Chapter 18

JESSES POV

I lay on the bed, I feel Benitas hand on my chest, she's trying to be seductive

"I'm not in the mood". I said with a strict tone. She starts kissing me all over making moaning noises, I angrily sit up " I said I'm not in the mood".

"Don't tell me Violet's matter is what's causing your bad mood?".

I glare at her "Seem's like you dont know how serious this is, we are going to lose everything, and you-you are going to -".

She starts laughing "Tell me, are you angry because you fear you'll lose everything or the fact Violet is still alive? are you now regretting your remarriage to me?". I clench my fist

"I am thirsty". I get off the bed " You get some sleep first". I leave the bedroom.

I go downstairs, I take a bottle of Vodka, I pour it into a glass, I drink it in one gulp". I throw the glass to the floor, it breaks and scatters on the ground. I feel like I'm losing it, I take the bottle and start drinking from there.

I stop, I try to catch my breath, and I close my ey