I walk into the house. The smell of dinner instantly fills my nose and puts a smile on my face.
My feet follow the delicious aromas while I call out, “I’m home. What smells so good?”
Barbara pops her head out of the dining room. “Some of your favorites, including a honey glazed ham. Now go get cleaned up and come back down. The meal is ready, and we are waiting for you.”
She doesn’t have to tell me twice.
I bolt up the stairs and to my room. I don’t waste any time before I’ve cleaned up and back downstairs in the dining room and sitting at the table.
My eyes roam across the table and my mouth waters. Most of the dishes are my favorites.
Dotty chuckles beside me and nudges my arm. “Mom is pulling out all the stops. She is going to make sure that you have no desire to move out. Look at this. These are all your favorites.”
While I lick my lips, I nod. I guess a little bribery doesn’t hurt anything.
She nudges me again. “Hey, stop drooling. I see my mom’s trick has worked. You are already putty in her hands.”
With my eyes still feasting on the various foods, I shake my head. “No. I will not give in because she is cooking my favorites, but I have to admit that it helps to sway me to her side.”
Barbara walks in with another bowl full of food and sets it down on the table. “Now, now, girls. Stop that. We are going to have a nice peaceful meal for once.” She turns to the end of the table and stares at her husband. “That means we will not have a bunch of company talk.”
Cliff flashes her his bright smile. “I can’t promise anything. Dear, you know what it is like when Deanna and I talk. It often ends up being about business.”
She shakes her head and sits down next to him and across the table from Dotty and me.
Well, I can’t help it if I end up talking about work. Some days, the only time I get to talk to him is when we are sitting around the dinner table.
Out of the corner of my eye, I glance down at the end of the table towards Dotty’s parents. The two look lovingly at each other before Cliff clears his throat. “We better eat before everything gets cold.”
You don’t have to tell me twice. I eagerly dig into the food and dish up my favorites. Within a matter of seconds, my plate is full of food and my hands are itchy to feed me.
A comfortable silence falls over the room as we eat. The only sound being the utensils clicking while we devour the feast.
After several minutes, Barbara glances down the table towards me and clears her throat. “Deanna, did you have another nightmare? I think I heard you scream a couple times in the middle of the night this weekend. Each time I got up to go check on you, the screaming had stopped. Are you okay?”
A pain tugs on my heart as my hand with a spoonful of food stops for only a moment, as I mumble, “I’m fine. You know that this time of year is hard on me.”
Dotty perks up next to me and looks at her mom. “Don’t worry, mom. I ended up sleeping with her this weekend, so I was there when she woke up.”
I turn my focus back on my food. However, the same mouth-watering aromas now don’t seem to smell as delicious.
Barbara sighs and scoops up some food off her plate. “Maybe you should make another appointment with the doctor, dear. I don’t want you to take any steps backward. You are doing so well.”
Cliff looks up from his food and nods. “Yes, Dee. You need to make sure that you don’t stumble backwards. Why don’t you make an appointment with Dr. Davis? He told me he would always make time for you, even if it was on the weekend. Maybe he can come visit you here at the house, so you don’t have to miss any work.”
His wife instantly huffs. “Cliff! Our daughter’s wellbeing is more important than any work she has going on.”
He takes another bite of food and swallows down quick. “Don’t get me wrong, dear. I am worried about our daughter’s health, but I’m also worried about the company. If we can get the appointment done at night, it would help everyone, including the company.”
Dotty nods her head. “I agree with dad. You do not know what kind of snide and hateful employees we have. Well, it is usually only the women, but they don’t give Deanna a break. She is already the talk of the office because she often leaves early on Fridays. I don’t want to see what stupid things the office ladies will think up to say about her if she leaves during the workday again. I would like to fire all of them for their attitude alone. They are so jealous of anything that Deanna does. At the same time, they ignore all the good things that she is doing.”
I silently eat my food as Monday morning’s incident flashes through my mind. Those nasty women think I sleep with our new customers just to get the work. I don’t even know what to say about it.
Cliff clears his throat.
I glance up at him and sigh. He knows all too well what I’ve gone through.
Barbara shakes her head. “Those hussies. I have a notion to walk into the company tomorrow and see if I can catch them saying stuff about my baby. I may not be an official employee of the company, but I’m still one of the owners. If I decide to fire someone on the spot, I can do it.”
Dotty scoops up some food on her fork and stops it in mid-air. “Don’t worry, mom. Nathan walked into the break room and told those nasty women off.” She then turns towards her father. “Why aren’t we firing them for such behavior? I know Deanna won’t say anything. But if we catch them on security video or another employee overhears it and reports it back to us, why not fire the people on the spot?”
I choke down the lump in my throat and cut in. “Don’t worry about it. I’m fine. A few rude and nasty comments won’t take me down. I’m stronger than that.”
Cliff looks down the table at me and smiles. “Yes, you are.”
Dotty shakes her head and shoves the food into her mouth as she huffs.
Cliff keeps his attention on me as he folds his hands together in front of him with his elbows on the table. “Speaking about being strong. Do you think you are going to go after this big fish that appears to be looking for a new glass company to partner with? I got some inside information that says the company might look for a company in the Midwest.”
I shake my head. “No. We are too small of a company to handle the volume of orders the big fish would want. Unless we expand our manufacturing plants, we wouldn’t be able to keep up and not only the big fish will be affected, but all our customers will be. Maybe in a few years when the expansions have taken place, but not right now. It will put us at too much of a risk of producing subpar products and damaging our reputation which we have spent the last two years building back up.”
He remains silent and stares at me. After a few moments, he adds, “Well, I think our rival is planning on bidding on the project. You know what that means if they get the job, right? They will be catapulted ahead of us in the industry. Do you want that to happen?”
