I slide on my gardening gloves and lay the mat down on the ground.
As I look at the rose bed, my mind isn’t here. Instead, it is still stuck on last night and the kiss. I still can’t believe I didn’t stop him, but who am I kidding. When it comes to him, all I have to do is look into his eyes and I lose all will to fight him while my body wants him to relive that night in Vegas.
There has only been one other person in my life who somehow has had the same ability to make me bend to his will. I only met him that one day on the school business trip. We kept in touch for a while through our phones, but when I accidentally broke my phone, it was so badly damaged that I couldn’t get into it to retrieve his number and I couldn’t remember his number. I didn’t have money right away to get a new one.
Our short, little relationship ended as fast as it started.
I glance up toward
I shift in my seat and glance down to the end of the table at Cliff, who smiles back at me. My lip twitches and tries to raise into a snarl, but I quickly stop it.I don’t understand why I can’t go back upstairs and eat my meal in my room by myself. Instead, he orders me to sit with everyone at the table.Just my luck that Cliff places me right next to Connor.I don’t dare protest, though. The stern look he gave me earlier tells me he won’t listen to it.I shift again, trying to slide to the edge of the seat as far away from Connor as possible. Even with a little distance, his body heat radiates off him and seeps into me, making goosebumps explode across that side of my body.I take a drink of water. However, the water seems to evaporate before it can quench my sudden dry throat.Can we get this dinner over soon, so I can go back upstairs to my room?D
I watch helplessly as Connor carries Deanna upstairs. My heart aches every time I see her like this. Ryan nudges my arm. “Is she like this all the time?” With my eyes still on Connor’s retreating back, I shake my head. “No. But it was the two-year anniversary of the babies’ death recently. She gets like this around this time of year.” From the end of the table, my mother sighs. “We don’t want it to get too bad this year. We didn’t think she would be that bad last year, and we waited, but we almost lost her in the process. We will not let that happen this year.” From beside me, Cliff adds, “The sessions would have already begun if Dr. Davis didn’t have something else already scheduled. To make it easier on Deanna, he has agreed to come to the house and do the sessions here.” When Connor disappears around the corner, I turn my focus to Ryan. “I’m hoping Connor’s presence will also
I lay Deanna down on the bed. Her tear-stained cheeks make my heart ache. I wish could have been here when she was going through all this. However, I’m glad I’m here now.I sit down on the side of the bed and stare at her beautiful face. Even with her puffy eyes and stained cheeks, she is still the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.I brush her bangs off to the side and place a tender kiss on her forehead.I want to climb into bed with her, but I don’t want to upset her when she wakes up.Ring…ring…ring…I quickly pull my phone out of my pocket.I hesitate when I see my mother’s name flashing across the screen. However, it might be important.I stand up and walk across the room to the window. “Hello, mother. Is there something you need?”“Ah, son. You finally answer your phone.&nbs
Chet POVI look at my wife. She has her back facing me as she stands at the edge of the balcony and looks out towards the back of our property. She still has the phone to her ear, but she has said nothing for a few minutes now, nor has she moved.I walk across our bedroom and stop at the door. “Honey, what did he say? Did you convince him?”She takes a deep breath and pulls the phone away from her ear. “He said he would think about it. It appears he is still a little soft and emotional when I mentioned the fact we can’t even pay for our utilities.”A smile erupts onto my face.Yes. I knew he would come through for me. How could I ever doubt my son?I launch forward and rush towards my wife. With a huge grin on my face, I hug her from behind. “Thanks for talking to him, honey. I knew you could get him to agree.&nb
I bite my lip and subtly glance up from my end of the dining room table towards Connor and Ryan, who are working diligently at the other end.Did he really sleep next to me last night?I must admit last night is the first time I’ve been able to sleep soundly this time of year. I usually get better at other times throughout the year, but not now. Not when it is so close to my babies’ date of death.Connor’s eyes look up from his laptop, and instantly our eyes lock. My breath hitches as my eyes widen, but I can’t seem to break the connection between us.Luckily, Dotty rushes into the room, holding her laptop against her chest, and crashes against me before she slides into the chair beside me. Her laughter fills the room.I immediately whip my head around towards her and growl, “What the heck was that for? Or are you trying to be silly?”Her laughter fades
I hesitantly look back over my shoulder at Connor and Ryan, who are walking behind Dotty and me.This past weekend suddenly flashes through my mind as my eyes land on the Connor in his dark business suit. His styled blonde hair makes me want to run my fingers through his smooth strands and mess it up. No one should see him looking this good.Wait. He looks good with messy hair, too.Dotty elbows my side. “Deanna, are you going to have Connor and Ryan work in your office?”I pull my attention forward as we walk into the building. “Yes. Is there a problem with that?”She smiles and shakes her head. “No. I doubt you could put Connor anywhere else, though. He definitely wants to be near you all the time.” She lowers her voice to a whisper. “If he has his way, he will become a permanent fixture in your office.”Heat rushes
Steam rolls off me while I glare at Nathan.Who does he think he is? Deanna is my wife. I don’t care whether or not she has a ring on her finger. She is still my legal wife, and no one can have her.Ryan’s tight grip on my shoulder snaps me out of my silent attack. “Con, you need to keep your cool. You need to win her over instead of trying to trample your competition. You might push her away if you come off too strong. Remember what Dotty told you. Keep your cool and stand beside her. Don’t try to bulldoze anyone over, especially not the employees.” He pauses for a moment and then whispers, “Unless they deserve it.”I pause for a moment while I let his words sink in.After a few seconds, I sigh and tear my eyes away from Nathan just as he asks, “So, did you hear anything from our potential new customer from Friday?”I
I run my hand through my hair and sigh. Connor still hasn’t returned either my phone calls or his mother’s, nor has he returned any of my messages. I have even called the company and his assistant would only tell me that my son is out of town, along with Ryan, on a business trip.I turn and pace back in the other direction along the front of my desk.I wish I would have researched the company a little bit more. All I remember is that it is some company in the Midwest. I also remember that one manager is making waves in the business world, but beyond that, I know nothing. I don’t even know the company’s name.I glance down at the phone in my hand. Who can I call to try and get some information?It isn’t like I can fly there. I don’t have enough money to do that, but maybe I can get Brett to go visit Connor and talk him into coming back home.I can&r