All Chapters of The Sorrow of Being with his Arms: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

It was already pass eight in the morning when I woke up, I was in Marco's dorm since he help me to do my reportings in one of my subjects.I decided to get out from the bed and look for Marco, but it's looks like he's already gone.He is actually always early since it was also his last year in college, he was too busy with a lot of project compliance so he always woke up ealier.I was in my third year and Marco is in his fourth, I was studying Bachelor of Science in Pediatrician while Marco is studying Bachelor of Science in Architecture (BS Arch).Marco and I met on one of the programs in out university, he was actually one of the Presenter that time on the newbies that is starting their careers in the University.I never thought that time that he was in a relationship not until one of my friends found out, I was actually not surprised when I knew that he had a girlfriend because that looks definitely had.He was actually the type of guy that is always looks like you will be devoured

It was passed mid night already but Marco is still not reaching me out, there is no message that he arrived woth his friends house or what's goin on so I tried to call him but it lools like he shut down his phone.He don't usually do this even though he was so busy, so I start thinking that there might be something goin on.I tried to call him again one more time before I sleep, but I was no lucky at all since his phone is still turn off.I decide to sleep since I cannot reached out Marco, his phone is dead or turn off.It was already one in the morning but I still cannot sleep, I don't jnow what happen to me but I cannot really sleep, It was not my usual routine I always sleep early so I think I might be hungry. I check my refrigerator of there is something I can eat, I see a chocolate bar and only a bottle of water so it looks like I do not have any on my fridge for tonight. I try to drink a glass of water but it was not enough to make me feel full so I decide to go to the near co

We decided to watch movies before we sleep.We are just watching our typical movies together when his phonr rangs, he grabbed his phone and he just turned that off.I smiled a little bit when I realized that he might be really stay here for tonight.I tried to aaked him what is that but he just told me that it might be one of his friends."Do you actually have plans tonight?" I asked him."I actually did, but I don't want to go I want to spend my night with you today." he looked at me and smiled. I came to hug him and he offer me his open arms and hugged me so tightly. I laughed a little bit when I felt like he was laughing also. "You're so cute Eila" he said while I still felt like he was laughing at me. "Stop It!, I know you're laughing at me" I felt a little bit shamed but he pull me out to look at his face. "I know you might still worried about you dreams last night so I just want you to feel better." he said before he kissed me in my forehead. I remain silent before I hugge

It was already eight in the evening when Marco fetch me at my dorm..I decided to only wear a simple red sunday dress.I didn't put a lot of make up in my face only a touch of face powder, pink blush and my light color lipstick.I heard a knock in my door, it looks like he was already here.I open the door and I was right it was him, with his Navy Blue Polo shirt and it was tucked with his beige trouser pants.He looks so gorgeous than me, those light green eyes with his thick brows and tan skin, he never fail to make me go head over heels to him.I'm still staring at him when I found out he was already chuckles with my reaction.I came back to my senses when he tap my forehead."Stop looking at me Eila, I might melt in here" he said jokingly."You are so much to handle, that's the reason why" I answered back and laughed at him."One moment let me get my purse first" I said.I get back inside the dorm and get my purse, It was actually my first ever purse that he gave to me on our eigh

I chuckles a little bit and look at Marco's mom.I looked at Marco but I found him looks like confuse in there, I feel like there's something bothering him.I try to tap his shoulders but he just look at me and smiled, I didn't try to asked him more because that smiles means he's okay.The party started already and everyone is having fun, but Marco and I are still sitting in the bench near at the pool, he was not even talking a little bit so I try to get his attention again.I lean closer to him and ask him what happen, he just look at me for a minute and didn't speak, I try to ask him again but he just stand up and go inside.I followed him because I think there's really a problem, I saw him enter his bedroom so I followed him still.When I try to open the knob it looks like he didn't locked it so I enter as well in the room.I found him sitting at the end of the bed he looks exhausted, so I try to go near to him and pat his shoulder."What happen Marco? I s there something bothering