LOGINBastian
I stared down at the girl the moon goddess paired me with and honestly the only thing I felt was irritation crawling up my spine. I still don’t understand how fate could look at all the warriors in the world, all the powerful females in royal packs, all the trained fighters and gifted wolves and somehow choose this small fragile looking thing as my mate. She looked so young and if not for the fact that she has been eating quite well since she married Caspian she would still be skinny like those sickly orphans we used to rescue when we were kids. It’s been three weeks since I returned to the castle which is already the longest I have stayed in this place in years. I usually come back for seven days to oversee some kingdom business with my twin then I leave again to manage our human world business empire. I never linger. There are too many memories in these walls and I hate every single one of them. Since I can’t shift to my wolf and can’t even talk to it, I am basically more disabled as a werewolf than Caspian ever was. Caspian couldn’t walk in human form but at least he could shift and stand on his feet in wolf form which is why he preferred staying in that form more than being himself. But me? I can’t even shift. My wolf is trapped inside me like a dying thing because of the accident we had together. The same accident that took our sister’s voice. The same accident that nearly killed us both. The prophetess told us that day our lives would never be normal again and we believed her because she saw things nobody else saw. But now everything changed because the moon goddess gave us something unbelievable. A mystic mender. The last one alive maybe. Half werewolf and half fae and a creature more powerful than any witch. And she doesn’t even know what she is. I looked at her small sleeping form on the bed and then turned to my twin brother, mind linking him immediately. I didn’t bother softening my tone. “It’s time to reject her. We’re fine now. You can walk and our injuries have reversed. The curse is broken. There’s no need to keep her anymore.”‘I told him through the mindlink. I felt Caspian’s shock like a punch but I didn’t care. I kept my eyes on her hair. The silver roots she was forced to hiding in her former pack were already showing and she said that was her real color. Mystic menders all had some kind of strange marking on them and that silver was one of the signs. She won’t stay long enough for us to see her full transformation because I don’t intend to let her remain here. Not with us or in this kingdom nor in our family. Our lineage has suffered enough from her kind. Our father kept one long ago as his mistress and that was the exact moment the downfall of our family began. Darkness fell on us like a curse. A curse that spread everywhere until even our younger sister Aurora was born with a speech impairment and hasn’t spoken more than three words since she was a child. And that was even before the accident. Now she barely speaks at all staying in her wing where nobody is allowed to enter except a few healers she trusts. And the last time the prophetess came she said Aurora’s condition was rapidly changing but she didn’t tell us how. Caspian’s voice cut through my mind link sharply. “Did you forget what the prophetess said about her?” I clenched my jaw because fuckinh no, I did not forget. I remember every damn word. “Hold on to Silver tightly. If she goes, everything in the kingdom will crumble. The balance will break and the darkness will rise again.” I remember it well but I do not care because mystic menders are a curse and a disaster and no matter how rare she is, she is still not my type. I told him exactly that. She is too young, too petite, too fragile amd too everything. She looks like a girl that should be in a kitchen learning how to cook soup not standing beside two kings. I don’t like her. I don’t want her. I don’t want a mate that makes me feel like I’m robbing a cradle. Immediately after I marked her that night I felt revulsion hit me so hard I nearly vomited. The bond felt wrong. Felt off like something that shouldn’t exist. I wanted to reject her immediately but Caspian stopped me. He said she was the last mystic mender alive and Mother confirmed it. I still don’t understand how the Queen Mother knew but we always suspected she had some kind of power. She proved it that day when she talked about Silver like she already saw her years ago. And then Silver told us about being rejected by her former mate and everything started making sense. Of course she was rejected. Who would want a malnourished young girl as a mate? Who would celebrate that? Even her wolf had gone dormant out of starvation. She was weak and fragile and not worth all the trouble destiny was forcing on us. She cannot become a queen of the entire werewolf. It is not possible because nobody is going to respect us when they find out. Coronation might have taken place but I made sure there are rumors about Caspian taking a more powerful warrior in future. I stood up from the bed tired of staring at her innocent face because it only made my annoyance worsen. We had just thoroughly fucked her together and she is still glowing from it. I told Caspian I was leaving. He didn’t look happy but I didn’t care. Right then Silver stirred in her sleep and Caspian immediately softened. He smiled at her and sat beside her like she was some precious treasure and I rolled my eyes because this whole thinh is a pretend and I know the only girl he wants is Viola. His ex mate that rejected him which is why I arranged for her to come back to him. She is coming back today I tried backing away quietly so she wouldn’t see me but she opened her eyes halfway and mumbled something. She asked Caspian where I was and he told her I went for pack business. She accepted it easily and they started speaking in hushed tones like some newly married couple and I wanted to gag because this girl didn’t belong in our world. Not with us or with me or with the curse hanging over her. I left the room and didn’t look back even once. This will be the last time I’m touching that girl. The last time she will ever warm my bed or breathe near me. I am healed and Caspian is healed. Our sister Aurora is healing. There is nothing left for her here. Nothing left she can give us. She should take her curse and go far away before she destroys everything.