LOGINCHAPTER 4
Avery’s POV I woke up heavy. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix, even though I never really slept. My tongue was dry and bitter. My belly ached low and deep. I picked up the milkroot from yesterday, still damp with rain and dirt from Shepherd’s Hill. I walked out while the sky was still dark. The cold from yesterday’s rain sifted through my thin gown and bit straight to my bones. The kitchen was empty. Good. Escaping the packhouse wouldn’t be that hard. After all, I was an omega. Invisible. No one cared whether I left or not. I had expected Luna Vivian to put guards around me after the hill, but I was surprised I didn’t find any. Still, those pairs of eyes I’d seen watching from the treeline kept nagging at me. If she had people following me in secret, it would make everything harder. I had to be careful. I needed to be strong if I was going to make it far. I crushed the roots with the stone mortar. It smelled like wet earth and rot. Healer Callum had said milkroot settles the womb, but he didn’t say it tastes like the Goddess wrung out a swamp and told you to drink it. I poured it into the pot on the stove. A few minutes later it was done. I let it cool and downed a full cup. It was bitter and gritty but I forced it down anyway. For us. I poured the rest into the small bottle I had taken from the pantry last week. It should be enough for our escape. Then I started my day’s chores. The water was grey by the third pot. My knees ached from the stone floor. My hands were red and pruned. I kept counting in my head. Four more hours. The patrol changed at noon. The northern tower guards always went for lunch around then, leaving a gap that lasted eleven minutes. I had memorized their routine years ago. Eleven minutes should be enough to run. Yesterday’s events still sat heavy on my chest. The broken pendant. Ethan’s voice. How close I had been to leaving this place behind. I stared at the pot on the stove until smoke hit my nose. The food was burning. “You clumsy, pathetic girl!” The head cook shoved me aside and yanked the pot off the fire. “Where is your head, huh?” she snapped, eyes raking over me with disgust. “Busy dreaming of living in high castles wearing silks? Because that’s all you maids ever think about.” I turned quickly, eyes wide. “I’m sorry, Mirabel. I didn’t mean to—” “Clean it up and prepare another one.” She sneered and threw a rag at my face. “If your father hadn’t poisoned the wells, you wouldn’t be scrubbing pots in another pack’s kitchen. Thank goodness they executed him. It would have been a real disaster otherwise.” She cast me one last annoyed look before walking out. My hands shook as I knelt to clean. Keep calm, I told myself. It’s only a matter of a few hours before you leave this pack. Just a few hours. Endure it. I wasn’t far into it when a shadow fell over me. Liliana. What does she want now? Hasn’t she done enough? She stepped closer, eyes sweeping the kitchen to make sure we were alone. The other maids had already left when she walked in. “Still here? I thought you’d have run away by now. Isn’t that what traitor blood does? Run?” I kept scrubbing. Don’t answer. Don’t give her what she wants. Just a few more hours and I’ll be gone, far from this pack. “Oh right, you have nowhere to run to.” She tilted her head. “No pack. No family. And now you think you can steal my man—whose heir I’m carrying?” My hands tightened on the rag. “Hey, I’m talking to you.” She stopped right in front of me. “Are you deaf now too? Are you dumb?” I didn’t reply. I squeezed the rag into the bucket so hard my knuckles went white. She laughed. “You’re standing in my kitchen, pretending you’re innocent while you throw yourself at my mate. Do you know what everyone calls you behind your back? The little rogue whore who couldn’t even keep her legs closed?” I bit my lip so hard I tasted blood. Say nothing. She wanted tears, but I gave her silence. That made her furious. Her eyes flicked to the kettle on the hearth. Still steaming. For half a second my brain didn’t work. I watched her look at it. I watched her reach. Then I understood. Oh. Oh no. Before I could move, she grabbed it. In one quick motion, she tipped just enough scalding water down her own leg and let go. She screamed. Loud and ear-piercing. “Ethan! Help me! Anyone, help!” It didn’t take long before footsteps burst through the kitchen door. The maids who had left now rushed back in. “What happened?” “Goddess—Avery, did she—?” One of the younger maids hesitated, glancing between us, but no one spoke up. “She poured it on me!” Liliana cried, clutching her leg, then her stomach. Her eyes were already full of tears. “She was jealous because I’m pregnant! Because I’m carrying the furure Alpha’s heir!” “What is going on here?” A deep baritone cut through the air as Ethan walked in. I stumbled back, hands up. “I didn’t! I didn’t touch her.” Ethan’s eyes found me first. For a second just a second something flickered there. Recognition. Doubt. Then it was gone. “Ethan, please,” I said, my voice shaking so hard I could barely get the words out. “I didn’t do it. I was just cleaning. I didn’t touch her. Ask the maids—” “She’s lying.” Liliana sobbed, cutting me off and clutching his sleeve. “She said I stole you. She said my baby should have been hers. Ethan, she said she hopes it dies.” The blood left my face. “I never said that. I swear on the Goddess, I never—” “Enough!” Ethan snapped. His voice wasn’t loud, but the whole kitchen went silent. He looked at Liliana’s leg, red and blistering, then at me standing there with a wet rag still in my hands. “Avery,” he said, and his voice was so cold. “I told you last night not to cause trouble.” So that was it. I was the troublemaker now. My throat tightened. The words came out broken, barely holding together. “You’ll believe… anyone. As long as she makes you look like the perfect heir.” His expression hardened. He stepped forward and shoved me aside. My foot slipped on the spilled water. I lost my balance and went down hard, landing on my side and stomach. Pain tore through my lower belly. The world tilted. I could hear my own heart beating in my