MasukChapter 3: The Transition
In the chaotic state of my mind, a realization suddenly hit me—I didn’t even know the man carrying me. I didn’t know how they entered our house without being stopped by Aunt Ophelia, who’s even worse than our dog Tati when it comes to barking at strangers. I didn’t know how they got into my room without going through the door.
I wanted to fight back, but my body wouldn’t let me. It felt like I was drugged and had completely lost control. Who the hell is this jerk claiming me as his slave just because he helped me? What the hell is happening to me?
I sniffled. My head was close to his chest, and I could smell his cologne. His manly scent lingered on my nose. Oh fuck. Is that the drug? Why does it smell so damn good? He's drugging me through his scent!
Then I heard a chuckle in my head.
"Your girl is interesting, Brix. She’s exaggerated—but in a good way. Funny, too. I guess you’ve finally found what you were looking for."
If I had to guess, Brix was the one carrying me, and the other voice belonged to Oscar. At least now I knew who had taken me. I just needed to see them to satisfy this feeling inside me. What do they look like? Why does it feel like they only exist in dreams—as if they’re not supposed to be in this world?
Even with my eyes closed, I could feel someone staring at me. It was heavy—like an electric current shooting through my veins. Right. I guess I am being exaggerated, just like Oscar said. But that’s really how it felt.
“Normie,” Brix finally said after a few seconds.
Something in me shifted. My senses changed direction. A sudden heat surged in my body, and I smelled something from afar that made my body react wildly. I didn’t know what it was, but my body longed for it.
“It’s starting, Brix. She needs to drink as soon as possible.”
That must be it—whatever Oscar was referring to must be what’s making my throat dry. If I was right, they were taking me somewhere I could drink it. Well, at least they were helping me.
I felt our movements stop. Brix was now moving more lightly—as if walking. I guessed we had arrived at the place they mentioned. I wanted to open my eyes, but I couldn’t.
“Master Brix,” another voice said. It was familiar. Where had I heard it before? “Everything is settled. Lord Severo attended an emergency meeting but will return shortly. We must prepare before he gets back. Also, your sister has arrived to witness the transition.”
“What?!” There was irritation in Brix’s voice. “This is getting out of hand. What’s the big deal about this?”
“Do you have a problem, Brixton Wenz Cardinal?” A new voice, this time a woman’s, chimed in. Probably the sister. “I heard the news—that the handsome Cardinal finally found his pet.”
I didn’t understand their conversation. Why couldn’t they just give me what I needed to drink so I could stop feeling this way? I still had to cook lunch. Aunt Ophelia would kill me if she didn’t find me in my room.
“Astra is getting weak,” Oscar said.
If these three were siblings, then Oscar was definitely the most considerate.
I felt someone come close to me. A hand gently caressed my face down to my lips. It was soft and delicate, clearly a woman. Like Brix, she also left a fragrant scent in the air.
“Sis Nath, stop staring at her. She needs to drink,” Oscar said.
Listen to Oscar, you idiots!
“Idiot?” Brix repeated, stunned.
Oscar chuckled. “She’s so fascinating.”
“Shhh…” Nath shushed him. “Seductive lips…” she murmured, touching my lips again, inspecting me. “Long, silky black hair. Glowing skin. Pointed nose. Her blood smells good. Damn it, Brix. She’s fine!”
Wait. Blood? Can she smell my blood?
Brix laughed. “Fine to kill.”
Kill? Who the hell are these people?
“Let’s bring her inside,” said a voice I now recognized—it was the doctor from the clinic, Mr. Billy.
Brix started walking again. I could hear their footsteps against what sounded like marble floors. Their voices echoed as they talked. I started to feel scared.
I heard a door open.
“When are you leaving, Sis Nath?” Oscar asked.
“Maybe not for a while. I want to get to know this girl,” Nath replied.
My back landed on a soft bed. I could feel all of them staring at me now.
“Wake her up,” Brix commanded.
I winced when something pricked my arm. A few moments later, I started regaining strength. I could now open my eyes, but I didn’t. What if they weren’t human? What if they were monsters?
“Damn, I love how she thinks!” Nath giggled.
“Told you, Brix. She’s interesting.”
“Open your eyes,” Brix ordered.
I kept them shut.
“I said open your damn eyes!” Brix shouted. His voice rose, but he didn’t physically force me. I heard him sigh. “See, Oscar? She’s my slave, yet she doesn’t even obey me!”
