The Sorrow of Being with his Arms

3 years and 8 months I was been in a realationship with Marco.

I met him when I was first year college and he was in his second year, Our age is actually not that far it was only 1 year gap.

At that time Marco had a girlfriend name Catrina, they are actually the most famous couple in our university, they are actually getting the same course which is Architecture.

They are actually a good couple in our university, they are always being looked up by the others because they are just being a perfect couple.

They are perfect that to the point that other people are gossping if they already married because on how they act.

It was all perfect not until Catrina decided to study in Australia, they broke up and after a year I've been in a relationship with Marco.

It was not that perfect just like how his past relationship is.

Marco and I we are actually not that perfect couple just like what he had on his past relationship.

People might think that Marco and I are just for clout since they though that who might love someome that is still in the healing process?

I Actually met Marco 4 months after Catrina and him broke up, I know it was too fast but I do not know as well why I accept the fact that I agree that I will loved him until he moved on.

I knew Marco love me but not as much as he love Catrina, I never felt like he loves me until he already tried to.

I struggle a lot in the first year of our relationship, Marco didn't wamt to talked that much and he did not even got me for a date, but I still accepted it since I knew that he was still adjusting.

Months has been passed and he knew how to loved me, he was actually a carrying and responsible boyfriend, he was actually my first love so it was too hard for me to cope up in the first place because there is a lot of adjustments.

Although I know that he might still love Catrina I still try my best to be loved by him, I know it was my fault in the first place since I always make a move for him, I cook for him, I do participate in some university activity just for him, even though I'm not that talented.

I might not be his first love but I'm always thankful that he gave me a chance to be his girl and it's all worth it.

There might be a pain in the future but I know I can surpassed it since I was with him, the pain tjat I might go through I'm all prepared because I know in the first place that I might be thrown in the future, but I'm prepaid for all of those pains as long as I still have him.

Love can be a so much pain, but this pain is all worth-it because I know that It was for him.

They said Greatest love can lead into Greatest heartbreak, but all I can say is as long as he was happy I can be happy for him from a far.