I walk down the hall towards my office. However, instead of walking into my office, I stop at Nathan’s door first. As I stand in the doorway, I softly knock on the doorframe and clear my throat. While sitting behind his desk, Nathan looks up from his computer and a smile instantly forms on his face. “Good morning, Deanna. Do you want another cup of herbal tea this morning?” I stifle a chuckle and shake my head. “No. It appears that someone has been talking to Cliff about a big fish out there. Do you happen to know who that could be?” He swallows hard and flashing me a sheepish grin as he leans back in his chair. “Well, that may have been me. Did he get you to agree to go after it?” I sigh and step into his office. I stop right behind a chair in front of his desk and lean forward with my hands resting on the top of it. “You can say that he has pushed me into a corner. Do you
I grab my phone off my desk and without looking at the caller ID, I answer it. “What! Speak!” I let all my frustrations pour out of me and into my words while I continue to scan the various proposals from the multiple vendors. This is the reason why I usually stick with the same vendors once I settle our relationship. My hand tightens around my phone as Ryan quickly replies, “Wow there, tiger. You don’t need to bite my head off. I have done nothing wrong.” I raise an eyebrow and snort. “Really. You did nothing wrong. I’m sure if I comb through my memory, I’ll find something that you did wrong. Like, leave me here to go through all these proposals by myself, while you are off trying to get the up-and-coming company to agree to a partnership. You know that I’m the one who wanted to go there instead of you. I’m still trying to figure out how it has worked out that you have gone instead of me.”
I grumble under my breath as I walk into my office. I had spent the rest of the day yesterday trying to rearrange my schedule to accommodate Ryan and the CEO. As I walk around my desk towards my chair, Dotty bounces into the room. However, her face is anything but excited. She has a crease along her forehead with her mouth curving downwards in a slight frown. “Hey, didn’t you grab anything to eat this morning? You were running late and ate nothing at the house. Are you sure you don’t want me to go down to the corner and pick you up something?” I sigh and shake my head. “I don’t know if I have time to eat anything even if you got me something.” Just as I finish my sentence, Nathan walks into my office with a cup of tea in one hand and a muffin in the other. “Deanna, I thought maybe you would like another cup of herbal tea to get you started off on the right foot. I also picked up a few muffins this mo
I pace back and forth in the living room. I still can’t believe that I punched the jerk, but I have to admit it felt great. I put all my pain for the last several years into that one punch. However, if it wasn’t for Nathan and Cliff pulling me away from Connor, I would have landed a few more, too. Regardless, this doesn’t explain why he is here and why now. I run my hand through my hair as I turn to pace back in the other direction. Dotty slides to the edge of the couch. Her concern written all over her face, but it is also woven through her words. “Deanna. Sit down, please. You will not solve anything by pacing back and forth. Now, come on.” I shake my head as my eyes sting. “No. I’m too upset to sit right now.” She sighs as a slight frown forms on her face. “Okay. But we are going to talk while you continue to work out your anger.” I wave my h
I collapse on the end of the bed and groan as I lower my head down into my hands, with my elbows resting on my legs. Why did it happen that way? That isn’t how I thought it would go. I close my eyes and run through the earlier events today in the conference room. My heart had soared when I saw her entering the room. She is just as pretty as she was both in Vegas and at the church many years ago. I still remember my breath hitching and getting stuck in my throat when I looked down the aisle and saw her. Her wedding dress hugged her curves just right, and I instantly wished she had been wearing something like that when we got married the night before. Ryan’s concerned voice cuts through my thoughts. “Con, are you alright? That isn’t quite the reaction that I was hoping for when Deanna finally saw you again.” He pauses for a moment. “To be honest, I don’t know exactly how she would react, but that
I drag my feet into my office.Usually, I’m eager to get to the office and begin working. However, as soon as I walked into the building today, the images from yesterday came flowing back to me.I could barely pull myself together to give the lobby receptionist a smile or even tell her good morning. From the puzzled look she gave me, I know she can tell that something is wrong with me. I’m just grateful that she didn’t ask me what was wrong. Then again, I’m sure that most of the building probably heard me screaming my lungs out yesterday.Just thinking about it has my blood boiling.This is exactly what those nasty women in the office need to start another horrendous rumor about me. Not that I care though, but at some point, the office gossip might end up out in the business world as gossip our potential clients may hear or our competitors can try to use as some sort of advantag
I stare at my computer monitor, but my brain won’t process the information. The only thing that my mind keeps doing is playing yesterday’s event repeatedly. Not only his actions are running on an endless loop, but so are his words, along with my lack of response. The look of anger boiling out of him when Nathan told him about my regular appointments. If he only knew where I go all the time, he would probably run for the hills. However, that secret is one he must never find out about. I take a bite out of my bagel. A soft moan falls from my lips as the strawberry cream cheese hits my tongue. At least I stopped on my way to work this morning and got something to eat. I have to say that this hits the spot. As I’m taking another bite, Dotty walks into my office. “So, you left early again today. I was going to ask if you ate anything, but I see you stopped and picked up something. 
I run my hand through my hair and march across the room. How dare she prevent me from seeing her? I couldn’t even get past the front desk today. I groan as I get to the end of the room and turn back the other direction, while running my hand through my hair again. The hotel room door opens. I glance up as I continue marching across the room and sigh, as Ryan kicks the door shut with his foot while his hands are full of bags. The aroma of burgers and fries fills the room, but for once, it doesn’t smell appetizing to me. He shakes his head. “Why did you even go there? Didn’t we talk about trying to use the project and partnership as a way to get her to see and talk to you? You know you are digging yourself a hole by doing this.” He walks past me to the coffee table and sets the bags down. I shake my head as I continue pacing. “I don’t know. I just had to see her