“Open your eyes, Astralla,” Nath said solemnly.
I sighed and slowly opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was the chandelier’s light and a white ceiling. I swallowed hard and looked ahead—three strangers stood before me... and Mr. Billy, the doctor.
I looked at a man with a buzzcut and mischievous eyes. He must be Oscar.
“Right. Oscar here,” he said, grinning wider.
Next, my eyes landed on a woman in a red dress. Her long gray hair flowed down her back, her lips were crimson, her lashes thick. She looked like a model—and now I realized how tall they all were.
My throat went dry again when I looked at the tallest man—the last one. His neck tilted slightly as he stared at me, jawline sharp. Hair in a loose pompadour, lips pressed, eyes staring dangerously. He wore a plain white shirt. His muscles flexed as he crossed his arms.
“Gorgeous,” Nath whispered. “Hey there, Astra. I’m Nathalia. Nath, for short. We can either be best friends… or mortal enemies. You decide.” She smiled sweetly.
“W-water...” I mumbled. My throat was burning.
Oscar laughed. “Water? That’s not what you need right now.”
Nath looked at Mr. Billy and nodded. He bowed and exited.
I couldn’t keep up with their stares. Something about them intimidated me—the way they looked so elegant, so striking... so inhuman.
Nath cleared her throat and sat beside me, helping me sit up. “What’s your lipstick shade?” she suddenly asked.
I stared at her face. She was stunning—so elegant in movement and speech.
“Thanks,” she smiled. “But seriously, your lipstick shade? Are those eyelashes real? What’s your skincare routine?”
“Whoa, whoa!” Oscar joined us. “Stop, Sis. She’s still in shock. Right, Astra?”
I couldn’t respond. I couldn’t even look at the tall guy—Brix.
“Hey, Brix,” Nath said. I couldn’t help but look at him when she called his name. Our eyes met. I swallowed hard. “Why don’t you introduce yourself? Since you two will be spending a lot of time together.”
“What?” I blurted in my head.
“Not really,” Brix said. “I’ll replace her as soon as I find another one.”
“W-what’s happening?” I finally voiced out.
“You’re in transition, Astra,” Oscar answered, clearing his throat when he saw my confusion. “I mean... you’re between two worlds. You’re not fully one of us, but you’re close. You need one thing to complete the change. I hope that makes sense.”
It didn’t. Not at all. Transition? Becoming one of them? I knew it—they’re on drugs and want me to join them.
Oscar burst out laughing, falling onto the bed, clutching his stomach.
Yup. Definitely losing their minds.
“What kind of thinking is that?” Brix interrupted, raising his thick brows. I could smell his disappointment. “Are you really that naïve? Think deeper. But then again, you’re human. Nothing about you is profound.”
“Hey, chill. Give her time, Brix. She can’t absorb everything all at once,” Oscar said.
Brix scoffed. “Humans are so stupid.”
His words pierced me. I was so annoyed I didn’t know how to let it out. But I had to be smart—I was in their territory.
Then the door opened again. Mr. Billy came in with a girl in a trance. She looked out of it.
“Don’t worry, Astra. You’ll like it,” Nath whispered.
Oscar pulled the girl close to me and wiped her arm before holding it near my mouth. I stared at her arm, then at Oscar, who nodded.
I took a deep breath and leaned in. I stared at her arm for a moment… and kissed it.
Silence followed.
Oscar puffed his cheeks, trying not to laugh.
“Astra, girl...” Nath said with a grimace. “You don’t kiss it. You bite and suck it.”
I froze.
Bite?
“You’re kidding me.” My lips trembled. I wasn’t the type to cry, but tears welled in my eyes. “I don’t want this. I just want to go home. Please, bring me home.”
“Yeah,” Brix nodded. “After your transition.”
“No. P-please... I just want to go home.”
For the first time, I truly wanted to go home. I didn’t care if it was with Aunt Ophelia or Eliyah—just far away from this.
“You still don’t understand, Astra,” Brix said. “Don’t you remember what happened that night? When you were being a pathetic human chasing after a man to help someone you didn’t even know? Don’t you remember the pain when you were stabbed—”
“Stop!” I screamed, trembling. I pushed myself back against the headboard. “I-I don’t want to think about it. Please. Just let me go.”
Nathalia’s eyes softened. I didn’t need pity—I needed to get away. I didn’t know who they were, and I didn’t want to. I didn’t want to be here… to feel this… or know what came next.
