LOGINEzra’s POV
“Sixty million,” said Elliot Sterling. “Not a dollar less.”
“Forty,” I said.
“That’s an insult.”
“It’s arithmetic.”
We sat across from each other at a long glass table on the twentieth floor of the Sterling Fragrance House, in an office with a view of Lake Union and a portrait of Elliot’s father over the fireplace. It was nine in the morning, the day after the party. Elliot hadn’t slept. His shirt collar was open. His hands, on the tabletop, were not quite steady.
I’d seen that kind of tremor before. In men who were drowning quietly.
“Your debt to the Cascade Bank is forty-four million,” I said. “Due in ninety days. Your two largest clients left in the spring. Your sales are down thirty percent. And your best perfumer, the only one who can build anything the market wants, was fired yesterday morning.” I let it sit. “I’m not insulting you, Mr. Sterling. I’m offering to save your name.”
“Aya Rivers was not my best perfumer.”
“She built nine of your twelve top sellers.”
“She was an employee.”
“She was a twelve-year employee you called your ward.”
His eyes flickered. “That’s a private matter.”
“Where is she?”
“I don’t know. I don’t care.” He said it too fast. “That girl was a serpent. I took her in when her mother died, and she repaid me by, by...”
“By what?”
He shut his mouth.
Behind him, the door opened a crack. A slim woman in a gray suit stood in the gap, pale blue eyes, pale gold hair, a small pearl at each ear. Diane Sterling. She didn’t come in. She just watched. Her gaze slid to me, then to her husband, and a look passed between them, small and cold and practiced.
I have sat across from a lot of liars. I know the shape of a room that’s hiding a body.
“Forty-two,” I said, standing. “You have until Friday.”
I walked out.
In the elevator, Idan said, “Sir, was that wise? You’re going to buy them anyway.”
“I’m going to buy them cheap,” I said. “And I’m going to find out what’s under the floor.”
~
It took Idan four hours to find the flat.
Capitol Hill. A brick building above a laundromat on Pine. It smelled of detergent and fried onions, and the stairwell was lit by one bulb. I stood at the top of the third flight with a small black flash drive in my pocket and my heart hammering, and I realized I had not been this nervous since I was nineteen.
I knocked.
The door opened on a short, furious woman in a chef’s jacket, holding a wooden spoon like a dagger.
“Yes?”
“I’m looking for Aya Rivers.”
“She’s not here.”
“I think she is.”
“Who are you?”
“My name is Ezra Blackwell.”
“Never heard of you.”
“I met her five weeks ago at the Copper Door.”
The spoon drooped. Her mouth fell open. “You,” she said. “You’re him.”
“Liron?” a voice called from inside. “Who is it?”
I heard her before I saw her. Footsteps on old boards. Then she stood at the end of the narrow hall in socks and a gray sweatshirt too big for her, her hair tied back, no makeup, her face pale and swollen from crying. She looked younger than she had in the hotel. She looked just as she had in my arms.
She saw me. Her breath stopped.
“Aya,” I said.
“What are you doing here?”
“Can I come in?”
“No.”
“Aya...”
“How did you find me?”
“My chief of staff has a talent for finding people.” I kept my hands where she could see them. “I’m not here to hurt you. I’m here because I saw what happened at the Ashwood. And I have what you need.”
Liron looked at her. Aya looked at me. For a long time, nobody spoke.
“Let him in,” Aya said, very quietly. “Ten minutes.”
~
The flat was tiny and warm and smelled of garlic and lemon. She stood by the window with her arms wrapped around herself. Liron stood in the kitchen doorway, spoon raised, like a bodyguard with a weak grasp of weapons.
I took the flash drive from my pocket and set it on the arm of the sofa.
“The hotel’s security footage,” I said. “From ten thirty on. Ilana Sterling at the bar. A vial in your glass. Two paid men carrying you to the suite. A phone call to her mother.” I met her eyes. “It’s all there. Every minute.”
Nobody breathed.
Aya crossed the room in three steps. She snatched up the drive, held it in both hands, and looked at me with an expression I have never forgotten. Not gratitude. Not relief. A kind of stunned, terrified, exquisite hope, like a woman who’d been told the door was locked for so long that she’d forgotten it could open.
“You have proof.”
“Yes.”
“You can prove I didn’t...”
“I can prove you were drugged, and set up, and photographed.”
“Why?” Her voice broke. “Why would you help me? You don’t even know me.”
