Silje saw her supportive dad Frank's BMW show up however she didn't leave the little unfilled region situated before her home. She remained hunched down on the ground. Notwithstanding the sharp chilliness, Silje would have rather not gotten back.
The vehicle entryway opened and she saw her supportive dad's rotund red cheeks. She watched him go into the house worriedly. Straight to the point planned to find out about what occurred at school today from Olga and he would have been disheartened.
Silje envisioned what had happened seventeen years prior to this moderate couple. Consider the possibility that Olga wasn't determined to have fruitlessness at that point. Consider the possibility that Frank's collaborator didn't have a supportive little girl from China. Imagine a scenario in which that collaborator didn't gloat about how her supportive little girl was so brilliant and got such passing marks.
On the off chance that this large number of things didn't occur, could Frank actually have considered reception an answer for his despondent spouse?
The outcome was that Silje was taken on by this couple from Korea. Her Korean name was Shinae Kim.
Silje Kim Pettersen. This was the name her new parents gave her. They thought of a Norwegian name that was as near her Korean name as could really be expected. Silje didn't have the foggiest idea who her introduction to the world mother was, and she wouldn't even play with the possibility of attempting to view as her.
Korea, her origination, appeared to be up until this point away to Silje that it should have been on another planet.
Korea was a little country in Asia.
Silje generally contemplated her country lastly when she turned twelve, she had the option to observe a Korean illustration book. Throughout her colder time of year break, she attempted to gain proficiency with the language, however it was excessively troublesome. The letters were totally not quite the same as Norwegian and the articulation was excessively touchy. In the wake of going after for a brief period, she needed to surrender. A couple of sentences she attempted to compose were immediately neglected.
"Hi?"
"Ideal to meet you."
"How would I get to Gimpo International Airport?"
At the point when she was still exceptionally youthful, Silje had a decent connection with her supportive dad Frank. His rotund cheeks would become red at whatever point he drank. Straight to the point used to treat Silje compassionate and with friendship from the beginning, however as she aged significantly and began to encounter tormenting at school, he became far off and irritated. At the point when Silje would not go to class, he ended up being furious. It was an exceptionally tense time of her life both at school and at home.
In truth, Silje was a magnificent understudy. She was at the highest point of her group. Other than calculation, her English and 2nd language grades were extraordinary. She was particularly skilled in the dialects, however even her splendid grades couldn't fulfill Frank.
At the point when she referenced she was being tormented, Frank thought about it literally and indignantly as though Silje was humiliating him intentionally.
At that point, Silje attempted to get Frank's fierceness and dissatisfaction. For a moderate and calm couple to embrace an unfamiliar child, it must've been a tremendous groundbreaking occasion. In any case, to figure out that their embraced Asian little girl was a miscreant at school? It must've been exceptionally difficult for them to acknowledge.
For some time, Silje would not go to class as a result of the extraordinary prejudice and tormenting, however she was unable to ask or anticipate that her new parents should comprehend. Regardless of whether she beseeched them, Silje realized they would've never been her ally in any case.
It was undeniably challenging for her to watch her supportive dad become increasingly far off, however she realized Frank had exclusive requirements of her and she had let him down.
Silje kept on remaining external the house vulnerable.
Eventually, her supportive dad Frank learned about what had occurred at school that day. It was melancholy and tense at home.
Straight to the point murmured and drank while Olga stayed despondent.
The following morning, Silje unobtrusively went to class with overwhelming sadness.She for the most part went to the top of the school working to invest her energy alone there until class began. At the point when she strolled into the study hall, the children were visiting among themselves.
The study hall was organized with down to earth yet exquisite work areas and seats. The children looked at her however Silje disregarded them and opened her reading material. She had no companions. She never spent time with anybody.
Silje generally disregarded different understudies. As a matter of fact, she needed no companions, since any individual who turned into her companions her would be tormented also. She didn't need that all things considered.
Sooner or later of going to the school as the main Asian understudy, her schoolmates began to see her with dread eventually. Silje couldn't have cared less. All she needed was to graduate securely and get away from this hellhole to be free.
After Silje got back from school consistently, she checked off the days on her schedule with her pen. This was her main expectation and satisfaction. Consistently she endure implied she was drawing nearer to leaving school.
Furthermore, in particular, Silje was becoming more grounded. Gradually, she was acquiring strength and sometime in the not so distant future, she planned to get away from this spot.
Her home, her school, and Norway.
Before long.
The principal ringer rang, and class was going to begin. Silje took out her scratch pad and paid attention to her instructor tranquilly.
The top of the line was material science. An older instructor was discussing the interior construction of the sun. Silje was all the while recuperating from the shock of yesterday so she was unable to think. It was what was going on where she tumbled off the structure yesterday, yet she was sitting in the study hall as though nothing had occurred.
"Would anybody be able to make sense of the hypothesis by the Norwegian doctor, Birkeland?"
Until the finish of the class, Silje gazed at her reading material and her instructor expressed nothing to her. The reality of the situation was, everybody at school realized Silje was being tormented seriously. This was a questionable issue among the instructors. Many thought about it as prejudice, however the school couldn't make any really meaningful difference either way it.
