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ELIJAH STONE POV
“I’ll make you a deal,” He tells me, leveling me with a cocky gaze. He knows it’s getting to me, I try to hide it, maybe he sees right through me, or he’s incredibly self centered, my guess is the second, or maybe I desperately hope it’s the second.
“Take these handcuffs off and i will kiss you so hard you’d beg me to touch you.”
Heat rushes between my legs, pressing against the fabric of my briefs. I shift where I stand, jaw tightening.
He grins like he knows, like he is daring me to fall apart first. I cannot fall apart. I cannot lose control.
I am a detective, he’s the criminal.
If I screw this up, it’s not just my pride on the line, it’s the case, and everything else.
No matter how his brown eyes that looked like he was always in a constant state of being half asleep, half awake, makes me feel… no, I shouldn’t feel this way about another man, simple.
Mave–– a fellow detective–– scoffs from beside me, and I pull my eyes away from the man I put behind bars, and instead focus on what I got from searching him. A lot of receipts, elastic bands–– I look up at him, his hair is tied on top of his head in a man bun, it looked so soft and… I swallow, looking back at the items from his pockets, mostly useless stuff, it nags at me.
“A stalker and an ass licker?”
I wince at the words, they aren’t directed at me, still they could have been missiles, I am not an ass licker, yet it felt like the words pierced through my skin.
“You don’t have to worry, I don’t want to lick your crusty ass, it’s his I want, the tall one with the blond hair.”
Nobody has to tell me who he was talking about, in a team of five, just one person is blond, and the one person is me, yet I don’t acknowledge him, I keep my eyes pined on the his ID like it’s a lifeline. Jesse Harding.
In the photo on his ID, his hair slightly shorter, eyes just as lazy, just as sexy, they stare at me with a knowing look in them, even from the plastic… I catch myself, passing the ID to Jake to run a check on him.
“Too bad for you then, Stone has a girlfriend, also not an ass licker.”
I should stop them from discussing me like I am not here, I should say something and break whatever it is going on here… but I can’t wrap my head around it, my life as I know it has been spiraling before my eyes for more than half an hour.
“Then why did he grab my dick like that earlier?”
That pulls me straight into the conversation, I look up to find Jesse, if that’s his real name, smirking at me, his tongue running along his teeth. I can’t believe I find that hot.
“I was searching you, I didn’t mean to touch your…” I swallow, the feeling of him still a ghost in my hand, it was really an accident, I didn’t mean to, but my hand dipped, cupping him and I may have rubbed on him? I can’t even remember clearly. What I do remember is the weight of him in my hand.
I shake my head, breathing hard. What the hell is wrong with me?
I’m on my feet before I realize it, chair scraping back behind me. I push open the door and step into the night. Cool night air hits me like a slap, but it does nothing to ease the pressure below my belt.
That started the second I pulled his hoodie off, saw that smirk, that wink.
Jesus.
I lean against the railing, taking deep breaths, eyes shut, hoping the cold would kill the heat crawling up my spine.
“Get it together, you have a beautiful, hot, amazing girlfriend waiting for you back home…” Even as I whisper the words to myself I feel sick to my stomach. Viv… the guys agree that being the leader of the team didn’t give me as much respect as being Viv’s boyfriend did.
Taking deep breaths, I prepare myself to question the man. My head is a mess–– too little sleep, too much stress. That’s all this is. Just stress. Not him. Not a man. .
By the time I return inside, his eyes follow me, I look away but I feel them, I can also feel him teasing me, too bad, he chose the wrong person to tease, nothing has ever come between myself and a job.
“The ID is real, a high school graduate, works as a free lance art curator, no priors, maybe wrong place, wrong time?” Jake asks watching me. Jake is the quiet, smart kid of this team, he for some reason looks up to me and while this might appeal to others, it makes my stomach clench.
“The ‘day’ is almost here, we have to eliminate every possibility before we can dismiss it as a coincidence.” I tell him, leaning over Jake’s computer and looking through Jesse’s records myself, this time I avoid looking at his picture. He grew up in a small town far south, and after high school he hasn’t gone back, I wonder why. No college attended as well.
“Free lance art curator, is that an actual thing?” I ask, still reading.
Jake makes a small noise at the back of his throat, adding no comment.
Finding nothing else suspicious, I let myself into the holding, where he would be questioned. The team never really had a reason to make arrests, so we don’t really have any questioning rooms.
Jesse beams when I walk in, looking more at home than a prisoner in his baggy jeans, relaxing against the wall. He is taller than me by at least 10cm, bigger too, and suddenly I wanted to know how it would feel if we were pressed against each other.
I halt right there, leaving the distance between us, it was dangerous to go closer. I swallow, mind whirring, trying to remember all of my training.
And me, who graduated top of my class, genius and gem of the academy, pride of every alumni, cannot remember any single thing from training.
Actually, I cannot remember anything. My mind is blank.
“So pretty boy, what do you want to know?”
“Pretty boy?” I choke out. I hope everyone else is busy, and disinterested in what is going on in here. Jesse on the other hand, he grins, he knows the effects he has on me, I am losing my grip on the power toggle going on.
I would lose to him if he saw how much he is affecting me––later, I would dissect why–– now? I have to take back the reins.
“Would you rather I call you haloed sin?”
Now I am gaping, mouth closing and opening like a fish out of water. What is this? What’s going on? Why did it make me feel good? Why do I want to know what other nicknames he could come up with for me?
He shrugs, loving this,
“Give me five minutes, pretty boy, I’ll have a nickname that makes you blush.”
