MEANDRA’S POV
I winced at the burning sensation that I felt on the palms of my hand. I don't know how much time had passed and I had no idea how much time would be left if I'm done with feeling the drums. I could hear the not so subtle snickers and the cackling of the guards in the background. I knew my hands were probably going to be swollen in the morning but I couldn't find it in me to care. If anything I anticipated the pain that would follow, each time I pulled the fetcher from the well. I could already feel my body becoming weak with exhaustion but I didn't allow myself to linger on the feeling. I don't know how long time had passed but from the look of the moon, I could tell that it was approaching the wee hours of the morning. “Should probably consider taking her in for the night. Been long since I had some entertainment,” I heard one of the guards laugh. Even though I tried to show no emotion, no matter how much I tried to feel nothing. I still felt the cold shudder travel down my spine. The thought of his slimy hands on my skin made my skin crawl with irritation but I also knew if he were to carry out his words. There would be nothing that I would be able to do about it. Fighting would get me nothing but more pain and more punishment and I didn't know if I could survive being on the receiving end of the king's rage. He's already told me what to expect. What was the point of giving him more reason to make me reasonable? “The king would kill you, Dante? You know you can't do that,” one of the guards spoke. I closed my eyes and sighed. I subtly breathed out a sigh of relief as the guard debunked the idea almost immediately. My hands shook slightly as I struggled to pull up the fetcher. “Don't be such a kill sport. You don't think I know that?” But how's he going to know if we don't tell him?” He spoke up again. I could feel his gaze piercing into the back of my skin. I fought hard not to shiver and give off the notion that I was listening into their conversation. My eyes fluttered closed for a brief second. My heart was back to being in my throat. “Besides. It's not like anyone would care. She's been tossed around from Lord to Lord. Why not enjoy some of the benefits as well why we still can,” Dante spoke up. My heart raced uncontrollably. Any minute from now. There was a high tendency that I was going to throw up the contents of my stomach of what was left of it anyway. My mouth suddenly tastes bitter and my eyes watered with tears for a brief second. Being passed down from one Lord to another, being forced to occupy their bed, spread my legs, clean their chambers, kiss their feet. For a brief moment, I could feel raw hatred threatening to consume me from the inside out. So intense that I thought I would burn on the spot from the intensity of it. Being passed down to the guards was another thing. I wonder how much I would be able to take before I completely shattered. I could sense Dante taking a step towards me. “Hey, You. How about you drop that for a second and you follow me,” he placed his cold hand on my shoulder. I fought hard not to flinch. I froze. Before I could mutter anything in response. The guard that I heard earlier spoke up. “If you lay a finger on her. I'm going to have to report you to the king, Dante,” he said calmly. I held my breath. A second spiralled into a minute before Dante reluctantly pulled his hand away from my shoulder. “You're such a cock block, Lucas,” Dante growled. The other guards threw taunts at Lucas. Insults were hurled my way as well but at least I couldn't feel Dante's hand on my shoulder anymore so I would take it as a win. My hands were beginning to tremble. Exhaustion was beginning to catch up with me once more. Any moment from now, I'm convinced that there's a possibility that I might break. But I couldn't keep up. Neither could I control it. Lord Martin, Lord Lucien, Lord Travis, Lord Luther and Lord Damien. At the remembrance of these Lords, unwanted memories of torture flooded through my mind. I could still feel the pain of the bruises on my skin. I could still feel it all. Martin's whip against my back, I could still feel Luther's fingers bruising the inside of my thighs as he forced my legs open. I could still remember the vile names he called each time he forced my legs open. My exhaustion was immediately replaced with fierce pain. I struggled to raise up the fetcher until I could hear one of the guards approaching. “The lord has given orders for her to return to the cell. She continues tomorrow,” he said. I was caught in-between feeling relief and feeling dread. My body was exhausted and I could use the brief rest but I also didn't want to be confined to the darkness of the cellar. Before I could process anything else, I felt two strong hands grip my arms. I didn't struggle. I let them pull me away from the well. We headed back inside through the dark corridor and walked till we arrived at the cell. “Guess, daddy can't save you now. How does it feel to be a tyrant princess?” the one at the right sneered at me. Mockery and hatred lingered beneath his eyes. He not so gently flung me into the cell. My body screamed in pain as it made a hard impact with the ground. My heart stung with pain. My body too. I looked up at them as they threw taunts at me sliding the bar iron shut. I noticed one of them remained quiet. He stared at me for a little longer than necessary. He looked at me with... pity? They finally left and I was engulfed in the darkness and the silence. All I needed to do was subject myself to obedience and I would get through this. Through all of it. The image of Alejandro flashed through my mind. His curious eyes, his promises of pain and torture. No matter how much I tried to hold back on my emotion, no matter how much I tried not to linger on the intense hatred that I felt, it consumed me from the inside out and I clung onto it because it was the only thing that gave me hope. I recalled every one of their faces. Martin, Lucien, Travis, Luther, Damien. My heart paused at the thought of Alejandro, the relish in his cold eyes when he described in detail how he was going to make me suffer. My hatred intensified. I