تسجيل الدخولLEAH’S POV
I pace the length of my tiny room. Three steps forward, turn, three steps back. I stop in front of the small wall mirror, staring into dark green eyes that feel alien, before running a hand down my face and beginning to speak aloud—testing my own vocal cords, testing my own shattered mind. "My name is Leah Bellmoore," I whisper to the silent room, my voice rasping softly against the quiet walls. "Or at least, it used to be Rosante Leah." I turn on my heel, pacing back toward the window, watching the dust motes dance in the light of the rising sun as I force the words out one by one. "I belong…” I shake that thought out of my head. “I belonged to the Harvest Moon pack, one of the four major werewolf packs dividing the shifter territories." I stop at the edge of my bed, gripping the wooden bedpost as I look up at the ceiling, my voice growing surer. "There are four packs, but only two are ruled by Lycans. The Harvest Moon and New Moon packs have no royal blood…which means we’re a weaker pack." I let out a harsh, soundless breath, my fingers digging into the worn wood. I begin pacing again, faster now, my eyes scanning the bare walls of the room that looks like it belongs to a servant. "Growing up, I used to believe I belonged to a respectable, loving family within this hierarchy. My father, Augustine Rosante, is a Beta, a high-ranking squad captain, and one of the pack's most celebrated warriors..." A bitter, quiet chuckle slips past my lips before I can catch it. "It’s a shame most of his martial strength was later used for ‘disciplining’ me.” My mother—or the woman I thought birthed me—Bea Rosante, is an omega and a gentle, highly respected pack healer. They were childhood sweethearts, promised to one another under a full moon, fulfilling a storybook destiny that the whole pack admired. They had my older brother, Leonardo Rosante, a strong Beta who followed directly in Father's footsteps to join the warrior ranks. I pause near my half-packed luggage, staring down at a stray bundle of dried lavender lying on top of my clothes. "And then there was me. Leah. An omega who spent her days buried in books of traditional medicine, studying rare root remedies, drying herbs, and tending to the pack's feverish children.” It was a modest, quiet life. A life I thought was built on the foundation of love and trust... I wanted to be a healer who healed through tribal medicine and tonics. I wanted to be an herbalist and a healer, just like my ‘mother’. I freeze mid-stride, my eyes dimming as my chest cools. "But every single word of that statement is a lie... because Augustine and Bea are not my parents, and Leonardo is not my brother." I drag both hands down my face, pressing my palms against my temples as a sharp, sickening throb suddenly strikes right behind my left eye. I double over slightly, squeezing my eyes shut as I stumble backward against the edge of the desk. The pain hits me like an iron wedge driving into my skull as I try to calculate the exact timeline. How old was Clara when she died? How long did she write in that diary before she swallowed poison? The details warp and blur in my mind, sending another fierce migraine pulsing through my forehead. I bite my inner cheek until I taste copper, forcing my brain to back away from the gap. I don't need the exact dates. The bloody reality of it is already etched into my memory. There’s nothing I need to remember from this time. I already know all of it intimately. I force my eyes open, taking a deep, shuddering breath to steady my lungs before forcing myself to speak aloud again, my voice trembling slightly as I pace toward the doorway. "Augustine was a highly coveted mate in his youth... a high-class Beta whose martial strength made him a prized catch. Even though he had pledged himself to Bea Bellmoore, half the young female omegas and betas in the pack chased him relentlessly.” Among them was Clara Bellmoore, Bea’s own sister. Clara convinced herself she was deeply in love with Augustine, but then he married Bea. “Bitter, isolated, and brimming with envy, Clara eventually settled down with a low-ranking gamma, mysteriously falling pregnant around the same time Bea did." I stop near the full-length mirror, staring at my reflection with dark, hollow eyes. Maybe she planned it, maybe she didn’t. Who knows? She went into labor an hour after Bea, rushed into the pack hospital during a frantic, chaotic rogue attack. While the doctors were moving frantically to tend to wounded guards, Clara slipped unnoticed into the unit where the newborns were kept... and in a fit of twisted, venomous spite, she swapped the two newborn baby girls in their cribs. I lean closer to the glass, whispering softly to my reflection. "Or at least... that’s what was recorded in her diary. She kept the secret for eighteen long years. She lived on the edge of the pack territory, struggling with severe depression and total isolation... until she finally took her own life by drinking poison.” But then, she just had to leave her diary behind. Why couldn't she have burned it before she died? Why couldn't she have carried that poison to her grave? Instead, the diary was found by the girl she had raised as her own. The real Rosante child... Willow. I turn away from the mirror, crossing my arms tightly over my chest as I pace back toward the center of the room, my tone darkening with every word. "The moment that diary was dragged out into the light, Clara’s name became synonymous with filth in the mouth of every Harvest Moon pack member. They called her a shameless, wicked woman. A villainess without a shred of pack duty or sisterly affection.” Like mother like daughter you might say. “To them, she was a pathetic, scheming shadow who couldn't bear her sister's happiness. A woman who spent her youth trying to steal her sister’s husband, and when that failed, ended up stealing her sister’s newborn child instead." I shake my head, my steps turning sharp and agitated against the floorboards. 'A monster dressed in Bellmoore skin,' they whispered at the markets, spitting on the cobblestones whenever her name slipped out. 