Chapter 127

Heloriet

I called him. I gathered all the courage I've packed and called him.

I glance at the clock. Turning away I realize I had not registered the time,so I checked again.

Only an hour remaining. One hour and he'll be here.

After watching the news for more times that usual,I headed to my bedroom.

The rest of the time was spent with me in bed feeling pathetic and regretting all my life choices.

A knock came and the knob turned.

"I'm okay now,you can leave." I say under the blankets.

I heard his low chuckle as he came closer.

The weight shifted on the left side. A soft hand landed on my arm.

"I saw it."

"It's bad but I have dealt with it. You can go."

"I need you to look at me."

"No."

Silence.

I sigh and uncover my face. He uses his finger to turn my head into his direction.

"I'm not crying." I say avoiding his eyes. "Is that's what you are looking for."

"How have you dealt with it?"

Good question.

I had no answer.

I sat upright. "Wanna have sex?" I lean in,my hand resting on his th