LOGINI almost didn’t go.
That should be said first. Because standing in the dark training yard at midnight waiting for Kael Delaine was possibly the dumbest decision I’ve made since joining this pack. And that’s saying a lot. The yard looked different at night. Smaller. Quieter. Like it was holding its breath. Moonlight stretched across the dirt, silver and pale. The balance beams cast long shadows that looked like bones sticking out of the ground. I hugged my arms around myself. What if he doesn’t come? What if this was a joke? What if— “You’re early.” I jumped so hard my heart slammed into my ribs. Kael stepped out from the darker side of the yard like he’d been there the whole time. Watching. Which… honestly wouldn’t surprise me. “Don’t do that,” I muttered, pressing a hand against my chest. He tilted his head slightly. “Do what?” “Appear out of nowhere like some creepy forest spirit.” A small smile touched the corner of his mouth. “That’s a new one.” My heart was still racing. Not entirely from the scare. Moonlight hit his face just enough to show the line of his jaw and the messy fall of his hair. He looked… different at night. Softer somehow. Less like the Alpha’s intimidating brother and more like— No. Nope. Stop that thought right now. “You came,” he said. “You told me to.” “That doesn’t mean you would.” I shrugged. “Curiosity.” That wasn’t the full truth. But it was close enough. Kael stepped closer and tossed something toward me. I caught it awkwardly. A padded training stick. “Let’s start simple,” he said. Right. Training. Good. Normal. We moved to the center of the yard. “Balance beam,” he said, nodding toward it. I groaned. “You’re joking.” “Nope.” “I hate that thing.” “That’s why we’re starting there.” Fantastic. I climbed onto the beam slowly. The wood creaked under my boots. “Relax your shoulders,” Kael said. “I am relaxed.” “You look like you’re preparing for execution.” I huffed. “Encouraging.” He stepped closer, watching my feet carefully. “Take a step.” I did. The beam wobbled slightly. My arms lifted instinctively for balance. “Good,” he murmured. Good? That was new. I took another step. Then another. I glanced down at him. “You’re not even trying to knock me down.” “That’s not the point tonight.” “What is the point?” “To see what you do when someone isn’t sabotaging you.” I blinked. That… felt strangely nice. Dangerous thought. I reached the end of the beam without falling and jumped down. Kael nodded once. “Again.” I groaned but climbed back up. Halfway across, my foot slipped slightly. A hand shot out. Strong fingers closed around my wrist. My breath caught. Kael steadied me instantly, his grip firm but careful. “You okay?” His voice sounded closer than it should. I looked down. He was standing right beside the beam now. Still holding my wrist. Warm. Very warm. “I’m fine,” I said quickly. He didn’t let go immediately. His thumb shifted slightly against my skin. Just a tiny movement. But it sent a weird little spark up my arm. What the hell was that. Kael finally released my wrist. “Focus,” he said. Right. Focus. Training. Not… whatever that moment was. I finished the beam and jumped down again. He tossed the stick toward me this time. “Your turn.” “Oh no.” “Oh yes.” Kael hopped onto the beam with easy confidence. Of course he did. Show-off. “Try to knock me off,” he said. I lifted the stick. “You realize I have terrible aim.” “We’ll see.” I swung. Missed completely. He didn’t even wobble. I tried again. Still nothing. Kael moved lightly along the beam like gravity didn’t apply to him. “You’re hesitating,” he said. “I’m trying not to accidentally murder the Alpha’s brother.” “You won’t.” “How comforting.” I swung again. This time the stick actually clipped his side. Kael lost balance for half a second. Then jumped down smoothly. I stared at him. “Wait… that worked?” He looked mildly impressed. “Better.” My chest warmed a little. Ridiculous reaction. It was one tiny success. Still. Nice. We practiced for a while after that. Dodging. Footwork. Quick turns. The kind of training where you move fast enough that thinking becomes impossible. At one point Kael stepped behind me to adjust my stance. “Your feet,” he said quietly. “Too narrow.” His hands settled on my hips. Just to shift my position. Nothing weird. Nothing inappropriate. Totally normal training contact. Except— My brain short-circuited. Because his hands were warm. And steady. And way too close. “Like this,” he murmured. His voice was right near my ear now. I swallowed. Hard. “Amara.” “Hm?” “You stopped breathing.” “Oh.” Right. Breathing. Important. I inhaled quickly. Big mistake. Because his scent hit me all at once. Wood smoke. Leather. Something warm and sharp underneath. My brain immediately forgot how words worked. Kael’s hands stayed on my hips for another second. Then two. Then he seemed to realize how close we were and stepped back quickly. “Sorry,” he said. I shook my head too fast. “No, it’s— it’s fine.” Why am I suddenly nervous? This is ridiculous. We’re just training. Just training. Except neither of us moved for a second. The space between us felt… different now. Charged. Like the air before lightning hits. Kael cleared his throat. “Again,” he said. I nodded. But when we started moving again, everything felt slightly off. Not bad. Just… aware. Too aware. Every time our arms brushed during a dodge, my skin tingled. Every time he stepped close to correct something, my heart sped up. At one point I stumbled during a turn and crashed straight into his chest. His arms came up automatically to steady me. For a second