I stared at her longer than I should, feeling my heart kick against my chest, which was very abnormal for me.
Had she always been this beautiful? She looked like she was glowing, and her red hair seemed more vibrant than usual. I had never seen her with her hair down so this was a new sight for me. Her hair was long, almost reaching her stomach. It framed her face, and I wanted to push it back so I could see her face more clearly. My hand raised as if it had a mind of its own, moving slowly. She watched me, not making any attempt to move, so I got bold and brushed her cheekbone, my heart once again kicking hard against its cage when I noticed she leaned into the touch. She barely moved, but I noticed just the slightest tilt of her head and that got my heart wild. That little reaction made me brave. I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, lingering for way too long. She looked fragile with her hair down. More softer. Less fierce. And I wanted to shield her. Protect her. From what? I had no idea, only that I had that urge. But then it hit me; us. All three of us. We were the ones she needed protecting from. The ones she needs a shield from. And that snapped me back into reality. Just what was that? What was I thinking? Feeling? “I wanted to see if you were okay,” I said, clearing my throat when my voice came out too thick. She nodded, once again looking away from me when her eyes had been burning into me earlier. “Uhm… about last night–” “You should rest today,” I said too quickly. “Don't go to the greenhouse. You'll be home alone again, so give a call if you need anything.” “Actually I wanted to go to the library.” “What time? I would send a driver to pick you up.” “Noon.” I nodded, already turning and leaving. “Have a nice day, Rosette.” I walked toward the ceiling, not looking at Kade even though I felt his eyes on me. I knew what he was thinking, I knew what he was going to say. I didn't want to think of it. Didn't even know what I would answer. When I got to my car, I sat still for five minutes, my hands on the steering wheel, my head bowed. This couldn't go on. It needed to end for her own safety. I started my car, but instead of driving to the company, I drove somewhere else. *** “Mr. Kross,” Gabriel greeted as I stepped into the mansion, taking my coat from me. “Your father is in his study.” I nodded as a greeting to him. “Thank you, Gabriel.” I walked to his study and knocked softly. “Enter,” his voice answered from inside, as cool and bland as ever. I entered the study to see behind his desk, a glass resting on his nose, paperwork piled around him. Father mostly worked from home. There was no need to come to the company since I had everything covered as the president of the company. He could just sit back and do nothing. He could just retire and let me take over everything but as long as Silas Varkas could move without the help of a cane, or his bones straining as he moved, he would continue to work. “Kross,” he said as I stepped inside, surprised but barely showing it. “You were the last person I thought I would see today. What brings you here?” “I need her gone,” I said, hitting the nail on the head. He raised an eyebrow. “Who?” “Rosette.” “Oh?” Now he was really surprised, evident from how his eyebrows disappeared into his hairline. He removed his glasses, setting them down and offering me a seat. “Why? Has she done anything wrong?” I clenched my fists as I sat down. “You know why. After what happened with Kade, you should fucking know why.” “I can't remember the last time I heard you curse,” he said, clearly amused. “That is not the–” I stopped when my voice was getting loud, taking a deep breath, and waiting till I was calm before I continued. “That’s not the point, Father. The point is she isn't safe in that house.” “And what makes the house so dangerous for her?” And this was Silas just trying to antagonize me, lying a bait and waiting with delight for me to fall into it. Not today. “Us,” I answered, my voice cold, my expression colder and blank. That was what Silas hated; not being able to read me. Not able to see my emotions so plainly on my face. It irked him badly. And I was right. A muscle on his jaw ticked and he was finally taking this seriously. “We’re the dangerous things in that house, and you know it.” He leaned back in his seat, folding his arms as he watched me with those eyes that seemed like they saw everything. “So? What’s so wrong about that? We’re predators, Kross. We’re everything dangerous. You should be grateful for the gift I've given the three of you. Enjoy it while you still can.” “Even at the cost of her life?” He nodded like this wasn't a human’s life we were talking about. “I don't see why not. She’s just one person and could be easily replaced.” Sometimes I'm utterly disgusted by my father. By the words that come out of his mouth and how he sees humans as cattle. We were superior to them, yes, but that doesn't mean we have to treat them like they were nothing. Mother had been human. And he had used and thrown her into a golden closet when he was tired. “Are humans so worthless to you?” I asked, not bothering to hide my disgust and disappointment. His expression didn't change. “They are. They’re just things to be used and disposed of.” I could no longer stand the rubbish he was speaking, so I stood up and headed for the door, but his voice stopped me. “Why can't you kick her out of the house yourself? You can't, can you?” I paused, my back to him, my hand hovering over the doorknob. “I thought I raised you better than this.” I decided I'd heard enough, and threw the door open. But then someone gasped in pain at the back of the door. I rushed there, alarmed, to see Rosette’s mother, holding her broken nose. The door had hit her nose.“You should run away—far, far away to where we can't find you, because, my love, we are monsters. Predators. You’re a lamb surrounded by wolves.” “How literally is that?