I shake my head. Nope, I don’t want to know why he was answering my unasked question, I have to stop him.
“Did you know whose house it was, when I found you hovering around it?” I go straight to the point, ignoring the handbook guide that says we have to start the interrogation with bringing them over to our side.
Jesse is not a normal assailant.
“Everyone knows it’s the Prime Minister’s house.” he says with an exaggerated eye roll, my stomach curls in on itself at the sight.
Blinking and swallowing, I look past his head, at the wall behind him, I could do it, I just had to avoid looking at his eyes, his hair, his height, his body, his voice, him.
Or maybe this interview was never going to go as planned.
EPILOGUE Jesse went on his knee to ask me to marry him five times after that.Once every month, on the same date he had asked me to marry him. I knew it was coming, but each time he did I was a crying mess, he would laugh and tell me the joke about how useful he was at wiping my tears. It turned into a running joke between us. We’d sleep together and he would tell me he was very useful in bed.We’d work out together, he would hand me a water bottle and joked about how useful he was. He wasn’t pressuring me to accept his ring, he was joking about it casually, and when he did something I didn’t like he would go, “Shit, I am not being very useful right now, Golden boy won’t accept my ring!”I would laugh and forget about scolding him. On the fourth month, fourth try, when he asked, “Too soon?”I shook my head and my thoughts came tumbling out with the tears. “You’re twenty four! What twenty year four old is thinking about settling down a
Whoever said that line, ‘don’t count your eggs before they hatch’ were unto something.I am very unlike Jesse in the aspect that I weigh all my pros and cons, all the different possibilities and possible outcomes of a situation before going in, toes first. Jesse dives in and then goes with whatever life throws at him.I ditched my Elijahness, and pulled a Jesse.Didn’t think through at all that we’ve known each other three months and I am already moving in with him. We’re so very different, and we haven’t discussed those differences, yet I am moving in to live with him. On the drive to my house, which by the way doesn’t feel like home any more for some reason, it feels more like an old lover, we were dressed in fresh clothes, I had taken the flowers and his letter inside, planning on reading it tonight. We laughed, planned for our new and exciting life together.Talked about random different things, played our favorite song over and over, singing along with the artist, eyes meetin
We only manage to hold out to the stairs.His fingers find my hole and I am a shivering mess, most of the sounds I made may have never been heard before. He plays with my hole, rubbing across it, teasing it, watching me react, telling me how much he loves the way I tremble for him. I can’t count how many times I came already.His palm squeezes my ass cheeks, palming the flesh, fondling, while his other hand runs across the hole. “It’s so soft. Already so soft for me.” he purrs,I can’t stop my body from trembling. I want him inside me so terribly, I need him. He knows this.“Have you ever thought of using toys baby?” he asks, like this is a normal conversation, while I am begging in a newly invented language for him to slip his finger into me.“If you don’t answer, I may stop.”“No, I haven’t.” I answer quickly, so my brain know how to still speak in English, which is good. He chuckles.“I haven’t either, I don’t like them so much.”Nodding, I wonder why he’s brought it up, it’s
I’m sure we broke like all the traffic laws on our way here.Through my sex clouded mind, I remembered Viv was leaving, the house would be empty, what better place to do it than his house?? Our mouths find each other’s the second he pulled the door open for me, his letter to me, the one I haven’t properly read, and my bouquet don’t make it into the house. My hands are too busy trying to pull his clothes off, they were safe on the car seat, unlike the sun glasses that fell off my face unto the pavement, I’m pretty sure it cracked from the impact, but his hot mouth, his breaths, the small groans that fall into my mouth from his, they are all too distracting to check. His hand slides to the back of my neck, pulling me in, and his lips claim mine with the type of heat that makes my knees weak. “Jesse.” I moan into his mouth,He groans in response, pressing me into the body of his car.I am dizzy with want. My fingers slide underneath his clothes, exploring the hard planes of his ch
It was easier to write the letter than to exchange it.I managed to forget everything I had planned to write for him, and to him. My brain fogged up way too quickly, I started to panic. His hand wrapped around mine from across the table, eyes warm, he smiles at me.“It’s just me, whatever you say, I hear you.”My nerves fizzle to nothing, nodding in acknowledgement and determination, ready to sweep him off his feet with my words, he nods back. From my heart… A stolen glance at my bouquet by my side, and I start writing, doing over a few lines, and finding myself actually enjoying writing down my feelings. “We’ve come a very long way. Asides the academy.” I say with a soft smile, thinking back to the first time he showed me he could easily take the cuffs off, that’s when I knew he was no joke. “Right? I have learnt so many things about you that stalking would have never told me.”I chuckle, “Like what?” “Like how you taste..”Thank the heavens I wasn’t drinking any liquids at
Turns out he had also prepared an assortment of flowers for me.A bouquet of different types of flowers. It was so beautiful, and for some reason it fills me with happiness I cannot seem to contain. This isn’t the first time he was giving me flowers, and I still don’t know what to do with them, but it doesn’t stop my eyes from straying to the bouquet, or the thousands of butterflies flapping their wings at the base of my stomach. “You like them that much?” he asks me,Looking up at him, I don’t feel like hiding my smile, unable to get a word out past the bubble of excitement stuck in my throat. “I’m glad, it would have been weird if I was the only one enjoying my rose.” he says bringing the single stem to his nose.He has said how much he loves that I got him the flower, and because it was a single stem, he could bring it anywhere. His hand in mine feels very natural as we walk.I had thought two men holding hands and holding flowers would earn us looks, but I haven’t being able