“Finally, you’re beginning to understand,” Nath said sadly. “Now, all you have to do is accept it. This is your fate, Astra. You can’t escape it.”
I covered my ears. Shut my eyes. Tears fell again.
I failed. I promised not to cry again, but I failed.
“Stop being so dramatic and enjoy it,” Brix muttered, clearly annoyed. “Fine. I know this isn’t easy to understand. But you have no choice.”
“We’re vampires,” Oscar said.
That made me freeze.
“We’ve lived for centuries. We’ve seen this world evolve. Blood is all we need. As long as humans exist, so will vampires. We can’t be killed by bullets or knives. And you, Astralla Martin... are now one of us. Like it or not.”
My hands fell from my ears.
“C-can I go to the restroom first?” I asked.
Nathalia and Oscar exchanged glances.
“Mr. Billy...”
“Yes, Lady Nathalia.” The smiling old man approached. “I’ll assist you, Lady Astra.” He held out his hand. “Shall we?”
I took his hand, and we left the room. I walked past Brix. Once we exited, I finally felt like I could breathe. The house was huge. Chandeliers everywhere. Spotless. Not a speck of dust.
“Are you okay, Lady Astra?” Mr. Billy asked.
“A-are you one of them?”
He nodded. “I’m Billy Sandoval, the Cardinals’ butler. I serve Lord Severo, their father and founder of the Nightfall Clan.”
I nodded even if I didn’t understand. I looked up—this mansion must have five floors. Paintings lined the walls. I didn’t pay attention—most of them were portraits of Nathalia, Brix, and Oscar in different clothes.
“Here, Lady Astra.” Mr. Billy opened the restroom door. “I’ll wait here. Call me if you need anything.”
I nodded. Once inside, he closed the door. I was stunned—this restroom was larger than our whole house. Luxurious, glittering chandelier, and strangely... no mirror.
I turned toward a large window. I saw a field outside. I opened it and stepped out, ensuring no one was around.
I ran.
But someone blocked me.
I froze—Brix. His red eyes glared. His fangs peeked out.
“I-I’m going home,” I said.
He smirked. “Then go.”
But just as I took a few steps, something rose up my throat. I fell, nauseous. My skin burned under the sun. Tears fell.
“I saved you, Astra,” Brix said, standing tall over me. “Now, you live to serve me. Your life is mine.”
I smirked. “Serve who?”
The world spun.
“Can’t you just be thankful I saved your life?”
I laughed. “I didn’t want to be saved.”
He flinched but recovered quickly. “Unfortunately, you’re still breathing. And as long as you breathe, you’re mine. You’ll obey me. You’re my pet—I can throw you away whenever I want.”
Tears rolled down.
“You turned me into a monster!” I screamed. “I won’t forgive you!”
He tilted his neck and laughed. “Monster? Just because we drink blood? I don’t care if you forgive me. Dramatic much. No matter what you do, you will serve me. You’ll never die… unless I decide.”
With my last breath, I screamed, “You can have my life, not my decisions, you demon! Turn me into a monster all you want—but someday, you’ll regret saving me. You’ll regret meeting me!”
I sniffled... my body felt numb.
“I’ve lived for centuries, Astralla. That threat doesn’t work.”
I chuckled bitterly through the pain and anger.
“That’s because… you’ve never lived them with me.”
