LOGINI woke up before my alarm and for a second, I just stared at the ceiling. Then it all came rushing back. The forest, the full moon, Lucas and his wolf.
My hand twitched against the blanket. The same hand that had touched his fur. I lifted it in front of my face and flexed my fingers. Everything looked normal. Five fingers, same skin and same hand. But it didn't feel the same. It still felt warm, like the spark from last night was trapped under my skin. The alarm suddenly blared beside me. I jumped and slapped it off. "Right," I muttered. "School. Because apparently werewolves don't cancel school." Thankfully I had taken a bath earlier and worn my clothes. So, I dragged myself out of bed. The dishes in the sink were still there and needed my attention. The cracked paint on my bedroom wall was still there, just like the eviction notice downstairs was probably still there too. Last night had been impossible. This morning was painfully normal. I hated it. A few minutes later, I walked into the kitchen. Dad had already left, Mom was already washing dishes. Marcus sat at the table drinking coffee. I froze, bracing myself for the fight that was coming. Normally he'd have some insult ready, some complaint, or some reason why I was ruining his life. Today he just looked up. "You look like you didn't sleep." I blinked. That wasn't what I expected. "I didn't." He nodded once. "Yeah." That was it. No fight. No yelling. No insults. Mom glanced between us like she was waiting for an explosion. It never came. I grabbed a piece of toast and Marcus took another sip of coffee. For the first time in weeks, being in the same room with him didn't feel like standing in front of a firing squad. It felt strange. Almost worse. "You sick or something?" I asked. His eyebrow lifted. "What?" "You're being nice." "I'm not being nice." "You haven't insulted me once." "Morning's still young." I almost smiled. Almost. Then my phone buzzed with a school reminder. Reality crashed back down. Lucas. The wolf. The bond. I quickly grabbed my bag. "I'm leaving." Mom looked up. "Have a good day." Marcus stared into his coffee. "Try not to get detention." I frowned. "That's your advice?" "Take it or leave it." I walked out before he could ruin the moment. School was worse, way worse. I could barely focus. Mrs. Holloway was explaining something in history class. I heard every word. I also heard two girls whispering three rows behind me. I heard someone tapping a pencil near the window. I heard a bird outside. My head snapped toward the window. The sound disappeared. I swallowed hard. When the bell rang, I practically ran into the hallway. The crowd flooded around me, then another problem hit. Smells. Everything smelled stronger. Perfume, soap, coffee, and food. It was like someone had turned every sense up to maximum. "What is wrong with me?" I muttered. "Talking to yourself now?" Rachel suddenly appeared beside me. I nearly jumped out of my skin. She laughed. "Wow. You look awful." "Thanks." "You know what I mean." I adjusted my backpack. "I'm tired." "You look like you got abducted by aliens." Close enough. Rachel narrowed her eyes. "Is this about Lucas?" My heart immediately sped up. Rachel noticed. "Oh my God." "No." "Emma." "No." "Emma." I groaned. "Drop it." Her grin widened. "It is Lucas." I pointed at her. "You're annoying." "You're hiding something." Before I could answer, the warning bell rang. Rachel sighed dramatically. "This conversation isn't over." "Please let it be over." "No chance." She hurried toward class. I leaned against a locker. The metal felt cool against my palm. Then I froze. I could hear a heartbeat. Steady, and strong. Close. My eyes widened. The sound was coming from the other side of the locker. A student walked past a second later. The heartbeat moved with him. I immediately pulled my hand away. "What the hell..." The bell rang again. I forced myself to breathe. In. Out. Act normal. Even if nothing felt normal anymore. Lunch couldn't come fast enough. I sat across from Rachel while she talked about a teacher she hated. I nodded at random intervals. I hadn't heard a word she'd said. My eyes kept drifting around the cafeteria, looking for him. I hated that. Rachel finally noticed. "Okay. You're definitely looking for someone." "I'm not." "You literally just checked the room again." I opened my mouth. A folded piece of paper suddenly landed on my tray. I looked down. Rachel frowned. "What's that?" "You didn't put this here?" "No." My stomach tightened. Slowly, I unfolded it. One sentence. That's all it had. Don't tell anyone what you saw. For your own safety. - L The world seemed to stop. My grip tightened around the note. L. Lucas. I looked up immediately, across the cafeteria near the windows. There he was. Sitting alone, eating lunch. Looking completely relaxed, like he hadn't turned into a giant wolf last night. Like he hadn't shattered my entire understanding of reality. Like he hadn't just sent me a warning. Rachel leaned forward. "What does it say?" I folded the paper instantly. "Nothing." "Emma." "It's nothing." "You are a terrible liar." I shoved the note into my pocket and stood up. Rachel's eyes widened. "Where are you going?" I didn't answer. My legs were already moving. Students glanced at me as I crossed the cafeteria. Lucas kept eating, didn't look up and didn't react. And he didn't acknowledge me at all. The closer I got, the angrier I became. Finally, I reached his table. He still didn't look up. So I sat down directly across from him. The chair scraped loudly against the floor, then I pulled the note from my pocket. Dropped it between us. Only then did Lucas slowly lift his eyes. Gray met hazel. The same eyes.The same ones I stared into on the wolf. My pulse kicked hard against my ribs. His expression didn't change, and neither did mine. I pointed at the note. "We need to talk.”Olivia arrived at my house in record time. The pack reports were still spread across the table, untouched since yesterday. I hadn't done anything except replay the conversation with Emma in the gym, Julian's hand on her wrist, the way she'd defended her.I stopped pacing. "You know."Olivia glanced at the papers on the table before looking at me. "I suspected. Now I'm sure.""How long have you known?""Long enough to recognize what she's doing."I let out a humorless laugh. "And you waited until now to tell me?""I needed to be certain." She closed the door behind her. "Julian's technique suppresses powers. If Emma keeps practicing it, she won't be able to defend herself when Greyson's pack comes."The words made my stomach tighten. I had seen Emma's hands shake after training. I had seen the lights flicker around her when she got angry, and I knew she was frightened by what she couldn't control. Julian had offered her something that sounded simple: a way to make the power stop.But i
