FAZER LOGINCHAPTER 5
Avery’s POV I opened my eyes to a white ceiling. For a moment the light was too bright. I blinked, turned my head, and the familiar walls of the pack house infirmary came into focus. I had been here so many times it almost felt like a second home. That was what happened when you didn’t have a wolf. Then the rest of it returned. I pushed myself up too fast. Pain flared low in my belly and I flinched, one arm wrapping around my middle. My child. My hands pressed hard against my stomach, searching for something that wasn’t there anymore. No. Please. I shook my head, tears already sliding down my temples into my hair. “Where is my child?” My voice came out cracked and small. Silence answered me at first. Then soft footsteps approached the bed. “I’m sorry, Avery.” Callum whispered. He stood a few feet away, looking older than usual. He couldn’t meet my eyes. “You lost the baby.” The words didn’t make sense at first. They just hung there. Lost it. I curled onto my side, knees drawn up, and sobbed until my chest ached and my throat felt raw. The only thing that had still belonged to me was gone. Taken, just like everything else. I don’t know how long I stayed like that. Long enough for the sobs to turn into quiet, broken breathing. Long enough for new footsteps to enter the room. “So. You’ve lost the child.” Luna Vivian’s voice was calm, almost polite. I turned my head on the pillow. She stood beside the bed, looking down at me with no expression at all. No satisfaction, no ounce of pity, Just assessment. “Things didn’t go the way I planned,” she said. “And now I have no further use for you.” My fingers tightened in the sheet. “What now?” My voice was hoarse. “Are you going to kill me?” “No.” She tilted her head. “That would be wasteful. I’ve arranged something more practical.” She clasped her hands behind her back. “You’re going to be sold.” The word didn’t register properly at first. Sold. I let out a weak, disbelieving breath. “You can’t be serious.” “I am.” “I’m not livestock.” I tried to push myself up, but my arms shook and I fell back against the pillows. “You could just send me away. Banish me. Anything else.” Vivian gave a soft, cold sound that might have been a laugh. “I considered it. But then a better opportunity presented itself.” She watched my face intently as she spoke the next words. “Alpha Damon Wolfsbane made a very generous offer.” The name landed like a heavy stone thrown into a pond. Damon Wolfsbane. The Alpha Slayer. The one the southern packs spoke about in hushed voices. The one they said could end another Alpha without breaking a sweat. My stomach turned. “Why?” The question came out thin. “Why him? Why go this far?” Vivian’s expression didn’t change a bit. “Because it solves more than one problem at once.” She glanced toward the door as a knock sounded. “And because you were never going to stay here quietly after this.” She looked back at me. “Consider it a final kindness, Avery. At least this way you’ll still be breathing.” The knock came again, firmer. Vivian smoothed her sleeves and turned to the door. “That will be them now.” Three women in brown leather gear walked into the room. My pulse jumped. Why were they all women? The one in front had black hair and a howling wolf emblem with three claw marks stitched across her chest. The other two stayed by the door, silent and watchful. They didn’t look like escorts; they looked like people who had done this many times before. “We’re here for the woman,” the one at the back said. Vivian gave a small nod. “Good. She’s all yours.” The black-haired woman stopped at the foot of the bed and tilted her head. Her expression was completely cold, as if she were looking at prey she had just caught. “Turn your head toward me.” I didn’t move. I just lay there, staring at the ceiling, every muscle locked. “I won't repeat myself.” The second time, the order carried enough force to make the air feel heavier. A shiver ran down my spine. Slowly, I turned to face her. Her eyes moved over my hair. “Red,” she murmured, almost to herself. Then she stepped closer, crouched, and without warning gripped my breast through the thin infirmary gown. Pain shot through me. I cried out, twisting away, but her hand didn’t loosen. My body was still sore, still healing, and the touch felt like fire. “Don’t touch me—”I groaned. She released me just as suddenly and looked down at her hand, then back at me, the way someone might examine livestock they had been promised would be worth the price. “Still swollen,” she said. “Good. She’ll do.” The words landed with sickening clarity. I wasn’t being sold as a servant. I was being sold as a body to the Alpha Slayer. “Deal is done,” the woman said, straightening. “We leave at dawn.” She turned toward Vivian. As she moved, the dim light caught the thin silver line running through her black hair. My breath stopped. I had seen that hair before. A lump formed in my throat. I shifted back against the pillows, eyes wide. She noticed the reaction but said nothing. She only gave me a long, unreadable look before turning to the door. “Restrain her. Light cuffs. She doesn’t look capable of running far, but I don’t like surprises.” “Wait—” My voice cracked. “You don’t have to—” One of the women was already at the bedside. The leather cuffs closed around my wrists. I pulled against them but they didn’t give budge. Vivian watched without a single twitch on her face. “You should be grateful,” she said. “I could have left you to die in a ditch. Instead, you’ll serve a purpose.” I met her eyes, my throat tight. “I hope the Goddess keeps a careful record of this.” Vivian’s mouth curved, but it wasn’t a smile. “She never has before.” The black-haired woman turned toward the door. “Rest while you can,” she said. “The North doesn’t care how broken you arrive. It only cares whether you last.” The door shut behind them. I sat in the infirmary with bound wrists, the silver streak in her hair still burned into my mind, and the certain knowledge that I had seen those eyes before. I just couldn't remember where.CHAPTER 7Avery's PovConsciousness slipped in and out in waves and the carriage never stopped.I learned to sleep in the spaces between jolts, waking up when the wheels struck holes deep enough to snap my teeth together. Hunger had ceased to be an ache. It had become something else entirely—a clenched fist living beneath my ribs, tightening with every mile.The leather cuffs never came off.