we just… stood there. Really close. Like. Really close. My face was maybe inches from his. His eyes looked darker in the moonlight. My heartbeat was doing something very dramatic. Kael didn’t move. Neither did I. This is a bad idea. Definitely a bad idea. But also… I didn’t step away. Finally Kael exhaled slowly. “You’re improving,” he said quietly. His voice was different now. Lower. Rougher. I forced a small laugh. “Wow. High praise.” He smiled slightly. And for a second I forgot completely about Derek. About being weak. About being invisible. Because Kael was looking at me like I wasn’t any of those things. Which might actually be more dangerous than Derek ever was.I almost didn’t go.That should be said first.Because standing in the dark training yard at midnight waiting for Kael Delaine was possibly the dumbest decision I’ve made since joining this pack.And that’s saying a lot.The yard looked different at night. Smaller. Quieter. Like it was holding its breath.Moonlight stretched across the dirt, silver and pale. The balance beams cast long shadows that looked like bones sticking out of the ground.I hugged my arms around myself.What if he doesn’t come?What if this was a joke?What if—“You’re early.”I jumped so hard my heart slammed into my ribs.Kael stepped out from the darker side of the yard like he’d been there the whole time.Watching.Which… honestly wouldn’t surprise me.“Don’t do that,” I muttered, pressing a hand against my chest.He tilted his head slightly.“Do what?”“Appear out of nowhere like some creepy forest spirit.”A small smile touched the corner of his mouth.“That’s a new one.”My heart was still racing. Not enti
I thought the worst part of the day was over.That was cute.Training had ended an hour ago, but the yard still lived in my head like a bruise you keep pressing just to see if it still hurts. Derek’s stick. The laughter. My mouth running ahead of my brain.“…and it’s not under you.”Yeah. Brilliant move, Amara. Truly.I sat on the low wooden steps outside the pack house, picking dried dirt out of the seam of my boot with a twig. The yard had mostly emptied. Wolves drifted past in groups, talking too loud, throwing quick glances my way like I was something new on display.That part was worse than the laughing.When people laugh at you, at least you know where you stand.But when they look at you?That’s when things start changing.And change in a pack like this usually meant trouble.I snapped the twig in half and tossed it aside.Maybe tomorrow everyone would forget.Maybe—“Amara.”I nearly jumped off the steps.Kael Delaine stood a few feet away like he’d been there the whole time.
You know how some mornings just feel wrong? That feeling when the air is too quiet, like something is waiting to go wrong? Yeah. That. The ground was still damp from last night’s rain, which meant the dirt in the yard had that heavy, wet smell that sticks to your boots. Wolves were already everywhere; stretching, arguing, shoving each other around like it was the most normal thing in the world. I stayed near the edge like usual. Head down. Hands behind my back. Trying not to exist. It usually works. Usually. Until… “Look who dragged herself out of bed.” I didn’t even need to look up. Derek. My shoulders tensed before I could stop them. Great start, Amara. I kept staring at the ground anyway. Maybe if I ignored him— “Hey, ghost.” Okay. So ignoring him wasn’t going to work. I looked up just enough to see his big boots. “Morning,” I muttered. Derek chuckled. Not the nice kind of chuckle either. The kind that says this is going to be fun for me and awful for you. “M
The morning smelled wrong. Or maybe it was just me. Dirt, sweat, burnt wood, and that faint metallic tang that always made my stomach twist. I woke with my arms tangled in my blanket, sheets stiff, my knees aching from yesterday’s training. Every movement felt heavy. Every breath felt like I was dragging the world along with me.I stared at the ceiling. No sunlight touched my room yet. Just the faint gray smudge of dawn sneaking through the cracks in the boards. It didn’t promise anything. Not warmth. Not mercy. Just the beginning of another day in the pack.I swung my legs over the bed, bare feet meeting the cold floor. It hissed against my skin, and I almost swore. Almost. Swore would be pointless anyway. There was no one to hear me. No one to care.Derek Valen was probably awake already. Probably sharpening his claws on someone’s pride. Probably laughing before breakfast. Probably… yeah. I tried not to think. Failed anyway.Why bother thinking of him? I wrapped my robe tighter
I tripped. Again.Not on purpose. Maybe a little. My foot caught a tiny crack in the training yard, and I went sprawling like an empty sack, arms scraping dirt, knees screaming. The world didn’t pause. Of course it didn’t.Laughter cut through the air—sharp, cruel, piercing. Derek Valen snorted so loud it rattled my teeth. Someone else tried to cover a laugh, failed halfway. And Ryker Delaine… Alpha. Pack leader. Cold steel in human skin. Didn’t glance my way. Not once. Nothing. I was a ghost in plain sight.I lay there, face pressed against the dirt. Dust in my hair. Sweat on my cheek. Heart hammering so hard I thought it might burst. Pride? Tiny, fragile thing. Gone. My knees felt like broken stone. My stomach knotted. My hands scraped raw trying to push myself up.“Pathetic,” someone muttered.I smiled. Not a real smile. The kind that says whatever, just leave me alone. “Yeah,” I whispered to myself. “Pathetic. Totally.”I staggered upright. Tried to dust myself off. Hands bleeding







