ELARA
I never expected this to happen. I was told that my room had been changed and came into this larger room.
I never expected Alpha Rayel to show up and for the next scene to unfold between us.
I'm still in shock.
Alpha Rayel's words got me lost in his gaze. It's the first time he'll ever compliment my beauty. It made me feel pretty.
When his lips took over mine, placing me underneath his strong body, I couldn't refuse him.
My feelings got the best of me and I ended up allowing Alpha Rayel to make love to me.
Every thrust he made, planted love and desire for him in my heart.
He wouldn't let go, as he kept repeating the words 'I Love you' into my ears.
I fell deeply for him. I accepted him into my heart.
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By morning, I remained beside Alpha Rayel, feeling nothing but happiness.
His arm was all over me, as he slept soundly right next to me.
"Goddess, is he the one? I can't help but feel a strong bond between Rayel and I. Is he my fated mate? " I asked the goddess, unable to deny the fact that I felt something powerful when making love with Rayel.
"It has to be. But what of Luna Hazel?" I felt worried about what had happened.
The last thing I want to do is hurt that sweet lady.
Just then, Alpha Rayel woke up. My heart glowed when he opened his eyes, dropping them on me.
We stared at each other for a minute, until I saw a trace of displeasure written across his face.
Alpha Rayel got out of bed, got dressed, and left the room without saying anything to me.
That action of his triggered my heart, causing me to feel hurt.
"He just left." I stared at the door.
After that incident, I thought the passion we shared would bring about a change between us, but I was wrong.
Alpha Rayel's behavior grew worse by the day. His bullying became more intense than the last, driving nothing but fear into my heart for him.
I found myself sitting alone in my room, crying. His torments were beginning to scare and hurt my feelings.
"What about his confessions? Was all that a lie just to sleep with me? " I questioned, crying my heart out bitterly.
I felt like a fool for allowing my feelings to take over that night.
He was drunk, why did I give in?
Now Rayel's torment is worse than before. He doesn't cease to make my life a living hell.
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A few weeks later, one fateful night after crying myself to sleep, I found myself in the forest, trying to find my way back home. But every path I took led to a dead end.
When I was about to give up, a Lycan appeared before me, leaving me startled.
I watched this creature approach me, seeing that I had nowhere to run.
I thought it was going to end me, but what happened next amazed me.
The Lycan looked at my tummy and then back at my face. With delight in its eyes, it said, "You carry a special gift in you, Elara. A great gift."
"A gift? What are you talking about?" I questioned.
But suddenly, I woke up from my dream feeling nauseous. I want to throw up!
I ran into the bathroom and vomited, feeling so weak.
Washing my face, I wondered why I suddenly felt nauseous. That's when it hit me.
"Wait, I'm supposed to see my... Oh no, no, no! It can't be! " I panicked.
Reality struck me at once. I'm pregnant!
"This explains the heaviness I've been feeling in my abdomen and weakness lately. Goddess, I'm pregnant."
My heart came pounding, as I held my stomach, realizing I had a baby in my womb.
"I'm pregnant with Alpha Rayel's child. I'm carrying the Alpha's baby, " I said to myself, trying to calm my trembling heart.
Now knowing I'm pregnant, I couldn't tell if I should be happy or not.
"What if Rayel finds out about my child? He'll kill me! " I feared recurring all his torments and bullying.
Surely he's going to kill my child and me. He won't allow my pregnancy to ruin his happy home.
"I need to do something fast. I have to save my baby and myself, " I decided, seeing that as the only way out of this mess.
"I won't allow Rayel to take my child's life. I need to escape."
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The next day at around noon, with my plan in motion, I managed to steal a spare key to my room from the masked maid assigned to watch over me by the Luna.
She didn't even know when I took it from her.
I acted normal, roaming about the mansion, taking note of things.
Once midnight came, I grabbed three clothes and a blanket, secretly leaving my room with the key I stole, and making my way to the back entrance of the mansion.