~SilverI woke up at three in the morning with a desperate need for pickles. Not just any pickles but th specific brand of sweet and spicy pickles that the pack house back at Mike’s territory always kept stocked. The ones that came in the jar with the green label and had exactly the right amount of crunch. My mouth was watering just thinking about them and suddenly nothing else in the entire world mattered except getting those pickles.I lay there for ten minutes trying to talk myself out of it. It was three in the morning. Everyone was asleep. I was supposed to be on bed rest technically even though the bond had formed last night and I felt physically fine. “This is ridiculous,” I muttered to myself as I got out of bed and pulled on a robe. “You’re losing your mind over pickles.”But I was already heading for the door!The palace was quiet and dark as I made my way down to the kitchens. I’d only been down here once before when Sarah had given me a tour but I remembered the general
~SilverCaspian slid two fingers inside me curling them to find that spot that made me see stars. My cunt clenched around him as he stroked me from within his tongue still working my clit. The dual stimulation was overwhelming"Please," I whimpered not even sure what I was begging for.Caspian lifted his head his chin glistening with my arousal and then I could see the red flashes in my head. I’m about to be obsessed with this again. “Not yet, Silver. We want to feel you come when we're both inside you."He positioned himself between my legs, his thick cock pressing against my entrance. With one smooth thrust, he buried himself to the hilt. I cried out at the sudden fullness, my cunt stretching to accommodate him. Bastian moved behind me, lifting me slightly so Caspian could slide deeper while positioning his own cock at my ass the Same was they used to do before. The first time I’d been terrified but they worked their way perfectly and I was hopelessly in love with them then. I ha
~SilverThey were both just standing there staring at me like I was a puzzle they couldn’t figure out how to solve and honestly it was getting ridiculous.“Okay this is already unbearable,” I said flatly. “If you two keep looking at me like I’m made of glass and might shatter at any second I’m going to lose my mind. I agreed to do this. I’m not going to break down sobbing the second you touch me so can we please just get on with it?”Bastian blinked. “We’re trying to be respectful.”“You’re being weird. Both of you.” I walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge. “Look I know this is awkward and complicated but making it more awkward by tiptoeing around isn’t helping anyone. We’ve done this before. Granted that was before you rejected me and ruined everything but the mechanics are still the same.”Even I am shocked at how cold the words sounded from my mouth but I refuse to show em. Caspian let out a surprised laugh. “Did you just reduce sex with your mates to mechanics?”“Would
~SilverThe hours passed in blur with preparation and counting down hours like a prisoner waiting for execution.Sarah tried to keep me distracted with painting sessions and gossip from the palace but nothing could stop the relentless march of time. Aurora visited twice and held my hand without asking questions she knew I couldn’t answer. Dr. Woods came by every morning to check on the baby and each time she gave me a look that said the clock was ticking louder and I needed to hurry.Mike called six times and I ignored every single one because I couldn’t handle his anger or his concern or the guilt that came with knowing I was keeping so much from him. The Queen Mother sent flowers with a note that simply said “be brave” and I cried over it for twenty minutes before pulling myself together.And now it was the day. The sun had set an hour ago and I was standing in my tower room wearing a silk nightgown that Sarah had picked out because apparently even transactions required proper att
~SilverThe panic attack hit and my vision went spotty and my heart was racing so fast I thought it might explode. I tried to stand up but my legs wouldn’t hold me and I ended up on the floor gasping for breath that wouldn’t come.I don’t know how long I was there. Could have been second or minutes or damn hours but then the door burst open and Sarah rushed in followed immediately by Bastian.“Silver!” Sarah dropped to her knees beside me. “What happened? What’s wrong?”I couldn’t answer and barely see through the tears and the panic.Bastian was suddenly there too kneeling in front of me and his hands were hovering like he wanted to touch me but didn’t know if he should. “Silver look at me. Focus on my voice. You’re having a panic attack. You need to breathe.”“I can’t,” I gasped out. “I can’t breathe.”“Yes you can. Watch me.” He took an exaggerated breath in and let it out slowly. “In through your nose. Out through your mouth. Match my breathing.”I tried then failed then tried ag
~SilverI made it almost a full day before Viola found me. Sarah had just left to get me dinner and I was alone in my room trying to convince myself to eat the crackers she had left behind when my door opened without a knock. I looked up expecting Sarah to have forgotten something but instead Viola stood in the doorway wearing a smile that made my skim crawl.“Well well well. The precious Healer is bedridden.” She closed the door behind her and I immediately felt trapped. “I heard you had a medical emergency. How tragic.”I sat up straighter even though my body protested. “Get out Viola.”“Why? We’re both grown women. Surely we can have a civilized conversation.” She walked further into the room and I tracked her movements like you would track a predator. “I wanted to check on you to make sure you and your little bastard are doing alright.My hands went protectively to my stomach. “I’m fine. Now leave.”“You don’t look fine. You look pale and scared and exhausted.” She sat down in th







