LOGINThe tension radiating from him was palpable. He was stiff as a board. I had to find a way to get him to relax.
"Can I use you?" I asked him quietly. "What... what... what way?" he stammered, his voice jumping an octave. God, he is so cute when he is completely flustered. "As a pillow," I explained. "I know you don't like being touched, but... just for tonight?" I asked, putting on my sweetest, most innocent voice. Several minutes passed in silence. I was sure he was going to s
"About you and Miles...""I don't want to talk about it," I interrupted, my voice tight."I understand, but... have you chosen him? My cards are still on the table, face up for you to see." I reached up and cupped his cheek, feeling the warmth of his skin. He caught my wrist, his gaze intense. "It was quite clear to everyone in the Pentagon when you were together." My cheeks flushed deep red. He moved my hand down between us, threading his fingers through mine, studying our joined hands. "I can make you feel better," he whispered, looking up at me."Maybe," I said, offering him a sad, small smile. "I just have to... talk to him first.""And after that, you’re with me?" he asked, pressing a lingering kiss to the back of my hand. I let out a soft, dry laugh. "I don't know how I feel yet.""I think you do. Deep down, you just have to listen to your heart." He let go of my hand and pulled me into a hug. "I’ll accept whatever you
Seeing Ruth change is like watching a storybook come to life. Her entire little body is covered in fluffy yellow-ish feathers that looks so soft you just want to bury your face in it. But beneath all that softness are thin bird legs with sharp, black claws. Her large, brown eyes blink curiously at me, and the white markings above them give her an almost human expression of surprise. Her oversized ears twitch at every tiny sound from the forest, and her little yellow beak lets out a soft squeak. Only her small black horns remain the same, poking through the fluff, the only part of her that stayed recognizable. We walked out into the open field and lay down in the tall grass. We stayed there, watching the clouds drift by in the vast sky above. Ruth let out occasional little squeaks, but I couldn't understand a word of what she was saying. As the wind rustled the blades of grass around us, I lay there and thought about everything. I thought about my own numbered da
Ruth paused, looking up at me, the tweezers still in her hand. "Well... you see... almost all New-Worlders go home eventually.""I'm not going anywhere," I said, my voice rising with a sudden, desperate panic. "I want to stay here. With you guys. With..." With Miles. I couldn't even say it. "Yes, I would love for you to stay, but..." Ruth sighed, a look of pity crossing her face. "It happens anyway. The world pulls you back.”"But you said almost!" I countered, my mind racing. "There must be people who stayed!""Those who didn't go back when their time was up..." Ruth hesitated, her voice dropping to a whisper. "They had already lost their lives. You will go home, Connie. Sooner or later. I thought you knew that?" I looked down at the silver bugs clamped onto my skin. "How long?" I whispered, my eyes burning. "How much time is left on my clock, Ruth?""I’m not sure," Ruth said, her voice dropping as she looked away. "It
I woke up to Monty’s shouts outside the door. "She’s here? She’s alive?" I didn’t know how long I had sat under the spray of the water yesterday, crying until my eyes burned. By the time I had crawled out, the house was dark and everyone had already gone to bed. I had peeled off my wet, ruined clothes and looked at the gash on my arm. Too exhausted to care, I simply tied a sweatshirt around it, hoping for the best. I had walked into our room and collapsed into bed. There, I had buried my face in his pillow, breathing in his scent, and cried some more.Help me... Connie. Help me... Connie. Nooo.It was a dream, the same sentence, over and over again, haunting my sleep. Was it a trick, or did he actually need help? Hadn't I told him I would help him when I first arrived? Why couldn't I? Because he kills people. He is a walking instrument of torture. I pulled on some clothes and stepped out into the hallway to check on
New Worlder. Constance. C. Connie.There is only one person who called me Connie. And he is supposed to be at home, waiting for me. "It’s not true," I whispered to the empty air. "It can’t be true." I tried to rationalize it, my mind racing to find any other explanation. Noxius has horns, Miles doesn't. Noxius has those obsidian claws, Miles has hands that held me tenderly just hours ago. They don't even have the same build. It had to be a mistake. Noxius must have overheard my name and just decided to taunt me with a nickname in the heat of battle. That happens... right? People do that. But the seed of doubt had already taken root, cold and heavy in my stomach. I had to get home. I had to check on Monty and his broken arm, and I had to see Miles. I needed to see him standing there, brooding and whole, just to prove to myself that the nightmare I just fought wasn't the same man I had just given myself to.I started to run, ignoring the st
Noxius wasn't just a brute; he was fast. Faster than I could track while riding a high of pure ego. He spun around with a snarl, his own claws extended Before I could reset my stance, he lashed out, his claws tearing through the sleeve of my sweater and deep into my upper arm. The force of the blow sent me spinning. And rolled through the grit and dust. I scrambled to a sitting position and immediately clamped my hand over the wound. I pulled my hand back for a split second to see the damage. Blood, bright, hot, and way too much of it, was already soaking into the wool of my sleeve. The gashes were deep, four angry red lines carved into my skin. "Damn it," I hissed through gritted teeth. It burned like fire, and I knew right then that if I survived this, I’d be wearing a permanent reminder of this day on my arm. It wasn't life-threatening, I didn't think, but the shock of the pain made my vision swim. Suddenly, he lunged. His grip was like iron as he dragged me up