I realized that the guards at that post hardly stayed around to keep guard. That gave me my chance to escape when I saw no one there.
I ran out of the mansion and out into the streets, making a run for my life.
For the first time in a month, I finally got to see what the outside looked like. I have never seen such a pack before.
The buildings, vehicles, signs... Where am I exactly?
As I ran, I noticed the forest ahead of the city. There I came across a sign that indicated the name of the pack I was in.
"Silver Crest. Where is Silver Crest? " I felt confusion taking over.
This means I have no chance of tracing my pack from here. I am in a strange land.
The only option is to run into the forest, far away from Rayel's reach.
"It's the only way to save my baby and I. " I touched my stomach, accepting my fate.
Without hesitation, I ran into the forest and made a stop at a tree.
To make sure Rayel never found me, I took out one of my dresses, ripped it apart, and cut my palm hard with the key I stole, decorating the torn dress with my blood.
"It's better he thinks I'm dead than for him to kill me with his own hands. I can't allow Rayel to find me, never."
I dropped the bloody attire down and made a run for it, far into the woods.
I don't know where I'm heading to, but I know it's far away from the Silver Crest pack, and away from Rayel.
~ Rayel’s POV I realized it had been a long time since I had seen Elara in the palace, and I missed her so much. While walking to the main hall for the morning assembly, I looked around to see if she was somewhere in the palace, most likely working or taking a stroll. I was heartbroken when I didn't see her, but I went on to attend the morning assembly. My thoughts were on her, and I was unable to concentrate on the meeting. I was relieved when the meeting ended, and I quickly walked out of the hall to my room. I was about to change clothes and go to her room to check on her, but Hazel entered my room. She approached me with a smile, and I returned her smile, but I was so hurt that I couldn't see Elara at the time. “Hello, my Luna,” I greeted Hazel with a hug and a forehead kiss. “How are you doing today?” I asked her. She replied to me that she was fine and then told me that she came to check up on me and to see if I had my breakfast yet. Hearing her talking about food made me re
~ Rayel’s POV I and Hazel stared at each other looking so confused about Elara’s whereabouts. We both paced around the room racking our brains on where she could be. One of the guards then came in to inform me that they were still unable to find Elara. “Take other guards and search outside the palace. Search the entire pack and bring Elara back home!” I yelled out. He scrambled out of the room and I watched him leave, my fists clenched in anxiety. I covered my mouth with one of my fists as I let out a small, yet heavy breath filled with fear and disturbance. I avoided looking at Hazel as I paced because I was scared and worried that she would see the emotions in my eyes. I risked a glance at her and saw that she also had an expression of worry on her face. One hand was placed on her flat belly and I felt a wave of guilt wash over me. Hazel had been nothing but kind and nice to Elara m, despite the fact that I had had to sleep with her for a child to call ours. And even after the nigh
Elara’s POV My heart was pounding with every step I took as I started running without turning back into the forest. The forest was too thick and I was so scared as I navigated throughout the entire place. My hand was on my belly the entire time, scared that my decision to run away from Alpha Rayel would do more harm than good to me and my baby. As I continued stumbling through the forest with no sense of where I was headed, unbidden images of Alpha Rayel played in my mind, from the moment I had first seen him to the utterly hurtful and cold look he had given me just mere hours after he had taken both my body and my heart. My eyes stung with unshed tears, I roughly swallowed the lump in the throat, knowing that I might never see him again and my baby might never meet his father. If only… I quickly and firmly shut the door on that thought. There is no point dwelling on what could never be, I caution myself. I knew that it was best that I accepted that I would have a mate who lov