ears. Then something warm. Blood began to pool between my legs. I watched, vision blurring, as Ethan made his choice. He scooped Liliana up. “I’ll get help,” he whispered to her. And left me bleeding on the kitchen floor. Then everything went dark.CHAPTER 6 Avery’s POVI yanked at the cuffs again.The leather held firm, digging into my swollen wrists. I pulled until my fingers went numb, then let my hands fall into my lap when my arms got too tired to hold up.Everything hurt.My stomach. My back. The muscles in my legs felt drained, as if the strength had left them along with the blood.I looked down at the sheets.They were stained again.The thick cloth the female healer had packed between my legs was already soaked through. I could feel it, heavy and warm against my skin. I pulled the blanket higher, but it only made a darker shape over the wet spot. It hid nothing.A wolf would have healed by now.The thought came and went the way it always did when my body failed me.If I had a wolf, maybe I wouldn’t be lying here helpless. Maybe I wouldn’t have lost the child. Maybe I wouldn’t be waiting to be dragged away like something that no longer belonged anywhere.But I didn’t have one.I never had.The infirmary door stood slig
CHAPTER 5 Avery’s POV I opened my eyes to a white ceiling. For a moment the light was too bright. I blinked, turned my head, and the familiar walls of the pack house infirmary came into focus. I had been here so many times it almost felt like a second home. That was what happened when you didn’t have a wolf. Then the rest of it returned. I pushed myself up too fast. Pain flared low in my belly and I flinched, one arm wrapping around my middle. My child. My hands pressed hard against my stomach, searching for something that wasn’t there anymore. No. Please. I shook my head, tears already sliding down my temples into my hair. “Where is my child?” My voice came out cracked and small. Silence answered me at first. Then soft footsteps approached the bed. “I’m sorry, Avery.” Callum whispered. He stood a few feet away, looking older than usual. He couldn’t meet my eyes. “You lost the baby.” The words didn’t make sense at first. They just hung there. Lost it. I curled onto
CHAPTER 4 Avery’s POV I woke up heavy. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix, even though I never really slept. My tongue was dry and bitter. My belly ached low and deep. I picked up the milkroot from yesterday, still damp with rain and dirt from Shepherd’s Hill. I walked out while the sky was still dark. The cold from yesterday’s rain sifted through my thin gown and bit straight to my bones. The kitchen was empty. Good. Escaping the packhouse wouldn’t be that hard. After all, I was an omega. Invisible. No one cared whether I left or not. I had expected Luna Vivian to put guards around me after the hill, but I was surprised I didn’t find any. Still, those pairs of eyes I’d seen watching from the treeline kept nagging at me. If she had people following me in secret, it would make everything harder. I had to be careful. I needed to be strong if I was going to make it far. I crushed the roots with the stone mortar. It smelled like wet earth and rot. Healer Callum had said mil
CHAPTER 3 Avery's POV I pushed off the edge of the cot, intent on locking the door. A sharp cramp twisted through my stomach and wrapped around my waist. My knees buckled, and I hit the stone floor, clutching my stomach as cold sweat broke out across my forehead. No. Please, Goddess, no. Healer Callum's warning from earlier echoed in my head. “You're dangerously underweight, Avery,” he'd said, looking at my frail wrists. “many years of Omega labor and skipped meals... your body barely has the nutrients to sustain itself, let alone a growing pup. You need milkroot to settle your womb, but my supply in the infirmary is completely dry.” I didn't have a single coin to buy it from the pack's herb stalls. Shepherd's Hill was steep and cold. In my condition, climbing it was foolish. But as I looked down at my trembling hands resting over my belly, I knew I had no choice. The escape could wait. I needed my strength to save this pup. After Luna Vivian's threat, asking Callum for hel
CHAPTER 2 Avery’s POV My back hit the cold wall, and my hands instinctively went to my stomach. My heart thudded like it was going to come out of my mouth. Ethan stopped in front of me and lifted his hands. For a single heartbeat, I thought he was going to strike. He looked at me—really looked at me. The golden flash in his eyes dimmed, and those soft grey eyes I’d always known stared back. His hands rested on either side of my head as he pinned me. “I’ll take that slap as a mistake,” he whispered. “And if you want us—” He left the words hanging and turned around. “Go to your room. We’ll talk about this later.” I stood there, staring at his back. What did he mean, go to your room? He said that like I was a child. Like we were discussing the weather over lemon tea. Like I hadn’t just found out he got another woman pregnant. My mouth opened, but nothing came out. The sheer nerve of him—acting as if he could just sweep this aside and dismiss me because I was a lowly omega who
CHAPTER 1 Avery’s POV Every wolf says the Moon Goddess was perfect. I disagreed. If she was any kind of perfect, she wouldn’t have been drunk on ale when she plotted my life—and I can’t help but wonder what other tricks she still has up her sleeve. The healer’s words from less than an hour ago still sat strangely in my chest. “Four weeks, Avery. You’re pregnant.” I had waited for him to laugh and say it was a mistake. He never did. For the first time in six years, something warm and dangerous unfurled inside me. I was carrying Ethan’s child. My mate’s child. The only person who had ever looked at me like I was more than a traitor’s daughter. I smoothed the torn edges of my grey apron, tucked a stray strand of hair behind my ear, and carefully balanced the tray of honey cakes he loved. My hands trembled a little. I couldn’t wait to tell him. When I reached his door, I raised my hand to knock. Then the voices carried through the thick wood. Muffled at first, but unmistakab







