stone I couldn't swallow.
I opened my eyes.
And saw him.
A man stood by the window. Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dark hair falling across a sharp jaw. He was watching me with an intensity that made my skin prickle—not with recognition, but with the instinctive wariness of a prey animal sensing a predator.
He was beautiful. And he looked furious.
"You're awake," he said. His voice was low, controlled. The kind of voice that expected obedience.
I stared at him. "Who are you?"
The question hung in the air. His jaw tightened. His eyes—gray, like winter storms—narrowed.
"You don't know who I am."
It wasn't a question. But I answered anyway.
"No."
He took a step toward the bed. I flinched. Not because I was afraid of him—I didn't know him well enough to be afraid. I flinched because my body remembered something my mind didn't. A muscle memory of shrinking.
He noticed. His expression flickered. Something unreadable crossed his face.
"I'm Alpha Dax Thorne," he said slowly, like he was testing me. "Your husband."
Husband.
I looked at him. Really looked. He was handsome, yes. But there was no warmth in his gaze. No softness. Just calculation.
"I don't remember you," I said. "I don't remember anything."
He studied me for a long moment. Then he laughed. It was a cold, sharp sound.
"You expect me to believe that?"
I blinked. "I don't expect anything. I'm telling you the truth."
"The truth." He ran a hand through his hair, pacing to the window and back. "You crash your car three days ago. You've been unconscious. And now you wake up with amnesia?"
Three days. I'd lost three days. And apparently, years before that.
"I don't know what to tell you," I said. My voice came out steadier than I felt. "I woke up. I don't know you. I don't know this room. I don't even know my own name."
"Brynn," he said. "Your name is Brynn Hollis."
Brynn. I rolled it around in my head. It meant nothing. It felt like a coat that didn't fit.
"Brynn," I repeated. "Okay."
He stopped pacing. His eyes drilled into mine. "What's the last thing you remember?"
I searched the void again. Nothing. Just fragments that slipped away when I reached for them.
"Nothing," I admitted. "There's nothing before this bed. Before the ceiling. Before your voice."
He didn't believe me. I could see it in the way his lip curled, the way his hands balled into fists at his sides.
"You expect me to believe that my wife—the rogue who chased me for three years, who cooked my meals and learned my pack's names and begged for my attention—wakes up and remembers nothing?"
Rogue. That word stung, even though I didn't know why.
"I don't know what you're talking about," I said. "I don't know if I chased you. I don't know if I cooked your meals. I don't even know what a rogue is."
He stared at me. Long and hard. Then he grabbed a chair, dragged it to the side of my bed, and sat down. Close. Too close.
"Look at me," he commanded.
I did. His eyes were searching, peeling, trying to find the lie beneath my skin.
"Who is the Alpha of Silver Creek?" he demanded.
"You," I said. "You just told me."
"What's your favorite color?"
I opened my mouth. Closed it. "I don't know."
"Your birthday?"
Nothing. "I don't know."
"How old are you?"
The void offered no answer. "I don't know."
His jaw tightened. He leaned closer. I could smell him now—pine and something darker, like smoke.
"What about this?" He pulled up his sleeve, exposing his forearm. On it was a mark. A bond mark. I recognized it from somewhere deep—instinct, maybe. The mark of a fated mate.
"Do you know what this is?"
I looked at it. Then at him.
"It's a tattoo," I said.
His eyes flashed. "It's not a tattoo. It's the mate bond. Our mate bond. You gave me that mark. You have one too."
He reached for my arm. I pulled back. Not fast enough. His fingers wrapped around my wrist—not rough, but firm. He turned my arm over.
There it was. A matching mark. Swirled patterns, silver and black. It looked old. It looked permanent.
And I had no memory of receiving it.
"I don't..." I swallowed. "I don't remember."
He released my wrist like it burned him. He stood up, pushing the chair back so hard it scraped the floor.
"You're lying," he said. But there was something in his voice now. Doubt. A crack in the certainty.
"I'm not," I said quietly. "I wish I was. Because at least then I'd know what's going on."
He walked to the door. Stopped. His back was to me, broad and rigid.
"The healer will be in shortly," he said. "She'll explain your injuries. Your... condition."
Condition?
"What condition?" I asked.
He turned. His face was unreadable again.
"You're pregnant. Twelve weeks. The baby survived the crash."
Pregnant.
My hand flew to my stomach. The dull ache I'd felt—that was a life. A life inside me.
"A baby," I whispered.
"An heir," he corrected. Then he walked out.
The door clicked shut behind him. I lay there, staring at the ceiling, my palm pressed against my belly.
I didn't know my name. I didn't know my husband. I didn't know why he looked at me like he hated me.
But I knew one thing.
Something was growing inside me. And whatever I'd forgotten—whatever he thought I was lying about—that baby was mine.
I closed my eyes and waited for the healer.
