Reina’s POV
I could barely believe I had survived the temptation in that bathroom.
Even though I tried to look away, my eyes had accidentally glanced at his middle—not once, not twice, but three whole times. I hated that part of me. I was a werenun. I had taken vows. And did my best all my life to keep those vows, but I don't know what's happening. I was meant to live a pure life. But at that moment, it had been so hard to resist the way his body glistened under the water.
Still, I overcame it. I didn’t touch him. I didn’t say anything. I just kept my hands to myself and reminded my wolf who we were.
Julian had finished bathing and casually began drying himself with a towel. He looked at me briefly, his tone calm as he said, “I only took a bath because I felt too hot. I’ll be spending the night in my office. There’s some research I need to work on. I won’t be returning to my quarters tonight.”
I gave a small nod. I couldn’t speak. My throat felt dry.
The rest room fell into silence. I stood quietly until I was sure nobody else was around. No footsteps. No noise. Just the quiet humming of the light above us.
Finally, I gave him a small nod of thanks.
He returned it, saying nothing more.
Then, I stepped out.
I left the bathroom first, walking slowly at first, but as I moved through the hallway, I picked up speed. My heart was still beating fast. I just wanted to get out of that building.
But I didn’t get far.
From the shadows at the end of the hall, six masked guys stepped out. They walked toward me in a slow, taunting way. I stopped in my tracks, frozen.
Their faces were covered, but I recognized their style. They were the radical gangsters. The ones Julian was trying to save me from earlier, they were the ones everyone in the university feared. Loud, rude, and always looking for someone to mess with.
They chuckled softly, like hyenas ready to pounce. Their eyes roamed over me shamelessly, and I could feel how little they cared about who I was. To them, I was the best target. A nun. A holy girl. A virgin. Another girl they'd do anything with and go scout free. I didn’t have a mate who would go after them as they thought.
Their eyes reminded me of Julian’s sharp words during his lectures when he spoke against religion. But deep inside, I knew Julian would never look at me like this. He might not believe in the moon goddess, but he had a sense of control, of respect—especially toward me.
Julian couldn't be the one who sent them, not after trying to save me from them earlier.
Could it be because they knew I was a nun? Is that why they are after me? No matter what happens I can't let my years of service go to waste, my religion means a lot to me.
It suddenly hit me.
These boys must have been stalking me.
Everyone knew I was the only werenun in the university—and worse, everyone knew I was still a virgin. It was something sacred to me. But in the wrong hands, it made me a target.
They must have followed me here, waited until I was alone. They knew this part of the building was always quiet in the evening.
I looked behind me.
Hoping.
Praying.
That Julian would appear again like before.
But he didn’t.
Of course he couldn’t. If he came out now, they would know we had been in the same bathroom. The news would spread like fire. There’d be videos, stories, maybe even school suspension. It would ruin everything—for me and for him. He might be demoted or fired. Somehow I didn’t want that for him.
Still, my wolf stirred inside me and whispered something.
He’s not leaving you. He’s waiting.
The boys came closer. One of them stretched his hand out toward me, grinning behind his mask.
That’s when it happened.
Julian stepped out. But not as a professor. Not as the calm man from the lecture room.
No.
He moved like a trained fighter—fast, sharp, deadly. Before I could blink, he punched the first guy so hard that the boy dropped to the floor like a stone. The others tried to fight back, but they were too slow.
Julian kicked, blocked, and dodged every single move. He grabbed one guy by the arm and twisted it till I heard a loud crack. Another tried to hit him from behind, but Julian turned and threw him over his shoulder like it was nothing.
In less than twenty minutes, they were all down.
Groaning. Moaning. Some, unconscious.
I stood there, shocked, my mouth slightly open. I couldn’t believe what I had just seen. Is he a professor or an ex-mercenary?
Who was this man?
He can’t be just a professor with these skills.
No way.
He had to be something else before this—maybe a bodyguard, a former soldier, or an undercover agent hiding in a peaceful role. Nobody fought like that unless they were trained.
Julian turned to me, his breathing steady.
His eyes softened.
He walked over, knelt in front of me, and gently touched my arm.
“Are you okay?” he asked, his voice low and full of concern.
I didn’t speak.
I couldn’t.
But my eyes burned with the sudden rush of tears I had been holding back. Not from fear anymore, but from shock. From relief.
He looked into my face like he truly cared.
Then, without another word, he picked me up in his arms.
“I’ll take you to my office,” he said. “You need to rest. Your heart’s beating too fast.”
I didn’t argue.
I just let him carry me, like I was weightless.
