JENNIFER
Something seems a little bit off about Sammy, who is he? I thought to myself. I couldn't quite picture his face, how is it that this is my first time hearing about Sammy. For I know well enough that I didn't see this face at the wedding.I know these past few weeks after the marriage have been tough, we had not built a solid relationship for getting to know our friends, even though he knows mine, and did he keep the one hidden from me?How come he is now the best friend I never knew of, where was he all this while, how come he is only coming into the picture now?I for one know that this Sammy of a guy means no good, his intentions aren't pure. Something isn't right, He looks fishy.Looking at them now as I sat down at the corner each engrossed in the other conversation, there seemed to be a genuine chemistry going on within them, a spark in their body chemistry that I just quite placed my fingers on it.Seeing them gisting and laughing at each other's jokes creates a feeling of unease within me.All of a sudden Mr. Davidson walked in, Sammy stood up as if something spoke to him, and I saw uneasiness written all over his face.Looking over Mr. Davidson's composure, I knew something was wrong the moment he set his eyes on Sammy his whole facial expression changed.This feeling of unease, saturated the air, as I stood there like a curious spectator. Mr Davison seems not so okay with Sammy being around his son.Almost like there is a subtle communication going on in my presence. as I stood and watched the subtle body expressions going on from father to son, then from father to Sammy."Look who is here," I didn't think you would have the courage to come over to my house despite what happened the last time." You haven't learned your lesson the last time I dealt with you right?" Mr Davidson asked rhetorically.I knew something was amiss because of their body language and the vibes they gave off gave room for me to suspect something fishy.The trio is now aware of my presence their countenance so that I couldn't suspect that something was up, but I knew something was amiss, and I must find out whatsoever it is."Welcome Mr. Davidson," I said trying to ease off the overwhelming tension going on in the room." how was the business trip"?I watched Mr Davison shift from his chair in a rather uncomfortable position as he answered my questions."Dad," Larry said "I can't see the marriage between the two of us working out, I can't afford to watch my back each time I step out of the house, for the fear of grieving ex seeking vengeance," Larry said to utmost surprise." It's not entirely Jennifer's fault you know, she didn't know it would lead to this" Mr Davidson added."Daddy I don't want to risk my life for this dad, who knows how many angry exes she has? I can't put my life on the line because of her dad""Hey!" Larry exclaimed, now facing me directly, I have never loved you and I will never will, I was forced into the ridiculousArrangement from this man over here"" I can't afford to be on the lookout every day and be afraid for my life all because of this whore over her" he slammed back at me.I wasn't expecting this type of resentment from Larry, I thought to myself, I bowed my head and looked down, staring at the squeaky-clean floors.Just two days ago I was happy that we were leading to something tangible even if the gestures weren't borne out of pure love at least we were going somewhere before Brian came and scattered my plans.But the man I'm seeing here has this hatred and his eyes are tinted with disgust,Lifting my eyes from the floor, I met face to-face with Sammy, I was taken aback, as saw a little grin form on his lips."What the heck?"I thought, why does he have an evil grin, like he planned for all of this to happen something is fishy. He stood there fixated and looked like he was having the time of his life as Larry flared up on me.While Larry was resenting Sammy was having the time of his life, he looked so glad about what was happening so much that he couldn't hide it. Why does he seem to enjoy every bit of this, I was confused, and this raised my curiosity.There and then I saw their fingers interlocked under the hospital beddings, I twisted like two lovers re-assuring each other. I push the thought off my head.Feeling like getting flabby, as if my body weight was suddenly too much for it to carry, I realized I was in the den of my misfortune." excuse me" I said in a flaky voice as I ran out of the room, down the stairs and into the dimly lit streets.I saw a pub by the corner of the road and walked in, feeling the ambiance of the bar, I signaled the bar attendant, I need two