Mag-log inWarning: This book contains sexual contents that are not suitable for those under 18šš. Please proceed with caution. He was supposed to be a one-night stand. Now Iām holding a gun to his head and I still want to kiss him. Iām a hitman. Flirty, unhinged, and hired to kill the cold, powerful mafia boss Iāve been obsessed with for months. But the moment I see him again, shirtless and smug, everything falls apart. Instead of pulling the trigger, I give him a warning. Now weāre hunting down the person who ordered the hit while trying to keep our hands off each other. Heās dangerous. Iām worse. And between the bullets, betrayals, and bedroom threats⦠I still donāt know if I want to kiss him or kill him.
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Every gaze in the club felt like heat on my skin, some lingering too long, some trying too hard but one was different. One was heavier. Hotter. Hungrier. I didnāt need to look to know it was him. Rafa. The man who has lived rent-free in my mind since the first night I laid eyes on him. He sat in a private booth on the upper level, shadows curling around his silhouette like he belonged to the night. Back straight, shoulders wide, that dangerous glint in his eyes directed at me like he already owned me. God, I felt it like his stare alone was dragging fingers across my spine. It was stupid. I knew that. Stupid to want someone like him. Stupid to crave someone so dangerous, so powerful, so untouchable. I wasnāt just playing with fire I was dipping my fingers into lava and daring it to kiss me. I hadnāt planned to see him tonight. Hell, I hadnāt even expected it. I came to the club because I needed noise, lights, bodies. A distraction. Work had been bloody, messy, and I wanted to forget for a while. But then I saw him. Rafa. Like fate had decided to play dirty. The first time I saw him was months ago, at a party. A work night for me, just another contract, another throat to slit and vanish before the champagne went flat. I didnāt expect to lock eyes with a mafia heir dressed in black silk and sin, his gaze catching mine across a room full of killers and crooked kings. Iād slipped out unseen, job finished, but my mind had stayed behind hooked on him. Rafa. And now he was here again. No plan. No chase. Just him. So I dressed like I meant trouble. Black crop top, short shorts that rode dangerously high, showing off the glint of my belly piercing and the lotus tattoo at my hipbone. My boots reached my thighs, sleek and black, heels clicking against the floor in rhythm with the bass. Neon lights caught the mirrored stud on my lower back, sparking like a dare. A little makeup, just enough to highlight the parts of me I liked best. And I danced. Slow. Sensual. Filthy. Like I didnāt care who watched. Like I wanted them all to look. But the only gaze that mattered was his. And God, Rafa was looking. Drinking. Me. In. His jaw tight. His fingers curled loosely around a glass. Legs spread like a king expecting to be served. And that mouth smirking faintly like he already knew how the night would end. I hoped heād send for me soon, because my body was buzzing. My skin prickled with awareness. My thighs clenched. His stare was doing unspeakable things to me from across the room. I wasnāt sure how much more teasing I could take. I wanted him to get up. Walk down. Grab me by the waist andā A hand touched me. Not his. Rough fingers gripped my side like I was something to claim. I stiffened. Turned sharply. The man behind me smiled, drunk and entitled. I slapped his hand away. He laughed and grabbed me again. I was ready to punch him. One hard hook to the jaw and Iād be free. But before I could raise my fist, the man was gone. Down. On the floor. Rafa was on top of him. Fists flew. One, two, three strikes brutal, fast, unrelenting. The man screamed as Rafa smashed his face in, blood slicking his knuckles like crimson paint. His eyes, those gorgeous, dark eyes were murderous. He didnāt blink. Didnāt pause. Didnāt care that the whole club was watching. I rushed over and grabbed his arm. āRafa,ā I said, breathless. He didnāt flinch, but he stopped. Like the sound of my voice cut through the red haze. āHe clearly wasnāt interested,ā Rafa said, rising slowly from the manās body. āNext time someone doesnāt show interest, leave him the fuck alone.ā I melted. Right there. In my boots. On the spot. Melted. He turned to me next, his eyes softer but still intense. āAre you alright?ā My mouth went dry. āIām fine,ā I managed, even though I was anything but. My heart was racing. My thighs ached. I was flushed all over. Rafa didnāt wait for further answers. He reached out, slid his hand into mine firm, warm, possessive and began leading me toward the exit with the whole club still watching the drama unfold. Some were scared and backed away when they noticed it was Rafa. He didnāt speak to me again until we were outside. He only barked orders to his men as we passed. āTake care of him,ā he said without looking back. And I knew without needing clarity that ātake careā didnāt mean ice or an ambulance. Once we reached his sleek, black Escalade, he opened the door for me. Gentleman. Killer. Problem. āWant me to take you home?