~ Elara’s POV I groaned in pain as my stomach began to hurt badly and then I yelled out for help hoping someone would hear my cry and help me out. Groaning, I doubled over, the pain in my stomach twisting into a barbed fist. It wasn't a familiar ache, the kind that came with hunger, I was familiar with those. This was something else, a sharp, insistent demon clawing at my insides. I should not have been too hasty, I should have been careful and checked the fruits properly before eating, I thought to myself, still in pain. "Hello? Anyone there? Please, I need help," I managed to gasp out. At that point, I was no longer worried about Alpha Rayel or someone from his pack finding me. All I was worried about was pain gnawing my insides and the fear that something terrible could be happening to my baby. And it would be all my fault. I curled up, wrapping one arm around my belly and apologizing to my baby. I'm so sorry, sweetheart. Your mom did not mean to harm you on purpose. I'm so
~Rayel’s POV I was so scared that something bad might have happened to Elara when Beta Boris told me that the only place we have not searched was the Lake’s forest. Taking down the wild animals and the rogues in the Lake’s forest was not a problem for me but it had been a tradition in our pack not to always go to the forest without a tangible reason. Before the demise of my father, he had promised to tell me the reason behind that but he was unable to do so and also Boris explained to me that I shouldn’t let the member of the council know that I wasn’t aware of the situation or else they would make an issue out of it. There was a time that I even planned to wipe out the rogues and other things in the forest but I had a lot of resistance from the members of the council and I had no choice but to stay put and do nothing about the forest. Everyone stared at me waiting for me to give out the orders and I thought to myself that it was probably the best moment to take care of the forest an
Rayel's POV Beta Boris stared at me in consternation. I returned his gaze unflinchingly, but his steady gaze soon made me drop mine. I let out a heavy sigh and looked up towards the sky. I stared at the dark clouds, unable to push away my worry for Elara, despite the uncomfortable situation I was in. "Alpha Rayel?" He prompted, causing me to take my gaze off the sky and look back towards him. "Are you in love with Elara?" He asked again. I debated telling him the truth. I trusted Beta Boris with my life, he had been my Beta, supporting me right from the moment I was crowned as Alpha of the Silvercrest pack. We had just been teenagers, not ready for the huge responsibility when we received the news that our parents had died in a fatal car crash on the way to a council meeting. Even when a few territories wolves and members of the council had tried to take the throne, using the excuse of me being too young. Beta Boris' father had been my own dad's Beta when he had been alive and r
Rayel's POV Boris stared at me without saying anything and I knew that I had allowed my emotions to get the best out of me. I kept quiet as well and waited for the guards to return back to me with good news. After some minutes, Boris turned to me and then he looked a bit unrest, probably trying to choose his words carefully. "What do you plan to do, Alpha?" Boris asked, breaking the silence. I didn't have an answer. I was still grappling with the situation, torn between my love and my duty. "I... I don't know yet," I admitted, feeling a wave of helplessness wash over me. "But I will protect her, Boris. I swear it. Even if it means sacrificing everything." Boris placed a hand on my shoulder, his touch a source of comfort in the midst of my turmoil. "We will figure this out together, Alpha," he said with unwavering loyalty. "Just remember, you're not alone in this." From his words, I had a feeling Boris knew more than he was letting on. And although I was not ready to ask him and
Elara's POV "Hmm…" At the mention of my name, Rufus' face turned pensive and to be honest, a little bit scary. I scooted back a little, putting a protective arm around my belly. It was then that I remembered that I basically had no idea where I was. I could clearly remember running into the forest to get away from Alpha Rayel's pack, but after losing consciousness, I had no idea how Rufus had found me and the route that might have led to his abode. “What’s wrong?” I asked him, feeling a bit offended with the way he looked at me. “Nothing, El….” he seemed to have forgotten my name and then I reminded him that it was Elara. He smiled at me and then promised not to forget my name. After taking the bitter potion, I returned the cup to him and then thanked him properly for saving me and my baby. “It’s my pleasure, Elara,” he said. Just when I was about to stand up to leave his place, he pulled me back, explaining to me that I still needed some rest. “When you have rested well