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper as my hands got woven into his hair, and I tugged hard. He groaned and I felt him thicken and pressed against my bottom. “How literally is what?” he asked, his voice shaking like he was struggling to hold himself back. “The wolves part,” I answered as I leaned down and kissed his neck before I bit it. He moaned, like a full, loud moan. Fuck, I love this. This power he was letting me have. “Rosette,” he moaned, his head thrown back and exposing his neck to me. “Rosette, do you know I never expose my neck like this to anyone? It’s a sign of weakness. If Kross sees this, he will lose his shit.”“Why, Kade?” I asked, still kissing and biting his neck. He moaned, gave me the reaction I wanted, and I never wanted to stop. “Tell me why.”“Again, my love, we’re monsters.”“Canid monste
I didn't know why I flinched. I didn't understand why I felt that little fear in my gut. I wasn't going to take what I read seriously. I kept telling myself over and over again, that this was real life and those things didn't exist. So I relaxed, and the men just looked at me with unreadable looks in their eyes. “Where’s Alex?” I asked, not because I cared, but I just had to say something to fill the tense silence. “Still not back,” Kross answered, his voice cool. As I looked at him, I remembered that moment we shared this morning. I didn't really know what it was, but it looked like Kross was fighting with himself. And as I look at him right now, I don't see his wall of ice anywhere. Something must have changed in him. Kade just stayed silent, watching me but after a while, he looked away. “I'll be in my room,” I said as I turned, going up the stairs. That was awkward. I felt like their little sister whom they had to check up on when she came back from somewhere. That was real
Oh. A personal driver. So he did remember, after all. What did that make my heart race and my stomach flutter? It was just something simple. It shouldn't make me feel this way. I nodded at Christopher, hoping my feelings weren't evident on my face. “Nice to meet you, Christopher. I'm heading to the library.” He walked to a black Mercedes, holding the back seat door. I entered the car, thanking him, and that gesture made me think of Axel. How was he? Still sick? Was that even a sickness? I pushed that out of my mind as soon as it arose. There was no use pondering on that when it would give me nothing but a headache. When we reached the library, before I could even open the car door, Christopher was already there. “I’ll be here waiting till you're done,” he informed me as I stepped out of the car. “Till I'm done? You'll be waiting in the car?”He nodded, his expression still blank. I shook my head. “There’s no need for that. I’ll be spending most of the day here. You could… like
“Shit,” I cursed as I rushed to Vera, not knowing what to do. “Are you hurt?” She waved her other hand, still holding her nose as she said, “Oh, no. I'm fine. It’s just a little–It’s not serious.”It was bleeding, blood dripping down her hand, and staining her gown so I was sure it was serious. “Come, let’s get that cleaned up,” I said gently as I held her by the shoulder. But just as we were about to leave, Father came out of his study, a cigar between his lips, pinning his wife with a bored look. Vera stiffened as soon as she saw him, lowering her head. “Eavesdropping, were we?” he said, his voice flat as he took a long drag from his cigar, blowing it in her direction. She stiffened even more, completely freezing. “N-no… I w-was just–” she stammered, unable to get a full sentence out. I looked at Father before I looked back at her, looking beyond her broken nose and seeing how she really was. She looked thin and pale, like she’s been barely eating or sleeping. I looked back at
I stared at her longer than I should, feeling my heart kick against my chest, which was very abnormal for me. Had she always been this beautiful? She looked like she was glowing, and her red hair seemed more vibrant than usual. I had never seen her with her hair down so this was a new sight for me. Her hair was long, almost reaching her stomach. It framed her face, and I wanted to push it back so I could see her face more clearly. My hand raised as if it had a mind of its own, moving slowly. She watched me, not making any attempt to move, so I got bold and brushed her cheekbone, my heart once again kicking hard against its cage when I noticed she leaned into the touch. She barely moved, but I noticed just the slightest tilt of her head and that got my heart wild. That little reaction made me brave. I tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, lingering for way too long. She looked fragile with her hair down. More softer. Less fierce. And I wanted to shield her. Protect her. From wha
Kross was furious. He never gets furious. He was just a tall, muscled wall of no feeling. He barely raised his voice—he barely even spoke—he didn't get angry. He talked with his words, not his fists. The only time Kross had gotten to the point of throwing was when we were still kids, still young and foolish. Kross had gotten into a heated fight with Kade and they both came out of it with serious injuries. I dodged Kross’s blow, moving to the side and out of his way but he came back like a raging bull, throwing another punch which I dodged. I didn't want to get into a fight with him. I was in the wrong, but that doesn't mean I want to get beaten. “Kross, listen–”“How could you be so stupid?!” he shouted, coming at me with full rage. Kross getting into a fight with me and shouting at the same time? Was the world about to end? “I’m sorry, okay?” I tried to get to him, this time blocking his punches. “I felt like I was dying, Kross. The pain was worse than ever before. And the meds