Brynn Hollis' POVThe void shard was cracked but not destroyed.Dawn had touched it, weakened it, broken its hold on the followers. But a fragment remained—a splinter of absence, buried deep in the frozen wastes, pulsing with cold light. The followers who had not come south were guarding it, desperate to rebuild what they had lost.Luna Rose saw it in her visions."They are rebuilding. Slowly. But they are.""Can we stop them?""Only if we destroy the fragment completely.""Then we go."---The journey to the frozen wastes took four days.Nox led us this time. His nothing-touch could sense the fragment, could feel its cold pulse even from a distance. He walked with purpose, his ancient form steady, his eyes fixed on the horizon."It is close," he said. "I can feel it.""How close?""Half a day's journey. But the followers are guarding it.""Then we fight."He looked at me. "Not you. Me.""No.""I am nothing. Or I was. The fragment is nothing. I can touch it without being consumed.""A
Brynn Hollis' POVThe shard's removal changed everything.Dawn—the wolf who had once been the Eclipse—was no longer absence. She was presence. Solid, real, vulnerable. She walked through Silver Creek like a stranger in a familiar land, touching walls, smelling flowers, listening to the laughter of pups."I have never heard laughter," she said."Now you have.""It is... strange.""Good strange?"She considered. "Yes. Good strange."---But the shard's removal had consequences we had not foreseen.The followers who had once been frozen by the shard's power were now free—but not all of them chose to thaw. Some clung to the cold, desperate for the absence they had known. They gathered in the frozen wastes, leaderless, directionless.Then they found a new leader.Not a wolf—a remnant. A fragment of the void that had been left behind when the shard was removed. It was not as powerful as the original, but it was enough."They are building something," Luna Rose said. "A new shard. Not from ab
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Eclipse's transformation was not complete.She had lost her emptiness—the void that had defined her existence for millennia. But something else remained. A thread, cold and silver, connecting her to a place she could not name.Luna Rose saw it first."Mama, there's something inside her. A shard. It's not hers—it's holding her.""A shard?""Of the original void. Before the Moon Goddess created wolves. Before anything. It's been inside her since she was born."I called the Eclipse to the garden.She came slowly, her steps uncertain. Her form was solid now, her eyes bright with the effort of presence."You asked for me.""Sit."She sat.Luna Rose approached her, her small hands hovering over the Eclipse's chest."There's something inside you. A shard of the void. It's been there since the beginning."The Eclipse's eyes widened."I did not know.""That's because you didn't want to know. If you knew, you would have to let it go.""What happens if I let it go?"Luna Ro
Brynn Hollis' POVThe attack came at midnight.Not from the frozen wastes—from within. The followers who had retreated had not gone far. They had circled back, silent as shadows, and struck at the heart of the Circle's newest settlement. A pack of gray wolves who had only just begun to thaw.Mira's wolves.I felt it through the bond—a flash of cold, sharp and sudden. Then silence."Mira!"I ran. Dax was beside me before I reached the gate."What happened?""Her pack. They're under attack.""The followers?""Yes."---We reached the settlement at dawn.It was small—a cluster of huts, a communal fire, a garden that had just begun to bloom. Now it was frozen. Wolves lay on the ground, their bodies cold, their spirits taken. Mira stood in the center, her ancient eyes hollow."They came at midnight," she said. "They did not fight. They just... took.""Where are they now?""Gone. Into the wastes. They left this."She held out a piece of frozen parchment.You cannot protect them. You cannot
Bynn Hollis' POVThe Eclipse's followers did not retreat.They scattered—into the frozen wastes, into the shadowed valleys, into the places where the sun never reached. They had been absence for so long that presence was a wound. They could not bear the warmth of the Circle."They are afraid," the Eclipse said."Afraid of what?""Of becoming something. Of feeling. Of being known.""Then we let them go.""No. They will come back. They will attack. They will try to prove that I am wrong.""Then we'll be ready."---The attacks began at dusk.Not on Silver Creek—on the outlying packs. Small villages, isolated patrols, wolves who had wandered too far from the Circle's protection. They were not killed. They were frozen—their bodies cold, their spirits taken.Luna Rose saw it in her visions."They are trying to build an army," she said. "Not to fight—to convince. They want to show the Circle that absence is peace.""How do we stop them?""We show them that peace is not absence. It is presen
Brynn Hollis' POVThe Eclipse stood at the edge of the eastern meadow for three days.She did not move. She did not speak. She simply watched. Wolves walked past her, some flinching, some curious. She did not react. She was learning—not from words, from presence.On the fourth day, she came to me.Not at the meadow—at the garden. She appeared at dawn, her form more solid than before, her eyes holding a faint glimmer of warmth."I have watched your Circle," she said. "I have seen wolves who were enemies become friends. I have seen wolves who were frozen become warm. I have seen wolves who were nothing become something.""And?""I do not understand it. But I want to.""Then stay. Join. Learn."She shook her head."I cannot stay. Not yet. I have been absence for too long. If I stay now, I will break.""Then what do you want?"She looked at the sky."I want you to come with me. To the place where I was born. To the void that made me.""Why?""Because I need a witness. Someone who has seen
Brynn Hollis' POVThe summons went out at dawn.Not to packs—to Ancients. Wolves who had been sleeping for millennia, hidden in mountains, forests, caves beneath the earth. Vespera sent the call through the bond, and one by one, they came.By nightfall, the stone circle held dozens of them.Wolves
Brynn Hollis' POVThe dream came without warning.One moment I was asleep in Dax's arms, the next I was standing in a field of stars. Not the moonlit garden of my usual visions—this was deeper, older. The ground beneath my feet was made of darkness, and the sky above held no sun or moon, just endle
Brynn Hollis' POVWe thought the Hollow were healed.We thought the curse was broken. We thought the Western Wastes were empty, the ash settled, the souls of the lost finally at peace.We were wrong.---The first sign was a tremor.Not an earthquake—a shudder in the bond. Every wolf in Silver Cree
Brynn Hollis' POVLyra built the council in three weeks.Not with speeches or ceremonies—with action. She gathered wolves who had been Hollow the longest, whose guilt was deepest, whose scars were most visible. She gave them purpose."Every freed wolf needs someone who understands," she told me. "S