Just her new parents accepted Silje was hallucinating about being tormented. Or on the other hand maybe, they realized it however needed to not imagine anything was occurring. Silje needed to battle for herself consistently and it was a desolate life. Consistently was like battle for her.
During class, just something single was at the forefront of her thoughts.
'I trust nothing happens to me today. I trust the day passes by rapidly.'
Since it was exceptionally peaceful until the midday classes, Silje was beginning to feel significantly better.
All of a sudden, somebody from behind set an extremely sharp steel against her neck. Silje felt her body become tense and she began getting goosebumps. It was Kail's gangster, Gunhild.
The sharpness of the cutting edge was gnawing against her skin.
"Come to the extra space after school. Kail will be hanging tight for you."
Gunhild chuckled and added, "He said he has a comment to you."
Beep, beep.The street was busy with familiar yellow cabs and other cars. It was rush hour, and everyone was trying to get home while the restaurants and bars started to light up their neon signs.Beep, beep.The drivers honked in frustration, but Silje, who was on foot, was walking with a light heart. It was rush hour, but it didn’t mean anything to her.In an ivory trench coat, high heels, and a pink scarf, Silje looked like spring. Wearing a pair of sunglasses, she smiled happily as she hurriedly walked to her destination.It wasn’t that she was late, and she actually didn’t know where she would be going tonight. She was going to call him very soon to find out what he wanted to do.Waiting for the green light, she took a deep breath. The wind was still chilly, but it felt gentle, reminding her that the spring was finally coming to New York.“Could it really be almost spring already? It has been so cold this
Two years later at a TV studio for the show “One” Norway.“Hello, everyone. We are here today to interview the world-famous model Silje Kim. Oh, there she is, walking out. Do you see her? She has arrived right on time for her interview. The audience is turning around to get a glimpse of her. Yes, that’s right. Beautiful long black hair, calm black eyes, exotic features, and a gorgeous body. She was one of the top Asian models in New York until recently when she retired after getting married. She wrote an autobiography titled ‘The Swan’ which is receiving enormous attention from the public. In her book, Silje Kim talks about the terrible racism she experienced in her youth, going through an abortion as a teenager, and moving to New York to become a successful model. Her candidness has captured her audience’s attention and ‘The Swan’ is currently the number one bestseller in Norway. Her writing is considered to be excellent
Kail was in a coma for well over a week.After ten days of not waking up, the doctors didn’t seem to have much hope for him. Instead of becoming hysterical, Silje began to feel calmer as the uncertain time passed.She felt like she was ready to let him go now.With that thought, Silje visited the hospital again. Smelling the unpleasant disinfectant and walking into the VIP room, she stopped suddenly.“…”For some reason, there were more doctors and nurses inside the room than usual. Silje raised her eyebrows in confusion. Something felt different. These people weren’t here just for a routine round.One of the nurses noticed Silje and informed her, “The patient woke up a little while ago. You can visit him if you want, but only briefly.”Kail was awake.Just when she finally came to terms with his death, God sent her an unexpected gift. Walking slowly to his bed, Silje looked at him cal
Silje took the shiny scissors to Kail’s wrist.“…”She cut his pale skin, making the shockingly red blood drip from it.Next, it was her turn. Silje did the same on her delicate wrist.She dripped her own blood into Kail’s wound, as if this act could make them one.“I can’t let you go yet, so this is what I am going to do. You are not allowed to leave me. I’m sure there will be plenty of people in the world who would be pleased to have you die, but I am not ready for you to leave yet.”Kail still wouldn’t move, and Silje looked down at him coldly.“You are not allowed to die without my permission, Kail. You made me the way I am now, so don’t even think about leaving me without my permission. I will never forgive you if you die on me like this. You always do whatever you want, causing me so much pain, but this time, I will not let you get what you want. You can&rs
Pale face covered in wounds.Tubes going into his mouth to hook him to a ventilator.Kail was barely breathing, but despite the desperate situation, he still looked like a beautiful deity underneath the blue moon.Silje stared at him. She looked calm on the outside, but she felt her heart breaking on the inside.The noises from the medical devices were disturbing, making her frown.“Are you happy now? You made me into this weak woman. You made me feel such strong emotions… Fine, I will admit it. Looking at you like this is killing me. You once told me that I drove you to madness. You are doing the same to me… You flew halfway across the world to chase me and you have caused me so much pain. Are you happy now? Answer me! Kail!”Silence.It felt like she was standing in a cold graveyard. Watching him looking helpless, Silje put her hand on her chest and said to him slowly, “You won. You have ruined me, so
This was the first time Christian told her his true feelings. Silje didn’t know what to say at first. She thought for a second before asking him slowly, “If you get to come with me to the hospital now, do you think it will make you feel better? Would it be enough to make you feel like you no longer owe me anything?”“Probably.”Christian nodded and continued, “This will be the last time. I will take you to the hospital. You look like you are in shock so I don’t think you will be able to get there on your own anyway in your current state.”He was right. Silje was pretending to be calm, but her legs were shaking. She looked up at him and replied quietly, “Alright. Then could you drive me to the hospital, Christian? I need to see him.”“Of course.”She had to see him.On the phone, Silje was told that Kail was in a terrible accident and he was dying.The man she hate