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[XLV]Confessions
Brendon's POV:
The funeral was the worst one I've been to.
Because I had to watch Vivienne sit on the second row. She refused to take a stand by my side. I know it was because she felt ashamed. I've been so terrible to her.
Maybe she think's I'm being distant because I don't love her anymore. But, I do love her. I love her even more then I did when I first met her. I love her because she survived when Aaliyah didn't. I love her because she's brought excitement and truth into my life. She's brought light into my darkness. I love her even though she lost the baby. Maybe she's hurting inside now. I'm terrible. I have been so terrible to her. I feel like a bad mate. I'm terrible for asking her to leave while I had a private conversation with my parents and sister. But, I believed she needed to rest. She didn't need all this extra... weight on her shoulders. She's lost so much right now. And, with the misarrange will she change her mind about being with me?
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