His arms were strong and steady. My head rested gently near his chest, and I could hear the calm, even rhythm of his heart. My body was tense, but being in his hold made something in me relax.
I didn’t understand him.
One minute he was cold, teasing, pushing me in class.
The next, he was fighting to protect me, carrying me like I was a little baby
Why did he care so much when he had always acted cold?
And what’s going to happen when we get to his office?
Reina’s POV Julian’s words still clung to me. The way he spoke of a small home, laughter echoing through its halls, children running under the sun, had carved something into me. For the first time in so long, I allowed myself to imagine it too.But beneath the bliss of his dream, another thought had been growing inside me, one I could not push away any longer.I stayed close to him that night, curled against his chest. The steady beat of his heart gave me comfort, but it also reminded me of everything I stood to lose if I made the wrong choice.Julian brushed his lips over my hair. “What are you thinking so hard about?”I lifted my head and tried to smile. “Nothing worth troubling you with.”His eyes caught mine in the glow of the fire. “Don’t do that. Not with me. You carry too much alone, Reina.”I knew he was right. He always was when it came to me. Still, my chest tightened with fear at what I had to say. I could already feel how his dream and mine might not align, and that truth
Reina’s POVJulian’s hand was warm in mine. His grip was not strong yet, not the way it used to be, but I held onto it like it was my anchor. The room smelled faintly of herbs and smoke from the healers’ work, but to me, it was filled with his scent. Even in weakness, he carried that quiet strength that always calmed me.He stirred, his eyes half-open, and I felt my chest tighten. It had been days of waiting, of sitting by his side and whispering words he may or may not hear. Now, his gaze found mine, tired but steady.“You should rest too,” he whispered. His voice was hoarse, but it still wrapped around me like a thread pulling me closer.“I’ll rest when you do,” I answered softly, brushing his hair back from his forehead. His skin was warm, no longer burning with fever, yet I feared letting go.A faint smile curved his lips. “Stubborn.”“Yes,” I breathed, leaning closer, “because I almost lost you.”The silence between us was heavy but not empty. It was full of all the things we had
Julian’s POVThe first clear thought that stayed with me after days of drifting in and out of darkness was her touch. Not the pain in my body, not the fire that had burned through my veins, but her hand—small, warm, steady—resting against my chest. It anchored me.I forced my eyes open. The ceiling above me was made of smooth stone, painted in pale colors. It wasn’t the battlefield, and it wasn’t the nightmare of blood and fire. I turned my head and saw her. Reina sat by my bed, her dark hair falling forward as she leaned on her arm, asleep.For a moment, I didn’t move. I only watched her. My wolf stirred weakly inside me, but even he was quiet, as if he too only wanted to breathe in this moment. Her face looked softer when she slept, free of fear, free of anger. She had shadows under her eyes, proof that she had not rested. My chest tightened at the thought—she had been here, all this time, watching over me, when she should have been sleeping, eating, living.I reached for her hand.
Reina’s POV I stayed beside him even when others told me to rest. The healers had done all they could, but his body was still weak, and it was my heart that told me not to move from his side. Every small breath Julian took felt like a thread holding him here, keeping him from slipping away.The room was quiet except for the faint crackle of the fire and the steady sound of his breathing. His skin was pale, his chest rising slow under the white bed sheets. My hands never stopped moving—either fixing the blanket around him, brushing his hair away from his forehead, or wiping away the sweat that sometimes gathered there.I remembered the war outside, the blood, the fear that I might lose him forever. The thought made my throat tighten even now. I bent forward, pressing my lips softly to the back of his hand.“You can’t leave me,” I whispered. “Not after everything. I won’t forgive you if you go.”It wasn’t anger I felt. It was raw fear. The kind of fear that eats at you from the inside
Reina’s POV The sound of war did not end all at once. First the clashing steel grew fewer. Then the cries of wolves in pain turned to whimpers and broken breaths. Smoke still stung my eyes, and the ground under me trembled from the last echoes of battle.But all I could see was Julian.He lay in the dirt, blood running down his side, his chest rising in short, sharp gasps. His face, always so strong, looked pale now, lips cracked and trembling. My heart hammered in my ribs, faster than any blade or strike of claws could make it. Fear took hold of me so hard it almost broke me.“No,” I whispered, falling on my knees beside him. My hands pressed to his wound, but the blood soaked through my fingers. “No, you don’t leave me. Not like this.”Julian’s eyes fluttered open. He tried to smile, though it hurt him. “Reina,” he breathed, his voice rough and broken. “You’re… safe.”Safe? The world around us was falling apart—wolves dragging broken bodies away, men crying out for brothers who wou
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