WHAT IS SHE DOING TO ME

SHAKES'S POV

Lying face up on my bed, my heart still races, I could still feel her lips on my neck like she left a hickey there, fuck I'm screwed everything was hot, her voice, her touch, her lips until she looked at me and it was like I was getting hard over Valerie, fuck does she really have to wear those contact lenses, I look at my alarm and bury my face in my pillow, it's still 1 o'clock, this is gonna be a long night. looking over at Alex's room I decided to go see if he was awake, I haven't told him yet, I haven't told him that the girl he gave his heart to is dead and I'm falling for her sister who is pretending to be her, I reach the door and it's locked, that's weird Alex never locks his door going back to my drawer I reach for the spare keys I stole, opening the door slowly I freeze, he's not here, rushing quietly downstairs, the hall is so quiet I could hear my heartbeat, I search the cafeteria, the other rooms, the balcony, the gym and underground hangout, everywhere in the fucking house and he's not there, which left just two places, the main house and the penthouse, pushing the door open it's freezing outside. getting to the penthouse he's sitting on top of the rail, of a penthouse that was built on a cliff just one push and this fucker kicks the bucket, I roll my eyes, please God this dude better not be high

" Alex... what are you doing bro"

" she's dead isn't she" I stop, oh no

" what"

" oh don't give me the bullshit I figured it out"

" look Alex get down and let's talk about this, bro to bro"

" it's always bro to bro with you isn't it, look I want to be left alone" Alex voice was already shaking at that moment I knew I had to let him grieve alone

" hey I love you man, just come back to your room when you're done okay", I didn't know how I would take it Alex kills himself, I'd literally burn this fucking island to the ground, and all this because of a fucked up pedophile, walking slowly back to the house my mind traces back to her again, I stop and stare at the main house if only I could see those beautiful eyes again, or maybe I should go see her now, I don't care about Coach, she wouldn't be wearing those contact lenses in her sleep, fuck wake her up from sleep and then do what kiss every part of her body, touch her everywhere too fuck I would be denying her sleep. turning back to my journey I enter the main house

" yh I need a drink" gulping down the water I took from the fridge at the dining room I feel someone walk past me

" Alex" turning around it's Arianna, my heart stops, the room was dark but her long red pjamas were still very much visible, her hands clutching to a cup of hot coffee, her dark hair going down to her waist then the lights switched on and I could see her dark stunning eyes staring back at me, fuck I'm so screwed

" earth to Shakes, hello"

her voice shaking me back to reality

" what are you doing..."

" well it's freezing and I couldn't sleep, you.?"

" well wear thicker PJ's next time" walking close to her but instead she walks past me

" yh I know right" putting the cups in the sink and starts leaving

" where are you going"

" back to my room" is she serious, is she messing with me

" you're not serious" I said silently as she walked past the doors and towards the main house without looking back, anger builds up in me, what is she doing, what is she doing to me, who does she think she is, barging out of the door I follow her and grab her just in front of her house, putting her on my shoulders, her hands pounding on my back repeatedly but I don't care, getting to the dining room I drop her down gently

" are you insane"

" I should be asking you the same thing "

" well I'm not the one that carried me back her like I'm a sack meat " I'm closer now,

" what was that"

" what was what

" you kiss me and now you're down here acting like I'm a total fucking stranger "

" oh God Shakes I kissed you on the neck, so how does that affect me getting my Good night sle" I put my finger on her mouth

" shush " my fingers brushes her lips briefly,

" then why did you do it " my heart races, the heat of her body radiating to mine, she smelled so good, I could feel her heart races too, the way she held her breath when my fingers brushed her lips, the way she looked at me before the gala party, fuck her eyes were very misleading leaning closer, my hands cup her cheeks and I kiss her gently on the cheeks, then down to her neck, slow, soft kisses

" what are you doing, " her voice is low, I could hear her low gasps, so I don't stop, going lower, kissing her shoulders, then I pause

" should I stop " kissing her gently on her neck, what I really wanted to do was suck and bite her neck but baby steps,

" no" shaking her head, she pulled my face into a kiss, her lips grabbing mine, sending chills all over me that I moan, fuck she's such a good kisser, her kiss is demanding, my hands grip her waist as we devour each other's lips, her hand unbuttoning my shirt, leaving me bare for her warm hands to run through, pinning her to the wall, I reach out from beneath her long sleeve top and cup her breasts, so soft, her moans are muffled by my mouth in her's, her nipples are hard, I deepen my kiss even more this time, fuck it felt so good, just then Alex barges in

" yo Shakes I need a " Arianna quickly pushes me over and I land on the wall, my hand on my head as I watch Arianna leave, standing up I quickly follow her

" hey, you okay?" I said holding her back,

" yh why wouldn't I be" I tilt my head,

" he knows you sister is dead what he doesn't know is that I like you and"

" Shakes it's okay, I understand" breathing out I nod my head and kiss her on the cheek " good night"

facing Alex who's already in his room

" just don't worry about it bro, I don't wanna hear it"

lying on my bed, it's 2: 30 now turning and curling myself up, I think about everything that has happened in the past three weeks to go, I just hope I don't lose Alex because of this...