Chapter 115

Knox pov

Flash back

"124!"

"125 ! "My father screams again and the spit flying out of his mouth ends up landing on my face . I groan as the pain of the push-ups makes me exhausted.

I can't do this anymore . I'm exhausted and tired. I'm only just 9 years old and my father wants to eat the shit out of me . I look at him squarely and do the last push up.

"126!"he screams again.

I fall down on the dirty ground with exhaustion. I look at the dust as it rises and I know I have messed up again . I don't know what to say . I always mess up and I will never live up to my fathers expectations. I can't lie to myself , I hate this man with all my life.

"Get the fuck up! "he bellows as he looks at me with his red crimson eyes. He still has the cigarette in his mouth and releases a long puff as he waits for me to rise up.

"Father ! "I cough as I try to get up.

"you will be the ne