'A treacherous snake who nursed malice in her heart for eighteen years while watching poor Bea mourn her own blood without even knowing it.' To the pack, Clara was a tale of shameless envy, a disgraced omega who couldn't accept her place. I pause, looking down at my hands—hands that are whole, unburned, but trembling. "And because her blood ran in my veins, every single drop of that foul reputation was poured directly onto my shoulders." I was no longer the quiet girl who brewed chamomile for sleepless pups. Overnight, I became the villainess’s spawn.LEAH’S POV The heavy engine of the Rosante family car hums smoothly against the paved road as we leave our territory behind and head toward the high hill where the Alpha’s manor stands.Inside the enclosed space of the vehicle, the air is thick, stifling, and heavy with the scent of high-grade Beta pheromones mixed with expensive perfume.Augustine never has any d*mn semblance of modesty, even when it comes to his pheromones. He sits in the front passenger seat, his massive frame blocking my view of the road, his eyes fixed dead ahead on the winding road illuminated by the headlights. Bea sits in the back row, squeezed between Leonardo and Willow, her fingers nervously smoothing out the lace trim of her dress.And I? I am sitting on the far right, pressed up against the cold glass of the rear door, completely isolated despite being packed tightly into the same row.I lean my head against the cool window pane, watching the dark silhouette of the dense pine forests speed past us in t
LEAH’S POV Willow’s smile falters for a fraction of a second, confusion flickering in her eyes. "Leah? I only meant—""I know what you meant," I interrupt, stepping back and wiping a stray tear from my cheek with a trembling finger. I look directly at Bea, whose face has gone completely pale. "But every time you say that word... it must hurt Aunt Bea so much."I lower my gaze again, letting out a shaky, painful breath that makes my chest heave."It reminds everyone of what my birth mother did to her," I whisper, my voice dripping with sorrow and quiet shame. "Clara tried to ruin Aunt Bea's life. She stole her child, and she tried to take her husband. Calling me your sister just forces Aunt Bea to look at me and remember the monster who destroyed her peace. I don't want to cause Aunt Bea any more pain than my bloodline already has."Bea gasps, bringing a hand up to cover her mouth.As a woman who prides herself on her soft, forgiving omega image, my words hit her right where it hurts.
LEAH’S POV Leonardo holds her elbow as if she might snap in half if she takes a step too quickly, while Augustine keeps a warm, protective hand hovering over her shoulder, his Beta presence flaring softly around her like a warm blanket.Willow glides down the steps, wearing a lovely dress of soft cream silk that clings to her narrow waist. It is a dress meant for a noblewoman, paid for with the pack's central funds under the order of her devoted father. The moment her small leather slippers touch the last wooden step, she flows directly into Bea’s open arms with a delicate, ringing laugh that echoes through the foyer."Oh, Mother, look at my dress! Leonardo helped me clasp the back ribbon," Willow trills, her voice sweet as honey, thick with exaggerated innocence.Bea instantly forgets her confusion with me. A bright, fond smile bursts across her face as she gathers Willow into her arms, smoothing down the cream silk with gentle, trembling fingers."You look stunning, my sweet girl,
LEAH’S POV In my past life, when Willow put on that grand performance, I let it break me. I let the raw, bleeding hurt show plain as day on my face. My lower lip had trembled. My eyes had filled with bitter tears. I had felt so thoroughly humiliated that I snapped at her in front of everyone, screaming that she was a thieving fake who had stolen my life.And how did my family reward me for showing my pain?Augustine and Leonardo tore into me without mercy. They shouted at me for being an ungrateful, jealous creature. Augustine had towered over me, his Beta dominance crashing down until my knees hit the floorboards, declaring that I was an ambitious little rat who had no right to crave things that belonged to Willow. They told me I should be satisfied that I was even allowed to set foot in Eclipse Academy, and that I ought to keep my miserable face out of polite society.As punishment for daring to look hurt, they left me behind.I spent that entire evening sitting alone in the dark
LEAH’S POV The memory cuts off sharply, drowned out by another searing pain behind my eyes.I press my hands flat against my skull, waiting out the pounding migraine until it slowly recedes into the background, leaving behind a dull but manageable throbbing at the base of my head.I stand up from the bed, my fingers tightening around the edge of my wooden desk until my knuckles turn white.Not this time. I won’t fail this time. I look at the open luggage on the floor, then at the small paper calendar hanging on the wall.Tonight is the formal dinner at Alpha Lockwood’s estate, a gathering meant to solidify Willow's place among the pack's high nobility. And in three days, the pack will host the grand send-off ball for the twenty-five young wolves selected to attend Eclipse Academy.“Of course I couldn’t go back before she arrived, but I had to come back before this d*mn dinner…” Out of those twenty-five wolves, I personally tutored twenty-two of them. I spent my late evenings writin
LEAH’S POV From that single night onward, the warm home I had known turned into an icy prison. They didn't kick me out into the woods—that would have brought unwanted questions from neighboring packs. Instead, they kept me like a dirty secret tucked away in the back of the house. My old bedroom, the spacious second-floor room overlooking the garden, was stripped bare within twenty-four hours. My herbal collections, my hand-drawn maps of local flora, my soft quilts—all of it was tossed into cardboard boxes and shoved into the narrow, drafty attic that used to be a storage room. Willow was given my old room. No one asked if I was comfortable. No one asked if I needed help moving the heavy wooden trunk. The treatment inside the house bled into the pack grounds almost overnight. Even without a public declaration, whispered rumors spread through the Harvest Moon territory like dry brush catching a spark. People didn't know the exact story of the diary, but they k