“I have another mission after this,” said Brix. “I might leave tomorrow. Don’t do anything stupid again. Just follow what I told you. I know you know what I mean.”I turned to him and stared absentmindedly at his face.“What?” he asked.“You’re handsome, Brix.” That just slipped out.He looked confused. “Now you’re showing affection?”“You’ve always been handsome to me,” I said. “I’m not blind, you know?” I leaned in and he backed away. “You have fans ready to kill for you, eyes that pierce through boundaries, and the ability to make any woman lose her mind with just a touch—or believe they’ve kissed the greatest vampire ever. Truly, a beast.”“What the hell are you saying?” His cheeks turned red, probably from the alcohol. “You’re drunk. Are you done drinking?”“Handsome fool.” I laughed. “Handsome idiot. Damn it, Brixton Wenz Cardinal. You might even be more handsome than Oscar. Lord Severo’s handsome too. You kinda look alike.”Brix just shook his head and took another drink.“Eliy
Brix stood there and looked down at me like I was just some pathetic crap in his way.“W-What did you just say?” I asked, fists clenched.He let out a heavy sigh and said, “I thought tears could blur your eyesight, not your eardrums. Uhm. I must be missing something here.”I nodded.I helped myself up, brushed off the dirt sticking to me, and faced Brix. His gaze was still serious. I wanted so badly to change that, to wipe the seriousness off his face.“First Evan, and now Celeste...” He shook his head. “How many more warnings do you need to finally learn? You’ll keep hurting yourself if you continue like this.”“Why did you come back?” I asked instead.He simply shrugged.“You look like you just came back,” I said, eyeing his dirty clothes stained with blood. “Weren’t you supposed to report to Lord Severo? Come on, Brix. Lord Severo wants good news from his underdog.”His eyes narrowed at my words, but I didn’t show any sign of fear. I’d already been through the worst—ruining things
“This is one of the reasons I haven’t been around lately. It was a hard decision because Celeste has been great. She was no trouble. I’m thankful for that. But… I want something new this time.”“Hmm…” Lord Severo tapped his fingers on the table, thinking.“I don’t see any reason, but it’s your choice, son. You can get another whenever you want.”I looked at Celeste. Her head was down, her fists clenched.I turned my gaze to Oscar.Is that it? Just because he couldn’t figure things out, he’s letting her go? Is this how he always plays it safe? This is bullshit!“My plan is to swap her with someone else, Papa,” Oscar continued.“That’s my decision.”“Your choice, Oscar.”I lost my appetite entirely.“Once I find someone new, they can assist you, Lady Astra,” Oscar said to me.“I’ll make sure they’re skilled so you won’t have a hard time.”I swallowed. I wanted to express my resentment, but I still chose my words carefully.“I’m good, Master Oscar. I think Master Resty can teach me well.
“Astra? Is that you?”Shit, shit. It’s really Eliyah. My cousin.I tried to approach, but one of the three men quickly stopped me. I couldn’t do anything except stare at my cousin. His eyes were blindfolded, but I recognized him instantly.“Astra? Is that you?” he asked again.I swallowed and turned to the man holding my arm.“W-what’s this? What are you doing? Let him go.”He shook his head.“We can’t.”“Wait... Is this really a syndicate?” Eliyah asked again. “Shit. Are you part of a syndicate now, Astra? Is that why you suddenly got rich? I don’t understand.”“What violation?” I asked calmly.“We caught him hovering around,” the guard responded. “He might be a spy sent by another clan. We need to report him to Lord Wenson. He’ll take care of it.”“Astra? Do you know him?” Celeste asked.“If I were you, I’d stay out of this unless you want to get involved too,” the man threatened. “Take the man away so the trial can begin.”“I-I’ll come too,” I said seriously. “I don’t care if I get
I struggled to find the words. “I-it was honestly hard. It felt like I was taken to a place and lost. The trees I thought were still turned out to be moving, and the water I thought was drinkable was actually poison. Everything felt strange.”“Don’t you feel superior now that you're a vampire?”I looked at him, but his eyes remained fixed straight ahead.I looked away as well. “If I were given the choice between dying or becoming a vampire… I wouldn’t hesitate to choose death.”“I see. Do you blame Brix?”I bit my lower lip. I didn’t know where this conversation was heading—or why he even cared to know how I felt.But somehow... it felt good. It was comforting to know that someone actually cared.“I would kill him if I had the chance,” I said bluntly.He laughed at my answer. “It must be that frustrating to realize you don’t stand a chance against him, huh? No one has ever surpassed his abilities.”I didn’t respond. He was right. I couldn’t argue with that.“Do you know how to win a f
We stayed on that hill until the sun rose from the east. I didn’t ask Erikson any more questions, but he talked about Brix—the former Brixton Wenz Cardinal who used to be cheerful, friendly, and mischievous.I was shaking my head the whole time. I couldn’t imagine Brix ever being that way. Now that I think about it, I kind of want to see it too. I want to see the playful side of the devil.Just as we agreed, Erikson walked me back to the mansion. My heart was pounding so hard, I started to regret saying I wanted to live there. I think... I’d rather go back to that small house in the back, even if I had to live there alone.Mr. Billy and a few female servants greeted us at the entrance.“Good morning, Lady Astra,” Mr. Billy said with a smile. “Lord Severo has been expecting you. For now, Lady Ersa will help you get ready. After that, Lord Severo would like you to join him for breakfast.”A slender woman stepped forward—probably Lady Ersa. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Lady Astra. I am







