56. Regret

★JANIE★

I soaked myself inside the warm water tub, heaving a sigh for the umpteenth time. My mind kept screaming at me as I wondered why a relationship with a Mafia king would even work out.

Damn, I couldn't believe my naivety got the better part of me.

Not hearing Luciano's voice again meant he had left. And that alone was enough to spring up numerous questions in my head. Does he not care about me? Was he merely pursuing me for sex and now that he has gotten what he wanted, he felt there was no need to stick around again?

You are so dumb, Janie Braxton. My subconscious screamed at me again.

Our relationship wasn't even up to two weeks yet, just one week and some days, and we were already having issues.

Dragging my knees to my chest, I buried my head and burst into tears. If only my mom was still alive to advise me. Sometimes, it felt like I was derailing off track and It seemed pretty difficult to keep my mind afloat.

I could have called Mrs Isobel and let her advise me like a