was going to have to swallow every humiliation, endure every assault and when I had completed my sentence, I was going to come back for each of them, one after the other. My thirst for revenge heightened. I was going to subject all of them to misery.ALEJANDROEverything went by so fast, from finding out the pregnancy was fake–A carefully woven lie to trap me into a marriage I never wanted to the next feast where I would reveal what I had discovered and the fate of Jasquire and Malachi who had created this lie. Meandra stood beside me, her posture confident despite the nerves I knew fluttered beneath her calm exterior. She wore the finest gown, dyed a deep violet that complimented the richness of her skin, and adorned with gold jewelry.Her wrists jingled when she walked, and her ears glittered with emeralds. She was no longer the girl others looked past. She stood as the woman I loved, radiant and deserving.I took her hand before everyone, holding it openly for the first time. Gasps rippled through the hall, but I stood firm.“Welcome everyone,” I began, voice carrying clear, “I come before you as a man ready to correct a wrong that should never have existed.I had long believed myself bound by duty. Bound to marry Jasquire un
ALEJANDROIt hadn’t started as anything serious. At least, that’s what I told myself.The first few times I stayed over were simple. A place to rest. A bed to share. Nothing more.Or so I tried to believe. But even then, something about being near her settled the restless parts of me—those pieces I’d long grown used to keeping on edge.I remember the first night I fell asleep beside her.I hadn’t meant to. We were just talking—she was curled up at the far edge of the mattress, half-asleep, her voice soft and fading—and I told myself I’d only stay until she dozed off. Just a few minutes.But the room was warm, and her breathing slowed, and something about that quiet… pulled me in.That night, I fell asleep facing her, barely inches between us.By the time the visits became frequent, it was already too late to pretend it didn’t mean something.I began to notice little things.How her hair would cling to her cheek in sleep, and I’d have to brush it back gently just to see her face. How s
ALEJANDROMeandra had fainted.I reached her room within minutes, my steps quick and uneven, heart thudding with a growing sense of dread. The door was already ajar, and as I stepped inside, the sight that met me made my breath catch.She was lying motionless on her bed, her limbs limp, her face pale and drawn as if all her life had been drained from her. Her hair spilled across the pillow like a shadow, damp with sweat, and her chest rose and fell with slow, shallow breaths.A doctor met my gaze and spoke in a hushed voice, “She fainted. From fatigue... and hunger, we think. She hasn’t eaten properly in days.”The words struck harder than I expected. Fatigue and starvation.How long had she been pushing herself past the edge, ignoring her own needs, hiding the signs until her body gave out? I moved closer, slowly, carefully, as if any sudden movement might shatter the stillness in the room.Her hands, folded limply on her stomach, looked thinner than I remembered. There were faint tr
MEANDRAI was going to get my revenge on all of them. Every single one of the kings who had used me, discarded me, tortured me—not just in body, but in soul. One by one, I had marked them in my mind, engraved their faces into the walls of my memory like graffiti scratched into stone.From the very first king, who’d broken me in with cold hands and colder words.I had waited. I watched. I had survived.I watched them through the ajar door to see the kings sitting around the large table.The scent of roasted meat and spiced wine hung heavy in the air, a grotesque celebration of power. And I—dressed in red silk that clung to my skin and exposed my body to them once again.I just had to walk among them, smiling.Pretending. I'll be tossed to the last king then I would my revenge to everyone. And then came his name.Alejandro—The thought seized in my throat.I couldn’t say it. Couldn’t breathe it. Couldn’t even finish the syllable in my mind. It sat there, sharp and unspoken, stabbing m
ALEJANDRO“Why do you keep letting your daughter run wild?” I demanded an answer, my voice already rising before the door even clicked shut behind me. I flung my arm out in a sweeping gesture, as if the air alone could carry the weight of my fury.Malachi closed the door slowly, as though buying himself time. He turned to face me with a puzzled frown creasing his brow. “What’s this about?” he asked, but I didn’t give him the courtesy of a pause.“She was in my room,” I snapped. “On my bed. Lying there like it belonged to her. And I don’t recall letting her in.”His mouth parted slightly, eyes narrowing with a flicker of disbelief. “Who was?”“Your daughter,” I said through gritted teeth, biting back the instinct to shout louder than I already had. “Your wild, wandering daughter who thinks she can barge into other people’s private spaces without asking.”“I—” He blinked, shaking his head slightly. “You’re saying she was in your quarters? Just now?”“Yes. Now. This morning. I woke up to
ALEJANDROThe first thing I registered was warmth.Not the kind that came from sunlight through parted curtains, nor the familiar heat of too many blankets wrapped around his legs.This warmth was breathing. It felt as though someone was lying by my side.My eyes flew open.For a long, horrible second, I didn’t move. My brain didn’t quite believe what my eyes were showing me.Someone was in my bed.Not on the bed—in the bed, half covered by a blanket, lying with their back to me as if they belonged there. Long hair fanned over the pillow. A shoulder peeking out from under the covers.One pale, slender arm curled loosely against my chest. As if they’d fallen asleep mid-embrace.I didn’t recognize the arm.My heart thumbed, and immediately, I jerked back, the bed creaking too loudly. She hummed, turning to reveal her face. Jasquire.My eyebrows furrowed.I shot up and scrambled off the mattress.What the hell?The room spun as I rose too fast. My temples throbbed. A sour taste in my mou