“I know you,” I said. “You told me your whole life in one night.”
She flinched.
“You never asked my name,” said Aya. “Not my last name.”
“No.”
“And you left before I woke. No note. No number.” She swallowed. “Why?”
I could have lied. I could have said a smooth line, about work, about timing. I’ve told a thousand men and women a thousand well-built lies across a thousand boardroom tables.
“I saw your badge,” I said. “At five in the morning. I saw the name. And I panicked.”
“Because I worked for Sterling.”
“Because I’m buying Sterling.”
The room went silent.
“You’re,” she said. “You’re Ezra Blackwell. The Blackwell. The one who’s been circling my company for six months.” Her voice rose. “You were in that bar on purpose.”
“No.”
“You were there to look at Sterling.”
“I was there for a whiskey. I’d been reading numbers for nineteen hours. You sat down two stools away and I smelled orange blossom, and I forgot why I’d come to Seattle.” I took a breath. “I didn’t know your name until I read it on your lanyard. I swear that on my life.”
“That’s the worst reason I’ve ever heard.”
“I know.”
“You ran.”
“I did.”
“That’s cowardly.”
“It’s the most cowardly thing I’ve ever done,” I said. “And I have done a few.”
She stared at me. Her eyes were very bright. I saw her jaw tremble, and I saw her get it under control, the way a person clamps down on a wound.
“I don’t want your money,” she said.
“I’m not offering any.”
“I don’t want a job.”
“I haven’t mentioned one.”
“I don’t want you to save me.”
“Then don’t be saved.” I stepped back, hands open. “Take the drive. Use it however you like. But Aya, I’ll say one thing, and I’ll say it once. Someone spent a great deal of money, and a great deal of effort, to make sure you left that house. That isn’t jealousy. That’s fear. You were close to the truth.”
“My mother,” she whispered.
“Yes.”
“You know about that?”
“I know she died in that house. And I know the file’s been sealed for fourteen years.” I met her eyes. “I have my own reasons for wanting it opened.”
She went still.
“What reasons?”
“Not today.”
“Then we both have secrets,” said Aya softly.
“Yes.”
She looked at the drive in her hand. Then, very slowly, she slid it into the pocket of her sweatshirt.
“I’m going to a bank tomorrow,” she said. “I can’t tell you why.”
“Would you like company?”
“No.”
“Would you like me to wait outside?”
Her mouth twitched. It was almost a smile. “Goodbye, Ezra.”
“Call me. Any hour.” I put a card on the counter, and beneath it, a second, smaller one, with my private number in ink. “I mean it.”
I went to the door. Liron stepped aside, glaring, with the wooden spoon at high alert.
At the threshold, a feeling made me turn.
She stood by the window, with a hand resting flat against her stomach. Just resting. The way you hold your ribs when you’ve been running. She didn’t seem to know she was doing it.
I filed it away. Then I went out.
~
Idan was waiting at the bottom of the stairs, with his back to the wall and his eyes on the street.
“Sir,” he said, very low. “Don’t turn around.”
“What?”
“Black sedan. Across the road. Tinted windows. It’s been there since eight o’clock this morning.” He didn’t blink. “And it just started its engine.”
