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“You’re in my seat.”
I looked up from my phone. The guy behind the counter had already started steaming milk for someone else’s order, and the only open table in the whole place was the one by the window. The one I was sitting at. “There’s no name on it,” I said. He didn’t smile. He didn’t even blink. Just stood there with a book under his arm, no cover on it, spine cracked so many times the pages had gone soft at the edges. “I sit here every day at this time.” “Congratulations.” I turned back to my phone. “Today you sit somewhere else.” For a second I thought he’d argue. Instead he pulled out the chair across from mine and sat down anyway, like I’d invited him. Up close I could see a thin white scar cutting through his eyebrow, old enough that it had faded to nothing but a line. “You’re Rhea Santiago.” “And you’re annoying. We’re even.” That got something out of him. Not a laugh, just a breath through his nose, quick and short. He set the book on the table, face down, so I couldn’t read the title. “I’m only here for the money,” he said. “What money?” “The interview. Your label sent me.” I set my phone down. “Nobody told me about an interview.” “They wouldn’t. Not this kind.” He glanced toward the door, then back at me, and something in his face changed. Tighter, careful. “I owe somebody. This is how I pay it back.” “That’s not an answer.” “No. It’s not.” I studied him while he studied the table. He had the look of someone who hadn’t slept properly in a long time, but he sat like a man who’d trained himself not to show it. I bit at the edge of my thumbnail, a habit my mother used to slap my hand for and he noticed. His eyes dropped to my hand and came back up, and I saw him clock it, file it away. “You’re doing the thing,” I said. “What thing?” “Reading me. Like I’m one of your articles.” “Force of habit.” “So you are a reporter.” “I didn’t say that.” “You didn’t have to.” He picked his coffee up, black, no cream, no sugar, and drank like it had gone cold a while ago and he didn’t care. I hated that I noticed that. I hated that I was still sitting there instead of walking out, but something about him made me want to keep pulling at the thread until it either broke or led somewhere. “Ask your question,” I said. “Whatever it is you came here for.” “Why do you still sing?” I laughed, short and disbelieving. “That’s it? That’s the big interview question?” “You could’ve quit two years ago. After what happened with your last label. Most people would have.” “Maybe I’m not most people.” “Maybe.” He turned the coffee cup slowly on the table, a quarter turn, then back. “Or maybe you don’t know how to stop.” “Careful. You’re starting to sound like you actually care about the answer.” I said while sipping coffee “I don’t get paid to care.” “Then why ask?” “You don’t strike me as the type who does anything without a reason,” I said. “Everybody’s got a reason. Doesn’t mean it’s a good one.” “That supposed to be deep?” I said. “It’s supposed to be honest.” He finally looked at me straight on. “I don’t do honest much. Figured I’d try it once.” “And how’s it working out for you?” “Ask me in an hour.” The corner of my mouth twitched before I could stop it. I pressed my lips together and looked out the window instead, because the last thing I needed was to like a man who showed up uninvited claiming to work for people who’d already burned me once. I pulled my jacket tighter around my shoulders even though the coffee shop wasn’t cold. “You said you owe somebody,” I said. “That’s not nothing. People don’t usually say that to strangers.” “You’re not exactly a stranger. Everyone in this city knows your face.” “That’s not the same as knowing me.” “No,” he said. “It’s not.” He didn’t answer that one either. Instead he reached into his jacket and set a phone on the table between us, screen dark. “I’m going to tell you something, and you’re not going to like it.” “Try me.” “Your next single. The one nobody’s heard yet. It’s already out there.” My stomach dropped. “That’s impossible. Only three people have that file.” “Four, apparently.” I grabbed for my own phone, hands not as steady as I wanted them to be, and pulled up my socials. It took four seconds to find it, a clip, fifteen seconds, my own voice coming out of somebody else’s account, already at twenty thousand shares and climbing while I sat there staring at it. “Who told you this.” “Nobody told me. I follow things. It’s what I do.” “You said your name was” I realized he never had. “You never told me your name.” “Cole.” “Cole what?” “Just Cole. For now.” I stood up so fast the chair scraped hard against the floor, loud enough that the barista looked over. “I don’t know who you are or what you actually want, but I’m done sitting here playing twenty questions.” “Rhea” “That’s not your interview voice anymore.” “It was never an interview.” He stood too, slower, like he wanted to give me room to leave if I wanted it. “I told you. I owe someone. This was supposed to be the easy part.” “Owe who?” He looked at me for a long moment, long enough that I almost asked again, and then he shook his head. “Not yet.” I walked out. I didn’t look back to see if he followed, though some small, stupid part of me wanted to. By the time I got back to my building the leak had tripled its numbers, and I spent the elevator ride up scrolling through comments calling it my best work yet, not knowing it wasn’t supposed to exist. That night my phone buzzed on the counter. Unknown number. I’m sorry about the song. It wasn’t me. But I know who it was. I didn’t answer. I set the phone down and walked out onto the balcony instead, needing air, needing something that wasn’t a screen. The city stretched out below, lit up gold and white, and for a second I let myself breathe. Then I saw it. A shadow, standing still on the rooftop across from mine, too far to make out a face but close enough that I knew, I knew it was watching me. I stepped back inside fast, heart slamming, and that’s when I saw the glass