LOGINEileen POV:
I expected him to explode, and I braced myself internally for a slap or a scream to shatter what remained of the room's calmness. But what happened made me look at him with a bewilderment that I could not conceal. Seconds of heavy silence passed before Kai’s tensed features slowly relaxed. He exhaled a long breath laden with the remnants of the wine's odor, and a strange look glinted in his exhausted eyes... a look that was a mixture of relief, need, and unexpected gratitude. His large hand extended—not to grip my jaw with cruelty, but to stroke my hair with a rare gentleness, a warmth I had not felt from him for long months. His fingers moved through my scattered hair strands with extreme care, and his raspy voice dropped to a whispering tone that my ears caught: "You did well, Eileen... we need every penny at this cursed time." I froze in my place, feeling a burning lump of guilt that nearly choked me. My lie, which stemmed from fear, was met with the greatest emotional reward I had been waiting to receive from him for years. My way of protecting myself made him see me as the loyal partner who supports him in his ordeal, while the cruel truth lay inside Adrian's mansion. He leaned down and kissed my forehead lightly, then stood up while putting on his coat, which had been tossed carelessly on the chair. He continued without noticing my pale, startled features: "Rest now... your night has been long. I am leaving for my work; take care of yourself." He turned and walked toward the door with steps that seemed lighter than before, leaving me alone in bed, gripping the coffee mug that had begun to grow cold, listening to the sound of the door closing behind him. I remained stunned, drowning in a sea of self-reproach and fear... I had survived his suspicion this time, but at what price? In an entirely different place, where a legendary mansion extended, overflowing with excessive wealth and dark luxury, the atmosphere was devoid of any warmth. In her vast, dimly lit private suite, stood a woman in her mid-forties. Her features carried an overwhelming allure blended with a sharp coldness that reflected an unshakeable influence and authority. She was wearing an elegant velvet dress, slowly swirling a glass of red wine in her hand, watching the liquid move regularly, her eyes fixed on the marble table before her. On the table, several recent photographs, captured with high accuracy and professionalism, were scattered. The woman approached slowly, set her glass aside, and picked up one of the photos with fingers adorned with precious antique rings. The photographs were of "Eileen" in the early morning, exiting the towering gates of Adrian's mansion in her exhausted clothes, her fatigue evident, and stepping toward his luxury car under the guard of his personal men. The woman contemplated Eileen's pale features in the photograph with ambiguous glances. She placed the picture back in its place, then whispered in a quiet voice: "Finally I found you, Eileen... your mother has searched for you a lot." I woke up as darkness cast its first shadows over the room. The sun was approaching its setting, leaving behind a red twilight that resembled the color of blood. I felt a sharp headache, the result of long hours of futile thinking and self-reproach that had gnawed at my mind throughout my intermittent sleep. I stood up with a feeble body, preparing myself quickly as I tried to banish the features of fatigue from my face. I had to go; my feet were leading me against my will toward Adrian's shipping company... I needed answers, and I needed to end this game before it swallowed me. I walked through the streets leading to the company, and the atmosphere was cold and bleak with the absence of the sun. Only a few minutes passed before a strange and terrifying sensation began to overtake me... a feeling that I was not alone. I turned behind me more than once, but the twisting alleys appeared empty; nevertheless, the sound of light footsteps echoed regularly behind my steps. My heartbeat accelerated, and my calm walking turned into a troubled jog. I looked behind me out of the corner of my eye and glimpsed the tall shadow of a man wearing a dark coat, following me with persistence. Here, the bond of my courage unraveled completely, and I began to run... running with all the strength I possessed through the narrow paths, my racing breath burning my chest, panic blinding my eyes. I turned into a semi-abandoned alley leading to the back of the company building, but his steps were faster and closer... close to the point that I could hear the rustle of his clothes right behind me. My foot stumbled, and I felt that I was completely trapped when his huge hand reached out from behind, almost gripping my shoulder to stop me. I screamed in terror, my body shuddering, and I closed my eyes, surrendering to my dark fate... but at that very moment, a sharp and terrifying thud shattered the silence of the night. "Bam!" My scream blended with the sound of the bullet that pierced the void. I opened my eyes in bewilderment and saw the man's body stiffen in its place for a single second, his eyes wide, before he fell dead onto the ground right in front of me as a lifeless corpse... hot blood gushing profusely from a bullet hole that had settled in the middle of his head with fatal accuracy. I recoiled backward, placing my hand over my mouth to stifle a scream of horror that choked my throat, while my eyes remained fixed on that unknown deceased man who was swimming in his blood before my eyes.Dana POV:With a blind impulse that I had never witnessed in him before, Adrian’s hand extended to sweep away everything that filled the surface of the marble desk. The important papers scattered into the air like white shards, pens rolled away, and the ashtray fell to shatter on the floor, making a din of which he was completely unaware.He lifted me with force to place me atop the emptied desk, and trapped my body with his own as if he were trying to contain my breath within his grasp. He leaned over me again, returning to kiss me with a harsher violence—successive, burning kisses that lacked any tenderness, followed by his handling of my body with a deep immersion in desire, like a drowning man clutching onto raging waves so that the bottom would not swallow him.His long fingers were moving over my skin with audacity and turmoil, tearing apart the calmness of our office and the distances separating us. Despite the numbness that began to run through my veins, surrendering to his
Eileen POV:I began to gasp heavily after I fell to the ground, staring at this dead man while trembling at this sight. My life might be terrible, but I never imagined that I would see such sights in my life!!I wanted to scream, to call the police. I kept turning right and left quickly, waiting for this man's killer to appear, or anyone... the police!!If I called the police, wouldn't they suspect me??? They might think I killed him and called to ward off suspicion from myself, but I don't own a gun! They might think I hid it!!And what a surprise, at this exact moment, the only one who came to my mind was Kai...I called him while trembling, calculating in my mind a thousand possibilities for his reaction. He would think I was being spoiled... his heart would not soften... for me... he had stepped on my heart when I miscarried my child.He pulled me out of the chaos of my thoughts when his answer came to me: "Eileen! What is it?!"My voice kept trembling: "A... a... dead person..
