IDRIS LYKAIOS When I eventually got to the recovery room, I found Roger and he was fast asleep just like baby. He must’ve been exhausted from everything that’s happened in the past several hours that he deserved to get some rest. I couldn’t help myself but feel bad for him. I’m certainly aware that everything’s all tied to me whatever they were. Wilhelmina, Yannick, the female pack, every single one of those, it had something to do with me. And for all of it, I know I’m the one to put all the blame. I grew up with Wilhelmina and all those times I thought I know who she was it turned out I really don’t. Throughout the years, I started to get confused by her. I never truly understood Wilhelmina and when she gets obsessed over something, she acts like a whole new different being. One day she’s happy and all cheerful and the next day she’s just filled with grudge. I shouldn’t have underestimated her capabilities because she’s certainly capable of such horrible actions. I know she’s not t
UNEDITEDWhen lunch finally came, I found myself sitting right next to Yoseff. Ysabella and Benjie were surprisingly back to normal after what happened earlier this morning.“I told you, my sister’s a bitch but she can’t go a full day without Benjie.” Yoseff whispered keeping it so low so that his sister won’t hear him.“Yeah, I saw that.”“By the way, did you even take a shower?” Yoseff asked. That’s it, he found out that I was the one who smelled like a wet dog.“I did, why?”“Nothing,” He replied not wanting to say anything but I could read his face and he looked disgusted by the smell.Nothing much happened during lunch except for Ysabella being an absolute cunt. She, along with Charlotte and Florence kept on reading everyone else as if they’re the most perfect people in this school. Somehow, I’
Carmine Reid just left me that weird riddle-like phrase that seemed to have come from the book that she was holding and then walked away as if I would understand what she had just mouthed.Who the fuck is hiding in a sheep’s clothing?I ended up slamming my locker shut. I was hoping to follow and strike a meaningful conversation with the most beautiful girl that I’ve met but then Reggie showed up out of nowhere eventually halting me from my plan.“Yow, Roger!!!” He abruptly snaked his heavy arm around my shoulder which I’m already used to. “What’s up? How was your first day going?”“It’s fun, man. I’m already getting to know a lot of people.”“You coming to the party, right?” He asked eventually reminding of the party that I just got invited to.“Yeah, sure.”“Come on then!!! Everybody’s
UNEDITEDAfter a few minutes, the mercy of the bell finally came putting an end to this morning fiasco. We all rushed to our respective classes and I happen to bump into Carmine.“Hey, Roger.” She smiled at me and all I could think of was how beautiful her smile was. She rarely smiles but when she does, she looked bright and alluring. I was just about to talk to her but she was quick to turn around.When lunch finally came, I found myself sitting right next to Yoseff. Ysabella and Benjie were surprisingly back to normal after what happened earlier this morning.“I told you, my sister’s a bitch but she can’t go a full day without Benjie.” Yoseff whispered keeping it so low so that his sister won’t hear him.“Yeah, I saw that.”“By the way, did you even take a shower?” Yoseff asked. That’s it, he found out that I was the one who sm
ROGER WILLISAm I in a hazy fever dream?Was everything just my imagination?Those are the two questions that I asked myself when I first opened my eyes and found Idris still lying naked right beside me. We were in a spoon and as much as I wanted to be the bigger spoon, I’m okay being in the smaller spoon. He’s definitely bigger and buffer than me and if I’m the bigger spoon that would totally look awkward.Idris’ arms were wrapped around my naked torso and all I felt was the warmth that I haven’t felt. It is obviously warm with our bare skin sticking with each other but my feelings for him have never been warmer. I pulled his biceps closer to my face and slowly gave it a simple peck.I have to be perfectly honest with my own self. I truly did enjoy every single moment that happened between the two of us last night. It’s my first time having to experience something like that but it was honestly everything that I didn’t know I wanted. Idris was gentle with me and even though I wanted h
ROGER WILLIS It had taken much less time that I would’ve thought — all the unprecedented terror, the ruthless despair, the shattering of my own heart and now the strong feeling of attraction that I have for Idris finally turned into something unexpectedly beautiful. I used to be confused with my own sexuality and for a while, I tried to fight everything thinking that I’m just in a different space. I tried avoiding the only person who’ve made me feel pleasurably weird. All throughout that timeframe, I only deprived myself of the possibilities of intimate touches and the rainbows and butterflies. However, things didn’t take too long enough for me to figure things out. Apparently, I’m not straight and that’s probably why all of the relationships that I’ve tried to create with a woman didn’t even went past by the talking stage. To be perfectly honest with my own self, I’m utterly okay with being gay, Idris made sure that everything’s fine and that it’s okay to be gay. Not in a million y
ROGER WILLISGetting out of the car was a total struggle. It’s not that it’s difficult but my crutches kept on getting stuck at the car door and it’s already getting more exasperating the more time that I do it. I just really wish my injury would heal a little bit faster because I’m so fricking tired on limping all over the place. Even walking was a damn struggle. It took me minutes before I could even have reached my classroom.The day dragged on for quite a long time and it almost felt like it’s moving like a snail trying it’s best to cross the road. At least for me, that’s how the day felt. I have never been this excited to see someone in my life and I would say I’m getting much rather impatient.It’s been days since the last time I saw Idris and I’m more than exhilarated to see him. I found it odd that when I’m not trying to avoid him, he’s not showing up. Whether in the he’s walking outside the corridor, or skittering in the school yard, I haven’t seen any signs of him. With that
ROGER WILLISI couldn’t stop staring at Idris’ striking profile view while he was busy driving. He’s hot the perfect jawline and the right stubble to actually back it up. In my head, I was having my own reality check and truthfully, I feel like I’m living in the best possible reality. I’m in the hottest teacher in town’s car and who knows what’s going to happen in the next few hours.“Stop staring at me or else...” Still focused on the road, he began speaking.“Or else what?” I spat with firm conviction. I felt confident in my own skin knowing that there’s nobody else here trying to bother us.Idris suddenly turned to face me and gave me his own sizzling smolder. “Or else you’re going to melt.”I instantly turned red at sight of his smoky smolder, his deep forest-green eyes even added some extra intensity. He looked really hot that I was speechless. After a few seconds, he let out a burst of laughter which quickly changed the mood into a much lighthearted tone.This was the very first