I'd been sitting in my car for ten minutes.The gym doors were visible from where I'd parked—close enough to see who went in, far enough to go unnoticed. I'd watched Julian enter twenty minutes ago. Watched Lucas follow ten minutes later. Watched the lights stay on behind the frosted glass.I was waiting.I had told myself I was only checking on Emma. Her powers had been acting up, and the last thing she needed was someone making the situation worse. But when I saw Julian enter the gym, I knew I couldn't leave without finding out what she was doing.Julian never did anything without a reason.The problem was that she was good at making her reasons sound reasonable. She could turn concern into a weapon and make people feel guilty for questioning her. Lucas had learned that the hard way.I checked the time again.When Julian exited alone, I waited a beat. Then I got out of the car."Julian."She stopped. Turned. Her platinum hair caught the fading light, and her smile was already in pla
Julian found me in the gym after school.I was sitting on the bleachers, staring at the empty basketball court, trying to sort through everything Lucas had told me. The confession. The history. I didn't hear Julian come in. She just appeared beside me, like she'd been there all along."I heard you and Lucas are talking again."I looked up. "You heard?""People talk. Especially when a werewolf and his mate stop fighting in the hallway." She sat down on the bleacher below mine, looking up at me."We weren't fighting.""Good. Fighting is exhausting." She smiled. "I should know."I didn't respond. Just looked back at the empty court.I should have gone home. Rachel had probably already finished her homework and would be waiting for me to tell her how things were going with Lucas. But after everything we'd talked about, I needed time to think.Lucas had finally told me the truth about Mara. It hadn't erased the hurt, but it had helped me understand why he'd kept so much of himself locked
I didn't hear a single word in class.Mrs. Holloway was talking about something—history, maybe, or literature. The words washed over me like water, meaningless sounds that couldn't penetrate the noise in my head.The last time I loved someone, she died.Lucas's words kept repeating in my mind.I stared at the board, but the writing blurred in front of me. I tried to focus on the lesson. I really did.It didn't work.For weeks, I had been asking myself why Lucas kept pulling away whenever we got close. Why he looked at me like he wanted to say something and then swallowed the words. Why he seemed terrified whenever I mentioned getting closer to him.Now I finally understood.The distance. The walls. The way he pushed me away and pulled me back like he couldn't decide which was safer.It wasn't rejection.It was protection.He wasn't keeping me out.He was keeping himself in.I thought about Mara.I didn't know her. I had never met her. Yet somehow, her death had become a shadow between
I'd been waiting on the side staircase for twenty minutes.I knew her schedule. Knew she had a free period before lunch. Knew she'd take the side stairs because she'd been avoiding the main hallway since Julian arrived. I couldn't keep letting Julian's words sit between us.When she appeared at the top of the stairs, I stepped out."Emma. We need to talk."She stopped.Her hand tightened on the strap of her bag. She didn't look at me."I'm late for class.""You're not. I checked."Her eyes finally lifted to mine.For a moment, neither of us spoke.Then she sighed."You checked my schedule?""I needed to know when I could talk to you without half the school standing around us.""That's not creepy at all."Under different circumstances, I might have smiled.This wasn't one of them.She stood there for a long moment. Then she turned. Her eyes were tired. Guarded. The way they'd been since the parking lot. Since Julian."What do you want, Lucas?"I stepped closer. Then stopped myself. Th
I was at my locker when I felt someone watching me. I turned. Julian. Standing ten feet away, smiling. The smile was careful. The kind of smile that looked real if you didn't know better. I didn't smile back. She walked toward me, weaving through the students like they weren't there. She was wearing white—pristine and untouchable, like she'd stepped out of a magazine and expected the world to rearrange itself around her. Her eyes stayed on mine the entire time. "I heard you and Lucas had a disagreement." I closed my locker. "Did you hear that from Lucas?" "No." Her smile didn't waver. "Lucas doesn't talk about his feelings. I learned that two years ago." "Then how do you know?" "Because you're standing here, and he's not." She gestured vaguely toward the other end of the school. "He's on the other side of the building. Not looking at you. That's unusual for him, isn't it?" I didn't answer. I didn't have to. She already knew. Since the conversation with Lucas, I had noticed
I stood at the edge of the park the next night, my heart pounding like a drum in my chest. The full moon hung low in the sky, casting a silver glow over everything. Lucas's words from yesterday echoed in my head—I’m not joking, Emma. You’ll see the truth soon enough. Part of me wanted to run home
I hid in the shadows of the trees, watching Emma stroll through the park near her house. The sun dipped low, casting long shadows over the grass. She looked lost in thought, her brown hair catching the light. That pull hit me hard—the bond tugging at my chest like a rope yanking me forward. I shou
I rushed down the sidewalk toward school, my backpack slapping against my side with every step. Tears stung my eyes from the fight with Marcus, but I blinked them away. His words echoed in my head—selfish, burden, helpless. The house felt like a cage, and school was my only escape today. I just wa
I sat at the kitchen table, my fingers nervously picking at the edges of a half-eaten sandwich. The bread was dry, the meal thrown together in a hurry before school. My mind raced back to last night. Dad's breakdown, the eviction notice looming like a dark cloud. The house already felt stifling. I