door. Someone had written on it from the outside, in what looked like lipstick, the letters smeared but legible. I SEE YOU.Neither of us slept. We sat up with the photo still glowing on my phone between us, passing theories back and forth that all led to the same uneasy place. “She wasn’t just watching me that night,” I said slowly. “She was watching you too.” Cole didn’t answer right away. He was staring at the photo again, at his own younger face, at Evelyn’s hand resting on his shoulder like she owned something in that frame that wasn’t hers. “I never thought about it that way,” he said. “I thought I was the one keeping tabs on her. Following the story. I never considered that she might have been keeping tabs on me the whole time too.” “Two obsessions instead of one.” “That’s a horrifying way to put it, but I don’t have a better one.” He rubbed a hand over his eyes, exhaustion catching up with him all at once. “I’ve spent five years thinking I was the one who got away clean, aside from the article. Turns out I might have just been someone she hadn’t gotten around to using yet.” “That’s not much b
“Say it,” I said. “Say her name.”Cole sat back down on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor like it might give him permission to speak. “Evelyn Cross.”“Gerald’s wife.”“Gerald’s wife,” he repeated, quiet, like the words tasted bad in his mouth. “She wrote the article. I took the blame because she asked me to, and because I owed her, and because five years ago I still believed owing her meant something good.”“What does she have on you.”“That’s the part I’m still not telling you tonight.” He looked up, steady this time, no more flinching. “But I’ll tell you what I can. She’s been controlling more than just that article. She’s been controlling your career since before you ever signed with this label.”“That’s not possible. Gerald signed me.”“Gerald signs whatever Evelyn tells him to sign. He always has.” Cole rubbed a hand over his jaw, and something in his face went distant, remembering. “She was at your first showcase. The one when you were seventeen. I k
I pushed the door open before I could talk myself out of it. “Who’s going to find out you didn’t write it.” Cole spun around, phone still in his hand, whatever color had been in his face draining out of it fast. “Rhea.” “Don’t Rhea me. I heard you. You said you didn’t write the article. You said someone else is going to want to know who did.” I crossed my arms, notebook still clutched against my chest like a shield. “So who wrote it, Cole. And who are you calling about it at midnight.” He set the phone down on the dresser, slow, like sudden movements might make this worse than it already was. Whatever he’d been saying into it a moment ago hung unfinished in the air between us, and I could see him deciding, in real time, how much of it he was willing to let me hear the rest of. “Sit down,” he said. “I don’t want to sit down. I want an answer.” “Then I’ll say it standing up.” He rubbed a hand over his face, and for the first time since I’d met him, he looked genuinely u
“We’re not fighting it,” I said, before he could answer his own question. “Fighting it just makes a bigger story. Moving in quietly makes a smaller one.” “That’s the practical answer.” “It’s the only answer I’ve got tonight.” He nodded, and that was that. No more discussion, just two moving trucks worth of his life arriving at my building on Friday morning, mostly boxes of books, more books than I’d expected from a man who only ever carried the one with no cover. “You read all of these?” “Most of them. Some of them are for research.” He set a box down in the spare room Gerald’s team had designated his, though we both knew that was a formality neither of us intended to enforce past the cameras. “Don’t touch the ones on top. I haven’t finished them yet.” “I wasn’t going to touch your books.” “You were absolutely going to touch my books.” He wasn’t wrong, and I didn’t dignify it with a response. That first week fell into a strange rhythm, half performance, half something neither
I watched him for a week. Not obviously, not in a way he’d notice, but I watched, waiting for the confession to crack somewhere and show me the real story underneath it. It never did. He showed up on time, said the right things to the right cameras, remembered small details about my life I hadn’t told him twice, and if he was hiding something bigger than the article, he was better at it than anyone I’d ever met. Eventually I stopped watching so hard, because it was exhausting, and because the fake relationship itself had started eating up every spare hour I had anyway. “Left side,” Cole said, one hand light against my elbow, steering me around a photographer crouched by the curb. “There’s a second one by the flower stand. Don’t look at him directly, he’ll think you’re posing.” “How do you know all this.” “I used to be one of them. Different beat, same instincts.” We’d gotten good at this part, at least, the choreography of being watched. He knew which door to hold, which angle ma
I didn’t answer his last text, and he didn’t send another one, and somehow that silence sat heavier between us than any argument could have. It followed me into the next morning, into the coffee I didn’t drink, into the note I found myself rereading on my phone for the first time in days. I’m sorry about the song. It wasn’t me. But I know who it was. I’d been so buried in contracts and cameras since that night that I’d let it slide to the back of my mind, filed away with the shadow on the roof and the message on my glass door. But it was still there. Still unanswered. And the man who’d sent it was currently sitting across my kitchen table because Gerald had decided we needed to “run lines” before tomorrow’s appearance. “You knew,” I said, setting my phone down between us like evidence. “The night the song leaked. You already knew who did it.” Cole didn’t look up from the script pages he was flipping through. “Knew what.” “Don’t do that. Don’t pretend you don’t remember sending th







