I knew I couldn't look at Ron in the eyes and told him that I couldn't be his friend anymore. It was killing me inside I didn't want to let him go.
I just sat by the balcony and my heart felt so heavy. I thought back to how I first met Ron and I felt myself chuckling.
FLASHBACK
"mommy do I have to?" she just gives me a glare and I shut my mouth.
"What were you thinking Isabella?" she whisper yells at me.
"I'm sorry."
"I'm not the one you should be apologizing to." I just look at her and back to the boy I assaulted.
"But mommy he was following me around."
"He was trying to be your friend Isabella." she gives me a hard glare and I sigh in defeat.
"bu-"
"I don't want to hear anything from that mouth of yours young lady unless it's an apology to that boy."
I fold my arms over my chest but one look from my mother I stopped and I made my way over to the boy.
The moment I got to him
"Ruby this is the hundredth time I'm calling you where are you I'm starting to get worried." then I heard a beep. I just sighed and put my phone on my lap."Ruby it's me again where are you please get back to me as soon as you can where are you?" it beeped again I find myself just staring at my phone this is the first time Ruby has ever done something like this she's the type of person you can always get ahold of when you needed her this is unlike her.I stand up and start walking out of my room as I make my way towards the kitchen. As I'm walking down the stairs I hear voices."She'll...come... my... house." I hear a woman talking but I couldn't make out what she was saying.I then followed her voice. When I got there I just stood frozen.She was a brunette whose face was smeared in so much makeup and her dressing wasn't doing her any justice. She was wearing a mini skirt and from where I was standing I could literally see everything it was barely covering
[chapter contains a little violence] ***I look at the clock on the wall and it's officially midnight and no sign of Ace. Since our little conversation I haven't heard anything from him. It's nothing new but I don't like the way we left things.I tried reaching out to him a dozen times but his phone went straight voicemail.I just prayed that nothing happened to him, on the other hand I still haven't heard anything from my sister yet. My parents aren't talking to me either but then again I'm the one who chose to cut them off but I could really use my mother right now.I must have zoned out because when I look at the clock again it was now 2am and still no Ace.I found myself getting more anxious. That's when I heard the door opening.I immediately jumped up from the sofa I couldn't really see anything since I have been sitting in the dark. That's when I went over and switched the lights on.That's when I got a better look at the person and sure enough it
"Ruth?" I ask but she doesn't reply all she does is smile at me extending her hands towards me."Talk to me please." I plead but still no answer. She smiled so brightly, suddenly her smile faded the once beautiful smile she had put on her face gone. That's when she started to walk away."Ru-""Miss Isabella." I hear my name being called but I try to focus on Ruth but she was gone."Miss Isabella are you there?!" that's when I fluttered my eyes open and I looked around and saw that I was in my room on the floor. I saw that it was bright outside. I then concluded in my head that it was Ruth in my dreams but God it felt so real."Miss Isabella?" I then stood up and went to the door and when I opened it was a face I had never seen before.She didn't even wait for my invitation she just entered and went straight to my bed."Ma'am did you make your bed?" she asks a bit sceptical, and when I looked over it seemed as though no one had slept on it which is true.That's when events of yesterday
"Fuck I can't deal with this shit anymore." he says running his hand through his head."What are you talking about?""Are you that fucking dump?" I just stared at him."I don't fucking love you goddammit, I can't fucking pretend like I do because God knows I don't." the moment he uttered those words I felt my world crumbling down."What are you... That's not true Ace." I say as I reach my hands to touch his cheek but he just brushed my hand off." Ace you love me." I say tears already threatening to fall down my face I could feel myself shaking it can't be true he loves me."I know you might be going through some stuff right now and I'm here for you but please don't say that you don't love me please." my voice cracking at the end."I don't fucking love you and I can't do this anymore I want my fucking freedom because this is torture." he says while pointing between the two of us."Th-""then why? Why would... Why would you do that to me why?" I couldn't stop the tears anymore, all tha
God it felt like I had been hit by a ton of bricks, my body felt so sore. That's when I flattered my eyes open and it took me awhile for them to adjust to the light and when I was finally able to get a better view I looked around and I couldn't recognize where I was. That's when I started to panic.I then without thinking I took the warm sheet and removed it off me I I started getting down from the bed only it was like my legs had a mind of their own.One moment I was on the floor the next thing I felt my legs giving out. I just held my breath and brazed for impact only just before I hit the floor a pair of muscular hands held on to me and when I looked up God I saw the sexist man I had ever laid my eyes on his eyes those eyes are the same eyes I had dreamt of. His jawline I could trace it with my finger and never get tired. His short beard the way his hair fell to his forehead."Where the fuck do you think you are going?" his voice dark and full with demand but yet it was sexy God wh
To think I actually thought he was handsome, he is just a rude arrogant jerk, who does he think he is. I mean I did cost him his deal but it's not like it was on purpose."Okay just go thank him and leave" I tell myself.I then left the room and went looking for him but it was just endless amounts of rooms and I really had no clue where I was headed. That's when I heard a voice,so I followed the sound in hopes of finding the person.It led me to a room with endless amounts of books, I would assume it was a study of some sort but God I could get lost in those books any day."Can I help you?" I hear a voice behind me in a British accent, I then turned around and standing in front of me was another hot sexy men where do these people come from I think to myself.He looked like Mr arrogant but he was a little shorter, he was nothing compared to the other man but God he was still so hot.I realized I was staring so I cleared my throat."I-um I was looking for someone." I say nervously I men
"Ace please stop." I say with tears rolling down my cheeks."Oh baby you know you want this." I tried to push him off me but that seemed to tick him off and slapped me across the face and he was mad.I just put one hand on to my face looking at him in disbelief he did it again he promised he wouldn't lay his hands on me ever again.He then grabbed on to my hair tight and made me look at him it was like anger filled his eyes. "You will fucking give me what I want and don't fucking act like you don't want this because you were fucking begging me to fuck you just the other day I'm giving you what you fucking wanted."He then ripped my shirt off."Fuck baby these tits look amazing." he then took off my bra and started sucking on my breasts."Please stop.""Fucking shut up or I'll make you regret it."I couldn't just let him do this to me I continued fighting but he ended up slapping me again. It was like he enjoyed seeing me suffer and it seemed to turn him on how messed up was he.He the
"Miss you have to eat." one of the maids says while staring at me, I'm sure I looked very lifeless."Miss you can't continue doing this to yourself you haven't eaten in days I don't know what's going on between the boss and you but miss this is not healthy." but I just ignore her cries. I just kept on staring at the wall right at the side of my bed.She just sighed and left the meal on my nightstand like she always does.I haven't been able to cope with what happened to me, I've been avoiding him but that didn't stop the pain I was feeling all the love I thought I had for him was gone.I felt tears streaming down my face and I hugged my arms tight.I then stood up and went to the bathroom and I went to my drawer and searched for what I was looking for. When I finally got it I just stared at it with its sharp sides. I just inspected it and I lifted my arm up. I tried to so hard to push myself to cut myself with the razer but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.I looked at the mirror