Miles was not home when I arrived and I ate the food and took a shower. As I was getting ready to go to sleep, I heard the door open. I wanted to confront him about what I saw, but then again, I just did the same thing to my boss.
“You are home?” he says, “you are early today, you were here around midnight last night.”
“Sorry, it is just busy at work.”
“I understand,” he says lazily.
This relationship is going to end, and it is all my fault, “um…. Miles.”
“Huh?”
“Are you still open to an open relationship?”
He looks at me in shock. He looks at me for a few seconds before he finally moves. “Are you going to agree?”
“Yes, I think we need it, maybe it will fix the intimacy problem we have been facing.”
“Are you sure?”
‘I saw you kissing someone, Miles,’ I want to say, but he will definitely flip this on me being unavailable and I will be the bad guy.
“Yes,” I say, this will give him his freedom, and I will not have to be blamed for his cheating.
I don’t know where this is coming from. Is this my guilty feeling about not being home all the time or was I just enticed by the new excitement I got a glimpse of when I kissed Mr. Beckett.
“If you are sure, we will need some rules,” Miles says, his voice sounds excited, but his face is unreadable.
“Yes, um… we should do that.”
Rule 1. We are not able to ask about the people we sleep with, we are not allowed to know who the other person is sleeping with.
Rule 2. We will respect our home, and we will not bring anyone into the apartment. We will always use hotels and other places for our hookups.
Rule 3. Use protection always.
Rule 4. Always make sure our hookup partners know we are in a relationship.
Rule 5. Stop the hookups when one of the partners is no longer comfortable with the open relationship.
Those were the five rules we agreed on, and with everything said and done, our relationship was now open.
I called Trish early the next morning and she agreed to see me for lunch; she was shocked when I told her during lunch.
“Open relationship? Really Ellie, did you listen to yourself?”
“It just makes sense, Trish; I am always busy.”
“Good reason to say no to this madness. Who are you going to sleep with while working?”
“Um….”
“Ellie, call this man and tell him you changed your mind, you cannot survive an open relationship.”
Maybe this was an impulsive decision, but I still feel like this is needed for our relationship, but I doubt that Trisha would understand.
“Just let me be for now, if it goes out of hand, we will exercise rule 5.”
“Fine, you will regret it,” Trish says, but I still feel like this is the right decision. This feels better than him cheating on me.
The day went surprisingly well, Mr. Beckett is his stoic self, and the office is calm and productive. It is weird how the kiss is not even a factor the day after.
“Um… sir, I will be on my way now,” until the time to knock off, Mr. Beckett remained in his office.
“Is it time to go yet,” his baritone voice rang, something I had never been aware of, how beautiful his voice was.
“Yes, sir, it's ten o’clock.”
“Can I drive you home?” he asks nonchalantly.
“Um…. I will take a taxi.”
“Come on, let me give you a lift,” I looked at his desk to meet his green eyes. He is examining me carefully and, man, I love how he does it already.
“If you insist sir.”
I gulp each time this man looks at me as we are on our way out of the office, and worse when we are in the elevator, and it is just us two.
“How are we going to fix that skirt problem?”
“Sir?”