ā he asked, voice low, silky. I bit my lip. Held his stare. Tilted my head just enough to show him I wasnāt shy. āNo,ā I said sweetly. āTake me to your place. Or a hotel. Somewhere I can thank you properly.ā He blinked. Smirked. Then smirked harder. Like the predator he was. āOh really?ā His eyes raked over me, slow and hot, and I swear I felt them like touch, like heat, like sin. When his gaze dropped to the bulge in my shorts, the smirk deepened into something darker, something primal. I didnāt try to hide it. Couldnāt. I was already hard, already aching, already leaking into my panties like some desperate thing, I wonder if he would like them. He didnāt say another word. Just led me to the car. And I went. Gladly. Because Iād fantasized about this from the moment I met him.TWO YEARS LATER Averyās POV Two years had made our lives peaceful and beautiful. Our bar had become the localsā favorite, with dim lighting, good music, and drinks. Rafa pretended he didn't enjoy crafting, even though he was annoyingly good at it. Kane managed the books silently, as usual. The other men, Matteo, Sera, Lucas, and Pablo now worked security and delivery. No one asked about or talked about the past anymore. Upstairs, our apartment smelled like coffee and Rafaās cologne, and the stupid vanilla diffuser Rafa kept buying because āit makes the place smell civilized.ā Tonight was special for us. We closed early, locked the doors, and went upstairs. The moonlight cast across the bedroom, illuminating the faint scar on Rafaās jaw. The one I kissed every morning. He leaned against the dresser, arms crossed, watching me like I was the only thing worth seeing. āYouāre late,ā he murmured, though he still smirked. āI know,ā I said. āI wanted to keep you waiting.ā
Averyās POVThe morning after Antonioās death was the first time in a long while I actually woke up without bracing for impact. No alarms or panic just sunlight and Rafaās arm draped across my waist, like he was worried Iād disappear if he loosened his grip.His breath was warm on the back of my neck. He was out cold.For a minute, I just watched him, saw the ease on his face I hardly ever noticed, watched the slow rise and fall of his chest, and observed how relaxed he was.He deserved mornings like this. Hell, he deserves mornings like this forever.I didn't even notice he was awake until he spoke. āTake a picture, it will last longer.āāYouāre the one holding me hostage,ā I murmured.His lips curved slightly. āGet used to it.āYeah. I was already used to it.He pressed a slow kiss on my forehead before forcing himself upright. āWe have things to talk about.āI sat up too, pulling the sheets to my waist. āOkay. So talk.āRafa scrubbed a hand over his face before meeting my eyes. āAn
Averyās POVThe world blurred into shadows as we left the island.The two of us slipped into a fishermanās boat, the wind whipping in our faces.Rafa didn't touch me the entire ride. His silence was like calm before the storm.His jaw stayed locked the whole trip, eyes staring straight ahead, hands clenching and unclenching on his knees as if fighting the urge to destroy something.I kept throwing glances at him.I guess he finally had enough.āYouāre staring.āāYouāre thinking too loud,ā I shot his own words back at him.āI'm trying to think.āI swallowed and faced forward, but the tension between us was thick enough to choke on.When the boat reached the mainland, we jumped straight into a cab, then two buses, then another shitty taxi with ripped seats. We didn't turn on the phones, and no unnecessary stops were made.We reached the safe house around dawn. My legs ached, and my nerves felt like exposed wire.The building was behind an abandoned mechanic shop on the outskirts of town
Averyās POV For a while, we walked without talking, the sun setting into a soft golden hue over the rooftops. The air smelled like citrus and sea salt. I could pretend this wasn't borrowed time. Rafaās shoulder occasionally brushed mine, and every time it did, my heartbeat quickened. We stopped near a railing overlooking the harbor. Fishing boats rocked gently, water glittering like diamonds. Rafa leaned both arms on the railing and looked over the water, his sunglasses dangling from his fingers. He looked calm, more than I had ever seen him. āYouāre thinking too loudly,ā he said without looking at me. I scoffed. āHow can someone think loudly? That doesn't make any sense.ā āWith you, it does.ā I nudged him with my hips. He nudged back, harder, making me stumble. āRafa!ā He smirked. āWatch your balance, Ethan.ā āDon't call me, Ethan,ā I groaned. āIt makes me sound like a middle-aged man.ā He hummed, amused, and slipped his sunglasses back on. Then without warn






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