shots of whiskey, I requested."Woah, lady in distress? The handsome bar attendant asked with a smile at the top of his lips."Yeah," I replied, raising my glass and drinking the content whole. I gave out a sound and squeezed my face as I felt the taste and the hotness of the drink hit my throat."Betrayal, heartbreak, domestic violence, evil inlaws? What could be the issue, pretty princess? The handsome bar attendant blathered on. sensing an uninterested me, he gave up and showered his attention to something else.I tried to relax, trying to calm the brewing tension building up inside of me but my mind was stubborn, as I couldn't stop thinking about what happened a few minutes ago.I just couldn't shake the feeling, that something was amiss, I took a gentle look around the pub, but it seemed that everybody was happy, with their friends and loved ones around them.I looked at the groups of friends at the far end of the bar, gisting and shouting at the top of their voices, they all seemed to be having fun, and I silently wished to be at that table, not in here feeling miserable and lonely."Does he despise me so much that he doesn't even want to set his face on me again? how can I get him to have sex with me and claim the paternity of my unborn child?" I said out loud, thinking I was the only one around.I turned back and signaled the bar attendant for another drink, as my mind roamed around.Suddenly she heard a strange voice behind her, she turned around and saw a funny-looking old lady behind me."Man problem!? She asked" "Eavesdropping should be a crime even though the government hasn't recognized it as a crime yet, it's a crime against humanity" I blurted out to the old lady, standing behind me."Move to the front, old lady, I'm having a real-life crisis here," I said again, as the alcohol started to set in.Why do you conclude that I'm having a man problem, you are just meeting me for the first time, I asked. "you were thinking out loud, my dear""None of your goddamn business"I looked up at the pretty old lady, she had a glass sitting nicely on her nasal bone, and she looked like a villain who seemed to have changed her villainy ways."What else can make a pretty lady cry like this?" The old lady said, removing a lipstick from her bag and dabbing it on the already fading red hue she had before." I'm not crying old lady" I blurted, as I felt my anger brewing."your face looks drained and flushed, you look crying to me""Look here old lady, you are not my mom, nor my guardian, stop it, I don't want you in my business""No matter what life or the men of this world have done to you, don't let them know that they get to you," the elderly lady said, wipe your tears and smile like the queen you were meant to be.I watched her as she slipped her hands into her bag and brought out a card, "call me" she said " A beautiful lady like you shouldn't cry because of a man"." You won't understand," I said, wiping a new teardrop from my eye."What is there not to understand, A man you love doesn't want you? betrayal from the man you love? Or the man you love has refused to love you back. what is there not to know the old lady smiled back at me."You know what! I'm done, old lady, you are not getting the point. I pushed the money to the bar attendant, as I stood up and about going the old lady grabbed my hands."I know more than you think I do"Jennifer He’s in front of me now. My body aches for him,yearns for his closeness,but my mind wants him far away. As far as possible.Nothing good can come out of this.This will either disrupt everything I’ve planned… or set it in motion.My needy flesh spikes, betraying every warning screaming in my head.My throat tightens.“But tonight changed everything,” he says, angling his head. His hand cups my chin gently. My breath brushes his bare chest, warm and hard under his robe. My nipples pebble against the thin fabric of my nightdress, aching for more contact, more warmth.“On that balcony,” he continued, voice low, “when I held your hands… something snapped. Something I never thought was there. Never thought existed.”I closed my eyes tight,wishing this was just a dream.everything My fake marriage.This hidden pregnancy.His complicated sexuality.This mansion.His father.My father.All of it,one big, weary dream I could wake up from.But it’s not a dream.It’s real.And I’m righ