As our lips part, I hear him sigh, “still need to feed you,” he whispers in between kisses, “I will give you everything after I finish cooking.”“I am a patient girl, take your time,” I tease, he sadly moves away from the couch and back to the kitchen.I watched in awe as I continued to sip my wine, a delicious wine I must add. I just want him to flip me around like the steak he is making already.“Well-done or medium-rare?” he asks, distracting me from my sensual thoughts.“Medium rare please,” I say, and he smiles and continues with his antics.It took close to an hour before everything was ready. He had set the table with beautifully fresh flowers as the centerpiece and everything in the room was set for a romantic mood.“This is beautiful,” I say, again overwhelmed with fear. This is not what casual hook-ups are like. No rich, powerful man is doing this just to hook
I can see Mr. Beckett smiles at me the moment our eyes meet, and he hops out of the car to open the door for me, something he has always done.And surprisingly, he is wearing a short-sleeved shirt, his tattoos on full display, a treat to any eye that would see this.The car ride is silent. I feel awkward, this is the first time I have done something like this, and worse off with my boss.“Are you okay?”“Yes, just a bit nervous.”“Don’t be, it will make me nervous as well. I might even get some performance anxiety,” he winks at me, saying this.This amused me, “Brian Beckett, performance anxiety? I will believe it when I see it,” I hum proudly, because even if I haven’t been intimate with him, I believe he would be perfect at it.As we arrived at his house, I got extra nervous. I had been to his house but that was for a different reason.He leads me inside through the
Wearing my night dress and quickly going to bed was the only option, so I could wallow in my own self-shame.But my phone rang before I could get to bed, “Mr. Beckett? Why are you calling now? Is everything okay in the office?”“Miss Marino,” his calm voice rang. It had always surprised me how calm he always was. Even amid a crisis, he would still be calm.“Should I come to the office now?”“Well…. I do want to come pick you up and take you somewhere, but it is not the office.”“Sir?” My throat felt dry as he said this. Is he having the same crisis as me? Does he want this as much as me?I quickly brushed off the silly thoughts and replied with, “Are we going out of town? Did the Durban branch encounter some problems? Or maybe it is one of the offshore branches?”His sensual chuckle hits my ear like the way heat hits animals. I wanted this man inside me, right now, and for some reason his laugh made me believe this would be possible.“No, Eleanour, this is not a professional call.”“I
He dropped me off at my apartment, and I sneaked in like I was hiding something.I didn’t do anything wrong, but somehow, I felt very guilty as I entered my apartment.“Why are you doing that?”“Miles, you are home.”“Yes, why are you sneaking in?”“Oh... that, well, I was avoiding our neighbor, she has been asking me for Mr. Beckett’s number for ages.” I react quickly, though I am not lying that woman has been asking for Brian’s number for a while.I feel like giggling at my own thoughts, Brian, the way I just say that name so casually is so questionable.“Oh…. Why don’t you just give it to her? I think your boss could use some,” Miles says nonchalantly.I look at him in shock, but he doesn’t retract his statement; he just shrugs, “By the way, Trisha is here to see you.”“Right now?”“Yes, she is using the bathroom,” he says, “I am going out to buy some sugar, we have run out.”And before my response, he was already out the door. Trisha was here to see me without telling me, raised s
I tried my best to act dumb; do we have to speak of this in an enclosed space?“The skirt I ruined last night. Should I give you the money to buy a new one or should I just take you shopping?”“Sir? Can we speak about this some other time? This is not the appropriate place for this.”He looked at me tall as he was, it looked like he would hurt his neck looking down at me.“Is there a way to change your mind about that kiss? I really absolutely want to kiss you right now.”‘I’d like to kiss you myself’ is what I want to say, but what I say is “Mr. Beckett, please control yourself.”He laughs. I feel bad and greedy now, now that I am standing with this man in the elevator, my knees feeling weak as he speaks.I am nothing but a greedy woman who opened her relationship not because her boyfriend felt neglected, but because she wanted to sleep with her boss.“You want to order something to eat as well today?” he asks nonchalantly as we enter his car. Surprisingly, he is driving his usual bl
Miles was not home when I arrived and I ate the food and took a shower. As I was getting ready to go to sleep, I heard the door open. I wanted to confront him about what I saw, but then again, I just did the same thing to my boss.“You are home?” he says, “you are early today, you were here around midnight last night.”“Sorry, it is just busy at work.”“I understand,” he says lazily.This relationship is going to end, and it is all my fault, “um…. Miles.”“Huh?”“Are you still open to an open relationship?”He looks at me in shock. He looks at me for a few seconds before he finally moves. “Are you going to agree?”“Yes, I think we need it, maybe it will fix the intimacy problem we have been facing.”“Are you sure?”‘I saw you kissing someone, Miles,’ I want to say, but he will definitely flip this on me being unavailable and I will be the bad guy.“Yes,” I say, this will give him his freedom, and I will not have to be blamed for his cheating.I don’t know where this is coming from. Is