“She’s going to faint again,” the younger woman whispered.“Let her,” said the silver-streaked woman, not turning. “As long as she’s breathing when we arrive.”“He won’t like the state she’s in.”“He paid for her. He can decide what to do with what’s left.”A nervous laugh. “You’ve seen what he does to things that disappoint him.”I turned my face toward the narrow gap in the canvas and watched the world pass in grey silence.I didn’t know how long we had been traveling when the air changed. Colder at first. Then thinner. The smell of wet earth that had followed us from the South vanished beneath
CHAPTER 6 Avery’s POVI yanked at the cuffs again.The leather held firm, digging into my swollen wrists. I pulled until my fingers went numb, then let my hands fall into my lap when my arms got too tired to hold up.Everything hurt.My stomach. My back. The muscles in my legs felt drained, as if the strength had left them along with the blood.I looked down at the sheets.They were stained again.The thick cloth the female healer had packed between my legs was already soaked through. I could feel it, heavy and warm against my skin. I pulled the blanket higher, but it only made a darker shape over the wet spot. It hid nothing.A wolf would have healed by now.The thought came and went the way it always did when my body failed me.If I had a wolf, maybe I wouldn’t be lying here helpless. Maybe I wouldn’t have lost the child. Maybe I wouldn’t be waiting to be dragged away like something that no longer belonged anywhere.But I didn’t have one.I never had.The infirmary door stood slig
CHAPTER 5 Avery’s POV I opened my eyes to a white ceiling. For a moment the light was too bright. I blinked, turned my head, and the familiar walls of the pack house infirmary came into focus. I had been here so many times it almost felt like a second home. That was what happened when you didn’t have a wolf. Then the rest of it returned. I pushed myself up too fast. Pain flared low in my belly and I flinched, one arm wrapping around my middle. My child. My hands pressed hard against my stomach, searching for something that wasn’t there anymore. No. Please. I shook my head, tears already sliding down my temples into my hair. “Where is my child?” My voice came out cracked and small. Silence answered me at first. Then soft footsteps approached the bed. “I’m sorry, Avery.” Callum whispered. He stood a few feet away, looking older than usual. He couldn’t meet my eyes. “You lost the baby.” The words didn’t make sense at first. They just hung there. Lost it. I curled onto
CHAPTER 4 Avery’s POV I woke up heavy. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix, even though I never really slept. My tongue was dry and bitter. My belly ached low and deep. I picked up the milkroot from yesterday, still damp with rain and dirt from Shepherd’s Hill. I walked out while the sky was still dark. The cold from yesterday’s rain sifted through my thin gown and bit straight to my bones. The kitchen was empty. Good. Escaping the packhouse wouldn’t be that hard. After all, I was an omega. Invisible. No one cared whether I left or not. I had expected Luna Vivian to put guards around me after the hill, but I was surprised I didn’t find any. Still, those pairs of eyes I’d seen watching from the treeline kept nagging at me. If she had people following me in secret, it would make everything harder. I had to be careful. I needed to be strong if I was going to make it far. I crushed the roots with the stone mortar. It smelled like wet earth and rot. Healer Callum had said mil
CHAPTER 3 Avery's POV I pushed off the edge of the cot, intent on locking the door. A sharp cramp twisted through my stomach and wrapped around my waist. My knees buckled, and I hit the stone floor, clutching my stomach as cold sweat broke out across my forehead. No. Please, Goddess, no. Healer Callum's warning from earlier echoed in my head. “You're dangerously underweight, Avery,” he'd said, looking at my frail wrists. “many years of Omega labor and skipped meals... your body barely has the nutrients to sustain itself, let alone a growing pup. You need milkroot to settle your womb, but my supply in the infirmary is completely dry.” I didn't have a single coin to buy it from the pack's herb stalls. Shepherd's Hill was steep and cold. In my condition, climbing it was foolish. But as I looked down at my trembling hands resting over my belly, I knew I had no choice. The escape could wait. I needed my strength to save this pup. After Luna Vivian's threat, asking Callum for hel
CHAPTER 2 Avery’s POV My back hit the cold wall, and my hands instinctively went to my stomach. My heart thudded like it was going to come out of my mouth. Ethan stopped in front of me and lifted his hands. For a single heartbeat, I thought he was going to strike. He looked at me—really looked at me. The golden flash in his eyes dimmed, and those soft grey eyes I’d always known stared back. His hands rested on either side of my head as he pinned me. “I’ll take that slap as a mistake,” he whispered. “And if you want us—” He left the words hanging and turned around. “Go to your room. We’ll talk about this later.” I stood there, staring at his back. What did he mean, go to your room? He said that like I was a child. Like we were discussing the weather over lemon tea. Like I hadn’t just found out he got another woman pregnant. My mouth opened, but nothing came out. The sheer nerve of him—acting as if he could just sweep this aside and dismiss me because I was a lowly omega who