JENNIFER What just happened?The evening after we left the dinner replayed in my head like a broken record.Who does he think he is? Who almost kisses a girl, then acts like it never happened?Yeah. That’s Larry Davidson,the over-pampered, arrogant son of a proud billionaire. My husband. The same man I’m slowly falling in love with.God. How can I hate someone and still love him at the same time?This is so uncool.What was he doing, staying silent when I told him how I felt? I’d opened up to him,peeled back my wounds,and he just poured salt into them.Thank God I left his sorry ass in the car. But even that didn’t restore my dignity. It didn’t put out the fire that’s still burning in me.Rose had already set the table. Dinner sat untouched on the vanity, looking too perfect for my crumbling mood. I sighed heavily.“Thanks, Rosie,” I whispered to no one, jaw tight as I fought back the single tear threatening to ruin the makeup I was about to wash off anyway.Who am I protecting?He d
LARRY The moment we step into the room, it bursts with laughter and light,drunk, smiling rich men in tailored suits holding glasses like trophies.Flashes blind me for a second. For a moment, I want to gnarl at them, then I remember what this night is about,not me, not about Jennifer, but for my father.Cameras click nonstop. A cacophony of reporters and media personalities fight like hyenas for the juiciest scoop of the night. Pictures upon pictures, no moment too small to exploit.“My son and his beautiful wife,” Davison calls out, flashing us a wide, plastic smile, as if this is the first time he is seeing us tonight.His pot belly protruding belly wobble from left to right.As if he hasn’t just cornered us with threats.As if he hasn’t shattered the brief, fragile connection Jennifer and I shared seconds ago on the balcony.Pretentious bastard.I swallow hard. This confirms it,I hate him. But he is my father. Which means I still have to play his game or risk losing everything.We
LARRY For the first time since this whole charade,whatever it is,I bet my father will kill me for thinking his beloved dinner is a mere charade.something loosened between us. Just a little slack. But we both felt it.“I just want to thank you for how you stood up for me this evening,” I said, my voice low. I gazed into her eyes, still glistening under the soft lighting.All beaming, glimmering in every shade of red that needed to be, with a sheen that told me everything. She loved this.The glamour,she just blended right in as if she was born for this.A room full of the one percent,the high and mighty. She’s not used to this lifestyle, but I can tell she’s drinking it in. Who wouldn’t?“Come on, let me show you something.” I gently pulled away from the warm closeness between us and took her hand, tugging her through the sea of dignitaries and guests.She hesitated. “Come on,” I said again, tilting my head toward the direction we were headed.“But Larry…”“Don’t worry, they won’t m
Jennifer povThe sea of unfamiliar faces makes my stomach churn. The moment Larry steps out of the black Rolls Royce Phantom, flashes from a dozen cameras blind us. They explode like fireworks the second our feet hit the red velvet carpet.I knew I had married into a wealthy family, and that my husband was the city’s most eligible bachelor just months ago. But I didn’t realize how popular they truly were known and revered by the high and mighty.The icy blue satin gown clings to my skin like a needy child. Instead of elegance, it squeezes the breath out of me. I can’t move without feeling like my lungs are collapsing.In a bid to show me off, Larry’s father had asked for my measurements. I gave them honestly, but it feels like he intentionally had the dress made a size too small.The thigh-high slit doesn't help. If anything, it makes me feel more exposed, more vulnerable. I've never felt this uncomfortable in my life.Still, I force a smile through the tight seams and zippers digging
I drift into a slumber immediately when my body touches my soft bedded linen after the altercation with my dad. Even when I was a little girl, his encounters were always energy-draining.But I don't drift far when the door creaks open and Rose’s face surfaces, all smudged with white powdery stuff and the smell of freshly baked cookies. She has been baking and cooking. “Dinner is served, madam,” she mutters loud and clear.“I want to eat here,” I mumble, tired to even raise my voice, I push the duvet to cover the part of my exposed skin.“I’m not feeling too well,” I croak, feigning a cough.But Rose isn’t having any of it.“Big master wants every member of the family down,” she says, now coming into full view, bathed in sweat. “Senior Davidson commanded me to tell you to come to the dining room area now” she disappears the same way she came “Wait,” I call out, she reappears“What now?” “Hold on” I motion to her I balance my hand on the bed and prop myself up. It’s none other than