Ezra’s POV“Say it again,” said Aya.“It’s mine.”“You can’t know that.”“I can count.” I set the wallet on the table between us, very carefully, the way you put down a thing that might break. “Five weeks ago, in a bar, we spent a night together. Five weeks later, you fainted in a bank, and a doctor told your friend you were five weeks along. I didn’t mean to hear. I was standing at the window.”“You eavesdropped.”“I did.”“That’s the second thing you’ve done without asking.”“The third,” I said. “I also had you followed to the bank.”She stared at me. Her mouth opened and shut. For a moment I thought she might throw the fountain pen at my head. Instead, very slowly, she sat down on the edge of the bed with her bag in her lap, and put both hands over her face.I didn’t move. I didn’t speak.The city went on beyond the glass. A ferry crossed the lake. The light turned amber.“I was going to tell you,” she said, through her fingers. “I was. I just needed to be safe first.”“I know.”“Y
Aya’s POV“You fainted in my arms,” said Ezra. “I thought you should know.”“I remember.”“Do you?”“Some of it.” I pushed myself up against the pillows. The room was warm and quiet, with a gold afternoon lying across the bed. Someone had taken off my shoes. Someone had pulled a soft gray blanket over my knees. “I remember the bank. I remember Ilana. I remember you coming through the door like a man in a film.”“I’m not proud of that.”“It was a very good entrance.”He almost smiled.He stood at the foot of the bed with his hands in his pockets and his sleeves rolled to the elbow. He looked wrecked. His hair was ruffled. His jaw was dark with stubble, and his gray eyes had the flat, sleepless shine of a man who’d been staring at a screen too long.He kept looking at my stomach.He didn’t mean to. I saw him catch himself, every time. His gaze would dip, and jerk back up, and his hand would move in his pocket, as if he were holding on to a coin.Did he know?I pressed my palm flat again
Ezra’s POV“That box is the property of Hannah Rivers’ estate,” I said. “And the heir is standing right here.”Every head in the bank lobby turned.I’d come through the revolving door at a walk, with Idan a step behind me and two of my own security men at the entrance. I didn’t raise my voice. I have never needed to. I put my hands in my pockets and crossed the marble floor, and the two men in dark suits, who had been reaching for Aya’s arm, froze.Ilana Sterling turned. For one second, her face went completely blank.Then she smiled.“Mr. Blackwell,” she said. “What a surprise.”“Is it?”“I didn’t think you’d be here. In a bank. At ten in the morning.” Her voice was honey. “This is a family matter. My sister has taken an item that belongs to my father. I’m simply retrieving it.”“Your sister.”“Yes.”“Aya Rivers is not a Sterling.”“She was raised in our house.”“As a guest. By your own father’s admission.” I didn’t look at Aya. I couldn’t. If I did, I’d lose my temper. “Gentlemen. S
Aya’s POV“Box two fourteen?” said the teller. “That box hasn’t been opened in twelve years.”“That’s right.”“You have the key?”I set it on the marble counter. My hand wasn’t steady. Beside me, Liron shifted her weight and kept her arms crossed, glaring at the ceiling as if daring the security cameras to try their luck.It was ten o’clock the next morning. The old Puget Building on Second Avenue is a granite bank with a brass revolving door, high painted ceilings, and floors that echo like a church. It smelled of polish and dust and paper, a smell I loved. I have never in my life been so afraid of a smell.The teller studied a screen. She was young, with a nose ring and kind eyes. “Rivers. Hannah. Renewed annually, paid in advance through the year twenty thirty.” She glanced up. “It looks like your mother set up a trust. The rent’s covered.”Fourteen years. She’d paid for fourteen years of silence, and I hadn’t known.“Right this way.”The vault was a cold gray room lined with steel
Ezra’s POV“Sixty million,” said Elliot Sterling. “Not a dollar less.”“Forty,” I said.“That’s an insult.”“It’s arithmetic.”We sat across from each other at a long glass table on the twentieth floor of the Sterling Fragrance House, in an office with a view of Lake Union and a portrait of Elliot’s father over the fireplace. It was nine in the morning, the day after the party. Elliot hadn’t slept. His shirt collar was open. His hands, on the tabletop, were not quite steady.I’d seen that kind of tremor before. In men who were drowning quietly.“Your debt to the Cascade Bank is forty-four million,” I said. “Due in ninety days. Your two largest clients left in the spring. Your sales are down thirty percent. And your best perfumer, the only one who can build anything the market wants, was fired yesterday morning.” I let it sit. “I’m not insulting you, Mr. Sterling. I’m offering to save your name.”“Aya Rivers was not my best perfumer.”“She built nine of your twelve top sellers.”“She w
Aya’s POV“Miss Aya,” said a voice behind me. “Don’t turn around.”I stopped at the gate of the Sterling estate with a duffel bag in one hand and my shoes in the other. It was eleven fifty in the morning. Rain dripped off the cedar trees on Medina Road. Behind me, the big white house sat on its lawn like a wedding cake, every curtain drawn.Somebody had put my bag by the mailbox. One bag. Twelve years of my life, and a security guard had zipped it for me.“Keep walking,” said the voice. “Slowly. I’m going to put a hand on your arm.”A thin, spotted hand closed around my elbow. It smelled of pipe tobacco and Brasso and old leather.Abel Finch had driven the Sterling car for forty years. He was seventy-three now, retired, stooped like a question mark, and he still came up to the gate every morning to check the post. When I was twelve years old, he’d taught me how to drive a stick shift in the back lot, singing hymns off-key.“Abel,” I whispered. “I didn’t do it.”“I know you didn’t.”“