Eileen POV:I expected him to explode, and I braced myself internally for a slap or a scream to shatter what remained of the room's calmness. But what happened made me look at him with a bewilderment that I could not conceal.Seconds of heavy silence passed before Kai’s tensed features slowly relaxed. He exhaled a long breath laden with the remnants of the wine's odor, and a strange look glinted in his exhausted eyes... a look that was a mixture of relief, need, and unexpected gratitude.His large hand extended—not to grip my jaw with cruelty, but to stroke my hair with a rare gentleness, a warmth I had not felt from him for long months. His fingers moved through my scattered hair strands with extreme care, and his raspy voice dropped to a whispering tone that my ears caught:"You did well, Eileen... we need every penny at this cursed time."I froze in my place, feeling a burning lump of guilt that nearly choked me. My lie, which stemmed from fear, was met with the greatest emotio
I never even realized that I was pulling my legs close to me and resting my head upon them as I sat on the floor next to Kai, drowning in my thoughts, until my eyes grew heavy. My body surrendered to its exhaustion, and sleep overcame it, while my consciousness kept fighting alone against a painful and old dream that used to haunt me frequently. Then it vanished, and here it was visiting me once again with Adrian's return—Adrian, who remained absent from the company for a year and did not return until I was hurt.Adrian, who was always at the edge of the horizon, pressing upon my feelings and never forcing me, waiting for me to choose him even just once, but I never turned to him. Yet I return again and again to Kai...Kai, who resembles a hedgehog, giving me warmth once and withdrawing into himself, wounding me with his thorns a thousand times. Yet I hold him close every time. I do not know why there is all this struggling from my side; is this love?Loving Kai was an affliction wi
Chapter 6: SubstituteAdrian lit his cigarette calmly and sat on the genuine leather sofa. After a few seconds, he looked at her as he tapped his cigarette ash into the ceramic dish."Dana, I recall that I already set the boundaries of our relationship. Do not make me resent you."She tapped her fingernails on the table in front of him, then sat down and quietly pulled a cigarette from his pack, challenging his eyes."But you are the greatest benefactor of our relationship, Adrian."Slowly closing her eyes, she leaned her face forward with the cigarette in her mouth to light it from his, then leaned back again and continued:"While I? I feel like the loser here. I gave you everything you wanted—my body, my soul, and all my money and influence, which you control as you please—while you do not allow me to gain any privileges from you."Adrian knitted his brows."When you say this, you make me feel as though you are the one superior here and I am exploiting you. Have you forgotten wh
The following morning, the darkness of the fever dissipated little by little. Evelyn opened her eyes with an exhausted body, though its burning heat had finally subsided. The moment she saw the towering, intricately decorated ceiling and the luxurious velvet curtains that did not belong to her reality, she bolted upright, her eyes widening in panic and confusion. Her breath accelerated as she looked around in terror, struggling to comprehend where she was. Before the panic could fully seize her, a quiet shadow shifted from the corner of the vast suite. Adrian was sitting in a nearby leather armchair, his eyes—shadowed with subtle dark circles from staying up all night—revealing his deep care. He had removed his formal suit jacket, wearing only his white shirt with the sleeves gently rolled up. He advanced toward the bed with steady steps, his tone warm and low to absorb her fright: "Calm down, Evelyn... you are safe. You became severely ill last night, and I could not bring myse







